-Fifty.Shades.Of.Jalal-Thread #2 Chapter 7-18 - Page 38

So , risking a glance up at him i saw him , and he's staring me his face cold giving no sign of anything ? And again i looked at Surya and he seemed quite ashamed and timid of Jalaluddin Mohammad just like me , uhhh .

Surya said something , i can't hear but Jalal ignored him ,so do i . I guess he heard what he said .. Okay NOW .. just do say sorry to him Jo . I said to myself , trying to stand a little more straight and look up at him perfectly .

The handkerchief , ahhh its just too soft and its smell is making me addict of it , i really want to smell it , but uhh i can't in front of him 'I'm sorry ' i said to him.

' Sorry ?? for what ?' he asks , confused .

Hmm...the bed is so comfortable , I opened my eyes , staring the unfamiliar surrounding around me. The smell is also so clean , I closed my eyes and took a deep breath in . This place is not so unfamiliar , I thought. Yeah I mean , I've seen it somewhere . The place looked so stylish and damn too well decorated. And the smell around here was so amazing but seems kind of familiar. I've smelled it before as well I think. Holy f**k ! I'm in this Heath man hotel , in Jalaluddin Mohammad Akbar's suite. Like seriously ?

The memories of the last night cycles in my head , the phone call , Jalal's arrival. .. and and.. oh my god !! Surya was trying to... and then.. that dance and all.. oh my god .. I hugged my knees on such a terrific drama that had just happened last night. It's just so much.

And.. what the hell , I'm just in my undergarment and my t-shirt , no socks no pant , where the hell did it go , I panic. Did he ? I mean.. did we have something last night ? or oh my god , I don't know. A Couple of really bad things going through my mind.

I looked here and there and then suddenly the door knocks , my heart leaps into my mouth , I'm kind of paralyzed I don't know what to speak , how to speak - I'm horrified. Jeeez !! What am I ever gonna do of that . The door opens itself and Jalal is standing on the entrance.

Holy hell- he works out , he's been in his gray sweat pants and the way that pant clings on his hips , and the sweat on him is just so...breath taking , he's just so intimidating. I wish I wasn't here , oh my god. I closed my eyes and opened em again.

He moves inside and then shuts the door , as the door shuts my heart beats a little faster than usual. Then he speaks " Good morning Jodha , how are you feeling now ?"

I glanced up at him , those lips when he talks .

"I'm kind of okay , just headache..''

"Oh wait.. " he said and then turns towards the table beside me .

"You didn't took those meds and that juice " , he said

I looked beside , oh my. I didn't noticed , I was way too gone in some other thoughts that I didn't see it actually ..

"Oh..." I smiled-confused , what to do.

"Just take it , now." He said and hands over the meds and the juice glass to me. I take it and ate those meds , he's been watching me all while I ate'em and drink the juice. I mean doesn't he have some manners , I feel so odd and he's just watching me. Can't he see how nervous I am by his glances , by his stares , like holy f**k ! I want to bang my fist so hard on the table or whatever.

When I've finished drinking it , he moves his hand forward and takes the glass and keep it aside.

For a second or two he stares at me , his deep though intense gaze. My heart leaps in my mouth.. What could he be thinking ? Is it bout me ? He then comes and sits on the bed , a few inches away from me. Oh my god ! He's just so close me , like I can even touch him , feel him and smell him. But I know I'm not gonna do that. His presence , and that so near to me , makes a moan , a soft moan escape on the back of my throat . I just couldn't read his eyes and his mind. He hides them so well.

"How did I come here?" I asked simply . I was wanting to ask him this question the moment I realized I'm In his suite.

His smell , it's so.. disturbing , I wanna touch him . I bite my lower lip and peaks a glance up at him , waiting for him to answer me .

"You were not well , and were all covered with vomit , so I couldn't risk to take you all the way to your apartment , so the best thought I thought was to take you here." He explained.

"Oh.." I smiled wryly .

"Who put on the bed ?" I asked , he looks at me , so intensely.

"Ofcourse I do.."

"Who undressed me ?"

" I did.." he takes a sharp breath in.

Oh my , my heart beats faster than usual. I clenched the bed sheet tight between my palms.

"And.. did we ? I mean.." I stopped , bites my lower lip - confused of the oh so confusing situation.

He smiled wryly " No Jodha.. It's not my thing ." He push his hand on his hairs and keeps it back on his lap , "I like my partner to be full receptive ..." he stopped and his dark gray gaze locked with mines. We didn't spoke or moved for few minutes until I said "I'm so sorry , I was just.." he cuts me in between "No it's okay. I understand your concern.."

"Oh..thanks." I replied

"That evening was unforgettable for me , I mean for a while." He smiled

W*FH . He's making my fun , like seriously , wanna crush him under this .. this floor .. I mean I wanna.. urghh that bas***d. What he thinks of me..

"Well , I didn't asked you to track me down there and come and save me , and become my super hero." I rolled my eyes , irritated. Oh my God !! I've been so rude..

He stares at me , he's surprised I can see that and a bit hurt too , gosh how rude I am. He seriously has did such a great work and I'm just.. I wanna kill myself , please bring a knife .. ahhh I wanna kill myself.

" Firstly Jodha , tracking cell phones is available all over the internet , secondly my company doesn't make such things and thirdly and most important , if I wouldn't have been there last night , then you probably might have been awakening on the photographer's bed , and your night would have gone pressing his suite which I guess you weren't also ready for."

His eyes blazing , he's staring at me , his acidic reply , he's aggrieved . I couldn't suppress my laugher. "Pressing his suite ?" I laughed loudly , "Where have you escape from Jalal ? you sound like a... polite knight" I laughed .

His mood shifts away , in just a couple of few seconds , his eyes softens , and I see a beautiful smile on his perfect lips.

"Dark knight could be much better ." He said and then stares at me , he keeps stills. Doesn't move , doesn't say anything. Just keep looking at me. I felt so awkward , odd and kind of... been seduced by his those deep intense gazes which I think were undressing me in his thoughts. I flushed,.

In a couple of few minutes he's back in his senses , in the real world.

"Did you ate something last night , Jodha ?" he asked

"Um.. noo" I shake my head for a No.

"Oh.. That's the reason you fell sick , eating is the rule No. 1 for drinking , don't you even know that?" he's kind of louder on me than usual.

"Are you going to continue to shout on me?"

"Is it you think I'm doing ?"

"Hmm.. a kind of."

"No Jodha , I'm just saying that , if you were mine , I wouldn't have let you get up for a week after what you did to yourself" his eyes soften , his voice ; seductive . I blushed heavily.

I looked here and there , confused of what to ? I mean I've never faced this situation ever before , and he's just way too intense and probably the hottest guy , I've ever seen or.. talk to and I kind of also have a crush on him , and he's sitting just so close to me , and he's making me sick of all these thoughts of him running in mind and I just wanna shout out loud now.

I think , he guessed my uneasiness and says "I'm gonna go and take a shower first , and then you can go and take a shower , your clothes are there ." he points on a shopping bag , placed by the sofa. He gets up and walks away at once , like a flashing moment.

He left trails of him everywhere , in my mind , his smell in my senses and his voice in my ears .

"Why does he do this to me..?" my subconscious asks , but I really don't have an answer for it , I'm unaware of what he thinks bout me ? does he want me too? The way I want him ? but he rejected me at first that means he doesn't want me , then if not ,then why did he saved me last night ? I mean what was it to him ? he could have let me been drunk and getting raped like a fewer girls , insane girls every night who do this ? but why did he come up to save me ? and that too so late in the night >? He probably might be sleeping , but wait , he doesn't sounded sleepy the moment I called him , but he could be , I was drunk and couldn't understand well probably.

I stand up , just wearing my underwear , like seriously. It's just so embarrassing , I mean , I've never been this bared and spent a night with a guy , I mean even without doing anything with anyone. I'm happy being single yet , but.. okay Never mind.

I was just walking to get the bag when the washroom door opened and omg , he comes out . He remains still , so does i. I mean omg !! I'm just standing in my underwear and t-shirt in front of him , he stares me head to toe and viciously moves his tongue o'er his lips .

I quickly run and just cover myself with the blanket . My cheeks red with blush .

"I'm just so sorry.. I was just.." before he could continue I spoke

"No , it's okay.." on my remark , he kind of got stunned or I may say surprised.

He smiled wryly and then moves towards me .

" I don't like anybody cutting me in between , you're lucky that it's just you Jodha.."

And he comes and sits down , just so near-er to me , he was just so so and so near to me.

Lightly he runs his thumb on my cheek and then my lip. I lost my breath nearly , closed my eyes. And I just heard a giggle from him . I opened my eyes immediately , hearing a giggle. He was smiling and he was looking just oh so freaking goddess god , I wish I could just worship this sexy creation of god. Bile rose up in my throat.

His touch sent shivers through out my whole body and I don't know why does his touch do this to me . he makes me feel so... no he makes my hormones to lose their controls and makes the between of my thighs wet. He's so freaking hot !

"Listen to me.." He said , intensely.

I nodded.

"I'm not the man for you , my tastes , my way of living life.. is just so weird.. so different than your's .. it's kind of singular ." he said. I blinked ; blank , trying to gasp what did he really meant.

"Enlighten me then.." I said. Never breaking the eye contact with him.

" I'm repeating again , I have to let you go. "

And he gets up from the bed and picks up the towel placed on the l shaped couch and went inside.

I guess he came out to get it.

Why the hell is he so damn attractive right now ? I mean I wanna go and just join him in the bath , I've never felt this for a man before , but what is it bout him ? My hormones are racing , he's the only man who've ever set my blood racing. He is too intense , difficult and just complicated as well. One second he's bringing me closer and the next damn minute he's pushing me away from himself.

And still after this all , I've spent a night at his room in this hotel , and I feel so protected , like I've been shielded . I trust him , how can I when I'm not supposed to trust a person who's simply saying himself that he's not the right man for me ?

What he is really ? He's not a polite knight , a dark knight , not a romantic hero or for me he seems a total seductive. I really wanna go in any depth to know this mysterious man and the mystery behind his world.

The time passed so sooner that I didn't even realized that I've been sitting on the bed still and just lost in the ocean of my own thinking. The bathroom door opens and he comes out , all wet , his body glittery. His hairs wet and water sprinkling from 'em . He just have a towel around his waist , he makes something inside me twist in the most erotic way , I don't know what is it ?

"You can go and have a shower , a quick one , I guess the breakfast is gonna be here in fifteen minutes ." he says.

I step inside the bathroom and takes off all my clothes which I had barely on. The water is hot , feel so good , I stand below the shower and let the water wet me. Daydreaming him . thinking bout him . I want him , I want him so badly that I couldn't resist the urge to touch him , to feel him. He's the only single man in the whole entire world who made me feel this way , the urge to be his.

I started cleaning my body , washing it.. thinking as if it is him , rubbing my whole body with his soft hands , slender fingers everywhere on my body , on my breasts , my neck , my stomach , my thighs , underarms , ohh god ! It feels so good. The thought of him touching me is so pleasuring..

The door of the bathroom knocks " The break fast is here" his voice snaps me out of my day dreams of him.

"I'll be right there.." I replied.

And just finished up with the bath as soon as I can.

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