For the past fifteen minutes I am thinking about how to phrase the note in order to make you people understand my situation. I could have made excuses for not writing an update over two months but after all the love you gave me the least I can do is be honest with you. I am going through a bad phase. You know like your worst nightmare coming alive and fighting with you? Imagine that happening the second time around. fighting the same battle you once fought and got wounded is really not a fun thing. And this time it had robbed me of my ability to write. I used to stare literally at the blank pages of microsoft word for hours without writing a single sentence. But I finally decided that the worst thing I can let anyone do to me is letting them take away my creativity. I read through my previous stories, went on a small vacation and am finally back. I don't know if there's anybody left who wants to read this story anymore but if there is even one reader left I would write. I promised long ago to myself that I would never keep a story unfinished and I don't break my promises. There is another thing I want to let you know, I will be a bit irregular because there's a lot of shit going on in my life but I promise to make it up to you someday. So please let me know if you guys are still willing to read after everything and willing to put up with me. Even if you don't I promise not to hold it against you ever. Hope all of you are doing fine.
Aditi
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