OS : AKDHA'S REMARRIAGE //PART 5//
She watches him leaving teary-eyed , realizing that she has hurt him a lot but manages to stay really strong until he leaves her chamber for well then she breaks down in tears , each words she has pronounced infront of him echoing in her ears , haunting her inner soul and peaceful mind , she has noticed that he was changed , even if he didn't claim it by his own , his eyes , his face and each of his gests are permanently prouving it but she didn't even pay a hook to it , she has just crashed all her anger over him , how many times he has managed to bear it difficultly without saying a word , staying mum and letting the silence speaks at his place , when he has approached her , she is no more feeling unsecure or scared , she is becoming slowly getting used to it but then why did she repulse him so roughly , harshly? She wanted to believe him , wanted to enjoy his company , his presence as he used to do with hers then why? Why this difficulty , this distance , this wall between them? When she wanted to forget everything to restart everything freshly with him then why? why her heart is agreeing to do but her mind and her inner soul are still not recovered from this wound and are preventing her from , why they always succeed to remember her all ghosts of past , those moments which she wanted to forget , why after that she feels like not believing him or maintaining her distance from him? Why? All those questions keeps rotating in her mind like a wheel , troubling her and dragging non stoply tears from her eyes , she falls on her knees on ground and lowered her head , drops of tears fall on the long skirt of her ghagra , making it slowly wet from anyside , she lowly mumbles (teary-eyed) "I WANT TO BELIEVE YOU AND EACH OF YOUR WORDS BUT STILL THERE IS SOMETHING INSIDE WHICH IS PREVENTING ME TO DO!!!" She hides her face with her palms and breaks in tears on ground , now the humid wet tears of her can even be touch there!!! She sobs continously in pain recalling how she has deeply hurted him , to an extend that he left unable to face her , she weakly professes "I WAS THE ONE WHOM HURTED YOU SO I WILL BE ONLY THE ONE TO BEAR IT , EVEN IT WILL KEEP ME HAUNTING , KILLING ME FROM INSIDE , I WILL REMAIN STRONG" by that she wipes her tears and slowly gets up despite that pain visible through her eyes , hidden behind that fake neutral face , she weakly forwards toward her bed and slowly sits on it by undoing delicately her long braid , preparing to sleep when suddenly Moti comes running inside with a large plate full of dishes and different types of fruits at the other side freshly washed and cut , they are juicy and enviable to eat same with the dish , it smells evaporates as a smoke inside the chamber , moti smiles thinking Jodhaa is going to enjoy the meal and happily rushes inside the chamber but seeing Jodhaa up on her bed , her happiness gets vanished and fear takes her place , she worryingly goes to put the plate on the table and runs to Jodhaa and barks in fear "JODHAA , ARE YOU ALRIGHT? YOU SHOULD BE LAYED ON BED , DON'T YOU REMEMBER WANT HAKIM SAHIBA SAID? JODHAA LAYS DOWN , I WILL BE BACK WITH YOUR DINNER " by that she holds Jodhaa's shoulders and asks her profusely to lay down on bed , but seeing Jodhaa mum and sad she recalls what she saw and asks "WHAT HAPPEN JODHAA , I SAW SHEHENSHAH GOING OUT OF YOUR CHAMBER IN ANGER? DID HE COME THERE TO TROUBLE YOU? DID HE HURT YOU?" , she keeps questionning her , she puts her hair behind her ears , caresses gently her angelic face asking her calmly , she pulls Jodhaa by her chin and asks her gently "MY JODHAA ISN'T WANTING TO SHARE IT WITH HER MOTI? JODHAA , IS IT THE REASON OF STAYING MUM?" but having no response of her , she gently put aside her hair on corner , depost a peck on her forhead and starts to leave when Jodhaa holds her hand and breaks in her arms sobbing profusely , she lowly murmurs to her "THIS TIME , I HURT HIM MOTI , I HURT HIM BY MY HARSH SHARP WORDS WHICH HAS DEEPLY PIERCED HIS HEART , I DID HURT HIM MOTI , I HURT HIM BADLY , I TOLD HIM THAT I HATE HIM TO CORE , I HAVE ONLY HATRED AND RANCOR FOR HIM IN MY HEART" , Jodhaa sobs continously and tears keep rolling from her eyes reaching on moti's shoulders , making it all wet of tears , moti keeps consoling her and she lovingly caresses her hair , she asks her suddenly "JODHAA , ALL THOSE WORDS , ARE THEY TRUE JODHAA???" , shocking Jodhaa who breaks the hug , she slowly wipes her tears and asks "WHICH WORDS" , moti responds back saying "DO YOU REALLY HAVE ONLY HATRED AND RANCOR ON HEART FOR SHEHENSHAH? WHEN YOU SEE HIM , DO YOU ONLY RESENT IT? DO YOU STILL KEEP HATING HIM JODHAA? IS THIS REALLY WHAT YOU HAVE IN HEART FOR HIM???" , Jodhaa turns away of moti staying mum once again , Moti understands that she doesn't want to answer them so she reassuringly smiles to her and says "I WILL BRING YOUR DINNER HERE" and she starts to leave when Jodhaa says (in pain) "I AM NOT HUNGRY AT ALL MOTI , I DON'T WANT TO EAT!!! PLEASE BRING IT BACK TO THE KITCHEN" , moti nods in a 'yes' and leaves her chamber , while Jodhaa sadly lays her head on a pillow but seeing that the candles behind her bed are still light up , she slowly put her long curly hair aside her neck and gets up to blow them off meanwhile moti is leading toward the kitchen with the plate , Jalal notices her from his terrace before , when she enters Jodhaa's chamber with the plate but much to his surprise she sorts out with full plate same as before , he comes out of his chamber and stops her in mid way asking why the plate is still full!!! Moti lowered her head in respect infront of him and says "PRANAM SHEHENSHAH! YES , I WAS BRINGING IT BACK TO THE KITCHEN BECAUSE JODHAA REFUSED TO EAT , SHE SAID , SHE ISN'T HUNGRY" , he gets worried after hearing her , he remembers very well what Hakim Sahiba has said ,that she must eat and takes well rest otherwise she will not recover , remembering what happened this evening , he feels guilty and responsible for it and no way because of him , he wants her to fall again ill , he always wants to take care of her even if she doesn't like it or she hates him , he doesn't care , her life was more important at his eyes so he determinately snatch the plate from her saying , he would take care of her and asks her to leave , moti does 'pranam' one last and disappears in one of those numerous corridors while Jalal forwards toward Jodhaa's chamber , on the otherside , she is blowing up each of candles in her chamber sadly , blowing each of them one by one she recalls painfully each of her harsh words , tears slide upon her soft and angelic face which she wipes them off with her smooth and tender fingers gracefully despite of them rolling automatically after while outside it's a peaceful and quite night , a silent night which hides lots of thing behind letting place to the lovers to pour their pain and tears hidden during the day , freshing them up with cool breezes as scanty as a tissue paper to wipe their tears away but also to let express for lovers unexpressed feelings for each other , it's full moon night , the wide and immense sky is recovered of sparkling stars , shinning in sky from anyside as they were scattered anywhere , with the bright light of the giant full moon , it illuminates Jodhaa's face , blowing delicately Jodhaa's put asided hair in air , revealing her beauty to the world and her sparkling divine eyes shine , making her look more angelic and scintillating , she is about to blow up the last candle when someone covers it with his hand and a drop of tear falls upon it , she looks up her eyes to see for whom belongs this hand , her sparkling and dazzling eyes look up raising her long and wet black eye lashes , she wanted to sob , to cry out loud but something stays blocked inside her throat , her neck tighten up , and her eyes lowered down seeing him , he softly asks "WHY YOU DIDN'T HAVE YOUR DINNER?" , she turns away from him in shame recalling the evening incident , she says firmly "I HAVE ALREADY TOLD TO MOTI , I AM NOT HUNGRY" , he approaches toward her slowly with the plate and says "ATLEAST , HAVE SOME FRUITS" , she lowered her head and nods in a 'no' , making Jalal angry , who concludes saying "VERY WELL , THEN I WOULDN'T HAVE MY DINNER AS WELL" and he begins to leave when a smoothy and soft skin's hand hold his , he turns to her stunned , realizing that she has changed her statement , he picks up a small piece of cut apple from the plate and forwards it toward her rosy lips , she smily opens it and bits a tiny bit of the apple then she at her turn , picks up a piece of apple and forwards it toward his mouth saying "ATLEAST , HAVE SOME FRUITS" and at each turn , they lovingly feed each other , staring into each other eyes intensely , a lonely tear escaped from the corner of her eyes , seeing that Jalal's heart skipped a beat , he holds back his heavy breath and forwards his warm manly hand to cup her angelic face , he carefully wipes her tear off as if it was a fragile and precious thing , he caresses gently the soft skin of her face and puts behind the hair coming over her eyes , his gest was so tender and passionate that Jodhaa closes her eyes feeling his protective and warm hand over her face , she opens her eyes finding him passionately gazing at her and they have an *eyelock*
BGM : ISHQ HAI WOH EHSAAS
ISHQ HAI WOH JAZBAAT
BADALTE YEH DUNIYA
BADALTE YEH HALAT
Jalal slowly removes his hand from her face against his will , if it's just him , he would like this moment to last for an eternity , forever but sensing that she turns her face at side , he removes it!!! Then Jalal lowly starts to put at end to the awkward silence "THIS EVENING" but none of them react to it recalling the incident , they stare one last time at each other in pain and face off leading toward opposite way teary-eyed!!!
PRECAP : HAMIDA BEGUM AGREES FOR THE REMARRIAGE OF AKDHA
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