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I guess with so many topics on apologies I'm a bit over whelmed at the way people have lived and breathed Michi and I guess I stand in the same queue. Post leap we saw a lot of things that are unacceptable by viewers no I won't talk in riddles here for eg: Prachi leaving Milind for the sake of his own safety, going over to Proteek's home and acting as Mrs Dasgupta. Allowing him to understand that she has forgotten her past life and is very much happy leading the fake one that she lives at the present though the truth is quite the opposite as we all know. Having a merry time with him making him think she's ok if he advances towards her so much so that the guy has now fallen madly in love with her. I realize Prachi is not entirely at fault here but her mistakes cannot be overlooked the most baffling of them all was the bed scene to which JC is of the opinion that Prachi was caught offgaurd and I differ with the point of view that if you are caught offgaurd the shock subsides after a minute or two but here she waited for him to move on and did not protest except for a mere "Proteek" which has had me maddened to no end. She should've stopped him there and then not waited to see whether he crossed boundaries or not. To me Prachi has been a very respectable woman without her Michi is incomplete and believe it or not I want her to unite with Milind but only after realizing her blunders and the loss that has incurred because of them. Her husband not only lost five years on his son but also is oblivious of his existence and that tortures me to no end. The child now calls another man his father and once the biological father does arrive what plight will the child suffer in accepting him as the real one.Some are of the opinion that her leaving him was the best option because if she had stayed Mallika would've had Milind imprisoned I see no point in that since Ranbir was already convicted for that cause. Knowing Mallika's truth Milind would've found a way to make things better and had Prachi stayed she would've known Ranbir had been jailed for the crime she believed her husband would be accused for again. As for Mallika hampering the matter once the truth would've been out in open some feasible course of action could've been followed to foil her plans she herself is not the law. As Opti pointed out I see Milind at fault here too for not telling Prachi that Ranbir had been convicted in his stead and that now he was free so I guess both are to blame equally for the separation but post separation I see no Milind and for all those actions Prachi is answerable herself provided she is put to question in the first place. I realize I have been very negative towards Prachi criticizing her as "Dolly" which infact is a pet name given by Kitty and JC to her because they love her so much. But the fact is I criticize her does not mean I don't love her I do sincerely love her she's the reason that Michi happened her patience and unwavering belief that she could work it out made Michi. Am I then to blame if I expected more of her? Expected her to trust her love and not put it to question by running away from it? I'm not going to apologize for my behaviour because the truth is I find my anger very much justified along with many other Michians who feel the same. Because lets face it all of us here are not blessed with hearts of gold atleast I am not and cannot overlook major blunders, forgive and forget is a theory that is applied to trivial issues not grave mistakes which I am sorry to say has been made by Prachi this time. I do not know what may happen in future whether Milind may commit blunders more larger and graver than the one Prachi has made then I am sure I will hold Milind at fault and will chide him for his actions if the situation arises. True I love Milind but if he falters he too will be answerable for his deeds. Having said this I hope I have cleared the air since it really was getting very stuffy not only at the forum but also in my heart because I'm not used to holding grudges and I guess I won't ever in the future either.
P.S. This post is not meant to hurt the people I have mentioned in them rather I quoted them because they helped me come to the conclusion that this post was needed atleast for me.
Anupamaa
