Blast from the Past Thread #12, pg 63, epi 139 - Page 18

Originally posted by: salooni

right

but whatever it was

must better than what it going to be

i am happy thinking that arshi are happy at least in our

dream land

and had crowned as forever

this is more than enough

or best compensation of

unfulfilled dreams

Originally posted by: indi52

hi everyone,

have added new visuals by chalhov on the main page. please do see, they're lovely.

cynthia, ha ha frustrated and engaged... gorgeous piece. this convoluted man and his equally complex jhalli babe, what madness they have spun... submission to love i guess is always tough and when you are the khadoos, heartless (as he'd like to portray) mr asr, it's near impossible. so we watch hearts feeling each leap each plunge as the romance gets all faraqed up.

ami, hassa toh fassa, yes that breakthrough smile after tea fling, how taht fassaoed him. got to write 75 and my eulogy to that stretching of perfectly dragged down on one side lips. lovely writing and insight in your main page post. thanks. of course, the drools are out to maim and kill much like the hurtful faraq padta hai man.

arshi, you are so right, it always made a difference. but to accept that, almost always went by. i would have waited even longer to watch that come about. how i miss these guys.

durga, without you 12 would have not been ready in time. thanks so much. i didn't read your lines and poem but i knew i needn't. they'd be interesting, fun, happy and different. they were. thanks again for all your help.

supriya, katelyn, chalhov, and doctor, the space comes alive and sparkles thanks to your ever more interesting visuals and edits... and lately katelyn's music. i am listening to iss pyaar kya naam doon on another tab as i type, must say it feels cool.

samin, thanks once more for that most interesting connections piece.

thanks, everyone, for 12. sorry to have been away for a while, hope to be around now on. catching up on reading and writing. what wonderful ipk days.

Originally posted by: sohara

👏👏👏👏EXCELLENT EDIT

Episode-129

Khushi is trying hard to be reticent with him, but Arnav is not sparing any chance to test Khushi's farq. He first gave Khushi's chosen necklace to La and now going to shop with the ladies.When Anjali asked him, is he going or not, he didn't say anything. Anjali new he wouldn't go. But how Arnav can miss the chance to add salt in the wound of Khushi.. He looks at khushi and tells Anjali that he obviously wants to go. He is taking every move thinking about Khushi, only to rankle her, provoke her and vex her. Anjali gets surprised to see his enthusiasm in his wedding preparation. But nobody knows, his intention is not to participate in the engagement shopping, but to make Khushi realise the farq, what he makes in her life. La is floating in cloud-9 hugging Arnav every now and then. yeah hug as much as possible, cause you gonna be out of his life pretty soon. Arnav's love is Khushi, how long he will stay aloof from her?

KHUSHI'S GATHERING HERSELF TO MATCH UP WITH HIM WAS PAINFUL AND HIS CORNER EYES MEASURING KHUSHI AND HER STRENGTH IS WAY TOO MUCH.HOW CRUEL HE COULD BE BUT HE WANTS HER BACK EITHER WAY.HE ALWAYS DOES THAT NO MATTER WHAT.EVEN LATER HE ID THE SAME TO GAT HER BACK AFTER WHEN SHE LEFT HIM FOR THE CONTRACT

When they entered the shop Khushi's dupatta gets stuck in the front door. Khushi's dupatta always plays significant role in her relationship with Arnav. May be her dupatta doesn't want her to go inside, cause that lifeless object might knew already that more grief is waiting ahead for her in the shop. Arnav stares at her, Khushi also, but he leaves giving her a derisive look. They are constantly talking each other with their eyes.

THEIR EYES ARE THE ONLY THING WHICH DELIVERS AND ASSURES THEM THER IS SOME CONNECTION IN BETWEEN THEM WHICH ALWAYS KEPT EM TOGETHER

God is gradually showing proofs of Shyam's deception to Anjali. I wish if Anjali could use a little more brain to think. Anjali meets Motilaal, the owner of the jewelry store from where Shyam bought the ring. When he asked Anjali whether she liked the ring what shyam got from their shop, Anjali gets flummoxed to hear about it. He described the design of the ring what is exactly like Khushi's ring what she found in RM. She remembered, how Shyam denied about the ring. Though she lied Motilaalji that she liked the ring, but she actually gets precarious thinking about it. Khushi beckons her by waving her hand, reminding us about the ring. It's good Motilaal planted the seed of suspicion in her mind.

BUT SHE STILL REMAINED BLIND FOLDED😕

La is shopping in full excitement, Khushi is following them perfunctorily, Arnav is doing nothing playing with his phone and stealing glances at Khushi. He can't contemplate at Khushi nonstop, so he is playing with his phone in between. Anjali is still pensive thinking about the ring. Nani calls her to let her know that the caterer suppose to come, so she needs to come back home. When Khushi hears that Anjali needs to go home, she wishes to go instead. She wants to evade from Arnav's intent gaze. But Anjali refutes and leaves.

POOR KHUSHI AND RAKSHUS ASR

La wants Khushi to try outfits with her. But Khushi refuses, "why me?" "you are also getting married!" La makes Khushi wear a beautiful red lehenga and opens her long tress as well. Khushi is hesitating and wants to wear her cloth. But La is adamant, "Don't act so pricey, just go outside and see yourself in a large mirror under the light." She pushes her out. Khushi is feeling awkward.

LIKE La HERE SHE IS A TRUE FRIEND NOW AND IN DENIAL TOO

The wind blows, romantic soft tune of rabba vey starts to play in the BG, Khushi is looking beautiful, who else can be around rather than her prince charming. Arnav gets lost in her beauty, oblivious of everything. The resplendent beauty just takes his breath away.How can he control his desire to see her now? Khushi also gets disquiet, sees him starring at her. She is fidgeting, feeling uncomfortable under his yearning gaze. Arnav's predatory stance, his eyes roving all over her, a magnetic pull makes him walks towards her. She is squirming, trying to cover herself with her dupatta. I have to quote the line of jadu hai here, "dekhte hai jis tarah se tere nazre mujhe mei khud ko chupao kaha (Where can I hide myself, how do you look at me)." When he reached near her, his one hand involuntarily lifts up to touch her. What he wanted to touch, her beautiful face or her errant tendrils? I FELT THE SAME AS HE DID DURING DIWALI 👏👏👏

When Khushi steps back in embroilment he comes back to his trance. He gets his hand down, but holds the price tag of the outfit. It's almost 35000. He comes back to his vengeance mood again, "it's not that bad. but you and your fiance can't afford. what a pity! But I'm in a very good mood today. so what the hell. I'm buying it for you. Tell your fiance that Arnav Singh Raizada presented you as an engagement gift. After all you did so much for me and Lavanya. So not a gift but take it as a tip." His poignant words convulses Khushi. All her pent up emotions spills out in an incoherent manner and her voice quivers as tears to rise in her throat. She emulates sternly, "Don't want it, but thanks for asking. And you are right, it's not that bad, but not that khas (special) also.I didn't like it." Arnav's face gets taut, he intends to say something, but his phone call interrupts him. When he moves away to answer the call, the silent tear what were bulging inside her chest start to come out involuntarily.

THAT WAS VERY CRUEL MOMENT FOR HER AS SHE WAS HOLDING FOR SO LONG SO IN HER LONELY TIME SHE JUST LET IT GO.😭 I ALWAYS CRY WITH HER

Khushi became forlorn, She can't act stoic any more, her heart is piercing with Arnav's afflictive words, "you and your fiance can't afford it." she sits and sees the price tag. The brutal truth strikes her. Arnav reminded her again her status, her aukat, her disability to buy classy stuffs. La is trying dresses after dresses, she is talking to Khushi from the fitting room, "you know chamkili I remain in dream world nowadays. All the time my heart beats so fast." poor La her dream world will ruin soon.! Arnav comes inside and sees khushi from a distance. Holding the price tag Khushi recollects Arnav's insolent words again, "not a gift but take it as a tip."

"sapno ki duniya mei rehena hai theek hai Lavnyaji, kiyuki asli duniya mein to sref dil toot te hai. (it's good to be in dream world, cause in real world one's heart only breaks)" Her tear drops falls on the tag, Arnav notices her anguish, he heard her grievous words also. Now his heart is lurching painfully. his eyes gets red, he lifts his hand to console her, but instead clasps his fist, cause he knows he can't go to her. He shuts his eyes in convulsion. [Pause: "hum jante hai, humari akho ki ek ek asoo aapko dil ko hazar bar rulati hai.( I know every tear drop of mine makes your heart cry thousand times)" khushi said these words to Arnav later in the night of their consummation. Arnav also affirmed her "harbar (everytime)" ] When he realizes that he can't go to comfort her he leaves in haste. Khushi looks up in a jolt, she senses, he was here.

THEY BOTH ARE TESTING EACH OTHERS LIMITS WAY TOO MUCH BUT THIS IS THE BEAUTY AS THEY BOTH DURING THIS TESTING WILL REACH TO THAT LIMIT WHERE THEY WON'T NEEED WORDS TO EXPLAIN OR REALIZE PAIN OR SMILE OR ANY FEELING LIKE THEY KNOW EACH OTHER HAMESHA FOREVER

Anjali is ambiguous, she is repeating same thing again and again. So mami and nani gets incredulous, "what happened Anjali bitiya, everything is alright?' When mami sees her calling somebody, she understands the cause of her sadness, "so damadji is not receiving the phone. The phone must be in silent, that's why." she tries to console the big baby Anjali. Anjali calls Shyam and finds out that Shyam is not in the office. she is sure that he went to court. He pacifies herself that her husband didn't lie, motilaalji misunderstood something. Nani also looked worried. she asks her again is everything alright or not. Anjali diverts her attention and wishes to continue the work.

I ALWAYS FEEL FOR HER AS HER INSECURITIES AND CIRCUMSTANCES MADE HER LIKE THAT

In the shop Khushi is helping La to dress. La asks, where ASR has gone.? When her phone rings she tells Khushi to receive it. Khushi sees that it's Arnav's number. She tells La. La again tells her to receive and put it on speaker. Arnav says La that he is leaving, cause he can't stay any more. she doesn't need to think about the payment, he already took care of it." La gets sad.

"it's better to be in dream world, cause heart breaks only in real world" Khushi's words of pain reverberate in Arnav's mind. he perturbs in compunction. he is getting weak. his plan to dilapidate Khushi is going in vain. Her pain, her tears are causing tempest in his heart.

HE HAS NO COURAGE TO SEE HER THAT AND AT THE TOP WHENEVER HE CAN'T FACE THE TRUTH AND REALTY HE TURNS AROUND SO THIS WAS HIS TURNING AROUND FROM KUSHI

[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpage&v=4bhin8uDBng[/YOUTUBE]

credit goes to coldy

Originally posted by: sohara

Aww u killing me so I have to watch that episode now 😆

Episode-130

How complex is his love! the enormous love what Arnav cocooned inside, it's not easy to ignore. He disavows his love for Khushi by his flippancy, but to do so he has been going through indecipherable pain. he has been lying incessantly to prove her that she is nothing in his life. whereas his every action is meant for Khushi only. For every lie, he has gone through a tumult inwardly. No one else but only Khushi can find the way of the labyrinth of his love. sach mein "iss pyaar ko kya naam doon?

HIS PAINS ,TEARS,LAUGHTERS ALL ARE CONNECTED TO KHUSHI AND LATER HE WILL ACCEPT THAT "TUMHARE SAATH BITAEY HUWE PAL YAAD REHNE LAG GAYE

It seems like Lavanya has completely adapted khushi's style.So she is elated wearing Gotewala dress like Khushi. But she is precarious at the same time, if ASR doesn't like it!. Khushi assures her that she should wear whatever she likes to. I feel a pang of pity for La. she loves ASR so much that ready to do anything for him. I know if I was in her state I also would do same, after all he is the great Arnav Singh Raizada. Any girl would do anything to get him.

TRUE

In GH Anjali is still pensive about the ring issue. Nani is not happy as Chote didn't complete the shopping. Mami consoles her that he selected the ring that's good enough. La and Khsuhi join them. La is scrumptious and Khushi is still in the woebegone state. The ever chirpy, bubbly and garrulous Khushi has lost in some other planet. La shows them her shopping. Everybody love her outfits including the one what she is wearing. La shows khushi again that both of their dresses are same, gotewale. Mami taunts her, "like her dress don't start wearing Phatti saree."😡😡

Aranv is driving the car, the repercussion is taking him to all the recent events with Khushi, how he misbehaved with her, in the diwali night, "don't think a rich guy kept your anklet close to his heart."; then how he made her say sorry by grabbing her ears; then his insolent words, "whom did you trap as a rich guy, turns cheap like the bracelet." All his afflictive words are reverberating in his thought. He convulses, "why do I do this always. all the time tears in her eyes. Now nothing will happen like this. I'll not let it happen." I'm confused, did he vow to ignore Khushi or to behave nice with her. but it's sure that he is also succumbing in abysmal pain by hurting her.

HE WANTS TO STOP HURTING HER and PROMISE HIMSELF IGNORING HER FOR NOT GIVING HER IMPORTANCE ,TELLING HER ,SHOWING HER THIS MATTER STUFF KIND A BACKING OFF BUT NOT VOWING HER DEFINITELY NOT BUT AGAIN WHEN HE SEES La SAME AS HE CAN'T THINK STRAIGHT IN ANGER [MY POV]

La is so delectable, showing the jewelry set to nani, 'ASR chose it for me." Khushi agitates hearing this. When the door bell rings La runs to open the door, "it should be ASR." Her excitement is natural, who doesn't want to see her to be fiance all the time. But all her excitement gone in waste by ASR's yelp. Everybody rush to check what's wrong. ASR is infuriated to see La wearing khushi type costume. He mentioned this as a down market classless costume. He shows her the pompom what is Khushi's signature style. He says peremptorily "This is is so down market and cheap like" he can't complete, Khushi reaches there. He resumes by gritting his teeth, "it doesn't have any class and I don't like anything that doesn't have class." he now directly hits Khushi. La defends that she, including everybody loved this outfit. (pause: he reacted harshly like this when La first wore Khushi type salwar suit. We know why he doesn't want to see La in Khushi's outfit, cause it reminds him Khushi, what he doesn't want to do.) THERE IS YOUR ANSWER WHICH I SAID ABOVE HE WANTS TO IGNORE HER,WANT TO FORGET HER BUT CAN'T AND THAT MAKES HIM ANGRY AND HE THROWS DAGGERS AT KHUSHI FOR THAT WHY DO YOU DAMMIT IS SO IMPORTANT FOR ME.HE HURTS HER BECAUSE HE LOVES HER AND CAN'T ACCEPTS THAT BECAUSE OF HIS PAST

Tears well up in La's eyes, "I just wore Khushi type cloth and you are getting so mad. why are you like this ASR?" Arnav says disdainfully, "whatever I am, I am. but you should change this dress right now." But La antagonizes this time that she will not gonna change. But Arnav is incorrigible, no way he can't allow her to wear this suit. Everybody get flummoxed to see his highhandedness. La starts to cry, "Why ASR is like that? how cum he behaved so rudely with me?" everybody try to pacify her. "you know how chote is" nani tries to console her. "plz don't feel bad at chote's words" Anjali tries to make up her bro's misdemeanor. La is upset that he has become more angry nowadays than before. In this fiasco Khushi is just congealed in embroilment. She also comforts her, "it's not you fault."

Arnav is pacing back and forth in his room. he is repugnant with riot of emotions. By taking the subitanteous decision to marry La, he is not only torturing Khushi and himself but making everybody's life miserable as well. Khushi comes in front of his room to meliorate the situation. She knows, only she is the one who can make him understand.

"Get out," he says in cool stern voice.

"nahi I need to talk to you." Khushi is adamant.

"then talk i don't need to listen" Arnav closed the glass door in front of her face. But Khushi is valiant, she has to clear his doubt. she opens the sliding door by herself and tells him that La bought the dress as per Khushi's taste.(which is not right. La selected by herself. but to save La Khushi is taking everything on her) "so if you wants to show your anger, show it to me, but not to hers." Khushi says sternly.

Arnav answers her grimly, "you don't have to tell me how should I behave with Lavanya. that's not of your business"

He intends to go to close the door again, but she resumes, "the people around love you so much, but you don't have any idea, right? do you know how much their hearts pain at your pungent words? I know you are angry with me. Plz don't punish Lavanyaji. what do you want to say, say to me"

He exasperates more, "what do you think of yourself?" His anger rise to a crescendo, "what do you think of yourself? you think I'm angry because of you? whatever I do, do for you? If you think it matters to me you exist or not, then forget it." Khushi jolts in his loud shout, she cringes inwardly. With his thoughts veering painfully to her, he says gruffly "You are not so important in my life that, for you I'll be angry and I'll show my anger to someone else. you don't even exist for me. Do you understand. you exist or not, what you say or do, it doesn't make any difference to me. did you understand. " His holler makes Khushi jerk. He turns his face away from her, to hide his anguish. He clenches his jaw, closes his eyes in perturbation. he knows whatever he just told is blunt lie. Whatever he does, just does thinking of Khushi. Khsui can't hold her tears. He turns towards her after controlling his agitation. With a suppressed emotions in her voice Khushi says, "I know I exist or not, it doesn't make any difference to you. But I forgot that you are Arnav singh raizada. you never apologize after hurting someone. It's my mistake that I came to talk to you." She slowly closes the door and leaves. Arnav just stays still for a moment, spell bound.

THIS WHOLE PART IS EYE OPENING FOR HIM AS WELL AS FOR HER .IF YOU NOTICED SHE WAS TALKING VERY SOFTLY AS SHE IS GETTING TO THE LIMIT WHERE SHE KNOWS HOW TO CONVINCE OR IN OTHER WORDS TAME HIM.HE WAS LESS ANGRY TILL SHE MADE HIM REALIZE HER IMPORTANCE IN HIS LIFE INDIRECTLY AND THAT'S WHAT HE IS DENYING HERE JUST LIKE SHE IS DENYING BUT HIS CONDITION IS WORSE THAN HERS .HE IS CONFUSED AND MAINLY HURT AFTER HER ENGAGEMENT AND HAS NO CLUE WHAT TO DO TO MAKE EVERYTHING CORRECT.SHE IS MOVING ON AS HIS HARSH WORDS ON DIWALI NIGHT AND AT THE TOP HE IS HER FRIEND'S FIANCE NOW AND REGARDLESS OF JEALOUSY AND HURT SHE WON'T STEP FORWARD UNTIL HE IS READY .LATER SHE SAID IT RIGHT AFTER HIM I LOVE U DAMMIT IS ONE PROOF FOR THAT .WHEN HE ASSURED HER SHE DID NOT CARE A BIT OF ANYTHING .SAME OB BACHELOR'S NIGHT

La changed her outfit. Anjali and Khushi are helping her to put her clothes in the closet. "Lavanya" he gently calls her name. Arnav comes to her room and asks her why she changed her dress? he grabs the dress from the closet and gives it to her, "you liked it, so you should wear it. I'm sorry, I shouldn't react like that." Anjali and Khushi both are flabbergasted to see his nicety. La hugs her😡 and says him "I love you" Khushi's heart lurches painfully. Arnav contemplates her keenly, doesn't say La "I love you too", but says sorry again. La's face brightens up with a glint. she hugs him again.😡 Khushi who was just leaving looks shattered to see them hugging each other. Arnav also feels her pain. La leans her head on his shoulder again.😡 Khushi can't bear this sight any more. She looks at them, gulping the pain inwardly. Arnav looks at her ambiguously. He can see how hurt she is to see La close to him. Khushi again looks back at them with a sheer pain in her eyes. Gosh my heart is aching to see La is hugging Arnav. just counting days when she will be out of his life.

I must say Sanaya was brilliant in the scene. I could see a real pain in her expression.

SANAYA IS BRILLIANT AND HER PAIN IS WAY TOO MUCH BUT SHE WILL BEAR IT THAT'S WHY SHE TELLS DM AFTER ONE WEEK WHEN THEY WILL GET ENGAGED SHE WILL BE FINE AND THAT IS EVIDENT SHE STILL HAVE HOPE[MY POV] EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE AND THE WAY SHE SAYS TO DM ITS CLEAR

Mama has been shown after a long time. Mami is fixing Akash's marriage to some Ms, India who is a rich man's daughter.Mama is skeptical. he thinks she should take Akash's verdict first. Mami is sure that her son will like the girl what she will select for him. she wants to announce the news of his engagement on the day of Arnav's engagement. Akash, who overheard his mom's wish, became sad.

I JUST LOVE MAMAJI AND POOR AKASH

In GH khushi is ebbbing in Arnav's thought. He gave the necklace to La and later told her that he gave her chosen set to La and taunted her that it shouldn't make any difference to her. Then she remembers his excruciating words "not a gift but take it as a tip. "I cried enough, not any more, I'll not think of him." She avows. She knows it's her feeling of love for Arnav. but wants to deny it. She tells DM that, she doesn't need to know the answer of her feelings, she cried enough, but no more. She just wishes that the engagement takes place properly in a week as she has been approbated to do the arrangement, then she will not think of Arnav any more. everything will be alright then. She pleas DM to be with her.

Tho phone is ringing, buaji is screaming, 'pick the phone, it must be Shyam." Gosh buaji can't think anything else but shyam only.😡 Khushi and bua both come to receive the call. but bua receives the phone "haire nand kisore", the caller cuts the call. Khushi teases bua that the caller is not Nandkisore, so he cut the call. I salute Khushi's positive attitude. she knows how to smile in her deepest sorrow. The phone rings again and Khushi picks it, but no response. It must be lover boy Akash who is calling incessantly.

THERE YOU GO DM IS HERE FOR KHUSHI TO CHANGE THE GAME PLAN

Shyam comes to RM and asks Anjali what was the urgency that she gave 16 missed call to him? Anjali is still forlorn. before she can ask anything Shyam tells her that he was in court whole day. So obviously he couldn't receive her call. She asks him how is his friend who was in hospital and how is Kamlaji? He cleverly answers her. It seems like Anjali is not so impressed with his equivocal answer.

JUST HATE HIM AND FEEL FOR ANJALI

I guessed right, it's Akash who was calling GH. It's good that finally Payal receives the call. he requests her wistfully for a rendezvous. Payal refuses. but he insists her to meet him just for once. Payal still tenacious. he says he will wait for her. Payal cuts his call. Khushi overhears her and asks her who was on the phone and where she will not go. Payal intends to say everything to Khushi, but refrains herself instantly. She can't put Khushi in another anxiety. Khushi is incredulous, "what happened to jiji and who was on the phone? something is wrong for sure"

NEW PHASE IS ABOUT TO START ,YES WE SURVIVED WITH PAIN NOW NK IS ALMOST THERE TILL TERRACE 😡

[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpage&v=hY9z24boLgE[/YOUTUBE]

credit goes to Shy

Episode 125 and 126 :
The episodes showing the Elizabeth Kubler Ross stages of reaction of a person👏👏👏. It happens whenever someone gets the worst shocks of their life, loses all money, hears is going to die, death of someone close, and the rest continues. Those stages are denial, anger, bargaining, depression and acceptance. And there just saw our favorite ARSHI going through those stages. Now of course we know that for Arnav the shock was Khushi's engagement and for Khushi it was Arnav's reaction to her engagement.

Denial : Khushi was definitely in denial mode to her effect on Arnav's reaction to her engagement when she told him she was very happy with her engagement. The same when she asked him- aapko iss se kya faraq padta hain. They were both in denial mode when Arnav was cutting his flowers and Khushi saw him in full action not even paying attention to what he was doing. It appeared as if ARSHI wanted the pain to stop coming by fighting it with denial and pain of seeing Arnav's beautiful garden being destroyed by him. They wanted to deny the shock they just received from each other by focusing on flowers rather then each other's emotions.

SAMIN HE WAS ANGRY WITH HIS MOTHER AS HE WAS CUTTING HIS FLOWER [MY POV] JUST LIKE A CHILD WHY IS SHE DOING TO HIM .HE JUST MADE UP WITH KHUSHI A NIGHT BEFORE UNDER THE STARS AND NOW THIS AND TOTALLY AGREED WITH YOU HE WAS DIVERTING HIS ATTENTION JUST LIKE HER BY KEEPING THEIR EGO GUARDS UP

Anger : This probably was the one shown most in Arnav. After hearing Khushi's engagement he goes outside and starts cutting all the trees which are very close to him. He lashes out at Khushi saying, " Main kuch bhi karoon- tumhe kya faraq padta hain- No matter what I do what difference does it make to you?" The same anger was evident when he went and announced his engagement the very next day and compares as engagement nothing more then a ring exchange. We know that in anger his dimag stops working- no wonder he said, " He could not understand the words of his family, and when he had made decision of engagement there is no value of dates" etc etc.

THAT ONE SENTENCE IS ENOUGH FOR KHUSHI AND SHE GOT IT OR IN OTHER WORDS SHE KNOWS IT BUT DID U NOTICE HOW HE WAS MEASURING HER FADAK PADTA DURING La'S BANDAGING HIM ,HE HAS SOME KIND A RELIEF BY FINDING THIS AS THIS MATTERS TO HER ,HIS PROXIMITY WITH La DOES EFFECT HER AND HE CARRIES IT MORE SO HER OWN WORDS CAN EAT HER AND SHE CAN SNAP.BUT AS WE KNOW ASR AND RITUALS HAVE NO MEANING SO THAT RING AND La AS ALWAYS SAID IS JUST A DECOY TO REACH TO KHUSHI AND HE WILL SNAP OUT OF IT ONE DAY ,POOR La

The anger in Khushi was more subtle and in Khushi style was shown by excerpation. It was evident when she looked the other way when La was tending Arnav's wounds and again after Arnav told him, " Jiss din meri engagement hoyi tum mujhe wish karna bhul geyi aur aap tomhari engagement huyi to- Congratulations Khushi Kumari Gupta." That anger was evident in her eyes and sent daggers to his back- because she had let the engagement happen to her because he had told her- " Mere liye tumhari or uss baat ki Koyi matlab nehi." She was extremely angry and would have probably bursted when he said" Sab to tumhare engagement se bahut Khush hain lekin tum, tumhe dekh ke to lag raha hain ke tumhe abhi abhi pata chala ke larka amir nehi hain." After all when Khushi is extremely angry with Arnav only does she stop speaking like she did after giving resignation with Arnav, with Devi Mayya after marriage and of course with Shyam and again with Arnav after he was cross with her for Aarav. And we Arshi lovers know Khushi makes Jilebis only when she is very upset.

SO TRUE I WROTE THE SAME THOUGHT KHUSHI ALWAYS DISCONNECTS HERSELF WHEN SHE IS ANGRY JUST LIKE AFTER CONTRACT MARRIAGE SHE STOPS TALKING TO DM AS YOU SAID AND THAT WAS THE BIGGEST EXAMPLE AS DM IS NOT ONLY HER FRIEND BUT ALSO HER DRIVING FORCE FOR COURAGE.SHE ALSO TELLS MAHA DEV AAP DM KO MAT BATAYE GA...WHEN THEY ALL GO TO MANDIT WITH BUBBLY DURING KIDNAPPING

Bargaining: When Arnav said- ' Tell your fiance not to give you such cheap things because cheap things break easily. He probably wanted her to understand that with this line was hope that if she tells her after she told him " cost does not matter" he could make her understand by telling," You should, Aisa na ho ke jise tumne rais samajh ke phasaya- iss bracelet ke tarha sasta ho (Because a cheap thing can break as easily as this bracelet." With this line he probably was hoping her fianc was a poor person with whom her relationship was going to break easily. Khushi was also probably bargaining with her fate when she told Payal," She was happier when she did not know the reality of the world."

HER TRUTH IS A FACT OF LIFE AND HIS WAS JUST BLUFFING TO MAKE HIMSELF OK WITH THAT THOUGHT AND MORE YOU CAN SAY MAKE HER AGREE THAT IT DOES MATTER.

Depression :As Anjali said- When she saw her speaking to her fiancee- she was disturbed,.Arnav was depressed because he could not fathom-" Jiss se pyaar nehi karti- jiske saath reh nehi sakti- uske saath kaise bitayegi(How can we live with someone with no love and with whom can not think of living with the rest of the life). They were both engaged and people who are depressed do not find pleasure in things most people would. There Lavanya was discussing their honeymoon next to Arnav and Shyam had just gifted Khushi a token, and instead of feeling happy Arnav was thinking about Khushi getting engaged and Khushi was thinking about Arnav's reaction to her engagement. In contrary to being happy they were so sad that both La and Shyam left. Khushi was going on her first date with her fianc and she was not happy. The Raizadas were happy for Khushi but Arnav could not even give the nonchalant attitude of being happy for her. We know Khushi could hide her broken heart by speaking a lot as she did on Diwali and when even Anjali could see she was not happy- of course Arnav had too. This was the Khushi who lived in dreamland and when that Khushi says to Payal-" I was silly in believing those fairy stories because in the real world the prince of my dreams is an angry person." That was a red signal warning showing Khushi was depressed because for Khushi marriage was to a prince and the most important thing in life and there she was not even thinking of anyone other then ASR as prince and deriving no pleasure even in her marriage attire with her own sister and mom.

SHE ALWAYS A FILMY AND DREAMY BUT WHEN COMES TO FACE THE REALITY SHE IS STRONGER THAN ANYONE BUT SHE UNINTENTIONALLY HAS SET HIM AS HER PRINCE CHARMING AND WANTS HIM TO BE NICE JUST LIKE IN HER DREAM SHE WANTS HIM TO GIVE HER RESPECT AND HONOR BACK WHILE FANTASIZING THE PEARL NECKLACE AND HE KNEW TELEPATHICALLY AND HE RETURNED HER WHICH HE TOOK FROM SHEESH MAHAL

SHE NEVER THOUGHT OF ANY ONE ELSE EXCEPT HIM AND WHEN HE LEFT HER SHE WAS DEVASTATED AS "AAPKE JANE KEH BAAD AAPKI RAH DEKHTE HAIN..." THAT WAS HER SNAPPING MOMENT "ISS EHSAAS KO EIK MAUQA TO DO" SHE WAS PLUNGING HERSELF INTO THIS AND SHE DID DIVE IN TO SAVE HIM AS SHE TELLS SHYAM"HUM NE YEH SAB ARNAJI KEH LIYEH KIYA ..JIN SE HUM BOHAT PAYAR KARTE HAIN'

Both were depressed and had to just share that when Arnav said ' Itna yaqeen hain to na khush kyun lag rehi ho ( If you are so confident then why are you so unhappy) and Khushi retorted , " Hamare baat choriyepapr aap ka bank balance to bahut achcha hain to aap itna na khush kyun hain, ye baat hamse nehi apne aapse puchna chahiye ke aap itna nakhush kyun hain."

BOTH JUST RAMBLING HERE TO TEST EACH OTHER

Acceptance : The ARSHI style acceptance of the shocking news was heartbreaking and subtle. Arnav accepted Khushi was engaged when he saw her getting agitated wanting to speak with her fianc , with whom she was getting embarrassed speaking in front of him. It was evident when he told La- "Not everything can be seen in the eyes. You can not see but am very happy with the engagement."It was evident when he refused to let Khushi tend to his cut hand or even touch it. At that point probably Khushi's acceptance of Arnav's reaction to her engagement was visible. Especially when for the first time she initiated to take hold of his hand. At that moment she also understood that whatever Arnav felt for her was real and he was highly disturbed by her engagement. This was the same Arnav who had not stopped Khushi from cleaning the milk from his face in front of a whole restaurant of unknown people. This was the same Arnav who had not said a word when she had hug him in a hospital, and this was the same Arnav who had come to her for sugar and taken Jilebis from her hand rather than let his own sister worry.

YES HER FIRST REALIZATION BUT HE IS THE ONE WHO PUT HER THERE BY SHOVING HER ASIDE ANNOUNCING HIS WEDDING WITH La."shaadi kar rahe hain"

ARSHI probably really thought they had just learned they were dying- or else why would Khushi want to reassure Arnav that she was happy and why would Arnav want to hasten his marriage to exactly the next date and postpone even his very important teleconference in the drop of a pin.

yes pain

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Originally posted by: RebeccaDaphne

Congrats for Thread 12!!! Thank you all for the wonderful writing, collages, gifs and all the hard work!!

Brilliant first page, sorry am late, I still have to go through all the other pages, can't wait to read everyone's posts, am very behind so busy with studies and work, but will enjoy reading! 🤗

Originally posted by: supriya.arshi

Episode 129

i din lik Lavanya in the end...treatin Khushi...less than friend...askin her to pick her calls...y can't she do her own work??



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