Rajyalakshmi - the realistic touch

well maybe my title will look objectionable to many...but i can't find any more suitable tag for rajyalakshmi...this is a character which shows various shades every now and then...when u start believing in something about her, she bounce back proving u wrong...at the very outset, she is a girl who is truly against all the ill rituals imposed on them by the society...and her views on these are very impressive...she understands that they are being punished for no fault of theirs...she came as a fresh air for us...but then we all in spite of her views, she had to keep up with the rituals...and how inhuman it is, is nothing new now...on the point of time when she needed her family, she was thrown into this ashram...and in her stay, she have actually suffered a lot...this had made her a revolting mind...and this only gave her the realistic touch...in the first episode, she express her disappointment on the food, the culture and she was objected by all...in a way her desire to set free was pushed down..and this would have been done many a times..so its natural she is not connected much to her fellow companions emotionally as in the ideal women of the ashram, she stands out for her non ideal views...she is somewhere being pushed by them to follow these traditions which are ill for her...and we have also seen her enjoying all the rona-dhona and drama in the ashram...for her it brings the missing spice, entertainment in her life..and yes she sometimes do those crazy acts...selling the watch etc etc...but then too i don't hate her for all that either...she was just trying to fulfill her desires..of having good accessories, food most importantly...and then we are seeing her not ready to co-operate in saving the ashram...its seriously irking but initially when she got to know of the notice, her anger on lala was very genuine..and she is ready to help in saving the ashram but not ready to sacrifice her belongings for it...coz she sees them as an investment to secure her future when she gets a chance to fulfill her wishes...and i find it much realistic...when the ashram or ladies needs her physcially, she is there...like when she genuinely stood with others in fighting with the crowd set to hit dhani...but if she is to kill her desires then she will not...she have no hatred for anyone from heart, but just irritation...all this coming out as a result of the sufferings...its much real to think of personal happiness first specially when the happiness accompanies getting freed from a state of torture...its so human..