PANCHMESHWAR SCENE
Prerna is going out of the room and anu says stop prerna
Anu:Aaj tum kahin nahin jaoogi.Kyunki aaj humein saari baatein yahin khatam karni hain.Torna hai us dard ke rishtey ko jo humein jorta hai.Hum dono ko taqleef pohanchata hai.
Anu was at bck of prerna so he holds her hand aur takes her face towards him and says
Anu:Kya kaha tumne mujhse....ke maine ghaltiyan kin na.Zara socho prerna....maine tumper apne aapse zyaada wishwaas kiya..to yeh ghaltiyan kyun hui.Yeh isliye huin,kyunki jab prem ko tumhari zaroorat thi,to tum kookie ke paas thi.Jab mujhe tumhari zaroorat thi,tab tum mr.bajaj ke paas thi.Maanta hun ke tumhara un bachon ke saath lagaaw tha,magar itna lagaaw..ke jab maine apne bache ki baat tumse ki to woh baat tumhein lag gayi.Main yeh bhi maanta hun....ke agar tumne chaar(4) ghaltiyan kin to main choda(14) ghaltiyan kin.Lakin main kya karta...main tumse itna pyaar karta tha ke tumhein khone ke khayal se darr gaya tha.Main tumse itna zyaada pyaar karta tha...ke main tumhein kisi aur ke saath nahin dekh sakta tha.Main yeh bhi maanta hun ke hamare pyaar ko mere shaq ne kaata...lakin kahin na kahin mere shaq ki dhaar tumhi ne tez ki thi Prerna.
Now its prerna's turn.She says
Prerna:Theek hai Anurag.........agar baat saaf karne ki hai...to aaj main tumse aik sawaal poochti hun.Itne saalon tak tum mujhpe tohmat lagate rahe,lakin kabhi yeh zaroorat mahsoos nahin hui ke aik baar mujhse aake poochle ke mera mr.bajaj ke saath rishta kya hai.Ke aik baar mujhse aake poochle ke un bachon ke saath mera taqs/tafs(sorry yeh word mujhe samajh nahin aaya tha)aik kyun hai.Kabhi zaroorat mahsoos hui?Nahin na,aur iske bawajood kehte ho mujhse pyaar karte ho.
Then she walks at the other side and says
Prerna:Yeh meri badqismati hi hai...ke har raah per tum mujhe mil jaate ho.Kabhi premi ke roop main to kabhi pati ke roop main,kabhi khoye hue pyaar ke roop main to kabhi mere bachon ke pita ke roop main.Per afsos..her roop main,her auhde per tum kamzor hi parh gaye anurag.
Then she looks at him and says
Prerna:Aur rahi mr.bajaj ki baat...to aaj woh bhi baat saaf kar deti hun.Agar aaj meri zindagi main tumhari jaga mr.bajaj hain..to uske zimadaar bhi tum ho.Kyuki tumne mujhe taqleef di to unhon ne mujhe sambhala,tumne ansoo diye to unhon ne pohnche,tumne dhudkaara to unho ne gale lagaya.Aaj mian majboor ho gayi anurag ke main unka saath dun.Kyunki her kadam per unhon ne mera saath diya tumne nahin.AAj main jab bhi tumhein dekhti hun,meri nazrein sharm se jhuk jaati hain....ke maine tumhein apni zindagi main jaga di?LAkin jab bhi main mr.bajaj ko dekhti hun,mera sar fakhar se uth jaata hai ke unhin ne..unhin ne mujhe apni zindagi main shaamil kiya.
Then anurag ghusse main
Anurag:BAS PRERNA!!!tumhari nazron main meri yehi ehmiyat hai to yehi sahi.Ab kehnw sunne ko kuch baqi nahin raha.Lakin jaane se pehlay..main tumse aik baat kehna chaahun ga.Tumne bhari adaalat main....sabke saamne mujhse ye kaha...ke maine apne bete ka istamaal kiya hai.....main chup raha.Baar baar tum mujhpe ilzaam lagati rahi..ke amin tumhare aur mr.bajaj ke beech main..ghalat fehmiyan paida kar raha hun...lakin baar baar main chup raha.HER BAAR TUM ILZAAM LAGATI RAHI HER BAAR MAIN CHUP RAHA.
Then he holds her tighlty and says right to her face
Anurag:Kyun Prerna?..Kyun?...Kyunki main tumse pyaar karta tha...pyaar karta hun aur pyaar karta rahun ga.(Then he leaves her)AAj mr.bajaj tumhare liye bhagwan ban gaye..aur main kuch nahin.Mujhe is baat ki koi shiqayat nahin hai..KOI NAHIN.
THen he holds her hand towards him and says
Anurag:Lakin yeh mat kehna...ke mere pyaar main koi kammi thi..kyunke maine apni zindagi main SIRF AUR SIRF TUMSE PYAR KIYA HAI...
Prerna:JHOOT BOL RAHE HO TUM.JHOOT BOL RAHE HO KE MUJHSE PYAAR AKRTE THE..TUMNE MUJHSE KABHI PYAAR NAHIN KIYA ANURAG...PYAAR MAINE TUMSE KIYA.HAR PAL HAR GHADI MAIN TUMSE PYAAR KARTI AYI....lakin uske badle main mujhe kya mila...dard nafrat karwaahat bas?Maine tumhein apni qismat samjha tha Anurag...magar tum..tum meri badqismati nikal gaye.Yeh meri badqismati hi hai ke sab kuch jaane ke baad bhi...main tumhein apne dil se nahin nikaal payi (in the background,anuprerna music plays) aath(8) saal...aath saal har pal har ghadi tum mujhe taqleef pohnchate rahe.Lakin main....main ager tumhein aik pal ke liye bhi taqleef pohnchati..to main pal pal marti,ghuti rehti.Jaante ho kyun?Kyunki main kabhi tumhein apne khayalon se nahin nikaal payi.Main sirf tumhare baare main sochti...lakin tumne kya kiya anurag?Tumne aik jhatke main mujhe apni zindagi se nikaal phenka.Lakin main..main aisa nahin kar payi.Main tumhari zindagi se hat to gayi...lakin tumhein apni zindagi se nahin hata payi Anurag.Prem mujhe chor ke chala gaya tum mujhe chor ke chale gaye,tum mujhe chor ke chale gaye main akeli par gayi...lakin phir bhi main tumse pyaar karti rahi.Kyun anurag?Kyun main tumse pyar kati tahi kyun?Kyun main tumse pyaar karti hun?KYUN?
Anurag:Main bhi tumse bohat pyaar karta hun Prerna...bohat pyaar karta hun.Ghalti tumhari thi..ya meri.Ghalat to hum hi the na.Unhi ghaltiyon ki wajah se prem humse door ho gaya...aur ab sneha.
Prerna:Nahin...main sneha ko nahin khona chahti anurag.Main sneha ko nahin khona chahti anurag.MAIN SNEHA KO NAHIN KHONA CHAHTI....
And then Anurag hugs her TIGHTLY.After tht what happened,u all know tht.Hope u like these diauloges.
amna
PANCHMESHWAR SCENE ENGLISH TRANSLATION
Prerna is going out of the room and anu says stop prerna
Anu:
(Today you are not going anywhere because we need to talk and end our misunderstanding. We need to end this painful relationship which binds us and gives us pain.)
Anu was at back of prerna so he holds her hand and takes her face towards him and says
Anu:
(What did you tell me…that I have committed mistakes. Just think Prerna…I trusted you more than myself…then why such mistakes? It happened because when Prem needed you, you were with Kuki. When I needed you, you were with Mr Bajaj.
I agree that you were attached to his children but so much attachment that when I told you about my child you took it personally. I also agree that if you made 4 mistakes then I made 14 but what could I do…I loved you a lot…so much that I could not see you with anyone else. I also agree that it was my doubt on you that cut our relationship but somewhere you were responsible in increasing its sharpness.)
Now its prerna's turn. She says
Prerna:
(Ok Anurag…if it is about clearing misunderstandings then let me ask you a question.
For so many years you have made accusations but you never felt the need to ask me at least once about my relationship with Mr Bajaj. You could have asked me once "what is my relationship with those kids". You never felt like it?? No right. Even then you are saying you love me?
Then she walks at the other side and says
Prerna: (It is my misfortune that I find you in every sphere of my life…in the form of a lover, in the form of a husband…sometimes in the form of lost love and sometimes in the form of my children's father…but regretfully I must say that in all these forms you have been unsuccessful anurag)
Then she looks at him and says
Prerna:
(And about Mr Bajaj…then let me clear that too. If he is in your place in my life then you are responsible for it…because when you hurt me, he comforted me…when you gave me tears, he wiped it away…when you left me alone, he held me. Today I am obliged to be with him Anurag because he has been with me through thick and thin and not you. Whenever I see you today I look down with shame…that I gave you a place in my life. But when I see Mr Bajaj, I hold my head high with pride that he…he made me a part of his life.)
Then anurag angrily says
Anurag:
(THAT'S ENOUGH PRERNA!!! This is what I mean to you then so be it. There is nothing left to be said. But before I leave…I would like to tell you something. In a full courtroom in front of everyone you told me that I had used my child…I kept quiet. You had kept accusing me over and over that I created misunderstanding between you and Mr Bajaj but every time I had kept quiet. Every time you accused me I had kept quiet.
Then he holds her tighlty and says right to her face
Anurag: (Why Prena? Why? Because I love you…I love you and I will always love you (Then he leaves her). I have no complains about the fact that today Mr Bajaj has become your God and I am nothing to you…no complains at all…
THen he holds her hand towards him and says
Anurag:
(But do not say that I did not love you truly…because in my life I have loved you and only you.)
Prerna: You are lying…you are lying. You are lying that you had loved me…you have never loved me Anurag…I had loved you. All this time I have been loving you…what did I get in return??? Pain, hatred, bitterness and that is it! I thought you were my destiny Anurag but you…you became my bad luck. It is indeed unfortunate that after knowing everything I have not been able to leave you out of my heart.
(in the background,anuprerna music plays)
eight years…eight years every moment every time you have caused me pain. But I …if I hurt you even once for one moment then I died every moment…I suffered. Do you know why?? Because I could not stop thinking about you. I would only think about you…but what did you do Anurag? You threw me out of your life in a second…but I…I could not do it. I left you all right but I could not let you leave from my life Anurag. Prem left me, you left me…I was left alone. But still I continued to love you. Why Anurag? Why had I kept loving you? Why do I love you? WHY?
Anurag: (I love you very much Prerna. I love you a lot. Whether it was your mistake or mine, it was our mistake. For all those mistakes Prem left us…and now Sneha.
Prerna: (No…I do not want to lose Sneha…I do not want to lose her Anurag. I DO NOT WANT TO LOSE SNEHA…
And then Anurag hugs her TIGHTLY.After tht what happened,u all know tht.Hope u like these diauloges.
Adity