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Shivaay gathered all the strength and courage he could muster up and looking annika with conviction and determination said " Annika tum jaa kar packing puri karo ..mujhe kuch zaroori kaam pura karna "
Annika knew he was hiding all his pain under a facade ,but all she could right now was console him, her hand slowly made way to his cheek and she soothingly rubbed his cheek to show her affection " Main aapke saath thi ..hu aur hamesha rahugi yaad rakhiyegaa...aap jaiye apna kaam kijiye "
hearing that shivaay's expression melted .He slowly brought her hand to his lips and kissed it to express the love and emotion he felt hearing her say that .
Annika kissing his cheek left to do the thing which she knew was hurt most..packing her things to leave the place which he started calling her home but she knew she can't be weak in front of shivaay when he was already breaking from inside
After annika left , shivaay picked up the package which he had kept on the dining table and left to go to rudra's room to do the thing which he was after dreading the most since he made the decision to leave the house. Shivaay made to the door of rudra's room but couldnt have enough courage to go inside after seeing the sight of his baby brother holding their photo and crying in the most dreading way he ever saw him , gathering enough courage he went and sat beside rudra , keeping his hand on rudy's head soothingly " bura hai naa tera bhai , kitna rula raha hai terko "
Looking at him with a childlike innocence rudy said in cracking voice " koi mere bhaiyaa ko bura nahi kahegi ..mere superman iss duniya ke best bhaiyaa hai...par kabhi kabar vo apni khushiyo ko hi bhool jate hai doosro ke aage "
Shivaay expression melted at his words and pulled rudra in a hug letting go of all the tears he was controlling " kisne kaha main apni khushiyo ka nahi soch raha meri khushiya iss ghar iss parivaar se hai..tujh se hai Om se hai..rudy abhi tu samjh nahi paa raha lekin kabhi aisa time aata hai ki kisi ki bhalai unse door jane me hoti hai "
Rudy still embracing shivaay whispered in soft voice " bhaiya aap ko kyu lagta hai ki hamari bhalai aapse door jane mein hai...aaj tak hamari har mushkil mein aap hamare saath rahe hai "
Shivaay pulling out of hug said in the most convincing voice he could " pata hai rudy aaj jab bade papa ne kaha na main tumhe aage nahi badne nahi de raha to mujhe itni chot jitni tab bhi nahi pohochi thi jab sab mujhpe inzaam laga rahe the "
rudy shaked his head in negative " bhaiyaa papa galat hai vo bas gusse me hai "
Shivaay took rudy's hand in his own gathering all the strength he could said " mujhe nahi pata ki unhone jo sach kaha ki nahi ..main bas itna jaanta hu ..haa jab bhi koi mushkil aati main tumhe usse bohot door rakhna chahta hu aur kya pata yahi meri galti hai...par sach rudy vo isley kyuki bachpan se maine wahi karna seekha hai...jab bhi bade papa badi maa ladte the ..mujhse jitna ho sakta tha main tumhe unse door rakhta tha..taaki tumse tumhara bachpan na chinn jaye "
Rudy kept his head in shivaay's lap feeling all the affection and love he could for the last time remembering all the things shivaay did for them " yaad hai bhaaiyaa kaise aap hume apne kamre me le jaate the aur chahe kitne bhi busy hote the mere saath khelte the "
Shivaay chuckled listening that " yaad hai ek baar main fail ho gaya tha ..kyuki test se pehle ki raat khel rahe the ..kitni daant padi thi maa se "
Rudy looked at shivaay with tears in eyes " kaash hum kabhi bade na hote sab kitna acha tha "
Shivaay wiped rudy's tears , " shayad waqt aagya hai bada hone ka rudy...main yaha se jaa to raha hu ..par yaad rakhio tere dil se kabhi door nahi houga..kyuki tu aur O mera hissa hai ..apne aap se kaise door ho sakta hu "
Rudy kissed shivaay's hand overwhelmed with his love " aapko pata dadi sahi kehti hai aapka dil sone ka hai...aur main abhi maanta hu ki papa ne jo kaha vo sahi nhi hai ..par sirf aapke liye main har vo cheez karuga aap jo chahte ho "
Shivaay wiped his tears " acha chal bas bohot roliye...cry baby hai tu ..main tere liye kuch laya hu " saying that shivaay brought forward a packet
Rudy opened the packet and looked at shivaay with questioning look " diary ..diary kyu "
Shivaay ruffling his hair " yaad hai jab main london gaya tha to tune mujhe diary di ..taaki main usme har cheez likhu jo mere saath hui taaki tu vo pad ke jab main tere saath nahi tha .. uss yaadon ka hissa ban sake "
Rudy remembering that moment looked at shivaay in tears " aapko yaad hai ..?? "
Shivaay said in a soft voice " tumse judi hui koi cheez bhoola hu aaj tak ...iss diary me apni har khushi..har dukh ..har dard likhna taaki jab bhi hum mile main vo sab mehsoos kar paau jaan pau jo tere life me hua
Rudy hearing that started crying again and hugged shivaay with all his might " main sab karuga ..par bhaiyya aapko pata hai yeh diary zyada nahi bharne wali kyuki aap bohot jaldi hamare saath hoge ..aap har pal hamare saath jeeoge "
Shivaay rubbed rudra's back to show how much this means to him " acha chal bas bohot hua ..moment pehle emotional tha ...ab awkard ho gaya " saying that smirked
Rudy rolled his eyes in mock anger
Shivaay chuckled at that " acha kuch kaam rehta hai karna ..jaane se pehle
Rudy putting a facade of happiness for shivaay, kissed his cheek " yeh karna main nahi chodne wala ...smjhana yeh tab tak jab tak hum dobara nhi milte ..par zayda tension na lena ..mujhe yakeen hai aap jaldi vapas aayge .. "
Shivaay ruffling his hair " mujhe tere yakeen par yakeen hai "
Annika knew he was hiding all his pain under a facade ,but all she could right now was console him, her hand slowly made way to his cheek and she soothingly rubbed his cheek to show her affection " Main aapke saath thi ..hu aur hamesha rahugi yaad rakhiyegaa...aap jaiye apna kaam kijiye "
hearing that shivaay's expression melted .He slowly brought her hand to his lips and kissed it to express the love and emotion he felt hearing her say that .
Annika kissing his cheek left to do the thing which she knew was hurt most..packing her things to leave the place which he started calling her home but she knew she can't be weak in front of shivaay when he was already breaking from inside
After annika left , shivaay picked up the package which he had kept on the dining table and left to go to rudra's room to do the thing which he was after dreading the most since he made the decision to leave the house. Shivaay made to the door of rudra's room but couldnt have enough courage to go inside after seeing the sight of his baby brother holding their photo and crying in the most dreading way he ever saw him , gathering enough courage he went and sat beside rudra , keeping his hand on rudy's head soothingly " bura hai naa tera bhai , kitna rula raha hai terko "
Looking at him with a childlike innocence rudy said in cracking voice " koi mere bhaiyaa ko bura nahi kahegi ..mere superman iss duniya ke best bhaiyaa hai...par kabhi kabar vo apni khushiyo ko hi bhool jate hai doosro ke aage "
Shivaay expression melted at his words and pulled rudra in a hug letting go of all the tears he was controlling " kisne kaha main apni khushiyo ka nahi soch raha meri khushiya iss ghar iss parivaar se hai..tujh se hai Om se hai..rudy abhi tu samjh nahi paa raha lekin kabhi aisa time aata hai ki kisi ki bhalai unse door jane me hoti hai "
Rudy still embracing shivaay whispered in soft voice " bhaiya aap ko kyu lagta hai ki hamari bhalai aapse door jane mein hai...aaj tak hamari har mushkil mein aap hamare saath rahe hai "
Shivaay pulling out of hug said in the most convincing voice he could " pata hai rudy aaj jab bade papa ne kaha na main tumhe aage nahi badne nahi de raha to mujhe itni chot jitni tab bhi nahi pohochi thi jab sab mujhpe inzaam laga rahe the "
rudy shaked his head in negative " bhaiyaa papa galat hai vo bas gusse me hai "
Shivaay took rudy's hand in his own gathering all the strength he could said " mujhe nahi pata ki unhone jo sach kaha ki nahi ..main bas itna jaanta hu ..haa jab bhi koi mushkil aati main tumhe usse bohot door rakhna chahta hu aur kya pata yahi meri galti hai...par sach rudy vo isley kyuki bachpan se maine wahi karna seekha hai...jab bhi bade papa badi maa ladte the ..mujhse jitna ho sakta tha main tumhe unse door rakhta tha..taaki tumse tumhara bachpan na chinn jaye "
Rudy kept his head in shivaay's lap feeling all the affection and love he could for the last time remembering all the things shivaay did for them " yaad hai bhaaiyaa kaise aap hume apne kamre me le jaate the aur chahe kitne bhi busy hote the mere saath khelte the "
Shivaay chuckled listening that " yaad hai ek baar main fail ho gaya tha ..kyuki test se pehle ki raat khel rahe the ..kitni daant padi thi maa se "
Rudy looked at shivaay with tears in eyes " kaash hum kabhi bade na hote sab kitna acha tha "
Shivaay wiped rudy's tears , " shayad waqt aagya hai bada hone ka rudy...main yaha se jaa to raha hu ..par yaad rakhio tere dil se kabhi door nahi houga..kyuki tu aur O mera hissa hai ..apne aap se kaise door ho sakta hu "
Rudy kissed shivaay's hand overwhelmed with his love " aapko pata dadi sahi kehti hai aapka dil sone ka hai...aur main abhi maanta hu ki papa ne jo kaha vo sahi nhi hai ..par sirf aapke liye main har vo cheez karuga aap jo chahte ho "
Shivaay wiped his tears " acha chal bas bohot roliye...cry baby hai tu ..main tere liye kuch laya hu " saying that shivaay brought forward a packet
Rudy opened the packet and looked at shivaay with questioning look " diary ..diary kyu "
Shivaay ruffling his hair " yaad hai jab main london gaya tha to tune mujhe diary di ..taaki main usme har cheez likhu jo mere saath hui taaki tu vo pad ke jab main tere saath nahi tha .. uss yaadon ka hissa ban sake "
Rudy remembering that moment looked at shivaay in tears " aapko yaad hai ..?? "
Shivaay said in a soft voice " tumse judi hui koi cheez bhoola hu aaj tak ...iss diary me apni har khushi..har dukh ..har dard likhna taaki jab bhi hum mile main vo sab mehsoos kar paau jaan pau jo tere life me hua
Rudy hearing that started crying again and hugged shivaay with all his might " main sab karuga ..par bhaiyya aapko pata hai yeh diary zyada nahi bharne wali kyuki aap bohot jaldi hamare saath hoge ..aap har pal hamare saath jeeoge "
Shivaay rubbed rudra's back to show how much this means to him " acha chal bas bohot hua ..moment pehle emotional tha ...ab awkard ho gaya " saying that smirked
Rudy rolled his eyes in mock anger
Shivaay chuckled at that " acha kuch kaam rehta hai karna ..jaane se pehle
Rudy putting a facade of happiness for shivaay, kissed his cheek " yeh karna main nahi chodne wala ...smjhana yeh tab tak jab tak hum dobara nhi milte ..par zayda tension na lena ..mujhe yakeen hai aap jaldi vapas aayge .. "
Shivaay ruffling his hair " mujhe tere yakeen par yakeen hai "
Ghum Hai Kisikey Pyaar Meiin
