Part 4
July 05
Kyun Vasanth? Kyun kiya mere saath aisa? Tu jaantha tha na? jaantha tha na ki, tere siwa iss duniya main mere liye aur koi nahin hein,,,,,phir bhi,,,,,kyun chodkar gaya tha muje??
Tears were flowing all over her cheeks and finally she placed her forehead over the opened diary and wept uncontrollably.
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STOP IT GULAAL, ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!
She couldn't continue with her words anymore as his voice struck her ears like thunder bolts..while he resumed , trying hard to control his breath'
Aur zara apne aankhe kholkar dekh'tab tuje patha chalega ki kaun, kis bhrahm main jee raha hein'
He moved closer towards her, while his look pierced her trembling eyes'.
Ek baar zara sochle Gulaal, kithna dard ho raha hoga unhe, yeh dekhke ki, jis ladki ko unhone hamesha khush dekhna chaha, wahin ladki unhin ke naam pe aaj ghut ghut ke mar rahi hein, kya beeth rahe honge un par, kabhi socha hein ???
She couldn't take it anymore, as she tried hard to move away from him avoiding his glance
Gulaal (harshly): Muje jaane do Kesar.
Kesar instantly caught hold of her wrist and pulled her closer, he creased his brows and with a knowing gesture he nodded his head and in a slight challenging tone he continued,
Kuch din pehle jab, thode der keliye mein tuje nazar andaaz kya kardiya tha, dekh raha tha mein ki, kaise tu andar se andar ubal rahi thi uss waqt. kaisi teri aankhe taraz rahin thi mere ek nazar ke liye, mere ek lavz keliye a tear drop fell from his blood shot eyes as he said the last word, he softened his voice as he continued..tu chahe, mana karne ki laakh koshish karle,'lekin ithna tho mein jaan hi paaya hun ki,..kuch tho hein,'kuch tho hein tere mann main mere liye Gulaal, jise tu jaankar bhi anjaan banne ki koshish rahi hein mere saamne..yeh maanle Gulaal, yeh maanle ki, tuje meri zaroorath hein.. ,almost chocked
You need me, Gulaal..
Trying to hide herself, she bursted out,
WHAT NONSENSE???Tuje ho kya gaya hein Kesar,'kya bak raha hein tu?? Ab chod mera haath..
She violently pushed him aside and walked away'
Kesar(shouted back): Jaa Gulaal, aur mein bhi dekhtha hun ki kithne der tak tu aise apne aap se bhaagthe rahegi, ek na ek din tho tuje apne bhrahm ki duniya se bahar nikkalna hi padega Gulaal,,,,,
His words made her retard her pace, while he walked and stood behind her :
,,,,,,,,,kyun ki mera pyaar sacha hein, tuje jo samachna hein samachle, he got hold of her arm, with one of his hands and forced her to face him,,,, but the truth is just that I love you..MEIN TUJSE PYAAR KARTHA HUN GULAAL..and that's it!!!
And with the same force he let her go, on which she tried hard to regain her senses as well as her physical balance.
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Its almost past midnight and her sobs by now have fainted somewhere in the dark, while the letters on the page have been drenched in her tears.
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Edited by alanta - 13 years ago