~*Smile Again*~Chapters 17 & 18~Pg 15~ - Page 4

haha.. his ass is mine.. 😆


htray part... cony soob

lol "his ass is mine" quite comical 😆 😆 😆 nah still great part! 😃 i have a feeling Ian n Cass will hook up or sumthin 😉 neways cont soon 👏

i LOVE this FF!!!!!!! it his HISTERICAL!!!!!!!! 😆 😆 😆 GREAT!!!!!! 👏 👏 continue soon!!!!!!!! 😃

great part! i luved the last bit. 😃 😆

Awesome part!!! 👏 👏 👏

I like the Ian guy! 😛 😛

Can't wait to see what happens next 😃 Pls do continue soon!

Chapter 7

So, I was out in the hall, near my locker, when I see Emily and her friends, or rather ppl who used to be my friends. They were all wearing their lacrosse shirts, seeing as how today, we would have had practice. I mean, them.

I just pretend not to notice her and fumble around in my locker, looking for I don't know what! I hear them talking among themselves, whispering like they have a wild secret or sumthing. Finally, I just decide to stop being such a wimp and face them. I walk right past them and at the last minute, Emily stares at me and her mouth turns into a tight line. And then she uttered the one word, I heard from her everyday.

" *itch!"

I don't know why, but today it hurt even more so. I felt like I was being pricked by a needle in my heart, we were friends, now we barely saw each other. If we did, it would only be at school.

She glared at me one last time and walked off with her so-called friends.

So, I shrugged it off as usual and went to the lunchroom.

*

All day, I thought about Ian White. He was a strange guy, yet very familiar, like I knew him before. It was more than weird thinking about a guy in that way. I haven't been in a relationship for almost over 2 years. The last relationship didn't turn out to be very pleasant. It ended with Erica going to jail, me trying to kill myself, Emily hating me, my parents disappointed in me and Michaela and I stopped being close. We were so close together before the Dark Era. I hate myself, the way I am now and the way I act. The way I have to act around everybody, I can't even be myself anymore. It's all so stressful. Probably one of the reasons I am also failing school. I mean, I am a hopeless mess, seeing as how I don't have a loving family, no girlfriends( don't get me wrong, I love my guy friends, but sometimes I wanna be able to talk to a girl, you know? Seeing as how guys hate it when girls get emotional) and no grades, no after school activities. I mean, I'm like a crazy person, holed up in my room all the time, I don't go out unless it's skating and I don't even like to go around with the guys. They're all talking about girls and who is hooking up with whom.

Ok, but enough about me and my wallowing in self-pity. I'm sure you could do much better than this. I mean, wasting your time, reading some shit, about a girl who has a completely messy life and how she is going to turn this around? Hardly interesting!

So, wouldn't you agree with me, when I say green eyes and curly hair are the way to go? For a guy, I mean? Ok, ok, for Ian is what I mean!

Ok, I have to stop!!! he is so unbearably cute, oh my god, no wonder all the girls in our class was drooling over him.

So, I am spacing out as usual, during lunch, when Scott taps me on the shoulder and asks me about Erica. I jerk around and tell them about how she is my best friend. He and Damien don't know about Erica, coz, you see, Erica went to jail, before we got to be friends. And I guess, I just never mentioned her. So, then Jake explains how we were going to pick her up and he asks them to come along and surprisingly Scott says yes, but Damien refuses.

"Sorry, guys, I don't wanna miss it, but I have student council, 2day, so..." he trailed off

"Oh, come on, Damien, u can skip that thing for once, can't u?" Jake shot back.

and so on and so on went the argument.

I was looking at the new guy, and it just so happened that he turned around. He was sitting all alone at the farthest table. He was sketching something. He caught my gaze and we stared at each other for a long, long time. It was mesmerizing.

Then I looked away, I mean the guy was burning a hole through me!

"Dude, let's go!" called Jake out to me, "Lunch is over, man!"

I walked back to 5^th period silently.

*

So, I was in the bathroom, when this little incident happened. I was in one of the stalls, when two girls walked in. Or it was three, I don't remember. Anyways, I hear them come in and right away I know it's Azra Pollinsky and Monica Green. They were the second popular ppl in our grade. Besides Kelly and her ladies-in-waiting, is what I mean. So, since she doesn't like very much(like any other sane person in this school, besides my guys) I decide to wait out in the stall until she leaves. I mean, it's not like it was going to be very long- all she had to do was put on her stupid pink lip-gloss and fix her hair.

She comes in starts talking.

"Ok, that whore!!! I'm gonna kill her!" Azra shouted and I could almost imagine Monica nodding her head and trying to calm her .

She obviously threw something at one of the stall doors. I just prayed that they wouldn't notice me in there.

"That little skank, thinks she can go with my boyfriend, behind my back, huh?" she screamed again and I was beggining to wonder who that unlucky person was going to turn out. I was already feeling sorry for whoever it was, that Azra was talking bout.

"I'm gonna kill that little *itch!"

I couldn't take it, so I flushed the toilet and came out. Besides i was late to my next class. Monica's eyes widened, while Azra's narrowed.

I went to wash my hands and suddenly Azra pushed me against the wall.

"Hey, what the hell?" I screamed at her.

"You "itch! U think u can go out with my boyfriend behind my back?" she looked really angry, but I wasn't scared of her. And now I also knew who they were talking about.

"What the f***?" I yelled at her as I pushed her off of me.

Then I turned toward the door to get the hell out of here. I mean, I wasn't there to start a fight. Besides, I never went out with her stupid boyfriend. In fact, I don't even know who her boyfriend is! Jeez!

Just as I was out the door, someone grabbed me by the ankle and I fell toward and hit my head hard against the marble floor. I felt blood trickling down my forehead.

Now, I was pissed. I mean, that little rotten idiot, first accuses me of going out with her boyfriend, pushes me around and now almost breaks my skull. Oh, it was so on. She was going to pay for it!

So, then I did what I now don't regret at all. I, well, socked her in the face. Twice. And pretty hard too.

wow. great part. I bet Azra has a black eye now. 😆 i wonder who her boyfriend is...

great part OMG i wonder wat will happen

im thinkin the boy is ian white...

great partzz and continue soooooonn.. cant wait to read moreee!!!!!

Brilliant Part!!!!!!! 👏 👏 👏

I am waiting to learn more about her past, especially the person who Erica killed.

And, please don't tell me her bf is Ian White - that will be totallyyyy bad!!