Originally posted by: Rashmi81
Mansi ,
A beautiful write up showing Jalal's emotions.I just loved what you wrote dear.So he is at war with Almighty itself.I feel when a tragedy strikes either a person goes more near to god or just distances himself.But for me ,in both the cases the person has strong belief in god's powers.When you go near him in your grief ,you know he is powerful and he can do something for You.Though now he can't make a dead person alive but yes he can give you the strength to face the life ahead .When you are angry then also you know he is powerful to change our life because here you are angry not on him but on his power which he didn't use at the time tragedy struck.So for me in both the cases the faith is still intact.Here though Jalal shows he doesn't believe in god now but his yesterday's talk showed that he still believes in the existence of the almighty,But Jalal didn't know that though his kids were taken from him but still god was very good with him.His biggest support in life was still with him.Though he ignored her ,though she was insulted by everyone ,though she had the same grief or may be more as she was the mother ,she was still normal to think what is right and what is wrong and she was still ready to be with him and be his pillar of support.Which woman would have stayed when she has to face such horrible accusations ? But she is still there for her love .She is waiting for him with her arms open to come back to her and find that warmth and peace which he is longing for.Love is a disease like BP and diabetes which is there with you till you die .In case of Real Jajo it is still there after 400 years of their death.
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