Hola Guys !
Bohot dino se kuch nahi kaha but aaj rok nahi sakti...
Aaj bolna hai
Abhi I am too too too numb to feel pain
Yes I am very deeply hurt
From the very start I have not just watched the show, I have lived it
When I watch an episode, I just don't watch it as passing, I get inside it & roam around inside the screen watching & feeling each & every detail. I don't know if it makes sense to you guys but that is what I do.
For me the core of Akshan is their togetherness, their never giving up on each other no matter what, their standing together despite all their differences. Two distinct personalities staying together, kabhi ladai kabhi pyaar par humesha ka saat....
That is what Akshan is, that is the USP of Akshan, that is what makes their relation more real & unique from all other tv couples.
I hate the word "separation", I hate the shaadi ke baad wali "separation" among any tv couple let alone Akshan. Maybe my soch is purana & outdated but itna frequent as to har ghar ki kahani as shown in tv real mein toh nahi hota atleast in my place nahi hota
Bhai mere khyaal se separation hi dikhani hai toh shaadi dikhani hi nahi chaiye
I don't call this freshness if that is what any makers believes it to be. I don't get entertainment in watching a couple separate. I love "baasi" Sooraj Barjatya movies (except Main Prem ki Deewani hoon)
I love my Akshan & the new article has shaken me. I don't know to what degree of separation this is.
But I desperately don't want to tarnish my memories of Akshan & Akshat Jindal at any cost.
I wish to always keep those beautiful memories alive.
Have watched more than 50% of all episode atleast 3 times & want to continue doing so without getting hurt thinking of the fate of my beautiful Akshan.
I wish to remember Akshat Jindal as the hero, the lion, my pyaare Jindal saab.
Jindal saab a benchmark for hubbies.
I wish to keep rewatching & falling in love with him again & again
If tomorrow I get married, I may want to taunt my hubby showing him my Jindal saab, "kuch sikh lo !"
Whenever I get upset over any tiff with him, I wish to come back & smile watching my Akshan.
I wish to cry happy tears watching my Akshan, their beautiful journey till now...
Can't say for sure at the moment but to save those memories, I may not be watching the episodes any further. Offcourse fully dependent on the authenticity of IWMbuzz & Akshan's degree of separation.
But forum nahi chhod rahi par bak bak nahi karungi as, if I don't watch an episode, I don't talk on that.
Coming to my pov till yesterday's episode which I watched as religiously as usual:
I loved Alisha track, it showed me of the most beautiful phases of Akshan --- maano ya na maano this is my pov & her being AJ's daughter or not doesn't change a fact for me as I loved that character, I loved that track,,,
Everything in the story made sense to the maximum as of television standard till Alisha's death
And I am actually happy with Revti not changing as honestly, I don't want shaitaan mandli ka breakup at any cost. These three together are awesome.
Phir, yes manhoos is being forcefully inserted into the story at the cost of butchering other characters, butchering my AJ, my Guddan, my Akshan.
Yes AJ has been really stupid & dumb to trust this manhoos. But manhoos too hasn't done anything extraordinarily intelligent. Just to show her non-existent intelligence others are being deliberately made dumb.
The so-called video proof of her innocence didn't made any sense. Bhai the question is if you are so innocent & had no chor in mann then tu record kar kyun rahi thi ?
Then in yesterdays episode, she was boosting of how others are dumb & that video can be morphed.
Areee oh bhai, its all cause cvs are giving you kairaat ki wah-wahi cause I remember AJ exposing Laxmi bahu's MMS being morphed & saving her from getting divorce. So AJ already did that !
Feel like yelling on manhoos's face everytime she pretends to be all intelligent, "zameen pe aaja"
Coming to Akshan,
Both of them are at fault & none of them are at fault.
Guddu has not been very intelligent either by boosting of her baby in front of manhoos as if chiriya ko dana dal rahi ho... she should not have done that.
AJ hiding this & trusting manhoos is a very big mistake. How is Guddu not supposed to be hurt ? + not to forget in this stage of pregnancy she is supposed to be more emotional than normal.
Whatever AJ has done, his only intention was to keep Guddu stress free & all happy. His main & only priority was to protect his child & Guddu & keep them healthy.
Then it was really really stupid of Guddu that after taking those vows of keeping her child all safe & taking full care, she was walking all the way through the sunsaan sarak to her maayka.
According to me, as of yesterday, both of them were equal at their share of faults.
Now coming to some facts : well Nishika in their live, have kind of clearly confirmed it that a baby is not coming anytime soon
And I do think the baby is not there, its gone.
Once again I am not leaving the forum, hum yehi hai & rahenge....
About the show, well aage ka jaanke hi dekhenge.... cause whatever is happening, I am not liking it & even watching is a form of promotion.
I won't contribute to any form of promotion.
Ek aur baat from my khudka seekha hua gyaan jo hum sab mein baathna chahenge....
Jitna zyaada paisa wala PH, utni zyaada sets & utni lambi separations of couples
Hence hum praathna karenge ke humare PH ke haat zyaada paise naa aaye...
With that keeping my fingers crossed & hoping for the best.
Ye post banate banate mood ka bhi kuch thik thikana nahi raha
baar baar upar niche ho raha hai
& iss post ka bhi shayed sense nahi ban raha but sari dil ke khayalaat kahi toh utarne the...
Abhi ke liye yaha stop kar rahe hai...
Thak gaye hai likhte likhte...
Note : kripya karke har tarike hi nakaratmakta ko dur rakhe aur shaanti banaye rakhe
p.s. Pervy ko dher sari duwayein for his lambi zindagi taki aur flop "foolproof" plans bana sake. Beton ke liye dher sari lollipops ki kamna taki wo chup hi rahe !
Bhootni seedha narak mein jaaye , Choti Lomri ki shaadi daddu se ho & most important,
Lakh di lanat tere mu tay Durga Jindal !
Ishaani
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