Here you go guys...part 11 i do hope that you will like it, it is very long. If i wrote anything which you thought as inappropriate then do tell me and i will fix it immediatly , and sorry for doing so in the first place.
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Part 11
When all shatters ā¦ and reality slowly dawns upon you...as all that remained hidden by the blanket of darkness is now finally revealedā¦doesn't your heart weep?
Broken trustā¦broken heartā¦weep...let your tears flowā¦
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Being dragged, consciously aware of his firm grip upon hers, towards their room where only she could think what words of abuse waited.
Yet she now was the one who needed answers, now only fully understanding the true meaning of the words embedded upon the locket. She now, knows that another was joined to him. Her heart weeps as she still has himā¦yet unconsciously he is not hersā¦
Such deep lies such heartache; she gives herself to him allowing him to take her as he pleasesā¦ not protesting, now only completely numb of all feeling. Her eyes dead, heart weeping, soul and body now completely lost as the truth has now been unveiled.
Entering the room he pulls her roughly inside, letting her back to hit the wall hard. Now not caring, only needing answers as to why she did this to him. He was unconsciously unaware of what he was doing; being now completely numb of his own feelingsā¦
He turns around to look blaringly at his breathless wife. Ignoring her tear stained face and harsh breathing he presses her to the wall chaining her arms to hisā¦allowing her to feel his radiating angerā¦ no longer caringā¦of her pain.
Her eyes meet hisā¦she feels like she has died on the insideā¦ as his eyes neither show nor seek any compassion. Caught in his steal grip she muffles her sobs, dangerously allowing her head to rest against his chestā¦allowing her weeping heart to feel his breath upon her skinā¦yet he pushes her back making their eyes meetā¦ searching for an answer, yet receiving none but one of confusion and betrayal.
He allows his fingers to trail around her neckā¦wondering how someone so beautiful could cause him such harmā¦allowing his fingers to grasp her neck softlyā¦wanting to scare herā¦wanting her to feel as he was right nowā¦just actually really wanting to save herā¦
He lets go of her, annoyed with himselfā¦turns around and walks to the drinks cabinet pours himself a glass downs it in a secondā¦.pours himself a second, third fourth....and fifth which he keeps in his hand, turning around still holding the cursed chain he looks at her frail body, now trembling scaredā¦.yet his eyes are deadā¦
Drunk, not aware of himselfā¦he sips more except now to soothe himself...nearing her he lets his harsh smell of drink take her senses. Allows his fingers to caress her cheek...his eyes sad almost weepingā¦he stares at her once more not liking her silenceā¦
"Damit" he shouts at herā¦bringing the golden chain smashing near her head, allowing it to touch her faceā¦yet not allowing it to harm. Dropping the glass from his fingers allowing it to smash to pieces beneath his featā¦ he whispers threateninglyā¦ "Bani..damit where the hell did you get thisā¦I am asking you dammit answer me.!"
Her eyes fly open, and look straight at a man so filled with anger...yet she alone knows him...this is his disguise, his maskā¦he is scaredā¦he seeks comfortā¦.
"Jaiā¦pleaseā¦I don't knowā¦I didn't even know I had it in my purseā¦please jai.." she cries bitterly...allowing the cursed chain to sere her flesh as it touches her neckā¦.
No replyā¦complete silenceā¦.
Desperate for an answer, thinking that she must know all...he calms himself...allowing his lips to caress her neckā¦whispering softly, yet still threateningly..."Baniā¦baniā¦where did you get it.." allowing his lips to meet upon hers.
She is hurtingā¦as she now knows that he is not fully hers; a past mistake holds him backā¦.
Pushing him off her she allows her hurt to showā¦
"Jai, you lied to meā¦" she whisperes " your not mineā¦how can you be when you belong to herā¦how CAN YOUā¦you lied to me everyday, you never answered my question as to who that women wasā¦who is she jaiā¦WHOā¦Jaiā¦.this chain is hers isn't it..JAIā¦answer me". Her eyes are now blazing refusing to acknowledge his hurting look.
He casts his eyes downwardsā¦.and curses, allowing his eyes once more to meet hersā¦ he murmurs.
" I never lied to you...dammit, yet you didā¦where the hell did you get this chain??"
Her eyes still blazing "Jai..i don't know...yet jai thank youā¦you answered my questionā¦it is hers isn't itā¦it is HERSā¦it is sanjanas.."
Hearing "her" name he turns away from her, knowing that he is digging his own grave, now aware that maybe his wife didn't know about the chain, he curses himself for loosing control, turning back he meets her heartache and hurting eyesā¦
He steps dangerously close to her, knowing fully well that his anger is still alive inside of himā¦pressing her against the wallā¦wanting her to hurt he whisperers bitterly..
"Yes baniā¦it is Sanjanaā¦yet you could never take her place...she is my first whileā¦you..you are my phir seā¦a simple fling...a time pass.." His words sink inā¦killing herā¦
He though, cries on the inside as to what he has just said; now wanting to take it backā¦
Allowing his lips to kiss her neckā¦now wanting to soothe the wound he had just causedā¦now not wanting her to hurtā¦yet still wanting her toā¦he feels her sobā¦yet he continues kissing herā¦wanting herā¦allowing his lips to trail over hersā¦he deepens the kissā¦.. wanting to soothe herā¦now aware of his wordsā¦knowing that he did not mean themā¦yet he is hurting and wanted her too.
Yet she pushes him off herā¦tear filled face, she screams at him..
"MR.waliaā¦I am your phir seā¦isk kya matlav haiā¦that you married twiceā¦yet you never forgot her?? I was just a fling a time passā¦thank you for finally telling me where I standā¦thank you Mr.walia"
Her heart still weeping, now understanding all ā¦never receiving a pure golden chaine.. .the women her frequent visits his distance and his over protectiveness to keep her away from allā¦taking his words to heart she grabs her purse and runs out of the room...and out into the darknessā¦letting her heart cry for himā¦
"Let it seep deep into your veinsā¦let it mock your emotionsā¦let your tears fall into a pool of anguishā¦.weepā¦weep for now all is all lostā¦let your pain come aliveā¦.
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Part 11, I do hope that you liked it. If I wrote something you thought of as inappropriate then I do humbly apologise and I will immediately correct it. Once again sorryā¦
do hope that you liked it though!
Luv ya
Sweetu.
Edited by sweetu144 - 19 years ago
