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TRUE LOVE
we all spend our whole life searching true love.
or Sirf kismat walo ko hi true love naseeb hota hai.
I am also few of them who get true love. Toh u all think I am fortunet kash aap sab ki soch sacch hoti.
But meri kismat humesha mujhe dhoka deke chali jati hai. Mujhe apni kismat se wrold ki best mom dad mile thi lakin meri naseeb main unki sath todhi din ki hi thi.
Naseeb se mujhe best brother mile hai but uski muh se didi sune k liye meri kaan taras gayi but jis accident se maine meri maa papa ko koyi hai usi mai meri bhai rishab ki awaaz bhi chali gayi.
Maa papa toh wapas nehi ayenge lakin main abhi bhi intezaar kar rahi hu rishab ki tik hone ki.
Rishab ki treatment chal rahi hai Mumbai ki best nursing home main Dr. Madhyam Singhaniya meri hone wale husband uski treatment kar raha hai. He promised me rishab bhotot jald tik ho jayga.
I hope yeh jaldi se sach ho jai.
Toh app sab soch rehe hain mari shadi doctor se ho rahi hai or o meri bhai ko bhi tik kar raha hai toh main fortunet kyu nehi hu.
Kyu ki meri shadi meri pyaar se meri true love se nehi ho rahi hai. it's Arrange marriage he is good but I don't know I ever love him or not coz for me my heart is already full of my true love. Jiske liye meri Fireflies glow karti hai. Meri mom humesha bolti thi when is true love fireflies celebrate it. And uske liye Meri mom ki true love ki theory sacch huya hai.
My true love just like fairytale hum mile dost bane pyaar huya pyaar ki ezhaar kiya phir humesha and fever sath rehne ki promise ki then we face reality where Destiny play their own game. For me my love story is sacha so we not get manzille. But meri dil main meri pyaar ko manzille mile gayi. Life always going on so meri family k liye main yeh shadi kar rehe hu but main yeh neyi rishta dil se nivaungi for u Manik my love.
Manik Malhotra meri true love meri zindagi meri kahani jo Adhuri hoke bhi puri hai.
Iss life main humari kahani puri nehi ho pai but sacha pyaar k liye ek life thodi na kafi hoti hai.
I will meet u Manik sayad kisi or janam main or rupe main but I will love u humesha.
Shayad aap sab bore ho gaya hai or soch rahe hai kon hai yeh toh main batati hu meri bare main
I am Nandini Murthi.
Main or meri mom dad and Rishabh U. S. A ek world best family thi humari but ek accident mai mom dad ki death ho gayi and Rishabh and main Mangalore mai amms meri dadi k paas agayi. Amms ne mujhe music se jora and when I am 17th unhone mujhe or rishab ko Mumbai chacha chachi k paas bhej diye for our future.
I am Just 17. when I am come Mumbai the dream city my eyes r full of dreams for my new life. This city give me many things mom dad ki tarha pyaar karne waale chacha chachi.Meri bright future yes now I am a famous classic singer bilkul meri amms ki parchai. Kuch Friends jinke bina zindagi Adhuri lage And mumbai ki meri sabse special gift hai meri true love Manik. . I am come Mumbai with my bother Rishabh and my fireflies. Some how my hearts knows I found him my prince charming my true love n my fireflies r glowing for us. And yes My fireflies r glowing for him for us & for our togetherness. But kismat main kisi ki bass nehi chalti.
And Meri kismat toh humesha se ashi thi ki pyaar karne waale log mujh se dur ho jate hai.
Tum bhi mujhse dur hogaya ek bar bhi nehi socha na main kaise rehungi tumare bina.
U all belive it jise main 17 year tak janti bhi nehi thi now he is one of most important of life ki mujhe uske bina saans lena bhi gabawara nehi.
Ayiappa aap ne kyu mujhe uss se dur kar diya. Manik kyu tum mujhe jhor k chale gaye. U know na Tum Bin main nehi jisakti.
Mumbai ki tum meri first gift ho...
Tum He yaad hai na Manik when taxi reach our home or main jaldi main taxi se utaar rahi thi or chacha ji taxi wale se argument karrahe the 50pais k liye tab meri hato se Fireflies ki jar girne wali thi and tumne use save kiya. This is the first time when fireflies glows for us.
But maine toh tumhari face Dekhai nehi.
But uss raat ko jab tumhari guitar ki dun suni mare dil tumhari taraf ek anjani dor se bandh gayi...
My window and ur balcony just opposite each other phir bhi main tume nehi dekh pai...
But uss raat se har raat tumhari guitar ki dun k bina mujhe need hi nehi ati thi...
U know tumhari Jane ki baad se main ek bhi raat tik se nehi soyi...
U know Manik tumhari music se meri Fireflies humesha glow karti thi. But
Tumare Jane k baad ur stars hi hai jo her raat mere saath rehti hai.
And u know u r right as always they only one things not change for any reason they r pure... Now I am also love them...
Kismat pe kisi ki baas nehi chalta but I wish hum kuch din or phele milte, yah phir apni childish fight main, apni dil ki confession main, shyness main itni time waste na karte kash kuch or lamhe kuch or paal hum sath spend kar pate...
I know Manik tumare sath Bitaye huya 100saal bhi mujhe kaam bhi lagte but kya karu dil hai ki kuch samajh ta thi nehi.
Kyu main me tume Jane diya kyu maine tume uss din nehi roka toh aaj hum saath hote hamesha hamesha k liye.
U know I am thinking jab main first time tumhari music sune kyu bhag k tumse milne nehi chali gai kyu 1 week kismat k bharose wait kiya...
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Trust...
World ki sab se important and Pyaar main sab se jaroori hai trust.
Pyaar karna jitni easy hai pyaar main apni trust ko na khona utni hi muskil hai.
Par Manik zindagi meri kitni bhi imtehan le lakin main tum pe khabhi nehi apni Trust kho sakti hu...
Tum He pata hai Manik when u go na sab ne sab ne tumhari fab 4 ne bhi mujhe tum He bhool Jane ko kaha kaha tum kabhi ! nehi aaoge kyu ki kisi ko tumhari bare mai kuch jada pata hi nehi thi...
I know main ek ese insan se pyaar kiya hai jo Mumbai main apni study k liye aya tha and when u Complete ur study tumhe wapas janani tha. Manik Malhotra my love also came Mumbai for his study from Punjab. His rental house and my chacha 's house is opposite each other.!Or Manik ki Punjab ki ghar k bare mai uski kisi dost ko tik se pata nehi tha but I know tum mere liye wapas ate mujhe kiya apni promise k liye jaroor ate agar o na hota jo huya hai.
Mujhe toh sirf iss baat pe afsos hai ki main tum se Mumbai mai ane ki 1 week baad mile usi din nehi jis din tumhari music suni... U remember Manik how we met
Flashback
1 week later
I am in atuo when I reach collage today is my first day in college and I forget my wallet suddenly some one came to me.
take it's ok person says.
but
person:arre I am ur neighbour tum mujhse paisa le sakti ho baad main de dena and hum ek hi college mai parte hai..
he gave rupees Atuowalla bhaiya.
Hi I am Manik Malhotra tumhari neighbour or tum nandu ho na.
Nandini - I am Nandini. not Nandu
Manik - Chachi ne kaha thaki nandu arehi hai jab chole dene ayi thi. I love her chole u hi toh jiske bajaye mujhe Punjab ki yaad nehi ati.
Tumne mujhe mujhse ake baat ki and main tumse ache se baat bhi nehi kiya. And tumhe yaad 2 week main ne tumse ache se baat bhi nehi ki na college pe na ghar pe jab tum chachi k chole khane ate the.
But meri dimag ki baati tab jali when I listen same tune on fresher party. Jab Fab5 perform kar raha tha... Tab mujhe meri bewakoofi samajh ayi...
Tab Se Main koi bhi time waste na karne ki thanli but tum toh kuch samajh na hi nehi chate the...
Tumse frndship bhi main khud jake ki tumhare paas ane k liye Tumari dost to se dosti ki... Thanks to Navya meri Mumbai ki first frnd uski boyfriend Cabir ki help se mujhe tumhari group mei entry mile.
You know Manik maine un sab se dosti tumare liya kiya tha but now they all most important part of my life...
Cabir main mujhe ek elder brother meli, oh Mukti meri life ki ek strong support hai or meri best friend Abhi ki wife bhi... Aliya k bina toh meri Wardrobes kaali rehti she is my official designer... And Dhruv toh bina bataye meri dil ki baat samjhe wala soul mate frnd hai...
Manik tumne mujhse frndship karne mai kitni waw khai thi...
And when u like me and u feeling jealous of Dhruv tab bhi tumne attitude dikhai mujhe ake y nehi bola u like o toh main thi jo tumhari piche jake boli I like u not Dhruv or any others... or tum neh ek smile ki or chale gaye how rude u r?????
Tumne mujhe kitni bold bana diya tha humari first kiss bhi maine tumhe class room main lock karke forcefully kiya tha. Par main kya karti o Soha tum se kitni chipak rahi thi. And tumne humari fist kiss k baad mujhe apni world famous smirk deke chale gaye. ufff Ayiappa main tumare sath kya karti...
And propose bhi main ne hi tume kya jab tune suna tha ki Abhi and meri family ne humari shadi ki plan humari childhood se kiya hai gussa se tum pagal ho gaya the and gussa apni room pe apni haat pe nikal rehe the phirni nehi bola u love me. But main apne apko nehi rok payi maine bol diya I love you. Kaise Na bolti jab mujhe pata tha tumhi ho meri life ki special person jiske liye meri Fireflies glow karti hai. Jiske ki name har ek darkan leti hai... Jiski Music k bina mujhe need nehi ati. Jo mere liye duniya k kise k sath bhi and god se bhidusmani more le sakta hai usse kaise se Jane deti mujhse dur.
Tume pata hai all loves u chacha, Chachi, Rishabh tumhe toh 1 week main amms ko bhi apni acha se jeet liya tha but phir bhi sab ne mujhse bole k hume tumare bare mein utana nehi jante ki blindly tum pe trust kare. Mujhe Aliya, Mukti, Dhruv aru Cabir bhai ne bhi bola tha tumne une bhi tumhare punjub ki ghar. k.
bareme kuch nehi bataya hai so main tumse thodi dur hi kyam rakhu but Meri Dil Toh maine tumhe puri tarha de diya tha or aur main tumhe trust na karne se acha marna pasand karti... now all r knows tumne meri trust ko nehi todhra.
yeh o hamari kismat ne hume dur kar hi di.
Mujhe pata hai
Par main ek baat k liye meri insecurity ko, meri impulsiveness ko thanks karti hu. Agar main stubborn hoke uss raat tumhare paas na jati mujhe puri tarah Tumari banane k jet na karti toh aaj mujhe e khushi na hoti ki pyaar ko puri tarah jiya hai sirf do saal k liye hi kyu na ho...
And ussi raat pehle bar tumne mujhe apni dil ki baat mere samne rakhi tumne mujhe apni chain deke mujhse roka kiya. Tumari har words mujhe yaad hai "Nandini u r precious in my life main tumhe khona nehi chahta. I love stars and u r my shining star, MERA har ek heartbeat only for u I never ever broke ur trust meri zinda rehte toh nehi and u know nandini marne k baad bhi mai sirf tumhara hi rahunga and this gift is not normal gift it's symbol of Roka main ne tumhe apne liye rok liya when I came back ek officially roka kar lenge I know u abhi 1 year hai Tumari study puri honeko but roka and engagement kar lenge ok... "
Tum toh uss din jana bhi chate the maine tumhe jabardasti vejaa...
Phir 2 year hogaya unhi aye sab ne mujhe nila u cheat me but dil nehi mana
maine sirf sab ko yeh bola
Tum tha meri pass
Tum tha meri kareeb
Tumari hath tha hamari hath mein
Aur khogayi hum tumhari ankho mein
Tab aya tha humari kismat beech mein
Aur khela tha humse firse vo kathor khel
Aur legaya tumko humse dur
Lekin mujhe pata hein tum vapas avogi jaroor... [Poem written by My Friend NJ]
And 2 year baad chachi ki relative ki shadi ki invite k sath hume moka mila Punjab Jane ko. Mujhe pata tha utni bari Punjab main kuch din hum tumhe nehi dun sakte but meri dil ko kon Samjhayen main to sirf golden temple pe tumhari nam ki aldaz karna chahti thi ji ek bar main tumse mil pau and sabko galat prove karu ki tumne mujhe cheat nehi kiya.
Tumhe pata hai Manik mujhe chachi ki relatives pe taras a raha tha 1 ko invite kiya hum puri humari paltan ko sath le ja rehe hai...
1 week hum Punjab main rehe but na Tu mile na tumhari koi news...
But last day when we all go Golden Temple.
meri dil ko believe thi mujhe tumhari koi news jaroor mile ga.. kyu ki aaj se tik 2 year pehle tum mujhse dur huye the...
When golden temple mai babaji se aldaz ki na meri dil ko laga abhi tumhari khoj mil jaygi and yes or esai hua temple ki bahar mujhe tea stall main e admi ki haat mai news paper mai tumhari pic dikhi jab maine unse chinke paper li toh usme punjabi mai kuch likha tha.
humari sare dost mujhe dour ne ko dekh k meri piche agay but kisi ko punjabi padma nehi ati thi. Jab Ek bhaiya ne uss paper ko padrke matlab samjhaya toh meri duniya hi khatam hogayi, kyu ye sune ki pehle meri death nehi hui kaise main abhi bhi saas le rahi hu kya main zinda hu sayad meri pyaar main kami thi jo ji duniya main tum nehi ho mai abhi bhi oh saas le rahi hu.
mujhe nehi pata main kitni der tak stone ki tarah hua badi thi kitni der mere liye time stop ho gayi thi..
Jab mujhe hosh aya tab meri hoto pe smile thi sab ko dekh ke coz o sab galat the humara pyaar sahi tha.
unki soch galat thi tumhari promise sach tha...
unki har ek baat galat thi humari har ek pal sach tha.
yes tumne mujhe dekha nehi diya tha nehi tora tha trust tumne.
Tum kaise tumhari promise puri karte kaise Mumbai wapas ate jab tum us din apne ghar hi nehi pooche.
Tum toh iss duniya ko hi chale gaye ho... toh mere pass ate kaise... Eto meri Ayiappa or humari Destiny thi na jo tumhe mujhse jhinli...
uss paper mai likha tha ki aaj tumhari 2 saal ki barsi ki saadh hai tumhari ghar tumhari relative ko invite hai...
Sab fab4,Navya,Abhi chachi mujhe dekhte rehe but meri aankhon se ek bund asu nehi gira... sab ne kisi ki phir bhi main nehi royi.
Mujhe kisi ki koi baat samajh ai nehi rehti thi...
I only know one thing...
Meri pyaar jhoot nehi thi.
meri pyaar ne mujhe dikha nehi diya.
meri pyaar pure hai.
main proud hu khud pe kyu ki 2 saal mai maine tumhe trust nehi jora...
main jet gai.
Hum jet gayi.
Humara pyaar jit gaya
1hr baad meri hote pai ek sentences nikla mujhe Manik ki ghar jana hai...
And next time we all reach ur home...
jab main tumhari ghar k Dehleez pehli first step rakha mujhe ehi laga yaha mujhe dulhan banke ani thi and dekho manik main yaha tumhari barsi mai ayi hu...
jab maine tumhari picture mai mala dekhi meri dil 1000 pieces mai bikhar gayi...
mujhe nehi pata kaise main sameatu iss pieces ko but mujhe sabhalne thi kyu ki yeh dil toh tumhari amanat hai na...
Meri ek ek step mujhe sadiya lag rahi thi tab one hand tap on my solder...
Tum Nandini ho na ayo mere sath...
Unhone mujhe o har ek chis di jo uss din tumhare sath thi jab uss accident se tumne meri jaan chinli thi...
Main uski maa hu usne bola tha tumhari bare mai e sab tumhari amanat hai or yeh kangan tumhari roke k liya liya tha usne phone pe tumhare bare main bola tha...
Or e lo uski Dairy iss mai sab reason hai kyu o tum sab se humare or ghar k bare main nehi bataya tha...
Phir unko ne mujhe pakar k itni royi jaise 2 saal o bhi isi din k liye intezaar kiya ho
Precap - Manik ki Dairy...
Edited by Angel_manan - 10 years ago
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