Part - 2
Zindagi jaise hai wasahi hi accept karni parti hai...
Kitni bhi hum koshish kare, apni kismat se Naraz ho jai
Phir Bhi milte wohi hai jo kismat mein hota hai
Na past badal ta hai na future apni plan se hoti hai
I am Always try to erase my past but I am not able to do it...
Issihi liye I always hide myself my past from everyone...
Ghar se dur Mumbai isse liye toh aya tha main apne aap ko meri identity ko hide kar pau.
I don't want any one know who I am. I am not Manik I am Manik Malhotra the only hair of Malhotra industry...
I am only son of Mr. Raj Malhotra but I hate him. I hate him my core of my heart. I never ever forgive him for his deeds...
Only for him I lost my mom, she always love him trust him but he breaks her trust. Unki marriage koi love marriage nehi thi arrenge marriage thi but she trust him love him respect him and their relation. From childhood my mom tell me my dad love me I am just like him for us he do lots of work so he not spend time with us.
Par jab mom or sab ko sach pata chali why he not spend time with us, why he always busy my mom was broke down, Main dekha meri 8 year ki umar main how she lost herself. Meri dad ki di hui 9 year marriage anniversary gift meri maa se unki sab kuch chinli.
He tell mom his biggest truth of life ki he doesn't love my mom he love Nyonika his p. a so from this day he want stay with her not us. Uss din k baad main ne apni maa ko khud se khote huye dekha and she not able to take it or srif 3 month mai o iss duniya and mujhe jhorke humasa se chali gayi.
And Mere dad ne 2week mai Nyonika ko Nyonika Malhotra bana diya. Mujhe unki sath le gayi, But main apni maa ki khuni o k sath nehi rehna chata tha and Nyonika bhi mujhe apni sath nehi rakhna chaati thi o mujhe hostel vejna chaati thi but main bhag gaya unke ghar se dur meri badi maa k pass meri mashi k paas. After mom i only trust and love them my mashi and moshaji. Nyonika and Mr. Raj Malhotra mujhe unse chineki try toh bohot ki but main bhi Manik Malhotra hu mujh se jeetna utni easy nehi. so main apni badi maa and my badi papa k sath rehne laga
and unki beti meri riya didi k sath. Didi k shadi ki baad. hum badi maa and badi papa and me share beautiful time with each other.
But Meri happiness kismat ko thodi na pasand hai. 7 year Mr. Malhotra and his beloved wife muje koi disturb nehi kiya but when doctor confirmed Mrs. Nyenika Malhotra khabhi maa ni ban paygi. Then they realize unki toh ek already beta hai. So troubling me and my happy family.
3 saal unki koi bhi plan success main ne hone nehi diya but then they create problems for my bada papa and badi maa so I decided sab ke ache k liye main hi dur chala jata hu...
And I am came here Mumbai. here I met fab4 meri ese dost jo meri life ban gaya... but I was not tell them my truth... I don't want any one knows my truth. Kyu ki main itne Chodke Jane wala tha 3 year baad.
But every thing is change when I saw her
khafa tha main mujhjse
teri ek jhuki nazaro ne milaya mujhe mujhse
uss din main college k liye ja raha tha and then I see chacha chachi mangalore se wapas agaya hai and as usual taxi driver chachaji driver se 50 paise ko le ke argument kar raha hai... Suddenly my eyes fall on her o apni long hair k saath uski hate mai ek jar ko le k struggles kar rahi thi and o girne hi wali thi I save it and then I saw her face 1st time par usne mujhe nehi dekha...
phir 1 week hum nehi mile but uski chehra meri aankhon se jati nehi thi...
I don't know yeh kya hai but I will stop it... it's not right...
1 week baad phir se main use dekha college k bahar I offer her help o mujhse help toh li but she not happy with it...
2 week she not talk to me normally but it's good for me and also her.
but everything is change after fresher party.
I didn't know why she is change she friendship with my all frnds only for me.
And they r also too much Cabir toh use apni sister bana liya and mukti uski bodyguard bangayi Aliya ko toh new ginipik mile gayi apni fashion skill experiment k liye.
But Dhruv and her frndship I know mujhe kuch achi nehi lagi Dhruv meri buddy hai phir bhi...
zinda toh tha kabse par zindagi ka ehsaas hua teri chunese
I don't know meri dil kya chata tha kya ho gaya tha mujhe. Meri best friend Dhruv uske sath bhi main tumhe nehi dekh pa raha tha meri dil main ek ajeeb sa dard ho raha tha but when u came to me hold my hand and u said me u like me. Your touch and words make me alive...
rakhna chahta tha dur tujhe meri her dardse
par teri zid ne hara diya mujhe mujhse
par meri ehi unknown ehsas se mujhe dar lagne laga tha. mujhe tumhe dur rakha tha mujhjse. I don't trust anyone, don't believe in love i afraid of any relationship but I know u not like them who break any one trust, tum achi ho sachi ho, ur heart is pure or main tumse nehi mujhse daar ta hu coz I am son of Raj Malhotra who break my mom trust. And maa humesha bolte thi main unki tarah hu. So I don't believe me so I don't want tum meri wajase ek bhunt bhi ashu waste karo.
So when Soha trying to close me I don't stop her but tum toh tum nikhli Nandini. And tumne mujhe schok, surprised sab kar diya mujhe kiss kar ke...
andhera ko banaya tha jaha meri par teri anese Roshan huya sara jaha meri
Uss din k baad main mujhse haar gaya tum ne meri har ek saas ko jeet liya. Main ne badi maa ko sab bol diya and unhone tumhe meri dil ki har baat batane ko bol diya but when I goes to u and I know about ur and abhi ki parents ki wish of ur marriage phir se main bikhar gaya phir se andhera mujhe apna liya main sab kuch destroy karna chata tha par tumne phir se mujhe surprised kar diya tum mere paas ake o easily boliye jo samajh ne main mujhe 1 saal lag gaya.
Tumne apni roshni se meri life ko Roshan kar diya...
meri haar daardko samaya tu ne tujhme
teri pyaar se abaad kiya meri zahaa tu ne...
Main ne khabhi kuch nehi bola tumhe phir bhi tum sab samajh gayi... Main khabhi bhi meri dil ki baat kahne ki himmat nehi ki but tum hamesha meri sath rahi meri shining star meri lucky charm banke... Meri Dil ki har baat bina bole tum samjhi ho par mujhe kahna tha bohot kuch par kaise kahu tum kya ho mere liye e koi bhi alphas koi bhi word, sentence kafi nehi hai... or tumhari pyaar toh koi kise bhi tarah se nehi tol Sakt kaise kiya tumne mujhe itni pyaar bina mere bole bina meri aatbar ki main toh soch bhi nehi paya kaise tum mujhe mil gayi tum toh ek angel ho meri life ki... with out u main kuch bhi nehi meri life ho tum har saas ho tum. meri dil ki darkan ho tum mujh mai main ho tum. I don't want to see your tears I want you always happy iss liye main kuch bhi kar sakta hu kuch bhi... And jis raat tumne apne apko de diya Main bhi himmat karke tumhe todhra sa but meri dil ki baat bata hi diya. Tum He main rok liya mere liya. or Aaj toh main ana bhi nehi chata tha but tumne bheja mujhe jisse wapas ake hamesha main tum hare sath rahu... I promise u Nandini iss bar main sab tik kar ke humesha k liye tumhare pass aap jaunga... you know last 1 month nyonika mujhe roj call kar rahi thi uss Raj Malhotra ko kuch baat karni hai mujhe abhi main iss Chapter close karke tumhare pass wapas aunga and till then wait for me... And I love you very very much... And when I came na I will tell u all abut me why I hide my self, my family and my feelings for u and most importantly mujhe tumhe I love bhi bolna hai special surprised k sath... wait for me ok...
ok Dairy bye I reach Amritsar... see u later..
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3 yaer main 100 time par liya hai yeh Dairy
main and dekho I am smiling for u hamesha... And u know manik main abhi bhi tumhari surprise k liye wait kar rahi hu plzzz wapas ayo na...I know manik u love stars but iski matlab tum bhi star ho jayo. Dekho only for u main inse pyaar karne lagi. Tum meri har dhadkan mein saas main ho. I know meri shaadi hai but I don't want this marriage. I love u Hamesha...Move on ki matlab y toh nehi hai na hum apni past ko bhula de. Tum humesha rahoge. Always Forever.
First time trying shayari type line hope u all Like them.