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'ekdin teri rahon mein...
bahon mein panaho mein aaunga...kho jaunga...
ekdin tera ho jaunga...
ye dil toh na keh saka..yeh batein...dil toh na...keh sakan...'
the ringtone brought a smile to her face...she knew it was him...her maan...'her?'...she smiles sadly...yes...she said to herself...she loves him...madly...truely...
'jee maan...kahiye...?...aap kaise hai?...'
'listen geet...daadi hai kya aas paas...unhe phone dena zara...'maan said to her in a cold voice...
she was disheartened for a moment...but in the next moment she controls herself...yes...its normal..isnt it?...didnt she get used to his cold treatment...his indifference toward herself...yes she does...now it seems normal to her...after their 2 years of marriage...but is dil ka kya karen...geet thought...jo ab sirf unke lie dharakta hai...unke lie jeeta hai...she closes her eyes...
'jee...aap hold kijiye...me unhe phone de rahi hoon...'she called daadi and gave the phone to her...
after the call is over...she looks at daadi...daadi understand immedietly what she wants to ask...she smiles to her...
'bete...maan aj hi shaam ko wapas aa rhe hai...aap fikar mat kijiye...woh bilkul thik hai...bas half an hour me unki flight hain...par bete unhone aap se pucha aap kaisi hai?...'she sounded worried...
geet immidietly nodes her head in a positive node...'ha...daadi...unhone pucha na...acha daai me kichen me ja rahi hu...unke lie dinner bhi banana hai na...'saying this she runs to the kitchen...
she knows daadi worries for her...because she lover her..but no...she doesnt want anyone to know about their relation...that they just lives under same roof...being so called husband wife...no...he may not love her...but she does...and she doesnt want to let his self respect down...she knows he may not loves her but never disrespects her...he never interfares in her life...never say her no to anything...does put any restriction...but she knows he is just doing this as his duty...not with love..but mechanically...still...still she longes for his love...his affection...his care...she knows that she will not get it in her life...still...she doesnt looses her hope...
she made herself busy in the kitchen...to made his favourite dinner...she knows each small likes and dislikes about him...she always prepares his food...made his clothed ready for office...but he never notices it...he is totally unware of it...but still it doesnt made her sad...she doesnt do it to get praise from him...she do it because she loves him...madly...
actuly sometimes it made herself confused...that how she fell love with him...she smiles herself...'uff...mein bhi na..maine to jabse unhe pehli bar dekha...tabhi se unke pyaar me pad gyi...jab woh daadi ke sath pehli bar hamare ghar aye...muje dekhne.'...she shies...
but her suhaag raat...it brought tears in her eyes...
she remembered...when maan clearly told her that he married her only for his daadi...because he cant say no to her...and she was very ill then...he said her that he will do all hiis duties...but told her not to expect love from him...because he cant give her love...and a relation that a normal husband wife shares...
it was very hard for her to compose herself...control herself...beacuse all her dreams were shattered...but then she managed to hold herself...
'babaji...kya aisa sachme nahi ho sakta ke woh bhi mujse pyaar karen?...zyada nahi...bas thoda sa babaji..?...'a lump formed in her throat...she knows its not possible...in this life..just not at all...
'mam...woh pasta jal jayega man...'nakuls voice brokes the chain of her thought...she quickly put the gas off...
'geet tu bhi na...kya kya sochti rehti hai...chal ab khana bana jaldi jaldi...maan ke ane mein zyada der nahi hai...'she tolds to herself...
after some time nakul told her that there is a call for her...she goes to the dinong hall...picks the call...
'hello...ji DR...ji aaj?...sham ko...par aaj to mein thodi...par..thik hai me hospital pohch jaungi...thik hai Dr. ...'she cuts the call...
in the flight...
maan was sitting beside sameera...holding her hand...they are sitting very closely to each other...
'maan...or kab tak maan?...ab or wait nahi hota mujse...tum geet se kab baat kar rahe ho jaan?...aab to daadima ki tabiyat bhi bilkul thik hai...ab to bat karlo...'she said to him with a complaining face...
maan smiles looking at her...he kisses her nose lovingly..
'dont worry jaan...i will talk to her...'
'u always says this...but never do it...'she complained..'jaan koi problem hai kya?...matlab kya tumhe lagta hai ke geet mana kar degi?...'she looks worried...
'na jaan...aisi koi baat nahi hai..geet mana nahi karegi...muje pata hai woh bhi is relation se free hona chahti hogi...use bhi to pata hai ke hum kabhi normal husband wife nahi ho sakte...we dont love each other jaan...u know na i love u only...'he assured her...
but sameera still seems worried...'but maan...are you sure geet ki koi feelings nahi hai tumhare lie?...i mean if she loves you?...then?...i dont wanna ruin a husband wife relation...u know kabhi kabhi muje bohot guilty feel hota hai k sayad mein geet ka haqk chhin rahi hu usse...par fir tum bhi kehte ho ki u guys dont have any relation...isilie..'
maan cups her face within his hand...'jaan...i know geet can never loves me...tum janti ho na...humari batein hi kitni hoti hai?...hum dono milte hi itne kam hai...u dont worry sameera...geet bohot achi ladki hai...saaf dil ki...muje pata hai woh hamari situation ko zaroor samjhegi...or use is divorce se koi aitraaz nahi hoga...or me khud bhi yehi chchta hu k wo azaad ho jeye..taki use bhi apna man pasand life partner mile...ek life mile that she deserves...'he says to her...
sameera smiles to him...'umm...u r right...but promise me tum aaj hi ghar ja kar geet se is bare me baat karoge...?...
'ok baba...promise...ab khush?...'he asks her...
sameera nodes with a smile...and cudells on him...
in the evening...maan reaches khurana mansion...he meets daadi and took blessings from her..askes her about her health...after that he askes her about geet...
'daai...woh...geet kahan hai?...'he asked hesitatingly...
it brings smile to daadi's face...for the first time...he is asking for geet...she felt happy..
'beta woh to bahar gayi hai...abhi kuch der mein aa jayegi..sayad kuch kaam hai...'
maan decides to talk to geet about he and sameera as soon as possible...he thinks it will be good for both of them...then he will convince daadi...'daadi wo aye to use mere study me bhej dena...thik hai?...'
'ok beta...aab ap jakar fresh ho jaiye...'
geet returns after some time...daadi goes to her to inform about maan but she notices that she is looking sad..like she was crying...her eyes were red...
'geet beta kya baat hai?...hume lag raha ha k aap ro rhe thi?...sab kuch thik hai na beta..?...'
geet brings a smile in her face...she replies to daadi...'ha daadi sab thik hai...woh...mere ankho me dust chala gaya tha...u know am allergic to it...'
it doesnt seems to convince daadi but she decides to close the topic...she informes her that maan was looking for her...it brought a wide smile in geets face...her eyes brimmed with joy...
'kya?...maan wapas aa gye?...kab daadima?...woh kaise hai?...or woh muje dhoond rahe the?...'she didnt know how to express her excitement...
'are are dhiraj rakhiye beta...'daadi couldnt control her smile...'acha ab aap jaiye unke study me...he is waiting...'
geet nodes and almost ran to study...when she reaches near the door...she tripped into a flower vase...when she was managing to balance...her attention went to the fold of paper she was holding in her hand...it brings her back to the reality...
she couldnt control her tears anymore...she hides herself beside the wall...and starts to sob...uncontrollably...
'kiyu babaji kiyu...mere sath hi aisa kiyu...?...babaji...maine aisi kya galti ki thi babaji...muje jitne chahe sazaa de do babaji...par is nanhi si jaan...'she holds her stomach...'isi aap kis baat ki sazaa de rhe ho babaji?...ise kiyu?...kiyu me ise is duniya me nahi la sakti babaji kiyu?...yeh to maan ka bhi ansh hai...kya me maan ko itni si khusi bhi nahi de sakti babaji?...kiyu aapna mere zindagi me waqt itna kam dia babaji...kiyu...'
her sobs and prayers were nowhere to stop...
hi guys😊...how was it?...
it decided to complete it in this part...but my finger is paining...😭
promise i will complete it tomorrow...😊surely...😊
hope u will like it...
part 2~
~~soumi~~
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