FF:Why isn’t the life simple? last part pg 28 - Page 16

Bani feeling miserable......I'm sure Jai is not doing this purposely to hurt Bani's feelings.....is he mentally preparing himself to live without Bani?? great part Pooja....please continue.....

Hi guys. Thanks for all ur comments really appreciate them. Here is the next part.

Bani was hurt and sad by Jai's ignorance but Jai was no less. He started this game so that he can make Bani realise importance of his and their relation in her life but he is here suffering too. From last one month they haven't talked properly work, work and work. And top of that Roshni and Tarun are increasing his suffering more. If only he and Bani had a proper husband and wife relation, they too would have been there in dance floor dancing in each other's arm. Though he had thought he would help Bani forget that horrible incident and live her life and then set her free, the truth is he can't live without her. The feeling he has towards her is increasing day by day and he is not being able to improve their relation. He is helpless and that's frustrating him even more. Oblivious to Bani's constant gaze he is gulping one after another glass of drink drown in his sorrow.

After sometime he couldn't take it more and went to his room. Bani saw im goin and followed him. She has some questions to ask. He roughly pushed the door, took off his shoes and threw his coat on the bed.

"Mr. Walia aap mijhe ignore kyu kar rahe hain?" came small voice of his wife. He turned back and looked straight to his wife's face and said

"ye kya keh rahi ho Bani? Main tumhe kyu ignore karunga?"

"Ye mera sawal ka jawab nahin hain. Me aap se puch rahi hoon aap mujhe kyu ignore kar rahe hain"

"I am not ignoring u Bani. Why would I?" roared Jai.

"Yes u are Mr Walia. Yes u are. Pechle ek mahine se dekh rahi hoon subah aakh khuli to gayab, ghar aate he to me sochuki hoti hoon, weekend me din bhar study me apne aap ko band kar ke rakh te he, two weeks long trip no phone calls, kabhi kabar dinner me aa bhi gaye to sab ke saath baat karte he lekin mujhse aakh bhi nahin milate.

Me puch sakti hoo eas kyu? Jab se Mt. Abu se aae he paresaan kardiya he apne. Soch soch ke dimaag kharab hogaya ki aap ko kya huwa? Mujhse koi galati hogae? Mr. Walia ko koi problem he lekin aap ko meri aur meri feelings ki kya parwa? Haina" cried Bani in desperation.

"Tumhari aur tumhari feelings ki kya parwa?" said Jai in slow surprised tone.

"Jab se saadi ki sirf tumhari hi to parwa ki hain. Bani ko kya chahiye, Bani kyu esi hain, Bani ke saath kya huwa sirf Bani Bani aur tum puch rahi ho ki tumhari aur tumhari feeling ki kya parwa? Hamesha sirf tum kabhi tumne socha ki mujhe kya chahiye?" Bani had no answer to his question. What would she answer he was true when did she thought about him. After Mt. Abu's trip though she had thought about him, later his ignorance fogged her thoughts. He went near his window and faced other way and continued.

"Kitne saal ka hi tha main jab mere maa baap gujar gae. Lekin phir bhi main toota nahin ye soch kar ki mere paas meri ma se pyaari masi hain, pyaar karne wali Sonali hain mere bhai behen hain jinhe mujhe samhalna ha. Yehi soch ke me aage bada lekin takdir ka khel to dekho saadi ke kuch din pehle mujhe meri hone wali dulhan chod kar kisi aur se saadi karli. Jaan se jyada pyaar karta tha use. Masi, nachiket aur Karuna ke hote huwe bhi jab bhi uske paas rehtha tha ek sukun sa mehsoos hota tha, sab paresaani door ho jati thi lekin pata nahin use mujh me kya kami mili ek baar mude bina hi chali gae. Sehen nahin huwa main bilkul toot gaya. Apne us ateet ko bahut bhulane ki kosis ki aur bhulane ka sirf ek hi jariya(way) tha "mera kaam". Din bhar sirf kaam kaam sab log mere liye paresaan the lekin mujhe kisi ki parwa nahin thi.

Apne us ateet ko bhulane ke liye esa bhaga ki kamwabi(success) to mili lekin zindagi kahi piche hi chutgae. Kho sa gaya duniya me. Jab mud ke dekha mere masi aur bhai behen jo hamesha mere liye bahe phelae huwe khade rehthe the wohi log mujhe dhundle dikhne lage. Mujhe to sirf Sonali ne choda the lekin maine to sabi ko chod diya. Main kush naseeb tha ki jab mujhe ye ehsaas huwa mere pariwaar mere liye age bade. Me phir se apni zindagi ki tuti huwi cadi se juda lekin ek khali pan hamesa mehsoos hota tha. Ek jeevan sathi, ek humsafar. Masi hamesha saadi ke liye bolti thi lekin sonali ke baad daar lagne kahi phir se pehle jaisa kuch ho na jae. Phir us din tum mili.

He turned back. His eyes were moist. Cheeks stained by his tears.

Tum dikhne me achi lagi lekin tumne saadi ke liye na kehdiya. Usually ladkiya apne saadi ke liye bahut sare sapne bunti hainlekin tumhari tone se esa kuch nahin lag raha tha balke laga ki tum kuch dard se gujriho. Phir mera ego bhi to tha

He smiled a bit but tears were flowing freely.

Socha humdono ka yehi dard hume kareeb laega. Ye dard hame kareeb to laya lekin hamara rista hi badal diya. Mere liye tum hamesha meri patni hi thi lekin tumhareliye me tumhara doat bangaya, sab se achha dost lekin sirf dost. Aaj tum bechen ho kiyu ki tumhe tumhara wohi dost nahin mil raha hain.

Bani was dying with guilt. Again she became selfish. She too was crying with him. She slowly advanced towards him but turned back as she couldn't face him.

Duniya me Jai walia ko sab jante he lekin us Jai walia me chupe Jai koi nahin janta wo kya chahta ye koi nahin janta. Wo bhi chahta he ki jab wo apne kaam me thaka hara ghar aye uski patni uske liye intazaar kar rahi ho naki apne dost ka.

He went close to her that his body touched her.

Uski patni use gale laga ki uska sara thakan duur karde. He hugged her behind buring his face on crook of her neck whereas Bani was sobbing slowly.

He turned her towards him and rested his forehead against her. Use ye ehsaas dilaye ki bhale duniya me kuch bhi ho jae wo hamesha uske paas rahegi, uske saath. He ran his hand slowly through her hands brought her hand to his lips and kissed her palm. Both were sobbing and staring eachother through tears.

Use pyaar kare. Bani slowly came forward and just touched her lips with his.

I am lonely Bani lonely but couldn't speak further as her mouth fully covered his. His hands slowly went to her waist pulling her cose whereas hers went to his hair pulling his face closer to hers. Both of theirs tears mingling, kissing eachother with intensity and passion taking out all unexpressed love, longing and need………

Hope u guys liked it. Waiting for ur comments.😊

Hey pooja,

You took almost eons to update dear!!!!!!!

But after reading the update sab maaf!!!

WOW!!!!!!!!!! It was AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!! Far better than my stupid suggestions!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Very well-written………….I loved it!!!!

Continue soon……..

God bless

Dhani

P.S.: i am first!! thats cool!!!

jai finally complained to his dost abt his patni ,, great update very emotional,, u really felt bad for jai,, cant wait to read ur next part