Blast from the Past Thread #12, pg 63, epi 139 - Page 17

Originally posted by: BarunDiwani

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Episode 125 : Anguish

Hard to describe all the heart wrenching feelings Khushi left in that big room with Arnav...i can only try to name a few...hurt, emptiness, helplessness, frustration all bundled up into a package of anger. He couldn't hide his feelings from her and she couldn't ignore. While everyone showered her with blessing and wishes on her new engagement, she had a hard time even faking that smile she's so good at. Even if she tried to smile about this relationship that means nothing to her, her heart is consumed with the pain of the angry man who couldn't complete an answer to her question about "farq"...once again the sweets left a bitter taste in the mouth of a girl with a sweet tooth, last time it was in celebration of his engagement announcement, this time it's in celebration for her so called engagement.

Bitterness as it is, seems to have filled the air but only two people can taste it. Arnav, on his way to the only place he can run to with his excruciating pain, is in for more heartache when a ringtone bring his feel to a halt. He just knows its the other man's. even before he witnesses La teasing Khushi with her phone

"chamkili, you're so excited to talk to you future hubby!" More salt on his wounds by others who are ecstatic for Khushi. anger worsens, and he stands there staring her down with all the blame in his eyes for her. La runs up the stairs behind Arnav, and continues to tease Khushi. "Look ASR, Chamkili is so impatient, so cute na?" in all the teasing, La drops the phone, and with a quick reflex he catches it. Why does he catch it, why not just let it fall? The dramatic music and the killer look he gives her, UFF!

she knows trouble is brewing . The phone kept ringing with "shyaam" s name on it, the reality of it all sinks in paired with the very thought of Khushi acting impatient for another man, it eats him up inside. Jealousy at its best but also a great sense of betrayal even though he has no reason to feel betrayed. Interestingly she moves back leaving the phone in his hand, trying to make point i presume. Anjali snatches it away and he storms off, needing that garden, his mom even more.

Iss pyaar ko kya naam doon? He had been deeply hurt, and has no qualms about holding Khushi responsible, when her only crime was moving on after he shattered her heart because the farq was against his own set rules. He did what he thought was right for him, but never thought about the feelings he suppressed, and today he pays for it as they erupt without any sense of control from him. When the world pushed him, he pushed back, perhaps thats the only way he deals with pain. The only problem with pushing Khushi back is all that hurt comes back to him after circling her...nonetheless, it's all he knows to do, so he pushes and hurts with her.

In his garden where the ambiance is normally peaceful and serene while he tends to his precious plants, instead a massacre of those same plants with his hand, he kils even the most vibrant ones.

Once of the most heart wrenching scenes in the show. In his rage, once before after she had handed in her resignation, he had destroyed a plant he was so tenderly working on by just throwing it on the ground. Back then,, she hurt him with her words and didn't give him a chance to talk. Today pain is much worse and so is the damage. As he snips away, her words cut through him again "yeh hamaari sagaai ki angoothi hai" . and La's thoughts on "impatient chamkili" is killing him. He's taking his anger out on these plant, but why something he love so dearly? I feel the plants represent his beautiful strong feelings he had for her and, he's trying shred them away. Feelings he allowed to grow with his love and care in this very garden every night when he was alone and aloof lost in her thoughts. Sadly during the aimless cutting, his anguish deepens, the anger worsens and all the viewer can do is feel sorry for him. Appropriately, it's Khushi who intervenes.

"yeh aap kya kar rahe ha? aap jaante bhi hai ki aap phool kaat rahe ha?" "What are you doing? do you even know that you're cutting the flowers?"

...much later we learn about a lesson his mother thought him when he wanted to hurt the rose with thorns that hurts his mother. Today it's Khushi who confronts him about the flowers, but again such deep is his hurt, he does everything on impulse...thinking has gone out the door since she said those six words.

"Toh?" "So?"

"to aap saare phool kaat denge aur?" "So you'll cut all the flowers?"

"meh kya karta hoon, usse tumhe kya lena dena hai?...mein kuchh bhi karron usse tumhe kya faraq padat hai?"..." What's it to you what i do?... whatever i do, what difference does it make to you?"

Ahhh the pushing has begun, but behind it, can't we sense how badly he wants all of this to make a difference to her ? love the psychology the CVs have applied in each of his reactions and his dialogues. So real, isn't this how an person with anger issues, and the inability to express his true feelings behave with someone who hurt him?

"mein.." he tries to continue his anguish filled words but suddenly the deep gash within appears on the outside, on his palm. His injury also shows how in his pushing, he always ends up being hurt.

"Dekha chot lag gayee na aapko!""See you got hurt didn't you?" Khushi couldn't help reaching out for his hand, which he moves in spite to show her that she has also lost haq(rights) on him just like he lost haq on her.

La happens to walk in and sees the wound "Oh God!" she rushes towards him and orders for the first aid kit. "Thank God i got here" completely oblivious to the fact that his care taker was there right by his side. As La applies alcohol, "sss" he cries out in pain, Khushi jumps just wanting take it away. He is angry, but her concern for him doesn't go unnoticed from the corner of his eyes. She is about to leave but La calls her, "what are you doing there, come here help me!" Khushi hesitates but walk towards him as all she wants to do is help take care of him. La ask "hold ASR's hand"

and before she can finish he cuts in "Koi zarurat nahi hai (There is no need), i'll keep my hand steady" but La insists and he doesn't fight her any more...hmmm. I think he a part of him wants her touch just to feel alive and he can't deny the warmth and tenderness he got when she gently held his big manly hand with her tiny hands.

La asks him "You never react to anything, never get excited, in your eyes there is never fear, not happiness, only anger and lots of it..but ASR are you happy with me? with our relationship? are you excited about our life together?"

For the first time after he heard the dreadful news, he says something that seems well thought out...maybe her supporting hands under his wounded one calmed him down a little.

"aakhon mein dekh kar sab kuchh nahi jana sakta Lavany, agar koi cheez nazar nahi aah rahi hai, uska matlab yeh nahi ke woh hai nahi"

Translation: "You can't know everthing from looking into one's eyes Lavanya, if something is not showing doesn't mean it's not there

An answer with double meaning that for once clearly tells Khushi that just because he can't show his love, doesn't mean it's not there...Its the most of his feelings he could express and IMO he did his best. Khushi caught on to his powerful and profound confession, the proof is in her reaction to his blunt lie that followed

"Mein khush hoon"...i'm happy...you probably can't see but I'm REALLY happy," he elaborates. Khushi's heart breaks.

then he does the swallowing thing he often does as if gulping down his pain and slowly looks to her...to me, just this one look says everything that hidden behind all that "irrational" anger and the acting out..

That look is short lived because clueless La soon starts to tease Khushi about her upcoming "date"..." ASR pata hai? Chamkili is going on a date" [a side note: once again La's character is contradicted, She had seen Arnav has feeling for Khushi but here it's as if she never saw]

Khushi tries to deny the date for Arnav's sake, again another realistic depiction of how a girl in Khushi's shoes would act knowing that the man she loves is dying inside. Khushi excuses herself for the day but La leaves before she does. Arnav stops Khushi

"Ek minute Khushi...ajeeb baat hai na, jis din mere engagement announce hui, tum mujhe wish karna bhool gayee, aur ab tumhari engagment hui toh..."

Translation:"One minute Khushi, isn't it weird that the day my engagement was announced, you forgot to wish me..and now that you're engaged.."

hmmm why the sudden change from irrational to rational Mr.Raizada? Did he just realize that he had no right to act the way he did since she pulled her hand away from him and he learned the devastating news?

"Congratulation Khushi Kumaari Gupta" he continues with his back turned to her...his usual stand when he lies or says something he doesn't mean. She looks at the back of his head, knowing all that it took for him to say that.

"Tumhe tumhar-"...he is interrupted by Shyaam's phone call. Once again his instict is right. he looks at her as she picks up...

"ji Shyaamji" his name on her lips retracts any level headedness, rationality he had, back to anger and his arrogance. His keen eyes catch the sadness on her face, and decides to use that against her. he goes into ASR mode

"Kya hua, sab to tumhari shaad ki baat se itne khush lad rahe hai lekin tum? tumhe dekh to lag raha hai, ki tumhe abhi abhi pata chal hai ki ladka ameer nahi hai"

Translation: "What happened, everyone is so happy with you wedding, but you? seeing you, seems you just found out that the guy isn't rich"

The good old gold digger card, that's always worked like a charm as it does today. Obviously hurt, Khushi leaves without saying a word, how much strength it must take for her to walk out after hearing him talk like this, but she does, only because she knows where this is coming from and that behind the mean tough ASR, there is someone soft and helpless suffering in great agony.

Unbelievable tension created between two people, while keeping others oblivious to their aching hearts...only adds to the depth of their feelings...hats off CVs. The dialogues, the music, the direction and of course the acting all working together flawlessly to bring anguish literally to life. 124-126 are truly gems when it comes to transferring these feelings to the viewer. AMAZING!

Going through the snaps for this epi, i can't get over how incredibly sad Arnav is through out this whole episode.

DROOL CORNER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(this has to be the saddes DC😭)

awww, his face when she gets a call❤️

Originally posted by: sohara

Episode-130

How complex is his love! the enormous love what Arnav cocooned inside, it's not easy to ignore. He disavows his love for Khushi by his flippancy, but to do so he has been going through indecipherable pain. he has been lying incessantly to prove her that she is nothing in his life. whereas his every action is meant for Khushi only. For every lie, he has gone through a tumult inwardly. No one else but only Khushi can find the way of the labyrinth of his love. sach mein "iss pyaar ko kya naam doon?

It seems like Lavanya has completely adapted khushi's style.So she is elated wearing Gotewala dress like Khushi. But she is precarious at the same time, if ASR doesn't like it!. Khushi assures her that she should wear whatever she likes to. I feel a pang of pity for La. she loves ASR so much that ready to do anything for him. I know if I was in her state I also would do same, after all he is the great Arnav Singh Raizada. Any girl would do anything to get him.

In GH Anjali is still pensive about the ring issue. Nani is not happy as Chote didn't complete the shopping. Mami consoles her that he selected the ring that's good enough. La and Khsuhi join them. La is scrumptious and Khushi is still in the woebegone state. The ever chirpy, bubbly and garrulous Khushi has lost in some other planet. La shows them her shopping. Everybody love her outfits including the one what she is wearing. La shows khushi again that both of their dresses are same, gotewale. Mami taunts her, "like her dress don't start wearing Phatti saree."

Aranv is driving the car, the repercussion is taking him to all the recent events with Khushi, how he misbehaved with her, in the diwali night, "don't think a rich guy kept your anklet close to his heart."; then how he made her say sorry by grabbing her ears; then his insolent words, "whom did you trap as a rich guy, turns cheap like the bracelet." All his afflictive words are reverberating in his thought. He convulses, "why do I do this always. all the time tears in her eyes. Now nothing will happen like this. I'll not let it happen." I'm confused, did he vow to ignore Khushi or to behave nice with her. but it's sure that he is also succumbing in abysmal pain by hurting her.

La is so delectable, showing the jewelry set to nani, 'ASR chose it for me." Khushi agitates hearing this. When the door bell rings La runs to open the door, "it should be ASR." Her excitement is natural, who doesn't want to see her to be fiance all the time. But all her excitement gone in waste by ASR's yelp. Everybody rush to check what's wrong. ASR is infuriated to see La wearing khushi type costume. He mentioned this as a down market classless costume. He shows her the pompom what is Khushi's signature style. He says peremptorily "This is is so down market and cheap like" he can't complete, Khushi reaches there. He resumes by gritting his teeth, "it doesn't have any class and I don't like anything that doesn't have class." he now directly hits Khushi. La defends that she, including everybody loved this outfit. (pause: he reacted harshly like this when La first wore Khushi type salwar suit. We know why he doesn't want to see La in Khushi's outfit, cause it reminds him Khushi, what he doesn't want to do.) Tears well up in La's eyes, "I just wore Khushi type cloth and you are getting so mad. why are you like this ASR?" Arnav says disdainfully, "whatever I am, I am. but you should change this dress right now." But La antagonizes this time that she will not gonna change. But Arnav is incorrigible, no way he can't allow her to wear this suit. Everybody get flummoxed to see his highhandedness. La starts to cry, "Why ASR is like that? how cum he behaved so rudely with me?" everybody try to pacify her. "you know how chote is" nani tries to console her. "plz don't feel bad at chote's words" Anjali tries to make up her bro's misdemeanor. La is upset that he has become more angry nowadays than before. In this fiasco Khushi is just congealed in embroilment. She also comforts her, "it's not you fault."

Arnav is pacing back and forth in his room. he is repugnant with riot of emotions. By taking the subitanteous decision to marry La, he is not only torturing Khushi and himself but making everybody's life miserable as well. Khushi comes in front of his room to meliorate the situation. She knows, only she is the one who can make him understand.

"Get out," he says in cool stern voice.

"nahi I need to talk to you." Khushi is adamant.

"then talk i don't need to listen" Arnav closed the glass door in front of her face. But Khushi is valiant, she has to clear his doubt. she opens the sliding door by herself and tells him that La bought the dress as per Khushi's taste.(which is not right. La selected by herself. but to save La Khushi is taking everything on her) "so if you wants to show your anger, show it to me, but not to hers." Khushi says sternly.

Arnav answers her grimly, "you don't have to tell me how should I behave with Lavanya. that's not of your business"

He intends to go to close the door again, but she resumes, "the people around love you so much, but you don't have any idea, right? do you know how much their hearts pain at your pungent words? I know you are angry with me. Plz don't punish Lavanyaji. what do you want to say, say to me"

He exasperates more, "what do you think of yourself?" His anger rise to a crescendo, "what do you think of yourself? you think I'm angry because of you? whatever I do, do for you? If you think it matters to me you exist or not, then forget it." Khushi jolts in his loud shout, she cringes inwardly. With his thoughts veering painfully to her, he says gruffly "You are not so important in my life that, for you I'll be angry and I'll show my anger to someone else. you don't even exist for me. Do you understand. you exist or not, what you say or do, it doesn't make any difference to me. did you understand. " His holler makes Khushi jerk. He turns his face away from her, to hide his anguish. He clenches his jaw, closes his eyes in perturbation. he knows whatever he just told is blunt lie. Whatever he does, just does thinking of Khushi. Khsui can't hold her tears. He turns towards her after controlling his agitation. With a suppressed emotions in her voice Khushi says, "I know I exist or not, it doesn't make any difference to you. But I forgot that you are Arnav singh raizada. you never apologize after hurting someone. It's my mistake that I came to talk to you." She slowly closes the door and leaves. Arnav just stays still for a moment, spell bound.

La changed her outfit. Anjali and Khushi are helping her to put her clothes in the closet. "Lavanya" he gently calls her name. Arnav comes to her room and asks her why she changed her dress? he grabs the dress from the closet and gives it to her, "you liked it, so you should wear it. I'm sorry, I shouldn't react like that." Anjali and Khushi both are flabbergasted to see his nicety. La hugs her😡 and says him "I love you" Khushi's heart lurches painfully. Arnav contemplates her keenly, doesn't say La "I love you too", but says sorry again. La's face brightens up with a glint. she hugs him again.😡 Khushi who was just leaving looks shattered to see them hugging each other. Arnav also feels her pain. La leans her head on his shoulder again.😡 Khushi can't bear this sight any more. She looks at them, gulping the pain inwardly. Arnav looks at her ambiguously. He can see how hurt she is to see La close to him. Khushi again looks back at them with a sheer pain in her eyes. Gosh my heart is aching to see La is hugging Arnav. just counting days when she will be out of his life.

I must say Sanaya was brilliant in the scene. I could see a real pain in her expression.

Mama has been shown after a long time. Mami is fixing Akash's marriage to some Ms, India who is a rich man's daughter.Mama is skeptical. he thinks she should take Akash's verdict first. Mami is sure that her son will like the girl what she will select for him. she wants to announce the news of his engagement on the day of Arnav's engagement. Akash, who overheard his mom's wish, became sad.

In GH khushi is ebbbing in Arnav's thought. He gave the necklace to La and later told her that he gave her chosen set to La and taunted her that it shouldn't make any difference to her. Then she remembers his excruciating words "not a gift but take it as a tip. "I cried enough, not any more, I'll not think of him." She avows. She knows it's her feeling of love for Arnav. but wants to deny it. She tells DM that, she doesn't need to know the answer of her feelings, she cried enough, but no more. She just wishes that the engagement takes place properly in a week as she has been approbated to do the arrangement, then she will not think of Arnav any more. everything will be alright then. She pleas DM to be with her.

Tho phone is ringing, buaji is screaming, 'pick the phone, it must be Shyam." Gosh buaji can't think anything else but shyam only.😡 Khushi and bua both come to receive the call. but bua receives the phone "haire nand kisore", the caller cuts the call. Khushi teases bua that the caller is not Nandkisore, so he cut the call. I salute Khushi's positive attitude. she knows how to smile in her deepest sorrow. The phone rings again and Khushi picks it, but no response. It must be lover boy Akash who is calling incessantly.

Shyam comes to RM and asks Anjali what was the urgency that she gave 16 missed call to him? Anjali is still forlorn. before she can ask anything Shyam tells her that he was in court whole day. So obviously he couldn't receive her call. She asks him how is his friend who was in hospital and how is Kamlaji? He cleverly answers her. It seems like Anjali is not so impressed with his equivocal answer.

I guessed right, it's Akash who was calling GH. It's good that finally Payal receives the call. he requests her wistfully for a rendezvous. Payal refuses. but he insists her to meet him just for once. Payal still tenacious. he says he will wait for her. Payal cuts his call. Khushi overhears her and asks her who was on the phone and where she will not go. Payal intends to say everything to Khushi, but refrains herself instantly. She can't put Khushi in another anxiety. Khushi is incredulous, "what happened to jiji and who was on the phone? something is wrong for sure"

[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpage&v=hY9z24boLgE[/YOUTUBE]

credit goes to Shy

Originally posted by: cinthiann1758

CONGRATULATIONS BLASTERS! WE HAVE MADE IT to 12!👏

Episode 127

Rash Decisions👏👏👏

The engagement occurs tomorrow or never, he says' the Rajkumar has spoken. Now the decision is yours.

Sometimes rash decisions are made, while some are coerced; the decision to get engaged by both of these lovebirds was extreme. They hurt each other and on top of it become engaged to other people. So what happens when you are deeply hurt? Some of us stay quiet while others react.

Arnav becomes angry; his gussa grows and he takes it out on the one he loves.

Because you hurt the ones you love the most as you have right on em

Lavanya and the family are upset. How can her family, who lives abroad come by tomorrow? Impossible. Everyone is trying to placate her but she is upset, Kushi knows the reason behind Arnav's rash decision, so she knows too, that she is the only one who will be able to solve this situation. She follows him and he ignores her; they end at the poolside.

She asks him what he is doing. He snaps at her that he doesn't have to answer to her. She says when the engagement was set for next month... it is tomorrow, he interrupts. She asks him why so fast. He is really annoyed now, he stands up and asks her not to interfere with decisions he makes in his life. What do you think of yourself, she asks him? Who do you think you are? Just because people don't say anything to you because they are scared, doesn't mean that...she stops...can't speak those unspoken words and thoughts and then she continues, when Anjali and Nani have spoken with the priest and fixed...she can't say it, his engagement. He knows she can't say the word, he knows it.

This is exactly the reaction he wanted from her. He wanted to see her have the pain he is feeling.

He wants to see that she feels his pain or not or in other words he wants to the the depth of reaction from her side after all she left him confused with her smiley act after his announcement in Diwali and when he tried to talk through she diverted everything and he got pissed and then this whole fiasco back and forth at different occasions .The point is he does not understand the real Khushi and her principles yet.In his circle how ppl behave is totally different than in her and that thing he made her clear as low status but he is coming out of it slowly not completely

She continues, it will take time for Lavanya to get ready, for her family and friends to come. So he asks her whether she has sent her to discuss this situation. She answers no, then why are you here, he asks. If they have a problem then they...give her a chance, Kushi exclaims. She's tried to talk to you but you didn't listen.

Nor will he listen to her! Now get lost!

Believe it or not I pain for this hurt boy man. His pain runs deep. She has cut him to the core and he is lashing out and on top of it all makes these rash decisions! Stupid boy man and you graduated from Harvard, I ask again.

Yes he is deeply hurt by her engagement and he is showing her but he is forgetting he is the one who pushed her at the cliff's edge

Kushi on the other is hurt but now she is getting angry, an injustice is being done here and she hates injustice.

Nahi get lost, she answers. He turns and looks at her. She says this is not a joke and finally says those words,"It's your engagement." Ahhh, finally now he can get his two cents in. "Will YOU explain it to me? First handle your own engagement."

She looks away and says she is not talking about hers but his. EXACTLY, he says MINE.

He takes these few moments to let his guard down, he knows he can speak with her; he just needed the right moment to speak his mind. Softly he says to her whether he gets engaged or not, whether it takes place tomorrow or after a year, what difference does it make to you? The 14 year old boy is asking. That inner child is crying out and wants her to reveal her love for him, but he stands there with his ASR face and stance for protection.

Love in red yes he wants someone to pull him out from there and wants her to see through his Armor shell and she does but her guards are up as he put em there .She was giving in almost on Diwali night he made her feel low that day so how can she trust him again regardless she loves him badly.She is stronger than him

A gust of wind, her eyes saddened, his searching, almost pleading for the right answer, waiting...It is she who looks away, he is still searching, she answers him.

Whether your engagement happens or not, what difference should it make to me?

Love her here.He needs that sometimes.But joke asids her quivering lips were screaming "It matters to me"

She has asked him the same question. Her insecurities as well have come in to play. She needs to know exactly what he needs to know.

They both stand there silently, she looking down; he is still searching, possibly hoping for the answer he wants to hear. IPK could have ended right here with the correct answer! LOL, not really.😆😆😆So true

She has decided, "Did you hear me? It doesn't make a difference to me?" Her words almost choked out. With tears in her eyes she says only for the sake of the others she is there. Gussa enters his eyes, revenge IS going to happen. He grabs her wrist and pulls her inside.

I don't take it as a revenge ,Its his way of making her realize

La is trying to explain to her mother about the quick engagement, when he comes in with Kushi holding her wrist, he lets go as he calls Lavanya's name. Only Lavanya now has rights on his touch at the present time. ASR proceeds to tell them that he has agreed with Kushi and the engagement will be next week, but he can't wait any longer than that. She looks away obviously it hurts to hear. Oh and yes, she is such a good worker and she has been the catalyst for his and La's alliance so she will take over all the preparations for the engagement.

Oh and by the way Kushi, I hope that doesn't matter to you!

Of course it matters to her just look into her eyes ASR, you know you can see everything there.

You are answering here what I said its not revenge .

Everyone is congratulating her and asking what did she say to him. So they begin to make preparations, even Akash wants to help with invitations and he tells Kushi if she needs him at her house he will do it. Very sweet just to see his Payal!

Anjali is measuring Arnav and tells him first she will buy his ring. He is just standing there pouting. He says he is not going to buy the ring he has more important things like meetings to attend. My goodness man, it's your engagement to the wrong woman at least be involved. He doesn't want a kurta nor does he want to be involved but he perks up when he hears Kushi's name on the phone. Anjali is upset with him and Shyam tells her to relax. Shyam says he is going for she won't go on a date with him so he will find someone else. He tells her he has to work since she is so busy and he has case tomorrow. UGHHH.😡😡😡

Kushi is making jalebi. I guess too much stress for our dear one. Why not? The love of your life is becoming engaged to your girlfriend. She is on the phone with Anjali making plans. She needs the decorators' number so she can give them a call. She dials and the flying phone leaps into Shyam's hand. Kushi must be his work case. He asks her is she tense again after seeing the mountain of jalebis she has made. He knows because of all the responsibility she has. How does he know?

BECAUSE HE LIVES THERE😡😡😡and he is idiot

Again Mami is trying to get Akash to pay attention to her pictures of women she wants him to marry. Anjali comes over saving him as always. She has a few more names to be added to the invitations list. Mami is so frustrated she never knew how much planning she would have to do for his wedding, but Akash is NOT making a rash decision.GOODY BOY BUT HAS NO CLUE WHAT TO SAY😆

Shyam has turned his back on her drinking some water, I guess thinking about what to say. He is an attorney so he will come up with something quickly. Ah yes, she went back to work there, it is engagement time and of course the rich people will take advantage and use her. You are looking tense from the responsibilities and so you are making jalebis. You should spend more time at home he thinks, since everyone needs her. He hands her a jalebi and goes to leave. She says to him that she spoke with someone on Anjali's phone whose voice sounded just like him. He makes an excuse that where he was today there was no network so he couldn't make any calls. She says she wasn't saying that he called just that the man's voice sounded like yours. Something is fishy, she knows it.

LOve this smart side of Khushi

The list is final and Anjali and Akash are in conversation. She wants to know when he will leave an imprint on someone's heart. When can she start working on his proposal? He says to her he has spoken with her. What did she say?

In the GH Amma is talking with the girls about love. Thinking is not always so good. We don't make love happen God does. Payal is thinking about Akash. Some marriages are fixed so soon that you wonder if it is the right thing, is this the right man, who you don't know well, we don't get answers until we live the life together and sometimes they last for life. Amma feels that Shyam and Kushi may have a chance and she knows that Kushi will get all her happiness after marriage.

Will she?

Rash Decisions never hold up well.

well said

Originally posted by: ArshiHamesha

@salooni

it's getting interesting day by day i mean

what a connection

cannt stop to read more

even the picturizzation i always love it.

thanks for pm

Thnx dear for liking all the connections and the edits .Its interesting to see these how far they've come from day one till now.

Originally posted by: cinthiann1758

Episode 128

All That Matters👍🏼👏

Amma feels that Shyam and Kushi may have a chance and she knows that Kushi will get all her happiness after marriage. Then they will search a groom for Payal. All that matters is that the life partner should be good. Payal is worried now, for all she can think about is Akash. All that matters is him. She walks out of the room and Garima is concerned, Kushi says she will see what the matter is.

in black its a pure reality and fact

Akash and Anjali have finished the invitation list Akash will start to deliver tomorrow. Anjali asks him when he is going to speak with his love so she can prepare for his engagement as well. Akash is well, uh tongue tied and she asks has he spoken with her? He says yes and she gets excited. Well done! Now the questions, what happened, did she give her approval, what did she say?

Love Anjali really good sister

"Nothing," Payal answers Kushi wiping away her tears. Kushi tells her not to lie, she use to fool her when they were young complaining about chilies and smoke but they are older now and Kushi knows when her sister has been crying. Payal says see I am not crying. All that matters to Kushi is that her sister is happy and all that matters to Payal is that she needs to forget Akash.

Khushi can do anything for her sister

Anjali says, "What?" She didn't say anything? Nahi. There is no time to think, it is time for action. Do something! Akash says really?

Payal says really Kushi she is fine. Kushi hugs her and says she believes her but if anything she should tell her. Payal calls her silly girl of course she will tell her who else?

Anjali says who says you only get one chance it is a matter of your whole life. Do something, convince her.

What happens when all that matters is him? You stand by your window and cry because you just can't figure a way to make it work.

Lavanya is so excited the jewelers are coming. She has to shop for the ring, clothes, make appointment at the beauty parlor and mendhi; she is just so excited and this is so much fun. Not so for Kushi, she is not having the same experience for her engagement as well, as her feelings and emotions are in turmoil, but she will try to move on and all that matters is she be happy for La and Arnavji.

Here she is hurt and he is successful implanting his technique of reverse psychology.She is jealous and hurt but he knows she will not say a thing

La stops and says what happen if ASR doesn't like henna and he gets angry. Kushi stops drinking her tea. La says she knows what she is thinking that she shouldn't fear him so much. La tells Kushi he handles him well, she has a good style, she always teaches him lessons. But La is really scared of him especially when he gets angry and especially after yesterdays tyrade. But she says it is okay everything will be fine.

Naive😕

Has anyone noticed the light and sparkle in Kushi's eyes have gone dim.. This is hurting her so much, my heart is breaking for her. Aha ha, I know all will be well in the end but it really is painful to watch again. All that matters to me is Devi Maiyya's plan for them.

True I always have tears in my eyes😭

Kushi thinks of her untrue words spoken to him, whether he gets engaged or not, why should it matter to her? She is the one he attributes for the alliance. After all it is her fault. He hopes it doesn't make a difference to her.

He is the one who started and she is not backing of from hers so EGO is playing Foot ball here

He left early for the office today. He won't be here to select a ring.

The jeweler has come and there is jewelry everywhere. Beautiful selections of rings, earrings, bangles and necklaces are all there for the choosing. Anjali places a ring on La's fingers, it is beautiful but La likes another one too. She wishes ASR was here so she would know which one he would choose. She will ask Kushi. Kushi is on the phone with Akash she left the invitation list at home. Perfect for Akash! ASR walks in the door. They look, both so hurt by each other, but he puts his mask on as if to think so does it matter to you yet, while she just lets it all hang out there. She says to him

Anjali said you weren't coming.

Why? What difference does it make to you?

It does, you can see the hurt in her eyes.

HE KNOWS BUT AS YOU SAID MASK ON

The doorbell rings at the GH and Buaji opens the door to find Akash. Payal calls out his name. She realized what she did and then introducesAkash to Buaji as Anjali and Arnav's brother. Yes she remembers and asks him to come in. he wants to talk with them all, Buaji says that is impossible because they are all not here. So he says he will speak with Payal and Buaji. Everytime he opens his mouth to speak Payal interrupts him. She thinks to herself I told him not to. He says the proposal has been finalized. Payal looks like she is just going to fall over when they talk about Arnav and Lavanya. She realizes she has made a mistake and is relieved. Buaji answers the ringing phone and Akash tells her the engagement if fixed for next week and asks her to come. She says she will make him some tea but he refuses, he says they must come to the engagement next week and he leaves. Buaji asks her why she looks worried and Payal says she is going to check on the rice. All that matters is he left! Phew!

LOVE THIS PARALLEL LOVE.SO CUTE

Everyone is happy ASR has come home. La hugs him and Anjali asks how he likes this ring. He shakes his head in agreement and Anjali says to Kushi he has approved your selection. He looks up from his phone which he has been playing with since he came in. He then says he didn't say he liked it he said it was nice. So there! Show us more he asks. UGGGH!!! I can punch him right now!

LOL I KNOW WE WANNA DO IT A LOT OF TIMES BUT LOVE HIM SO MUCH AS HE IS HURTING HER BUT FEELING THAT PUNCH ON HIMSELF HO IRONIC IS THAT

The teenagers are sitting on either end of the couch. Stealing glances, those stubborn mules! The jeweler comes to Kushi and asks if he could show her anything she says no. He keeps insisting but she refuses. He notices the necklace which has caught her eye, a very simple design, and so has Arnav. The jeweler insists she try it on she says she doesn't want to. La calls her over and Arnav tells the jeweler he wants to buy the necklace Kushi liked. She is with La and she hears him. Looking up he takes the box and starts walking towards her. She is fidgeting with the necklace in her hand, he softly says Kushi and hands her the box. He proceeds to take the necklace out of the box and she is just stuttering in disbelief and he calls Lavanya and places the necklace around Lavanya's neck all the while looking at Kushi. La asks you picked this for me and nods his head in affirmation.

He says to Kushi, "I gave the necklace to Lavanya that you liked, I hope that doesn't make a difference to you."

HE CROSSES EVERY LIMIT HERE BUT HIS WORDS ARE CLEAR AS HE IS SAYING IT DIRECTLY I GAVE MYSELF TO La it doesn't matter to you.

OMG how hurtful,you big baby. I know you are hurt too but please think before you do things'wait a minute, you DID think, you knew how much this would hurt her.

That is all that matters to you right now.

Originally posted by: salooni

i always wished that it would remain like that only

but what we can do

@sohara

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Love it as he is going to put her in this situation wher he wants her to just jump or snap as a reverse Psychology.Poor Khushi .I love this

Sheer perturbation is visible in her eyes. She convulses inwardly, stammers, "your engagement happens or not happen, why it will make difference to me? did you listen what I told, it doesn't make any difference to me." She is quivering, trying hard to show her insouciance ,

Yes why would she show him her vulnerability but at the same time he told her she meant nothing so why bother

Khushi embroils at his preposterous behavior. She is certainly now in despondent state of mind. La gets delectable to hear that, "of course she will do, right Khushi?" Khushi nods yes reluctantly. Arnav moves prowlingly towards her, he says derisively, "I hope it will not make any difference to you?" He wants to test her endurance.

He is testing her here .He is complicated.He couldn't say but wants her to say to him.

A mother wants the best for her child and she knows Khushi is upset so she is trying to dilute the effects as she is far from the reality.

Good one and thnx for the song "Tu jane na"👏👏👏

Originally posted by: ArshiHamesha

I know what you mean salooni as these moments will never come back.The golden era of IPK and at the top best ASR with his ego,anger,attitude,roughness,etc etc etc but as you said what we can do,In a blink of an eye we will be 398 as we are what up to 134 already

@sohara👏👏

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"zeeban mein halat kaise bhi ho achche bure koi fadak hahi padta. zeeban sathi achcha hona chahiye."

THIS IS A TRUE REALITY Sohara

Khushi can't see the sight. she must be smoldering in excruciating pain inwardly. Me also. "mei tumahari pasand ka set Lavnaya ko de diya, I hope tumehe koi fadak nahi padta.( I gave your chosen set to Lavanya, I hope it doesn't make any difference to you.)" She gazes up at him with her inside burning at his words and a melange of confused, chaotic thoughts running through her mind, "what happiness you are getting by torturing me like this?"

He is cruel here and his style of making her jealous is like killing with sword.I had hard time watching her here as she wants to cry bitterly but does not want to show him her vulnerability

Love and hate are very reciprocal, but indifference can't co exist with love. Khushi's indifference is killing Arnav. He wants to show her that she can't see Arnav with any other girl, like how he can't imagine Khushi with any other man.

Arnav needs words PhD as he does not know what to say and when to say.Love you are saying it here he is making her realize you can't see me with anyone else as I can't see u with anyone else

Isn't this one sung by Mehdi Hassan and this is remix.Love his voice and Ghazals