Apne aap bankar
HOW hard is it to understand” she asked Pawan directly
He was too busy staring her down, he wondered if she had actually”done it” slept with the man she was talking about”You flew to the US to see him?” he asked breathing heavily
“I DID” she nodded
They were in the giant living room she was in the far corner, even breathing the same air as him disgusted her
“You cheated on me”
“No I didnt... I hardly know you”
“We kissed, you kissed me back” he shouted
she cringed as a help walked by
She didnt treat them well usually so this was her payback she assumed
“Pawan please chup ho jao. Its over” she whispered shaking
“I dont believe you Shubhra... you get engaged to me you spend multiple dates witj me, you kiss me and go away and announce you found someone?”
“I have known this guy for 1.5 years” she whispered
“You mother hates him, she says he is married”
“My mother does not know jack s---, he is single and he loves me” her voice quivered
“Whattt?”
He approached her
“Please don’t do that” she begged steppeing back and hitting a wall
“There are rules in every relationship” he said grimly
“If you have plans to assault me I have to tell you I will call the cop”
“Oh no” he shrugged putting his hands in his pockets
“DONT U GET IT? I FEAR YOU” she shouted
he was a bit startled
“I told you I am upfront”
“No I don’t care... I am tired of being told what to do, I get it I am not the most good looking or hot, I am happy my mother bothered to find you, but you are too controlling” her hand shook as she waved it
“We have to spend a lifetime together, every time I offered a suggestion I asked you how I can improve”
“I DONT CARE pawan... this is not a therapy session, I don’t want to be told I have to eat salad at dinner every night, you told me you don’t want to have s-- Fridays and Tuesdays and only once a day.... and then once a week after 6 months... guess what I WANT TO, every night and every day, and many times” she whispered
He stared dumbfounded
“I am organized and meticulous, but in this matter I am impulsive, I have a tattoo and a navel ring” she whispered
He looked horrified
“Its OVER” she joined her hands in prayer
“You should have told me about the s--” he accused
“Kya kehti main... har baat mein rules har baat mein weird principles... I can’t”
“Did u spend... umm.. u know”
“Yes I did... this man chased me around the house, he went to buy maggi for me, he is silly, funny, possessive, he fights with me... he is protective” she sobbed
“Its stupid” he said viciously
“No its not Pawan... main pehli baar apne aap bankar reh sakti hoon”
“You Hindi” he mocked
“I dont care.. I can be me... his family adores me, your parents didnt even like me, your Dad said “Kayi ladkiyon ke rishte aaye, many were very fair... which multi millionaire talks like that?” “Sorry I bet they all do”
She sat down weakly
Tara came in with an army of help and trolleys filled with food
“Lets all eat... rokey ki baat baad mein” she laughed
“STOP IT MOTHER” she shouted
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