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CHAPTER4
THE JOURNEY OF LOVE

The mango blossoms swayed and cast their shadows on her face .The silvery sheen of the moon had now turned into a red glow and the owls hooted screeching in the dark and dreary silence of the night. The guards yawned at the gate and the hearth of the fire crackled and fizzled with the flares glowing up. She woke up with a jolt to the sound of the metallic bass of the flower vase rolling on the carpeted floor.Jodha's heart felt a thud and she looked wide eyed in the darkness .The prince was nowhere, the bed was empty. Shivering in confusion she got up. Her attention was caught again by a shadow which found its way as quick as a lightening behind the curtains in one corner of the huge palatial room.
"kkaun hain Wahan'." Her voice quivered as her lehenga rustled ,her anklets tinkled in the haunting silence and she moved towards it .
"Humne kaha kaun hai'.'.Kaun hain wahan..bahar ayiye'Humare pati kisi bhi kshan yahan aa jayenge'Savdhan'.kaun hai'",her voice grew sharper and a shock wave of fear gripped her as she held the sword kept aside in her hand ,tightening her grip around it's hilt, her skin threatening to let it slip due to the cold clammy sweat .
"Kaun hai'.",she threatened loudly ,but suddenly a pair of strong muscular arms caged her tightly from behind making her squeal in fear. The palms hushed her and struggling in the grip her ears were slapped with an amorous whisper, "Hum hain Rajkumari'apke shauhar'.".The sword slipped from her hands and her body stiffened as the touch made her cringe.It was unfamiliar ,the touch ,but the fragrance was not. She could feel his arms brushing against her and she felt like puking . His whisper near her ears as he gently brushed his lips against them sent a cold chill down her spine, "Rajkumari'apne jo badi badi kasmein khayi thi unhe nibhane ka waqt aa gaya hai'",Saying this he twirled her around and she could now see the gleam in his eyes. Horror paralyzed her limbs and she felt madness approaching as his face moved closer and closer to her. She opened her eyes wide with shock and struggling she pushed him back with all her might shouting loudly, "Door rahiye humse..Samjhe aap..humare sameep bhi ane ka prayas mat kijiyega."
She watched him fall flat on the ground and then his gaze turning red. She was shocked as he gritted his teeth and yelled back, "Itna guroor.Apki inti himmat ..haan'Rajkumari Jodha..",Saying this he pounced on her and grabbed her shoulders harshly , "Humne apse kaha tha na..Begum hain begum ki tarah hi rahiye..lagta hai apko saza ka sahi matlab samjhana hi padega Rajkumari Jodha'"
His roar shattered the walls as Jodha felt madness approaching and suddenly the walls of the palace collapsed into the void .She looked around petrified and found herself standing in a garden with fountains.
"Kunwarisa'dekhiye humein talwar chalani a gayi'."A smile escaped her lips which quickly turned into a frown as she saw Jalaal with his sword coming towards Kartikeya'
She screamed, "Ruk jayiye , She ran pleading for mercy'..
"Humne kaha tha na'.Humari itni beizzati'.ab saza to milegi rajkumari'.",Saying this the Jalaal raised his sword and the blood just rushed on her face and kartikeya fell lying in the pool of blood'."
"Nahiii",She scremed and her cry seemed to rise from the pits of the earth'.
Jodha woke up with a jolt and screamed horrified, "Hum apki har baat manenge ,,Kartikeya ko '."A scream- piercing scream of fright came from Jodha.
She wiped her face crying and looked around, only to be shocked terribly realizing all that she saw was nothing more than a nightmare Everything right from Jalaal and her waking up in the night was nothing more than a horrible nightmare.. Jalaal was gone, his bed was empty, and the dawn had broken slowly turning the darkness into an orange haze.Jodha still trembled drenched in sweat. It bugged her in the bosom-her horrible nightmare still making her gasp for fresh air. She felt suffocated and getting up quickly ran towards the balcony .The eastern horizon was painted with lovely shades of purple and orange; the huge sun slowly rose up from behind the sand dunes turning and bathing everything into its molten golden hue. The tonic air stirred her soul and she felt a bit relaxed now ; still groggy eyed trying to regain her breath. Suddenly she could hear the sounds of some chanting nibbling the silence and calm of the morning coming from another part of the balcony which was a few steps lower. Curious she leaned on the wooden railings and there she saw him, the tormentor whose breath did not even leave her sleep. What a cursed sleep it was ? But there he stood unaware of her heart ; wrapped in the beauty of the morning,- he had held up his hands high in the air in reverence of Namaaz being offered , and praying with a beatific smile on his face.For a second Jodha just stared at him. The morning breeze wafted the tinkling of bells coming from a small temple which was built on her request and washed his scant hair on his face .There was utter silence and in this backdrop the echo of his prayer touched her too. Minutes passed as Jodha stood there watching him in silence. Her heart said nothing to her but instead she just stared at him recalling her mother's words,

FLASHBACK
"Tyaag karna hoga aap ko apni bhaavnaon ka Jodha!! bhoolna hoga aap ko sab kuch, aap ki praja k liye, aap ke bhai k liye, kya aap ko apnay bhai se prem nahiJodha? rajkumaari, hamen maaf kar dijiye, hum jaantay hen ke aap ko hum bohot kathor lag rahay hen lekin aik rani ke bhaagya men balidaan hi hotay hen beti, hamara man is anyaye pe dukhi hai kintu hum vivash hen, hum kuch nahi kar saktayJodha , aap ko hi samay ki dhaara ko samajhna hoga, aap ko aap ke bhai kartikeya ki saugandh hai , aap ko wapas jana hoga, aap ko Jalaal ko apna pati swikaar karna hi hoga,Apna tan aur man dono unhe saunpna hi hoga, yehi aap ka bhaagya hai, bas yehi aap ka bhaagya hai"

A tear rolled down her cheeks as she wiped them trying hard to accept her fate and walked inside with heavy steps.

She sat on the swing in the balcony in deep thought .Outside she could see birds chirping in the blue haze and lofty sand dunes which were now glistening with the rays of the sun high above in the sky littered with fluffy white clouds all over . As the swing went up her lehenga puffed up like a balloon and her long damp tresses flew behind her spraying the air with fine mists of water .Lost in her thoughts, her eyes glanced at the Jalaal who was still sitting contemplating, with his eyes closed soaking in the beauty of the morning after his prayer casually exercising in between.Jodha gazed at him trying to absorb what she saw and felt; suddenly she saw him in a new light. He was strong, well built and strong jawed. The glistening golden sun bathed his tanned bare torso which seemed to grab her attention, she noticed how he had changed in all these years.His hair flew with the gusts of the wind, her eyes just slipped scrutinizing each and every toned muscle and the well sculpted abdomen. In short he had changed .He was no more the boy who had left her, instead returned a man. She tried hard not to notice him but her eyes defied her orders .She was shocked how she stared and became dazed looking at his strength ,his wholesome looks and his manliness. There was an intangible tenderness about him, his glistening skin was bathing in the furry warmth of the golden sunlight, his flawless curves provided a slide to the sweat droplets trickling down his forehead and slipping down his body .Her gaze was transfixed at him blatantly ,but still he kept on exercising.His long dark eyes were slightly veiled, half opened .Jodha glanced at his pristine face which had changed .It was the first time ,after all these years ,the she saw him carefully. His view evoked in her some strange feeling, she was a sleeping wood ,frozen all these years ,but her heart simmered in a strange warmth in the heat of his magnetic personality. The wide forehead, the glow of knowledge and those thin lips mumbling and chanting. Who was this man? she wondered as the boy whom she knew and had once felt for was nowhere near him.

FLASHBACK 5 YEARS AGO PALACE OF AMER
Jodha paced to and fro in guilt rolling her dupatta in her slender fingers. She ran towards the edge of the terrace and saw him getting ready to climb his horse .Jodha had spent the night sleepless, she had made fun of Prince Jalaal and did not even apologized properly for her prank of comparing him with an owl. Her lips suddenly parted in an overjoyed smile as she saw Moti Bai, her trusted dasi, reaching out to the Jalaal with what she had planned.
"Shahzade sa..", Moti bai ran towards Jalaal who was about to climb his horse and bid farewell to Amer after the fair and his encounter with Jodha,the woman who completely transformed him overnight making him a restless boy with unknown desires. Women had never been around him but no one ever caught his attention, but this one had robbed his peace of mind, he could neither sleep or eat or think about anyone else. Her lingering smile just danced on his head every second every minute. His heart was restless as the thought of going away and never seeing her face crept inside his heart.
"Kya hai'",he asked Moti Bai curiously.
"Ye apke liye Rajkumari Jodha ne bheja hai'.aur kaha hai'ap se milkar unhe hardik prassanta hui'.",saying this she extended something wrapped in a silent cloth and handing it over to the him;she ran away.Jalaal's 's heart fluttered and flipped with trembling excitement as his fingers unfolded the cloth and to his surprise found a dagger ,richly ornated with rubies and the blade as sharp as her razor tongue, the armory was beautiful as it glistened in the rays of the sun and touched his eyes too. And his eyes now focused on a folded letter which he read in utmost joy,
"Shehzadein Jalaal ko humari titholi ke liye kshamyachna karte hue aur humari pehli jaan pehchaan ki smriti mein ek choti si bhenth'.--------------------------------Rajkumari Jodha'."Jalaal's hands shivered with delight as around him rolled an ineffable joy of pleasure. His eyes looked curiously here and there and suddenly he raised up his eyes and there he saw her standing on thee terrace with her dazzling summer yellow lehenga flowing with the wind and her face half covered with a veil.Jodha felt content watching him smile and the burden of hurting him was lifted from her bosom. She giggled and suddenly in an impulse waved a goodbye to him . She was shocked and amused as Jalaal was flustered and lowered his eyelids in embarrassment. Jodha kept on giggling seeing the miffed shy boy ,who collided with the horse, shook nervously and after failed attempts to climb it, toppling at least twice in nervousness finally rode and vanished in a cloud of dust keeping the dagger near his waist belt.

PRESENT
A faint giggle escaped Jodha's harsh face as she recalled the hilarious scene but seemed like there were two parts of her heart, one which happily recalled his boyish charms but her face hardened with the bleeding of the other part. Only if she knew that he will stab the dagger back in her heart, only if she knew that time that the dagger of trust will be used for betraying her. She was silent for a while gazing sadly into his figure in the backdrop of the glowing sun.Jodha felt her heart crush in pain, she stared at him blankly again and kept on swinging in the gallery for a long long time. The rhythmic creaking and the sound of her anklets as her alta decorated tiny feet brushed on the marble floor moving to and fro broke Jalaal's attention .He turned around and was taken aback by the sight 'his beautiful untouched wife swinging with her dresses flowing and staring at him with wide open eyes .A huge flush spread on his face and his smirk grew wider as he realized her eyes all over him.Her eyes suddenly met his and she nodded her head tearing off his gaze. She straightened up quickly jumping out on the swing which creaked and slowly came to halt like a pendulum.Jalaal simpered at her discomfiture as he saw her face which was the color of honey turn pink. He was about to walk towards her but suddenly Anjuman came along and with her dupatta started wiping the sweat droplets from his face and chest, "Oho Jalaal..dekhiye na apko bilkul bhi khyal nahi hai apna yun dhoop mein baithe hain dekhiye na rang kitna kala pad gaya hai'.",Anjuman smirked as her hands wiped all the droplets and continued still clueless that Jodha was watching them. Gala bhii sukh gaya hoga..yeh lijiye..",saying this she extended a glass of a refreshing sharbat she had made herself for him.It was a part of her routine but Jalaal stared at Jodha completely unmoved or unattentive to her gesture. He quietly brushed aside her hand and with his undivided attention and eyes focused on Jodha muttered, "abhi nahi Bhabhi'aaj man nahi hai'.",saying this he walked towards Jodha who now turned away and ran in anxiety towards the room .Anjuman was baffled at this as she watched Jalaal go away without even looking back at her as if drawn like a magnet cast byJodha's's spell.Anjuman felt as if someone had slapped her on her face.She threw away the glass in anger which rolled and stained the marble floor in the pink of hue of the rose syrup.Slowly some ants crawled and fed upon the sweet sugary liquid.
Jalaal opened the door of his room in excitement. His eyes searched for Jodha but there was no trace of her. He nodded his head in amusement and smacked his forehead .Utterly dismayed by his stupidity, yearning for her like a fool ,he shook his head and taking a deep breath sighed heavily .Gazing at his reflection in the mirror ,he took a comb and ran his fingers through his hair ,threw it aside and wiped off the sweat from his body . His cheeks had a flush on them beyond the color that had been contributed by the heat and the strong wind; but his eyes were steady. Moments ago his wife was looking at him , this very thought gave him an unknown thrill. Suddenly he saw her reflection in the mirror , thin long fingers clutched the curtains in one corner of the room ,trembling in nervousness and her nose ring shone like a star touching her quivering lips. A smirk ran across his face and he picked up his fluffy achkan ; wearing it suddenly,he turned around and said in flute like tones, "Yun hi chup chup k niharengi Rajkumari 'Aap humari begum hai..Apko haq hai humein yun dekhne ka bahar akar aram se bhi dekh sakti hain..", his eyes lit up with a mischievious glint.Jodha bit her lips and the curtains fell from her hand ;she slowly walked out ,her anklets tinkling with the dragging of her feet. The distance between them was so small butJodha's clumpy gait made it look as if she had been walking since ages. He folded his hands across his bosom and was looking at her with a strange and pensive directness.
" wwo ..Hum apse kuch kehna chahatey hain",her crystalline tones broke the silence and palpable discomfort that had crept between them.
"To kahiye na Jodha'" his smile widened ,"humarein kaan taras gaye hain apki batein sunne ko'apke dil ko samajhne ko aap kya chahti hai kya sochti hai'kuch to kahiye Jodha",he said in a go ,his hearbeat reverberating in excitement of hearing her voice.
It was the first time ,she wanted to speak to him without any effort from his side.She snapped her fingers and dug the earth beneath her toes and lowered her lids and even before Jalaal could react suddenly rushed towards him and fell on his feet, "Humein kshama kar dijiye 'Humne apka bahut apmaan kiya'hum apni ki hui har bhool ki kshamaychna karte hain'.",Jalaal was flabbergasted and stepped back horrified ; grabbing her shoulders ,he made her stand up, "Yeh kya kar rahi hain aap Jodha"
His statement was cut short by her whimpering. "hum apko vachan dete hain ki hum..apna dharm nibhayenge..apko koi bhi shikayat ka avasar nahi denge'Ek achi patni ban kar dikhayenge '",Her voice quivered as she spoke
Jalaal was shocked and nodded his head, "Iski koi zarurat nahi hai'Hum jantey hain aap k dil main kai sawal they ..5 saal pehle jo bhi hua'Wo ek Mulq k hone wale Shehenshah ka farz tha Jodhal aur aisefaislein jazbaati hokar nahi liye jatey ..Aap samjh rahi hain na Hum kya kehna chahtey hain'?.He held her chin and made her look into his eyes. Her eyes met those of Jalaal's as she raised them slowly .Between ticks of the watch they exchanged their life's experiences ,fancies ,histories and pain. .
"Hum jantey hain aap naraz honge humse,aap humein ek avasar dein hum apni sari galtiyan sudhar lenge," ,Jodha choked upon her own words. Her heart wanted to please him. She was scared for her family who could fall prey to his anger because of her stubborn denial of performing the duties as his wife.
"Arey ye aap kyun keh rahi hain'Aaapne humari izzat rakhi, aur humare rishtey ki bhi..aap yahan wapas aa gayi humare paas isse jyada humare liye khushi ki baat ho hi nahi sakti'",Jalaal was overwhelmed with her apology. "Lekin hum sach mein ek achi patni banne ka prayas karenge..aap humein kshama kijiye bas'.",she said in a childlike yearning voice which enamoured his heart, a smile rekindled his face and he smirked,"Acha chaliye maaf kiya ..ab to aap khush hain na'."
She nodded her head and continued, "parantu humein bhi aap se badle mein kuch chahiye'denge aap'", her eyes were inquisitive and her voice grew firm with apprehensions. He nodded his head in wonder and extreme joy ,it was the first time she asked something from him, he wanted to pluck all the stars from the heaven and lay them down at her feet. "Mangiye Jodha jo apka man chahe'.yahan sab kuch to apka hi hai'.aisa kuch bhi nahi jo hum apko na de payein",his voice shook with excitementand pride, "Chup kyun hain boliye na'",his hands trembled as he shook her shoulders floating in ecstacy.Her acceptance ,her tenderness just touched his parched heart. All these years ,he had been craving for her acceptance and the moment almost made him giddy headed.
"Apko humein ek vachan dena hoga..",she extended her palms .
Jodha was surprised as he suddenly burst laughing .
"Kya hua'humne kuch galat keh diya kya'",she scrunched her nose and her heart sank in deep anxiety.
"Nahiii'",Jalaal tried hard to control his laughter,"Wo bas'hum soch rahe hain kitne wadein hotey hain Bhia Rajputon mein Shaadi k waqt bhi jane kaun kaun se wadein karwayein apke Pandit ji ne humse..Phir apki shartein..bhaiHum toh thak chuke hain wadein kar karke..phir bhi apne pehli baar humse kuch manga mang lijiye jo bhi aap mangna chahti hai'",his smile widened .
Jodha's bosom heaved up and down as she breathed heavily and said in a go.., "Hum apse vachan chahte hain 'Vachan dijiye humein jab tak aap ki saans mein saans hai aap humare bhai ,humare parivar aur humare rajya par koi anch nahi ane denge..Vachan dijiye humein ki unke sharer par ek khanroch bhi nahi ayegi'..",her hands shook wildly and Jalaal nodded his head in disbelief and suddenly burst laughing again, "Bas itna hi'.Par Rajkumari ye Vachan to apka khali hi jayega'."
Jodha froze with fear and the colour of her face grew pale.Jalaal stared at her dreary gloomy face and walked forward and held her chin ,making her look at him, "iske liye wadein ki zarurat nahi thiJodha..aap humari hain to apka parivar bhi humara hi hua na..aur humare rehte humare parivar par hum anch ane denge yeh apne socha bhi kaise' 'khair jane dijiye..apne pehli baar humse kuch manga hai'apki yeh mang hum zarur karenge",he placed his hands on her palms and gripping them strongly he just bowed over with an old time grace and left a respectful kiss on the back of her hand.Jodha was taken aback by his gesture and felt extremely uncomfortable but sighed heavily as her heart was put to ease now. He walked a few steps forward ,clasped her with his lovely arms and looking into her deep watery eyes asked her with bated breath, "Jodha kya hum sari beeten batein bhulakar ek naye zindagi ki shuruat karein'.",his voice trembled in anxiety and Jodha closed her eyes.Her heart sank in deep melancholy but she was ready to compromise now for the sake of her loved ones. Her mother's words kept haunting her at the back of her mind .She raised her eyelids and stuttered nodding her head , "Ji'".Jalaal suddenly left her and moved backwards a few steps refusing to believe what he heard. Rolled around him , an ineffable ocean of joy and the depths of his being reverberated in extreme happiness. His beaming countenance showed that her acceptance was like a treasure in his heart. All these years ..all these five long years he had been waiting for her to accept him and the moment made him reach new heights of happiness. Beaming in his excesses he suddenly turned around and ran towards a box and throwing away some jewels finally finding what he searched madly for her ,came back right in front of her and catching his heavy breath extended it towards her- the shiny crystal bottle with the most exquisite perfume he had picked up for her in all these years, "Yeh aapke liye'Humari ore se ek chota sa togfa ek nayi zindagi ki shuruat ke liye'Aaap jitna to khushboodar nahi hai..par jab bhi humein apki yaad ati thi ,ise apne hatheli par rakh kar hum apko apne pas hi mehsus karte the'",his uninhibited display of his emotions shocked Jodha as the intensity of his yearnings seeped through his eyes.She looked at the bottle in his shivering palms and then gazed at his eyes. She remained mute but his tender look just moved her for a second and she just held the bottle from his hand and nodded her head ,"Ji dhanyavaad..",her hesitant voice reached his ears which made him realize that she had already accepted his gift and he just stood there like a fool with his extended palms.Flabbergasted for a second ,he just quickly withdrew his hands and Jodha turned around to walk way when suddenly she heard Jalaal's commanding voice stopping her, "Rukiye Jodha'",the distance between them narrowed as he walked towards her closer and closer.Jodha's heart flipped with anxiety and apprehension. Though ,she had accepted her fate and resigned sacrificing but yet her heart doomed and throbbed in fear of surrender.Jalaal came closer to her and held her hands brushing them gently and grabbed back the perfume bottle and with his fingers he tucked a stray lock behind her ears which were small buried beneath the locks of her hair. Her face turned pale and she cast a fleeting look as he dabbed the perfume behind her ears with his gentle touch. A new completely unknown wave of thrill passed through her body. His magic touch roused some new sensations and her eyes half opened . sighing .Jalaal felt her pulse leap at his touch and his eyes just forgot to blink watching her trembling lips and fluttering eyelashes. Silence ensued for seconds and Jalaal felt as if she could fall even with the touch of a feather. "Pasand aya'",Jalaal smirked and whispered gently in her ears .Jodha opened her eyes with a jolt and her face turned pale sensing the nearness between them.She wanted to push him back, the nearness suffocated her as she recalled her father ,but she bit her lips trying hard not to yell and offend the one at whose mercy were the lives of her loved ones. "Humein bahut pasand aya'Dhanyvaad'",Jodha took a step backwards trying to sound as normal as she could but the truth was that her heart was racing a mile every passing second.He smiled sheepishly and moving closer to her again inhaled the sweet frangrance from behind her ears bathing her skin with his warm breaths making her muscles stiff and whispered in his husky tone, "Humein bhi'",his grin grew wider as he saw Jodha stepping back in fear again. He was about to say something when a knock at the door interrupted him, "Gustakhi Maaf Shehenshah par apka Shahi Hamaam tayyar hai.."
Jodha heaved a huge sigh of relief as she heard Jalaal answering and reaching out for his kurta, "Haan hum ate hain'" Jodha turned around with a heavy heart when she stopped at his call again, "Jodha ek baat puchein kya aapne humein kabhi bhi in 5 salon mein ek pal k liye hi sahi..kya aapne humein yaad kiya'?",Jalaal's heart itched to get an answer. Did she ever think about him in all these years? Did she ever miss him? His heart craved to know. His eyes fluttered waiting with bated breath for her reply.Jodha felt cramped and a vague numbness spread over her heart as she turned back and stared at him , "Yaad to unke karte hain jinhe aap bhul jatey hain'Parantu 5 salon se sirf aap hi ke chehre ko yaad kiya humne she stiffened and her face became shadowy with lines and her face was a blank emptiness .Jalaal was ecstatic ,he wanted to rush to her and hold her forever ,but the shock and the confession overwhelmed him so much that he just muttered almost breaking into hiccups, "Apka Bahut shukriya wapas laaut kar ane ka'Apne logon ke paas Humare paas..ab aap wapas aa gayi hai na ..ab sab theek ho jayega'",he said with a huge victorious smile on his face .Jalaal walked out the room leaving Jodha in deep thought. She stood like a frozen statue for minutes and suddenly she mumbled, "Hum aye nahi'yahan laye gaye hain 'humare apno ki suraksha ne humein majboor kar diya yahan ane ko'.",her eyes burned like fire and seemed to be misted with a thin film of tear she looked mournfully at her hand,his lips felt imprinted on her hand and she felt choked..
Faraway in the desert ran his horse ,the storm brewed wildly and the sand covered his face and he hopped down and walked towards the man who stood there inside a tent.
"Aisa kya kaam aa gaya Adham Sahab ki aap khud hi humse milney chale aye",The man in the black masked amour smirked and his bloodshot eyes heated up with the glint of the huge bag of gold coins which hung loosely inAdham's hand.
"Humara ek usool hai'Batein kam kaam jyada'Kaam theek tarah se hona chahiye'.",Adham handed over a rolled piece of message to the man and walked away laughing , "Sitaron ki chaal badalne ka samay aa gya hai"
Jalaal stepped inside the huge pool and numerous maids gaggled around him.Jodha stood frozen like a statue for a few seconds unable to decide what should be done. The other women had told him that a wife of Mughals monitors all the activities of her husband including the bath.Though everything was arranged by the maids ,Jodha was still clueless about her role.Her eyes were lowered as she watched him drowned ina pool of rose petals.Jalaal smiled sheepishly looking at her hesitat face and cleared his throat, "hmmm..ab kya sara din yun kaam chhodkar ubtan lagwane ki intezaar karenge hum'"The baritone of his teasing voice brought Jodha out of her reverie and a considerate maid ran inside handing over a golden bowl of sandalwood and turmeric paste, "Yeh lagana hota hai unpar'",she whispered clearly to Jodha and walked out. In confusion she walked towards him, "Haan abhi laga dete hain'".She hesitantly sat in beside him on the rim of the octagonal pool and with shivering hands applied the cold paste on his skin ,gently brushing him.Jalaal 's eyes were fixed on her and her hands just touched his shoulders and arms hesitantly.Jalaal's eyes grew darker with mischief as he suddenly grabbed her hand and Jodha was shocked. He squeezed it flirtatiously making them reach out to his cheeks and he made her apply the paste roughly on them ,"Zara ache se lagayiye Rajkumari..humarein gallon pe kantein nahi lagey jo apke nazuk haath chil jayenge'". Jodha stared ,trying to free her hand from his grip. Her face seemed to dry up with his sharp gaze . he stared at her hard and laughed strangely ,the ripples spread all over his face and his bowed lips stretched out in a thin smile over the pearls inside his mouth. She was shocked that the otherwise dignified Jalaalhad such brazen sense of humour.She feigned a smile and tried to move away freeing her hand, "Koi dekh lega '" She got up in haste and was stopped dead in her tracks as his hands pulled her back making her fall back on the rim close to him. He dipped them in the paste and extended his hands to caress her face but as if in a desperate bid to escape his touch ,she withdrew her face and struggled to stop him, "Yeh kya kar rahe hain aap'",she muttered but suddenly he brushed his stained cheeks against her cheeks and moving his hands all over them painting them yellow.Jodha froze with shock struggling in his grip .Her face felt hot ,the space around her eyes burned as he stared at her with sheepish eyes. The touch had the caress of a lotus velvety yet tickling. His smile was that of uninhibited flamboyance which was unlike the shy boy she had met years ago. Who was he she wondered ?--the tender ,serene and shy prince or the masculine ardent and the torch of passion who caressed her face.Jodha kept on struggling trying her best not to yell or react harshly.The splashes of water scattered in their struggle making her dreanched.Fine dropletswere now slipping down her supple cheeks.She was on the verge of tears ,Jalaal noticed it and left her in annoyance, "Chaliye bas bahut ho gaya Mazak Suna hai apke yahan Holi hoti hai Jismein ek dusre par rang lagatey hai Abhi maaf kiya apko ,baki k armaan hum holi mein pure kar lenge'Ab aap ja sakti hai'.",Jalaal poured a jug of water on himself and Jodha curled up reday to run away with her brisk steps holding the bowl of ubtan in her hands, breathing a heavy sigh of relief.
"Theheriye",His deep masculine voice coming from behind put a brake on Jodha's feet .She rolled her duptata in her fingers senselessly as she heard his footsteps coming near her.He whispered in a husky tone near her ears, "Holi tak kaun Intezaar karega'.hum to usse pehle hi aapko apne rang mein rang denge ..Kyun Jodha'aap samajh rahi hain na'.", he winked at her naughtily and the bowl of ubtan slipped fromJodha's hands as she saw him walk way spreading his bashful smile .She felt a stab of pain in her chest and to the contrast an unknown dizziness which touched her senses with the caress of his breaths,intermingled in his honeyed eloquence. Trying hard to believe his overzealous flirtatious mannerisms,Jodha bent down and picking up the bowl walked away.
"Rajkumar Jwala Singh apko sadar nimantran bhejte hain ki aap Rajputana kshetra ke vikas aur unnati ke uplakshya mein rakhe gaye ek Goshti mein padharein..5 divasiya is goshti mein aap sabhi ka hardik abhinanadan hain'",Jalaal's eyebrows raised as he heard the messenger reading the message. "Jalaal'Apke Abba aur Apke bhai Adham to is samay riyasat k daure k liye se bahar gaye hain to aapko hi ismein jana hoga'.",Bairam Khan,a powerful and loyalist Wazir of Shehenshah Humayun announced and Jalaal looked quite unhappy with it .The thought of going way for so many days annoyed him.His lovely wife ,the only reason for his existence all these years was back and he wanted to talk to her ,to know her and to spend some time with her ,going on to attend some boring seminar was the last thing on his mind ,but he sighed heavily remembering that duty always comes firs. Fighting hard with his heart ,he fixed his priority sighing that Jodha is now there with him for life he nodded his head in acceptance," Hum zarur jayengeKhan Baba..kab jana hoga..",He asked the messenger with a heavy heart .
"Parson sham ko hi.",Jalaal chuckled thinking he still had almost a day and a half with her .
"Theek hai humare jane ki tayyari kar dijiye'.",Jalaal announced and walked out of the courtroom.
His mojris tapped on the marble floor again.This time his heart was at content.His life was back in his palce,in his room ,with the acceptance of her own hear. Life could never have been more blessed for Jalaal.The colors of Holi were still a few days away but the canvas of his deprived life since years was suddenly painted with hues of love. He wanted to talk to her, to hear her complains, her incessant chatter and banter which made his heart instantly her slave ,the very first day he had laid his eyes upon her. With excitement he stepped inside opening the door and was almost in splits as he saw Jodha stiffen on her couch near the jharonkha and she lied down tightly clutching the bed sheet and shutting her eyes pretending to sleep sensing his presence. A beam of light streaked across the floor climbing up on her, which vanished as he smiled and closed the door behind him.. . In the breeze the curtains flew up and kept fluttering near her pillow. Jalaal's heart froze with fear when she heard his footsteps nearing her. When the curtains fluttered in the breeze ,the room was drenched in his fragrance wafting from very near her. She could feel his presence clearly. A long silence followed ,except for the wind and the crackling of the fire outside. The moon was higher and the mango blossoms shadows deeper .Jalaal sat at her side and watched a little cloud drift asunder and shadow her face. She was pretending to sleep sweetly but he smirked at her futile attempt to keep up the pretence. He essayed to take her hand to awaken her. In doing so he touched her balled fists with which she had tightly clutched the bedsheet.He drew back his hand and smiled sweetly looking at her nervous frame.Jodha froze with fear for the unknown but suddenly she heard recding footsteps which again grew louder and a soft feathery touch covered her with a silken sheet.Jalaal walked back to the bed and sighed content and happy. He knew it was definitely a new beginning but her hesitation appealed to him. Everything was so new for her and he was in mood to push her for anything. He wanted her heart ,like an immaculate companion of his trials and tribulations. He wanted to give her his strong body ,his arms to protect her,his legs to carry her never even allowing her tender feet to touch the earth and a heart at her service charged with nothing but absolute love for her. Though his body throbbed with desires in her presence, the overpowering feeling to crush her in his arms made him mad every second .Yet he wanted her surrender from her own will. For him love was not the heady emotion which screamed for only flesh, it was the simple overwhelming joy he felt with her sheer presence. The unabated pleasure which would touch him ,when he would hold her hands watching sunsets dipping in the sand dunes, the fear that would grip him if she would frown, the immense satiety he would experience watching him and her age gracefully together-That was the meaning of marriage for him. He was ready to wait till she poured out her heart for him and he will make sure when the moment comes it will sure be worth the wait. With a sense of deep satisfaction and dreams of a warm future ahead, he closed his eyes.