sry guys...i know you are waiting for the next part..but what to do when the title itself is waiting for you...i have to justify it right..?...ok ok jokes apart...i couldn't update you as my post limit crossed...now no more waiting...
part:6
roli's p.o.v
i didn't know what happened to me.why i'm like this and crying to this extent.is it for missing simar didi only...?but my heart says no..the simple answer is because i always go to my college after my vacction and hardly will visit home once for 3-4 months ..and also jiju assured that they will come to india once for every 2 months as jiju also said that he can't stay away from his family for months together.i don't think my tears only for missing bhabhi...but what for...is it for siddhant ji.
yeah i think my heart is right... i saw the pain in his eyes when he knew about my allergy for spices and to remove from his guilty feeling.. i said to become friend to him.
and also i created group in whatsapp..family..
i was admiring him...simar didi's marriage photos came after 2 months of marriage.
as i couldn't control myself i asked gowtham to put all the photos into drop box.he did it.
i was watching all the photos opening my mouth...
i think in each and every photo we both were seen as pair.we both were soo close if these photos are seen by some unknown person , then they will definitely may think we are couple.
i all the time admired my photo with him..but suddenly my throat was blocking me...
unknown to me my eyes are wet...thinking about my feelings as just a crush on him...
no... i was not able to take it as a crush as i was deeply in love with him..
yes yes i confirmed it that i was in love with him...my university exams were nearing...and i got preperation holidays for almost one month.and in that time only didi and jiju also came to india for a week.
didi and jiju was completely staying in our house only ofcourse siddhantji also accompanied them as he has completed his m.tech...
i was wondering when i heard about siddhanr ji that he is younger than didi but how was he able to finish 2 degrees.whereas didi finished 1degree just before one week of her marriage.
yeah he was not an ordinary one...he was topper in every thing itseems.i think that was dragged me towards him even before seeing him.
okay leave that ...that one week was memorable for me..
day 1: it was my habit to study in the early moning..so, it started with it.
later that day after noon we five(didi,jiju,gowtham,siddhant ji and me)went to beach.naughtiness was started by me only.. i.e., i throwed water on gowtham but siddhant ji was behind me in throwing water on me while newly wedded couple was walking in the sand holding hand in hands.
it was one of my beautiful day.
day:2
it was boring as went to all of our relatives house..
day:3
though it was boring but for me it was amazing...we went to some boring film thinking it as a nice film...looking at the film every person in the theatre slept.but myself and siddhant ji simply passing comments on the film and making fun of it ,,,,,just to take out our frustration on watching that film.but i enjoyed his company .with which boring film also became interesting film.
day:4
again its a wonderful day for us.we played games along with our cousins like...catch me if you can,tying eyes and finding the person,etc.,...in all those those games my cousins target was only siddhant ji and me..i didn't know what was he thinking about all these...
day:5 again it went boring with relatives.
day:6
we all together went for temples and then went for long drive... and that night wwe played dhumshalads ...i was very much weak at expressions all used to laugh at my funny explinations for simple names...i can tell you if you ask didi/jiju/siddhant ji/y cousins...reg that day..then every one will die in laughing..
day :7 ofcourse it was sad day for me as didi
and jiju were going back to malaysia...and also sad because i can see siddhant ji only whe there is didi and jiju and now they are leaving.
we send off them till airport only 5 of us went
while returning only 3 left(me,gowtham and siddhant ji).gowtham slept off.it was silence for sometime.thank god he breaked silence.
siddhant ji: so roli...when is ur exams gonna start..?
i said him dates of the exams.and he asked me when i'l be leaving to college.. i said him in 2 days(as i can't stay in my home thinking about him and it will surely disturb my studies).
we reached our home and he dropped both of us and left to his home...
Anupamaa
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