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MG FF-ESSENCE OF LOVE-Thd-8/part-109/9/11/2013
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Part-109
Geet:- Nahi ,.. maaji aap bilkul galath sochrahe hai, Maanji ke baareme wo aap ko humesha unki sagi maa samjha hai , aapko bahut izzat dethe hai, aur unki bhai ko humesha apna samjha hai wo , kabhi wo aapko southeli nahi maanthe, aap galat soche ke galat karrahe.
Pammi:- Agar wo mujhe apni sagi maa samajthe hai, wo kabhi nahi vicky ko jail bhethe? kya wo kabhi dev ko is bussiness ki hissedaar banaya? nahi na? kya diya wo mujhe aur mere bacche ko? koi chahe kitna bhi koshish kare"apna apnahi hotha hai, aur southeli southeli hotha hai". agar unki sagi bhai isa kiya tho kya Maan usse jail bhijwathe?kabhi nahi karthe. isiliye mai kahrahi hu tum mujhe gyaan deneka koshish math karo aur apni kaam per dhyaan do,.. warna mai abhi ki abhi mera diyahue waada todungi aur dekhna chahthe ho ki mai kya karthi hu.
Geet:- maaji ,.. vicky ne jo kiya wo sirf galat nahi wo bahut bada crime hai,.. kisi ka zindagi barbaad kiya wo bahut bada paap hai,.unhe jaisa gunegar ko saja milna hi chahiye ,.. maanji ne wahi kiya jo kaanun ki nazar me thik hai,.. unhone uss ladaki ko insaaf dilana chahtha hai ,.. isiliye wo usse jail bheja,.. aur wo bilkul sahi hai,... mai jaanthi hu,.. samaj sakthihu ki aap ko kitna dukh pahuncha,. kitna takleef hua,... per,...
Pammi:- tum kya samajsakthi ho mera dukh aur takleef ,.. ye sab tumhare waje se hua hai ye sab ki zimmedaari tumho, ab tumhe hi bhugathna padega,.. warna,...
Here Maan stood rooted there feeling as if the earth shaked under his feet and he is drowing in to its core. he was not able to believe that wat he is hearing. He cannot believe his own ears. he totally became blank and baffled by the words of his so called maa,..talking him as step son. 'Southeli southeli hothahai" ye lines echoing again and again in his ears.His heart is rejecting to rigister her words. A big shock of his life. Apna apna hothahai,.. southeli southeli hothahai,... itni saalon ke baad unki maa jisko wo humesha apna samjhaya apni sagi maaki darza diya ,...wo... ye baat hkarrahe,.. his heart and mind everything stopped working at once,not at all reacting to anything,, blocking his every sences. Not at all grasping wat he is seeing wat he is hearing, wat he is feeling, wat he is smelling and all.
Till now he is thinking that pammi is not liking geet for some reason,like she is married and has children like that,.. but actually that is not the reason, she totally agaist for his marriage and have his own family. She was always bothered about his money and property. and been selfish for her own children.Not about his happy ness.
He moved to his room like zombi in trance wat is he doing , he sunk in his bed. He felt he was drowning deep and deep in to the dark and dark depth of the ocean to its core. dont know how to come out of this searching for a single hope of light,support to come out of it .
He felt alone,.. all alone no one to help him to get out of it ,struggling hard to come out this.
Suddenly he felt a hand and trying to bring him out of this, helping him He came out fr. trance and looked up "geet'
'Aap kyu uttgaya?aapko kuch chahiye?laid jayiye, mai aapko help karthi hu, she tried to keep his foot on bed and make him to rest.
He hugged her by her waist with his one hand making her shocked. he kept his face in her chest .
"Tum mujhe chode ke nahi jaogena?mai akeli ho jaunga, bilkul akeli geet math jaa mujhe chode ke mai nahi ji saktha tumhare bina, promise me geet ki tum mujhe nahi chodenge, sab mujhe dhoka deraha hai sab mujhe paraya karrahe geet, tum isa nahi karogena? tum humesha mere saath rahogena? he nuzzled his head on her chest. in restlessness.
Geet stood shocked by his behaviour, kya hua inhe,kyu isa behave karrahe?kyu ye itna restless horaha hai,itni bechain kyu horaha hai?
she took his head fr. her chest cupping his cheeks making him look in to her eyes . he is looking at her to get assurance fr. her that she will stay with him, dont go anywhere leaving him and to find love and care , effection for him in her eyes.
She looked in to his eyes to find the reason behind it and to give assurance about her support to him that she dont leave him.
Geet:-Mai kaha jaungi,.. aapko chode ke, kahi nahi jaasakthi mai aap se durr. kya hua aapko? kyu isa baath karrahe? itna bechain kyu horaha hai aap? aap shaanth hojayiye,.. mai kahi nahi jaa raha hu mai yahi hu aapke paas aur chahe kuch bhi hojay mai aapko chode ke kahi nahi jaaungi. i promise u aap please shaanth hojayiye.
He looked her getting assurance fr. her she never seen him like that , itni bechain itni pareshaan kya hua inhe?
She bend down to his face and kissed on his fore head ,.. haa her first kiss,.. that too in full sence , but not out of passion, but out of care and effection and haa,.. out of love ,which she doesnt accept till now.. he closed his eyes feeling contented and blessed by her kiss.
He decided , chahe kuch bhi hojay ,he never let them harm her and her family,,...no,... humara family,... humara baccha,.. haa,.. yes,... aajse ,.. bulki abse ye hai mera family, i will not allow anyone to do any harm to my family.
Maa always worried about my property not about me, she never want me to have family,... she never concern about my happiness, her concern is about money." southeli southeli hothahai,..."
Thik hai maa,.. ab aap dekhiye aap ka ye southel ibeta aap ko kya jawaab dega,.. kya sabar slkhayega aapko?
Pehle mujhe geet ki safty keliye kuch karna hoga mujhe jaldi thik hona hoga.
Geet:- Aap araam kijiye she tried to lai him on bed.,..but
Maan:- nahi geet mai thodi der walk karna chahtha hu.
Geet:- kya,..? walk ,.. aur is haalat me? ye kaisa hosakthahai? aap abhitak thik nahi hue haina?
Maan:- nahi geet,... mai thik hu,..mujhe practice karna hoga slowly aur kitni din mai bed pe rahu,.. muhje koshish karna hoga..tum please mere madat karo, mujhe pakadkar chalna sikhavo. mujhe jaldi chalna hoga bahut saara kaam hai, mujhe nipatana padega, he said stubbornly.
Geet sighed and said,thik hai . she hold him keeping his one hand on her shoulders and another around his waist and lifted him. he hold her tightly with his one hand and tried to walk. They stumbled first but managed to walk . Geet led him out of his room and they walked slowly in to corridor.
Guys dont know why i took long to write this still feeling something is missing but could not find out it i felt unsatisfaction dont know why can any one find oyt wat is missing in this part,please feel free to tell me if posible i will edit this thank.u.
one morething guys i came to know that some of u r feeling bore to my writing want something else,.. if so please let me know as u always free to skip it please let me know ,so that i refrain fr.pming so that prevent wastage of ur precious time and mine as well, because there is nothing i clould do as i am like this my style is like this.
thank. u. all
link for part-110:-https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/post/96128051
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