PRERNA ASKING FOR FORGIVENESS
Prerna came to meet anu.
Anu:Kuch aur sunana baaqi hai...
Prerna:Kyun Anurag?Kyun?
Anu:Maine mr.bajaj ko maarne ki koshish nahin ki thi Prerna.Main maanta hun....Calcutta main mujhse woh accident hua lakin woh accident maine jaanbooch ke nahin kiya,ghalati se ho gaya.Us ke baad un per doosra attemp hua,phir teesra....aur chotha tumne khud kiya tha Prerna.Tumhi ne mr.bajaj ko maara tha.Us waqt main yeh nahin jaanta tha...ke tumhari yaadaasht waapis aa chuki hai aur na hi mujhe yeh pata tha ke mr.bajaj zinda hain.Main sirf itna jaanta tha ke tumne apne pati ka khoon kar diya.Main tumhei ndo sazaon se bachana chahta tha....aik woh..jo court tumhein deta,agar qaanoon ko pata chal jaata ke tumne mr.bajaj ko maara hai...to aaj meri jagah tum....(he stops).Aur doosri sazah woh..jo tum apne aap ko deti,jab tumhein yeh pata chalta,ke tumne ussi aadmi ko maar diya,jiska haath thaam kar..tumne zindagi bhar nibhane ka faisla kiya hai,to tum per kya beet ti.Tumhari yaadaasht waapis aati ya naa aati,lakin court mian yeh baat saabit zaroor ho jaati ke mr.bajaj hi tumhare pati hain.Uske baad tum per kya beetti..yeh main nahin dekh paata Prerna.Maine tumhein saza se bacha Prerna..lakin tumhein saza se bacha ker maine apne aap ko bachaya hai.Tumhein apne aapse naraz dekh ker,tumhein in salakhon ke peeche dekh ker..mujhe zyaada dukh pohanchta..jitna mujhe apne aap ko bhi dekh ker yahan nahin pohanch raha hai.
Prerna:Kyun?...tumhein yeh sab karne ki kya zaroorat thi?Tum kya karne ke bahaane dhoonte rehte ho?
Anu:Main bohat khushqismat hun Prerna.Kehte hain na do logon main se her dum aik hota hai,jo mit ta hai..doosre ko banane ke liye.Aur jo mit ta hai,woh khushnaseeb hota hai,khunki mit ke uska rang..aur uski khushboo..doosre ki kaamyaabi per charti hai.Agar mujhe saza milne se..tumhare ghammo ko rehai milti hai..to sabse zyaada khush insaan main hi honga.
Prerna:I can't beleive it.....mujhe yakeen nahin hota ke......Tum aisa kaisay kar sakte ho?
Anu:Tumne bilkul sahi kaha tha Prerna.Pyaar insaan ko ya to kamzor bana deta hai ya mahaan.Mujhe mere pyaar ne kamzor banadiya hai.Shayad meri kamzori main tumhein mahanta nazar aa jaye..ishi liye maine yeh tiyaat(sorry don't know how to spell)diya tha.Isse maine tumhari nazron se uthne ke liye nahin kiya tha balke apni khud ki nazron se uthne ke liye kiya tha..warna main jee nahin paata Prerna.(now the background music of anu prerna plays)main jee nahin paata.
Prerna:Hazaaron rishte hain mere tumhare saath.Chahe woh pati ka rishta ho ya premi ka rishta,chahe mere bachon ke pitta ka rishta,chahe dost ka rishta,chahe aik dushman ka rishta ya aik ajnabi ka rishta.Tum har rishte main mere sabse zyaada kareeb ho.Mere roop se zyaada tum mujhe jaante ho.Tumne mera her roop dekha hai,lakin maine..maine tumhara yeh roop kabhi nahin dekha.(now the background music is changed)Main jaanti hun...main jaanti hun ke tum hamesha mere hith(don't know the spelling) ke baare main sochte ho...lakin phir bhi main tum per shaq kyun kerti hun?Kyun miane tumhara wishwaas nahin kiya?Maine tumhare saath itna kuch kiya,phir bhi,phir bhi tum aik saye ki tarhaan mere saath rahe.(Then she turns around)Pata hai Anurag,insaan ke sabse kareeb uska saaya hota hai,sab chor ke chale jaate hain..sukh dukh dost dushman hamare ashas(can't understand the word)bhi hamara saath chor jaate hain,lakin saaya..saaya humein chor ke kabhi nahin jaata.Hum sirf usse dhoop main dhoondte hain,lakin woh andhere main hbi hamare saath hota hai..per hum andhere main usse yaad nahin karte,uske baaare main sochte bhi nahin...Lakin woh insaari baaton ko nazar andaaz karke..hamara saath deta hai.(then she cries badly and says)woh to hamari mot ke baad bhi hamare saath rehta hai.Jab tak humein jala na diya jaye ya dafna na diya jaye...Lakin hum....hum uske baare main kabhi nahin sochte..usse woh nahin dete jo uska haq hai.Hum-----------ho jaate hain(i donno what she said bcause of some vdos prob)Hum sirf apne baare main sochte hain...sirf apne baare main sochte hain.Apne us sache dost ke baare main nahin.Maine tumhare baare main kabhi nahin socha Anurag...maine tumhare baare main kabhi nahin socha.I m sorry Anurag(she is crying badly so anu uski tarf apna haath barhaat ahai per ruk jaata hai)I m sorry Anurag.
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PRERNA ASKING FOR FORGIVENESS
Anurag:So prerna do you have anything more to say to me..
Prerna:Why Anurag..Why..
Anu:I did not try to kill Mr. Bajaj..yes, i did the accident in kolkatta..but it was mistake,then there was a second attack..then the third..then the forth one you didi Prerna..at that time i did not know that you had got your memory back,a nd that Mr.Bajaj was alive, i just knew that yoou had killed mr. Bajaj..i wanted to save you from 2 crimes..one that the court would ive you, if if the court knew yoou had killed bajaj then today you would be here instad of...[he stops]..and the second that you would give yourself, that you killed the man, that you had decided to spend the rest of your life with..what would you go through..you could have got your memory back or not, but in court it would be proved that Bajaj is your husband...then what would happen to you..i would not have been able to take that..to see you go through that...I have saved you from that punishment...but in the bargain i haved i saved myself...i would have felt very sad to see you in jail...much more than i feel that i'm here...
Prerna: Why..why do you need to do all this...why do you always do so much...
Anu:I'm very lucky, they say, that between 2 people..one always looses..to make the other one win...and the one who looses is always is happier..because after loosing his colour and aura[fragrance]goes to become the successof the other...if i get punished then your sorrows vanish..and that makes me the happiest person.
Prerna:I can 't belive it...i just can't belive you can do all this for me....how can you...
Anurag:you said it right Prerna, love makes you either weak, or great..my love nmade me weak.....maybe...my weakness..lies in your greatness...that's why i sacrafied...I did not do this to rise in your eyes..but i did it to rise in my eyes..otherwise i would not be able to live...Prerna...I would not be able to live!!!
Prerna: thousand relationships we share together..it could be ahusband,or a lover..or a father to my kids..or a fried..or an enemy..or even stranger...you have been closet to me in all my relations....you know me more than myself...but i have never seen this side of you.....i know that you have you alwyas thought for me alwya....but still, i suspected you...why did i not trust you....I have always hurt you so much...but still you have always been my shadow....You know Anurag, the closet person to you is your shadow....everyone leaves you..but your shadow never does, we look for it in the sunlight, but even in the darknes..its with you..we never think about it, we take it for granted...but it always stays with you......even after you die....it stays with us..but we only alwyas think about ourselvers...I have never thought about you Anurag...[and then she cries...well she has been crying and talking]and then she cires even more..I'm Sorry Anurag...I'm sorry..Anurag...Anu raises his hands to comfort her..and then he stops..as he realizes!!!
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