ll Words I couldn't Say...ll a two-shot updated p3 - Page 2

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~~WHEN THERE WAS ME AND YOU~~

How was it possible? How? After all that had happened… after everything that he'd said- all the names he'd called her, all the taunts he'd cruelly flung at her, all the misery he'd dumped on her… How could she still ache for him?

She should have hated him. But then why- why did it feel like a huge chunk of her heart was missing? Why did her chest feel empty? Why did she feel so bereft?

A small, sardonic laugh escaped her lips, as she sat there staring at the sky. He was not even the type of man she'd wished for!

She had wanted a Prince who had nothing but love in his heart.

She'd gotten the King of Monsters.

She'd wanted him to ride in on a White Horse, and whisk her away into the sunset.

He'd driven into her life in a Black SUV and splattered mud all over her.

She had wanted someone who would cherish her for life- never leaving her side, never making her cry.

He'd made it his mission in life to make her miserable.

She'd wanted someone sweet.

He was diabetic.

He was W R O N G! He was all wrong for her!

But her heart wouldn't listen! It still beat for him… still ached for him… for the man who was wrong- for the monster who didn't deserve her love… for the businessman who saw their marriage as just another deal… for the stupid, idiot Laad Governor who still couldn't see that she loved him!

And she still couldn't think of leaving him- of wrenching her life out of his hands… or maybe wrenching him out of her life…

She didn't know… she couldn't tell the difference… her life and him- those words had become so synonymous…that the very thought of losing him made her clutch at her chest… gasp for breath… grasping- holding desperately on to the strands of life…

But he didn't love her… in his eyes- she was a home-wrecker… a gold-digger… someone who was out to destroy the life of the only person who meant the world to him- his Di.

For a moment- rage, jealousy and a murderous fury crashed over her- for the woman who meant the world to her world.

She looked up at the sky again. Is this a punishment for something I did? Was it so bad, that you had to do this? That you had to shatter my heart- my soul- into a million pieces? Make them incapable of ever getting together? Making me incapable of ever getting up and moving on out of this deep pit you've landed me into?

Is this why you didn't take me with you, Amma? Babuji? Was it this that you wanted me to live to see? Was this why you are sitting up there watching? Was this what you wanted to see? Did you enjoy yourselves? Are you happy?

Tears blurred her vision as she wished she could die- she hoped she would.

Because she was tired. Tired of this pain- this constant pain that seemed to accompany her everywhere she went. The pain that she had tried to think of as Love. The one thing that she had searched for in his eyes- every time she had looked at him. The one thing he'd masked from her efficiently- continuously.

She wished she could just fall into a deep sleep and never wake up… she wished she could see those honey-brown eyes one last time before she left… for good.

Because there was nothing left for her here. He'd taken everything… Every Single Thing.

He'd taken away her family.

He'd taken away her smile.

He'd taken away her heart… and he refused to give his in return…

She couldn't survive like this…. She wouldn't survive like this!

Oh, how she had wished he would look at her and see that she was not lying… how she had prayed! That once- only once- she would see that Arnav in his eyes… the one with the adorable lop-sided smile, with the warm honey-brown eyes, with the rumbling musical laugh… but that Arnav had been lost… all she had seen had been ASR- with the cruel smirk, the cold hard eyes… someone who didn't know how to laugh…

Immersed in these thoughts- she didn't realize when she drifted off into a fitful slumber- her dreams filled with honey-brown eyes that called her- pulled her in…

I thought you were my fairytale,

My dream when I'm not sleeping…

My wish upon a star that's coming true!

But everybody else could tell that I confused my feelings,

With the truth…

Because I liked the view…

When there was me and you…

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Yeah... well... So even I'm confused😕 But it wouldn't leave me alone! Please Review?? Pretty Please with a cherry on top??

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