Part -4
Shivaay contemplated standing on his mother's door whether he should go in or not because he has no idea how to explain anything to her ..Moreover after everything that happened between them was there any relation between them left to save ..but his heart somewhere knew he cant go from here without having one last heartfelt talk with his mother ...He saw her mother asleep resting on headrest ,his photo in her hands, tearmarks still visible on her face..that broke all his residual anger ..because whatever she did bad or good..it was all her insecurities and jealousy...and didnt he himself knew what that could do to a person..He had himself been through that when he saw annika with daksh and whatever he did with annika after that ..didnt annika forgive him..how can he not..He sat beside her and kept his head on her lap...because only a mother can calm the storm in child's mind...
his this action broke pinky's sleep " shivaay ...tuu ..yaaaha "
Hearing her voice shivaay starting uncontrollably " haar gaya main ..haar gaya ..sabko bachane chala tha...sabko barbaad kar diyaa...haar gaaya mom "
Hearing mom after such a long time was pinky's undoing ..tears started flowing from her eyes continously but she knew that she had to be strong for shivaay ..for the first time he needed her , she soothingly ruffled his hair " mera shivaay kabhi na haara hai na haarega ...haa kuch waqt ke kiye kamzor pad gaya hai ..main tujhe rokugi bhi to ru rukne wala nahi..par shivaay mera dil soch ke baitha jaa raha hai ..kaise rahega tu "
Shivaay said in trembling voice " Main ek baat kahuga to manogi " saying that he got up and sat on ground at her feet
Pinky cupped his face , tearing flowing from her eyes " jaanti hu kya kehna chahata hai " saying that she kept her hand on his head " mujhe teri kasam hai ..main kisi ko kuch bura bhala nahi bolugi..na jethji ko na omru ..kyuki mujhe pata hai ki main unhe kuch bhi kahugi dil tera hi dukhega...tera unke liye pyaar jeet gaya ..mera gussa nafrat haar gayi "
Hearing that shivaay couldnt control himself and hugged her " mom aap apna aur dad ka khayal rakhna ..aur dadi aur badi maa ko please sambhal lena "
Pinky couldnt believe how selfless and pure shivaay can be being her son . She knew she has made tons of mistake in her insecurity but she was soo glad no her bad qualities got in to shivaay and for first time she felt glad that annika was in shivaay's life because she has truely made shivaay the person he is today.. no doubt he was always selfless for his family but not thinking once about family's name which he always took as pride was annika's effect on shivaay ...She was truely the life partner his pure hearted son deserves . Overwhelmed she kissed his forehead " mujhe garv hai tu mera beta hai...apna aur annika ka khayal rakhna ... "
Shivaay hugged her again " Mom ..thank you mujhe samjhne ke liye aur mera saath dene ke liye " saying that shivaay kissed her head " Ho sake to mujhe maaf kar dena aap sabko chodh ke jaane ke liye "
Pinky mockslapped shivaay " Bache maa se maafi nahi mangte...mujhe pata hai agar tera pyaar apne parivaar ke liye tujhe door kar raha hai ...to yahi parivaar ka pyaar tujhe humse vapas
Shivaay hugged her again overwhelmed " Mom mujhe chalna chahiye ..annika mera intezaar kar rahi hai "
Pinky held his hand with tears in her eyes as a last attempt to hold onto her son but left it as soon as she saw shivaay giving her a pleading face ..to not make him weak for the decision he was about to take
Shivaay walked inside his room with a determined face " annika chalo waqt aagaya hai jaane kaa " and carried their bags
Annika linked her hand with his free hand " Chaliye shivaay ...main hu aapke saath "
With their hands in each other they walked inside main hall and saw all family members except rudra gathered there to bid them goodbye
Shivaay and annika moved towards dadi and took blessings of dadi ...dadi put her hand on his cheek to show her affection " main tujhe rokugi nahi kyuki mujhe pata hai tu nahi rukega ...par main jaanti hu jo aaj tere saath hua uska hisaab sabko bhugatna padega...neev chali jaygi to ghar toote der nahi lagegi "
Shivaay kept his hand on dadi s mouth to stop her from saying bad about family " dadi ..sshhh ..kisi ne mere saath kuch bura nahi kiya ..main apni marzi se jaa raha hu ...aur kuch nahi hoga hmare ghar ko aap ho ...Omru ..wo kuch nahi hone dege iss parivaar ko kyuki vo jante hai unke bhai ke kiye yeh parivaar uski jaan hai "
Dadi kissed his forehead " mujhe tujh pe naaz aur fakar hai ...par pehli baar teri achaai pe afsos ho raha hai ...teri yeh achai tujhe humse door kar rahi hai "
Shivaay wiped her tears and kissed her forehead
Dadi controlled herself and went near annika folding her hands " mujhe maaf karde iss parivaar ne to kabhi tere saath na insaafi ki hi nahi ...tujhe kabhi bahu hone ka haq mila hi nahi puri tarah se..jab koi khushi aai teri zindagi me sab cheen li gayi "
Annika held dadi's hand and stopped her from apologising in tears " kya bol rahe ho dadi aisa kuch nahi hai ...mujhe aajtak bachpan me kabhi jo rishte nahi mile mujhe vo diye iss ghar ne ..shivaay diye ..aap ...gauri jaisi behn ...omru jaise bhai ...kisi haq se zyada vo rishte zaroori hai mere liye "
Dadi hugged her and said " tu aur mera billu ek doosre ke liye bane ho bilkul...sheeshe sa saaf dil ..ek doosre ka khayal rakhna aur khush rehna "
Shivaay and annika moved towards pinky and bowed down to take her blessing ..pinky hugged them swamped with emotions " khush rehna ek doosre ke saath..ek doosre ka sahara banana
Shivika nodded in tears
Pinky took annika and made her wear bangles which annika tried to refuse " yeh iss ghar ke nahi hai ...yeh meri maa ne diye the mujhe meri shaadi pe...mujhe pata hai maine tere saath bohot galat kiya hai...par aaj mujhe fakr hai iss baat ka ki tu shivaay ki jeevan saathi hai ..jo uska har mushkil me saath degi "
Annika nodded her head and wiping her tears said " aunty main shivaay ka pura saath dugi ..aap sab apna khayal rakhna hai "
Shivaay looked at her Mom and annika with tears and hugged them both
Shakti joined them in hug ..feeling proud of his son for the man he is today , keeping his hand on his head " mujhe garv hai ki main shivaay ka baap hu..dono khush rehna "
Shivaay and annika moved towards tej to take his blessing but he stepped back and went to his room , jaanvi following in tow , shivaay gulped a lump in his throat
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Annika looked at shivaay and put a smile on her face to give strength to shivaay , he smiled in return
Gauri came to them crying and hugged shivaay " bade bhaiyaa mat jaiyee aapki chiraaiya ko aapki zaroorat hai "
Shivaay rubbed her back to sooth her " Meri gauri bohot strong hai sab sambhal legi ..khudko bhi aur iss ghar ko ...aur tujhe main apni sabse anmol cheez bhi to tere bharose chodh jaa raha hu ...mera Om ...usse tujhe samjhana hoga ...main janta hu bohot ziddi aur gussa hoga sabse ...par vada kar mujhse usse tootne nahi degi "
Hearing omkara's name made gauri's heart clench even more ..she knew omkara wont forgive anybody for what happened today but she knew she cant burden shivaay anymore " hum apni jaan se zyada sambhalege Omkaraji ...aur aap bhi apna aur bhaujai ka achhe se khayal rakhege ..aur bilkul royege nahi hum sabko yaad karke ...jo dil me hote hai unse door hone ka dukh kyu ...hum sab aapke saath hai "
Shivaay looked at her with gratitude " tu aur om bhi khush rehna "
Gauri then moved on to hug annika
Shivaay eyes moved here and there looking for rudra " gauri rudy kaha hai ...dekha hai tune "
Gauri shaked her head in negative " nahi bade bhaiyaa "
Shivaay heart broke that rudra didnt even come to say goodbye . With heavy held annika s hand and started moving towards exit but as he was about to take last step outside , somebody held his hand to stop him , shivaay turned back to see rudra holding his bag , all ready carrying a bag on his shoulder " rudy kya kar raha hai jaane de mujhe aur yeh bag kyu "
Rudra just smiled in return " bhaiyaa aapne hi to kaha tha bada banane ka waqt aagya hai..to bas wahi kar raha hu..main jo kuch seekha hai aapse seekha hai...jisse pyaar karo uska saath nibhao ..apno ke pyaar ke liye kuch bhi kar jaao ...to jis insaan ne aaj tak hamara saath diya hai usse kaise besahara chodh du "
Shivaay just looked at him shock and anger " pagal ho gaya hai kya tu ...tu kahi nahi jaa raha...samjh aa raha hai ...tu nahi jayga hamare saath "
Rudy tried to calm him " fir aap bhi kahi nahi jayge "
Shivaay knew his anger is not going to work on rudra anymore once he has made his mind afterall rudra was his reflection in all true sense ..so he just started pleading " please rudra mere liye aur mushkil mat kar "
Rudy held shivaay's hand and said " bhaiyaa ek baar bhabhi ke kehne pe unhe jaane diya tha...socha to unhone ne bhi tha sab ki bhalai ke liye kar rahi hai vo ...lekin dekha tha humne kaise sab kuch bikhar gaya tha uss waqt ...uss waqt main kuch nahi kar paaya tha uss kasam ki wajah se ..par aaj aisa nahi hoga .. "
Shivaay tried pleading to dadi " dadi please isse samjhaiye isse kuch "
Dadi just looked up at shivaay with a slight smile om her lips and came near shivaay rudra and put her hand on their faces affectionaltely " tujhse hi seekha hai isne billu ...kaise roku fir isse ...mujhe garv hai apne poto par ...inhe koi chaa ke bhi alag nahi kar sakta "
Rudra looked at dadi with tears " thank you dadi mujhe support karne ke liye " and bowed down to take her blessings
Shivaay in trance moved back and continously nodded no " nahi aisa nahi ...ghar ..tooot ..nahi ... "
Rudra shaked shivaay to bring him into senses " bhaiyaa aap hi kehte ho na hum ek doosre ke hisse hai ...agar mera hissa mujhse door hoga to main mar jauga "
Shivaay on listening about dying from rudra covered his mouth with hand and shouted in anger " PAGAL hai tu ...bhulkar bhi aisa mat kehna ..rudra main tujhe iss ghar se kaise kar sakta hu "
Rudra fell onto ground crying and held shivaay's leg and started crying uncontrollably shaking " Mera ghar aap ho ..bachpan se aap hi to mere maa papa rahe ho ...mujhe apne aap se door mat karo ..please mat karo "
Shivaay heart broke to see his brother like that he made rudra stand " kyu kar raha hai aisa ..mat kar "
Rudra just put his hand on her head " aapse door hua to khud ko duga ...aapko meri kasam hai mujhe saath leke chalo ...main aapko bilkul pareshaan nahi karuga ..I promise "
Shivaay felt defeated in front of his brother's love and nodded his head in affirmative seeing which rudra smiled on relief despite tears ..dadi came and engulfed shivaay annika and rudra in hug ..blessing them for their life ahead
Shivaay linked his hand on one side with annika and other side with rudra and three of them started walking out of Oberoi mansion with heavy heart
As soon as they took last step out of house dadi s defense crumbled and she fell on her knees ..gauri and pinky rushed too her .. Sab bikhar gaya aaj ...abhi asli toofan tab aayga jab om ko yeh sab pata lagega "
Edited by kavleen17 - 7 years ago
