He knew he loved her and he loved her to death.
Since the last one month he'd been held captive , if not anything else he had a
lot of time to reflect over things, issues he had overlooked in the past while
in his haste to punish his love, thinking of her as nothing but a gold digger
and betrayer.
The way she stopped him at the airport... There was
something in those eyes, tears shouting her innocence, he felt it in his heart
and was about to go back to her.. Cursing her tears! But that was when his
vulnerability was taken advantage of and ASR was kidnapped! He just didn't know
who, but was sure he was going to have them dead! When alone, he thought of Khushi
wishing that "wish you would have loved me..." We would be at a different point
in life..
He hated to torture her! His mind went back to
their confrontation in which she told him about Shyam! He blamed her for making
up another story, not ready to believe that he could have been wrong in his judgment!
Somewhere in his heart he felt this was the truth but instead of accepting it
and realizing what a blunder he had committed, the ASR in him made him play the
blame game again!
Jhanak
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