Alright.. I've calmed down a bit.. Not a lot, but enough to make this post.
While I may
understand Talli's pendulum-esque state and while I may
understand the logic behind her rash decisions and the subsequent confused reactions to the same, I do NOT think I can stand them. It really gets on my nerves to see her bahao-ing ansoo EVERY freaking chance she gets! I mean really?! Agar ITNA mushkil hai Kesar sey baat karna toh AVOID him! Nahi.. Khud agey uchal uchal k baat bhi karni hai aur phir she has to do that crying-behind-his-back nonsense WHILE she's in front of him?! Seriously?! Aisi bhi kya abla naari hai, aisa bhi kya torture hai us bandey sey baat karna. Aur agar itna torture hai toh bhai na baat karo na! Koi zabardasti toh hai nahi k tum aa k terrace pe uskey saath apney honey wali pati-dev jaise ghissey pitey jokes maro! And coming to those jokes, honestly, dil kar raha tha TV mein ghus k muh pe 2-3 thapar jar doon!
"Are you jealous of my fiance being better than you?! Ha ha ha.. *giggles*.. Oh take off my ring jo maine pehnayi hai, you chor! *giggles* Ha ha ha.. Oh I'm so funny Kesar! Ha ha.. Oh acha fine don't give it to me if you love that fat band of a ring so much but utar zaroor dena because warna you will fall in love with me based on a vein that makes a direct run to your heart.. He he he he.. *wink wink* Oh you wonder why that vein is in the left hand in my case but the right in yours?! Phhfftt! Technicalities bro! Ha ha ha.. You dabloo! *giggles* *thenga dikhaying* Ha ha ha.. Lets play catch-me-if-you-can like we're three! You're IT punk! *runs*".. Seriously?! Seriously!!? 😳 *face palms* I swear I am out of words to describe the MORONIC exchange that this was?! POINT kya tha is sab ka I don't get it?! If she wanted to show him that she'd moved on, then really, this was an EPIC fail.. She should have AT LEAST bothered to see if she could keep that whimpy cry-baby expression OFF her face as she tried to appear nonchalant! No, she does the million-and-one-trying-to-blink-back-my-tears expressions and passes absolutely inappropriate and uncomfortable "jokes" that SHOW for a fact that she hasn't moved on - which to me seriously felt like she was taking below the belt digs at Kesar, just to make sure that he KNEW just how hard this was for her on the off chance that he had started to believe (after her umpteenth assurance) k she's trying to move on - and then she ends it with a lame joke and an attempt to be all 'friends for life!"?!
*fumes*
She's a moron. And I HATE people like this - ones who think k just because something bad happened to them, they are justified in blaming the rest of the screw ups in their life on it.. That they can then go ahead and act like a complete social-retard and no one should question them because "mere saath bauhat bura hua hai toh please sympathize with me". I agree k life is horrible for her, but she HAS to WHOLE-HEARTEDLY try to move on.. Fail ho jaye toh I can still accept it - and I can still respect her attempt. But she isn't even TRYING! Ulta she's just sitting there pretending to be a martyr sab k samney aur peechey sey she cries buckets on the stairs and the terrace as if the whole house is forcing her in this nuptial to begin with?! Talli, it is YOUR choice to move on - YOU made it. PLEASE stick with it now! At least retain SOME dignity in the face of this disaster. Pehley ghalti Kesar ki thie k he led you on and I agree with that - but now it's YOURS for not ripping it off like a band-aid.. quick and clean! Ulta you are picking at that scab every chance you get - turning into a masochist and a sadist (where you torment the other guy). And then you bahao ansoo like you truly are the sacrificial lamb here?! Either be snide and collect your pay back OR be the self sacrificing, all forgiving person who's willing to move on. But you CANNOT be both! Which is what you come off as right now.
*annoyed muh some more*
I'm trying and failing at being sympathetic towards her after today's stupidity galore. She should have known better. I can forgive her the random tear-fest every now and then and blame it on her confused heart. But the baloney that she spewed on the terrace - I'm sorry, NO self respecting girl should ever come off as THAT desperate.. Ever.
About Kesar's reaction though, I think he was just spooked by his comments. She CLEARLY did not come off with the "oh it's all in good fun" tone that she was aiming for and she really did seem to come on a bit too strong with her repetitive allusions to what happened in the mandap drama with Kesar and her feelings for him. And while normally she just takes it as a "such is life and these are the facts" sort of deal, today she seemed to be taking digs at Kesar with her comments. She may be going for the "lets joke about it!" idea, but anyone could tell that it was too soon (and probably always will be) to pass it off as a joke especially using the tone and the
words that she was using.. So I really just feel k Kesar took off that ring as hastily as he did because he did not want to lead her on anymore and he had just been confronted with the possibility of her still harboring POSSIBLE hope for a "them" - which seemed to have spooked him a bit (because it spooked me a bit too and I had a WTH expression on my face for the entire duration of that scene). And as clearly as he'd stated stand on "what he feelings for her" before, as clearly as she'd claimed to have UNDERSTOOD those answers, today it just seemed like Talli didn't understand any of his words from before and was in fact harboring her own "maybe, if I push hard enough" hopes for their relationship..
Oh and as for Gulaal, I think she was silenced by guilt. Because the entire conversation regarding Talli was focused entirely on the wedding fiasco with Kesar - how Talli is FINALLY happy now (Sudha), how we should try not to mess around with her feelings (Paanba and Raman) and how anyone else who comes for her will have the same taunting questions because of the mess that's been made already (Raman and JK).. Toh really, Gulaal just looked overcome by guilt from the time Paanba intervenes between her and Sudha and asks them to consider Talli's "bhavna" before they make a decision. Tab sey really, it just seemed like a back to back strike on how things are so messed up for Talli and how much she's been hurt in the process due to what happened at the wedding and I feel Gulaal just silently (tried to) retreat into the shadows.. Like she'd lost the privilege to judge any other guy for Talli of make comments on her well being just yet. Add to that her own Kesar-related dilemma and I don't think she had the presence of mind or the will power to tackle the likes of JK and Raman just yet. Like I'd mentioned before, now that the Kesar front is "messed up" in her mind again, she can't give her optimum performance anymore. Kesar consumes too much of her thoughts for her to be able to function logically if and when there is ever a "mess" regarding him and her relationship with him. She made a blunder with the panchayat, walking out of the house and then later being ridiculously mean/counter productive with Kesar earlier when she was having the same "confusion" regarding her relationship with him.. And now that the same confusion had reared its head (although the confusion is at a different stage altogether), it's like she is going to go back employing that same lack of insight/logic that we saw earlier..
And I'm not sure if I made any sense here, so my apologies.. 😆 I am just too miffed at Talli's nonsense from today.. *shudders at the thought of those lame-o terrace dialogues* 🤢
Edited by -Fivr- - 14 years ago
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