Originally posted by: a little faith
Dearest Jess,
Dearest Sabah, sorry for replying so late.
In the aftermath, I crawled into Pandora's forsaken box, devoid of all emotions, even hope.
I could not do so.. I still get very emotional thinking about MN...There I remain.
I too was captivated by Nandita's beautiful avis and downloaded last episodes, not realizing that we are a week behind here, so no 'song' yet. As I watched with increasing curiousity, I noted the turn of my heart towards a new moon, its light penetrating through to the recesses of my dark box where I sit crawled up and keeping all cold in. Then as sudden as that first lightning bolt, those serrated letters.
E...N...D...E...M...O...LWe are one week behind here too...so no song sequence here yet...but I watched it was youtube out of curiosity... this song reminded me on MN salsa performance in each and every frame... yup, Endemol is the first thing I noticed...but my curiosity is taken over my fear to watch the show.. so I'm gonna give it a try... this time I'm not going to get attached with the characters... rather going to watch it safely keeping no involvement what so ever... that way I will keep my heart safe... not to get hurt by another round of ruthless creativity....
Jess, I my heart plummeted below freezing point. No, never, not again.
This has long been my dilemma, how do I support those who gave me so much happiness, whilst protecting myself from those who have no concern for my heart, who only look to their pockets! How do I support Priya, Gautam, Rati, Arjun, Mohit and Sanaya without benefiting those that have bled my heart dry.I cannot stand hypocrisy, biasness and injustice.. be it creatives, channel, production house, actors or even fans... I have never cursed anyone in my life... but MJHT creatives earned my curses... and I'll never forgive them for killing a beautiful love story. As for supporting others, I really do not care... they are professionals... and they do not need my support...
I have ended my subscription to star one and star plus. I have called in locksmiths to place my heart under new lock and keys, from all Indian Serial Dramas. By their nature, that need to live on forever, they inevitably will reach boiling point! Look throughout the forum, all long standing dramas in dire straits.
LOL... what's happening to all shows? Creatives killing lead roles to gain TRPs... to show leap and what not... that's just plain stupid...in my opinion...
All the fans ever ask for is justice. A just end for those that their hearts have endeared towards.
Jess, for me, never again. I will not trust my heart to another. So for now, to honour my love, I stay on with MJHT, until the end. Not watching (only last week, I had to, to verify that whole Majan issue, for my part, I don't think they are going that way, but who knows this is Endemol)
but waiting, for all is NOT lost, until we turned to dust. That flickering and faint light that even in the pit of darkness casts shades where we may find relief.
I haven't watched a single episode of MJHT since Nupur's exit... I watched majan part on YT just to see where they are going with this... For me, Mayank and Nupur are living happily in USA... somewhere near my city...LOL... Mayank is doing MBA and Nupur is doing her Masters in performing arts... LOL... my version of MN story...
As for Geet, I am enjoying,... I can see that....😆
Maan the character, more and more inclined to place him in the first category.So far, I have still placed him in Darcy's category and Mayank's category. First thing I found common between Maan, Mayank and Darcy... All three hate lies.. never tell lies and cannot stand other's lies. They always seek the truth. Also, all three never tolerate injustice to anyone. And thirdly, even though all three men are rude towards woman in general, they still possess lot of respect for women... especially towards the women who challenge them.
Drashti the actress, beautiful at every new moonlight that does not reflect off her, but finds home in her radiance
Priya the exceptional writer
Raju the melodic and inspired composer
Both Gurmeet and Drashti are doing justice to their characters... their expressions, acting seems perfect...
That is why this post, I just can't help seeking beauty, loving it and talking incessantly over it in hope that beauty will cover beauty.
Great post Sabah... I won't be as active in this forum as I used to be in MJHT... but your posts will always tempt me to write my thoughts...
Love SabahLove Jess
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