Hi akka...Why sometime it seems that life's happening is unfair? All our life we never once done anything to anyone including animals that hurts or pain them. Not at least consciously. Then why is it looks like God giving punishment by permanently taking away someone who was very dear to our heart. The attachment with that person is very strong that the sudden departure compel us to question the almighty, why me? The sadness and helplessness due to the light of life being extinguished forever might turn into anger. Why? Because the very foundation of believe and trust on Him have badly shaken.
As long as we see from the grieving person POV there will be no end or answer. The subsequent explanation might sound like sermon, so bear with me. So let us see the whole process from the eyes of God. He created us. Here it does not refer to the body nor emotion nor mind but the soul which has His essences. He did not mass produce all soul at once. Therefore the age of every soul is different. Some are young and some are old. All with different level of maturity. The soul goal is to be back from where it came from. The path it walks is of experience. The happenings that one face are due to their past action. And due to Maya, the memories of past are hidden from us on over current life, to protect from burdening ourselves.
More than being just, God is compassionate. We are only made to face what we can withstand. And young souls(like ruks and Maham) are forgiven for now coz they just cannot withstand it. Jodha is very matured person and she to must made some bad karma which must be resolved now and it is destined that way. As much as god love to test his best devotee be also makes sure the devotee does not fail. Here Jodha and Jalal are blessed to have each other to across this depressing time.
One more thing, why Ruks is like this. How can kindness, selflessness, humanity, love and many other good qualities are absent in her. As I said earlier she is young, not matured will be more appropriate. Expecting Ruks having the above qualities is like asking a 7 year old to solve algebra maths problem. She will evolve based on her own speed and it take time, might be some life cycle. This way I could not hate her and I don't harbor any kind of feeling for her. The best is ignore her.
By the way, in yesterdays epi where ameris where getting insulted, see Bharmal's reaction towards ruks, its like seeing an alien or something.
About Jalal's silent, for me I forgive him this time around. He is exhausted and seems like lost all energy. To shout and silence ruks, he needed to be angry but I guess he is still very hurt and the pain might have supersedes anger. But precap suggest that Ruks finally touched the limit line. I'm not upset on Jalal for helping Ruks. Its an instinctive reaction when someone is sick. I still think there is more that meet the eye regarding ruks actions.
Jodha is angry with khana, true but she have not stop believing in god. in the scene after jalal gone to check on Hussein, she subconsciously prayed to ishwar to protect her child.
Akka...this track is very emotionally draining. Past memories that I thought I have buried actually still there as fresh as if it happen yesterday. This track just brought back them and I'm still dealing with it.
Akka...regarding islamic finance, I will pm u, now only he started with introduction.
Good night.
Edited by MPMANU - 10 years ago