Part~2
she creid for long...closing her mouth with her hand so that no sounds can comes out...
'kiyu babaji...why there is so less time left in my life?...kiyu?...agar aapko yehi manzoor the to aapne mere dilme maan ke lie pyaar kiyu jagaya?...kiyu sapne dikhaye...?...babaji me thak gyi hu duniya ke samne ladte ladte...ye khush rehne ki natak karte karte...babaji me to fir bhi lad leti...par in nanhi si jaan...isne kya bigada tha aapka?...ise kiyu aap sazaa de rhe ho?...kiyu babaji kiyu?...'she demands an answer from her god...(why babaji..why there is so les time left in my life...why?..if you want this then why u made me fal in love with him?..why u show me false dreams...?...am tired of faghting..bt doing the drama of being happy..normal..babaji..i dont mind fightind though..why you put my unborn child into all this..what was its fault?.).
she smiles at herself...'nanhi si jaan'...their baby...she smiles...he doesnt even have an idea of it...and she will make sure that he wont get to know it...ever...
after a while...geet somehow manages to control her tears...she wipes her face and reaches near the door of maan's study...she made to knock to the door to get his attention...
'maan...'...she said politely...
maan looks at the door to found she is stading there...he calmed and prepared himself...yes...today he is surely gonna tell her about sameera...he has already taken enough time...'yes geet...please come...i have some important talk with you...'he said...
geet felt happy...'babaji...aj pehli bar unhone muje kuch important bat karne ke lie bulaya hai...woh mujse bat krenge..thats enogh for me...thnx babaji..'she prayed to her babaji...
but suddenly she becomes consious about the fold of paper she is holding...she made her grip tight and hide it inside her dupatta...no...she cant let him see this...no ways...
she goes near him...maan indicates her to sit...she does...'ji...aapko mujse kuch bat karni thi daadima ne bataya...kya baat hai maan?...she asked curiously...
maan cleares his voice and sits straight...'woh geet...actuly baat bohot important hai...me kaafi dino se tumse kehna chah raha tha...but ho nahi paya...actuly...geet...u know sameera..?...that khanna uncle's daughter?...'he asked...
geet thinks a bit...then she remember her...yes..she knows her...they met in a puja in khurana mansion...she is a nice girl...and she also notices she and maan are quite comfortable with each other...she nodes...'ji...wohi na jo usdin puja mein hamare ghar ayi thi...?...'
'haan geet...wohi sameera...sam...actuly geet baat yeh hai ki...i and sam loves each other...not from now...but from childhood...we wanted to get married..but because of daadi...u know..'he replied in a shaking voice...and closes his eyes...
his words made geet froze...her whole world crashed in front of her...she was not able to think anything...it seems all black in front of her eyes...she cant belive what she heard...she slight hope...that maan...maan is only her...is lost...
now she understands everything...his indifferent attitude...the way he said that he can never love her...everything...its all because he loves sameera...he always loved her...'aur mein...mein samajhti rahi ke...'she smiles at her fate...'waise baabji ne thik hi kiya...sameera is a nice girl...she can give him all the happines what he deserve..and what she can never give him...'she thinks...
getting no reply from her maan opens his eyes to find geet is sitting there lost in her thoughts...'geet...what happened geet?...are you ok?...'he askes worriedly...
she comes back from her thoughts...looks at him..'ji maan am alright...but aapne yeh sab pehle kiyu nahi bataya?...'she asked trying to put a smile on her face...
maan fails to notice the sadness behind the smile...the pain behind it...he sight in relife...'oh geet...thenkyou so uch...actuly me darta tha tumhare reactions ke bare me soch kar...ke pata nahi tum mere or sam ke rishtey ko kis nazar se dekhogi...but geet i love her...madly..i just cant live without her gwwt...i love her so much...'he said to her...
'the way i loves you..'she murmurs...
'hmm...samjhi...to ab?...an aap kya karna chahte ho?...'she askes him...
he looks at her...'geet...you knows well...we never shres a relationship of a husband wife...not even we share same bed...there is nothing between us...right?...'he looks for her answer...
she gulpes down the lump that was forming in her throat and noed her head...
'so it will be good for boht of us to get separate..?...what do you think...?...'
his words chocked her voice...she was not able to speak...she drank some water fromthe glass that was on the table to calm down herself...'hmm...i think you are right...where there is nothing between us...muje lagta hai is rishtey ki dor ko or khichna nahi chaiye...i will sign the papers...so that you can move on in your life...so that you can get you love...happiness...'she said in a low voice...
maan holds her hands...'thank you geet...for behaving so maturely...i wish tumhe bhi ek acha partner mile aapne life me...a person who can give you all his love...and am sorry geet if i ever hurt you...'he was so happy...
'geet removes her hands very slowly...'no maan no need to be sorry...aapko pura hak hai aapna zindagi jeene ka...its ok maan...and you never hurts me...(aapko to puri zindagi jeeni hai maan...uske lie to aapko life partner chaiye...mera kya h..she smiles inward sadly...)
'oh...i dont know how to thank you geet...i never thought i all will be so easy...'he smiles with joy...
'koi bat nahi maan...waise aapne daadima se bat ki kya?...'she askes supressing her tearts seeing his love for sam...
he becomes a bit worried...'nahi geet...abhi tak to nahi kia..but i will manage her...i was just worried for your reaction...'he sighed...
'hmm...so no more need to worry...ab me jaun?...feeling a bit sleepy...'
'yah sure...good night...'he smiles at her...she smiles back...
as soon as geet enters in her room...she broke down completely...she felt on the bed and starts to cry uncontrolablly...she cant bear it any more...the love...the joy in his eyes for someone else...too much for her to bear...she felt a sharp pain on her head...everything seems hazy in front of her...she some how manage to grap her puse to took a pill and gulped it down...
after some times she feels better...she sits on the bed...tries to think every thing...what maan said...
she knows well its her destiny...she cant change it...maans love is not in her fate...they cant be together...but sitll it hurts very deep within...she slowly took her personal diary from the table and starts to write...
hi guys...
how was it?
till have one more part to end...😭sorry...bear it please...
promise to end it within tomorrow...😊
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part 2~ https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/geet-hui-sabse-parayee/1748100/is-zindagi-k-pal-kitne-kum-hai-mg-os-lst-prt-pg10?pn=4
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Edited by soumimaaneetsou - 13 years ago
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