FF:Tum Ho Toh...Final Chpt updtd on Pg-34 - Page 22

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Mini 🤗...ek aur jhappi le for giving us 2 chapters back to back 🤗...after reading both the chapters I am just feeling bad for all the three yaar...

Kesar...all shattered seeing gulaal leaving the house or rather him 😭...He is now totally frustrated being all good friend type for gulaal n being a sacrificial goat n more over after knowing that gulaal doesnot love vasant n she actually loves him...he is clear abt this...His reaction knowing that vasant n gulaal marriage is fixed ...I really feel for his condition here...he eventually came to meet gulaal without any intentions...he had to come to meet her when actually he has to be with his band...his reaction to gulaal concern after seeing him...he hoped that may be she also realized but he had realized that she is not ready to accept her feelings for him...the reaction he has given to her so called reasons to accept the relation with vasant...though she may be correct he is actually wanted her to be happy n he very well know that gulaal can never be happy with vasant n so even vasant can never be happy with gulaal which will lead to teh unhappiness of the people around them...well his pain n anger brought his revelation abt the marriage in front of gulaal...cant blame him for his reaction...how much can he handle...his very well know that gulaal may accepted her life with vasant with mind but he know that her heart will never let it happen...his reaction to vasant sudden outburst regarding meeting gulaal at this time...kesar may have got that vasant may know what he feels for gulaal...Kesar's dream abt gulaal n vasant marriage...it would have broke his heart every night...he is so helpless without n because of her...he broke his promise to her n now he is again unable to think abt gulaal...Kesar u made me very emotional yaar 😭

Gulaal...gulaal reaction for vasant hug...gulaal what r u doing...she cant accept vasant n she donot want to accept kesar...she is totally making a mess n we cant even blame her as she is totally confused...she know that she is rude towards kesar...the present is reminding her abt kesar...she misses his presence in her life n she is not ready to acknowledge it...then her questions to her behavior towards kesar n vasant which led her to know what she actually feels for kesar...she is so happy to realize that she loves kesar until she remembered the elders n vasant...she is so helpless thinking abt kesar's love n the love that she got from his parents n vasant...her fear of losing kesar after knowing abt kesar is missing from vasant n then her relief seeing kesar n her reaction after meeting him...she is totally lost in that moment but came back with her galool mode after that...she had t give her so called gyaan of sacrifice n reasoning to kesar...but she is out of words when he asked abt her wish n her reaction knowing abt the marriage with vasant that too from kesar...she is really doing a mess...she is feeling terrible without kesar in her life for soem couple of days..what will she do after marriage...can she ever think how can kesar live a life without her n more overs seeing her as his brother's wife daily...she is so happy just for knowing that she didnot lost her kesar by his phone call...she realized that kesar was correct that she cant change her heart but she is not realizing that she is also spoiling vasant life if we keep the fact that vasant know abt this aside for some time...so the marriage cards are the reality check for her now n also her future with vasant after marriage...she will never be a part of kesar's life as her name will always be with vasant...this made her tell the truth to vasant...which I liked...

Vasant...the one who got two almost shocks on his doubts that whether gulaal came to know abt her feelings for kesar n whether kesar came to know that he already know abt his love for gulaal...cant blame him for anything that happened till now...he is very much human...but when he saw that gulaal is not comfortable with him n when he saw kesar's reaction after his outburst...he has a fear of what if kesar realizes that he know abt his love for gulaal n even then pretended to be blind...he is very much afraid to admit that he may lose the respect kesar had for him...he is still planning for his marriage with full on josh without thinking abt all this...may be he is happy being blind that gulaal will be his after one month...but is he realizing that may be gulaal can never accept him whole heartedly...and and and the ultimate shock from gulaal which he always know had atlast come...he knew what she may be telling him...n she said the same...feeling bad for him but its good for him...living a life without any love from gulaal n even after knowing that gulaal n his brother love each other which would have led him to a guilty situation is far better than living a life without gulaal...

Mini...looking forward to vasant reaction to gulaal's words...though he know it n he also accepted this fact...it would be interesting to see his reaction to all this...needed a gulaal n kesar convo after this...do update the next chapter soon...

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Mini🤗, This wait was worth it I guess, Your description of Kesar was just amazing, I could clearly visualise him sitting in that pouring rain staring aimlessly at nothingness with his mind completely devoid of any emotions or feelings as if life had totally stopped for him and then slowly regaining his senses back and trying to analyse what happened in one night and his decision to open his heart out to her was right one or not but the justification of doing so and his acceptance of how it was the best thing to have happened in given circumstances was indeed beautiful

So the mother and son conversation, the breaking of so called good news, though expected was another blow in the same day for him, his heart already reeling under Gulaal's stubbornness and ignorance had to now deal with the news of her impending marriage as well, naturally he couldn't wait to get out of there as fast as his legs would carry him…

Ohh so Gulaal couldn't keep up with her pretence for long and poor Vasant got a shock of his life when his wife to be flinched at his touch, If he noticed it then I am sure he should realise he won't be happy marrying someone like her,oh well I will wait for the revelations till then all I could say is that it was superbly done,the mask had to slip sooner or later and it's good that it did now it's upto Vasant to accept the dark truth he already knew all along…

Bulbul looks like a true friend,who by not asking any questions provided that peace of mind she was seeking at the same time she made her feel comfortable by trying to make mountain out of molehill troubles in her life,I mean that's what friends do isn't it when someone who needs you is not able to open up completely though with you physically but still contemplating and coming to terms with their own dilemma, all one can do is wait and provide them that space ,Gulaal I can understand wants to unburden her heart but is aware of one true reality of life,does Bulbul really understand her?Will she able to understand what was missing in her life? What she could feel for Kesar and couldn't for Vasant? Why the person who looked the perfect prince charming with all points ticked was not the right man for her? Yeah probably she could if she had been open about her feeling for Kesar but she had always projected a happy and smiley face in front of her and acted like a perfect contended and blissfully in love bride to be of Vasant so this sudden change of event would have been hard to digest for anyone,it was for Kesar too, who was walking away from her knowing her happiness lay with his brother so naturally Bulbul would not understand her,

Ahh and finally the realisation.so beautiful Mini, I am in complete awe of how you have penned this down starting with the most precious possession and then asking why it was so and then slowly but surely unravelling her ever action and the reason behind those,her heart always had one face etched and now it was clear to her….. beautifully done….

Of course the next moment she had to be swayed by her galoolism but that's fine she would come to terms with that too sooner or later as realisation id the first step towards acceptance…It's amazing how the first thing she thinks of is Kesar the moment Vasant calls her late at night there is this soul connection that she knew it was about him even before Vasant uttered a word…

And the relief at sight of him where she forgot all her resolve and just let get her emotions better of her was such a confusing but pleasing sight not only for Kesar but for us reader as well, here's the gal who let's her mask slip far too often and she will not be able to keep up with her pretences any longer so the little jealousy of Gulaal,oh so cute, I am straight away going to that convo between them where she starts by lecturing him his laparwahi now that he was in front of her all hale and hearty before going back to her Galoolism mode trying to justify her stand and he almost confession notwithstanding I liked how Kesar with his one liner dashed all her idealisms that she will now have to put in practise what she was preaching all along…well done Kesar…I am really proud of you

Mini I will come back for my comments on next chappi,This was amazing update yaar👏,I don't know why you are not satisfied with this in my opinion you have done a brilliant job with this chappi…will come back for next one…

i felt so bad for kesu,😭 he was already in so much pain due to gulaal's denial , on top the news of marriage must be like salt on his wounds.how he could have stop himself fromm meeting gulaal after hearing this?.

and now that gulaal . has realised her love for kesar, i think she should admit this to kesar. otherwise it will be difficult for her to handle the situation alone😕.yes i can understand her responsiblity towards that family which cares for her like their own daughter but , then kesar is also right , gulaal will land up hurting herself , vasant and kesar if she does not say no to this unwanted shaadi😲

i loved the kes gul confrontation scenes. there was not much convo between them , but their actions spoke their emotions😃, also loved the part where they miss each other when kesar is away on tour.

and poor vassi, bechara bahut confused hai. i hope gulaal will clear his all his confusion and then he can be cupid for kesgul😳

thanks mini for writing such emotional chappi, loved reading it.😃