Vrimar OS
As usual i was late from shoots and charlie was waiting for me.. I was so tired to even look at her but the way she talked there was something fishy..
While i was eating i casually asked her - ''whats the matter charlie? Why do you look so upset?''
Charlie- Amar i am not upset actually my cause of concern is VRINDA..
As i heard VRINDA i was carried away in a different world... Taarey world? Maybe maybe not.. Her innocent face with that million dollar smile used to make my day as i used to sneak in her room to have a look.. Only my heart knows how badly i miss her..
Charlie- amar? Amar? Where are u lost?
Amar- Sorry charlie! Yes what about Vrinda were you saying?
Charlie- Yes! Tommorrow is Vrushika's Birthday right? So she'll definately be there naa?
Amar- I guess so! Whats the matter charlie?
Charlie- Look amar i have always been supportive but when it comes to you and vrinda i get a little insecure...
Amar- Charlie! There is absolutely no reason for you to get insecure! I am all yours and you know that naa?
Charlie- Yes baby! But please i request you dont click any pictures with her! Will that be okay?
Amar- As you say Mam!
Charlie was delighted by my words.. But my words crushed me deep inside.. A sudden pain in my heart and a tear in my eye made me realise something was wrong!
But its totally wrong on my part to cheat charlie.. So i shall sleep and ignore this pain till i can bear it..
Next day D3 sets..
I was sitting in my room after the shot.. I took out my red shorts and black vest and worn them! I just slipped on the chair and was busy tweeting when Vrushi entered...
Vrushika- Amar chalo! I am giving my birthday treat ! Sab chal rahe hai!
Amar- pehle batati naa! Abb aise chalu mei?
Vrushika- chal aise hi chal please! Vaise bhi koi dekhne nhi waala tujhe! Except for Vri... Hehe..
Amar- chup kar! Chal aata hoon! Pagal!
Stars and moon resturant
As i saw the name my mind started Running! Stars aka Taarey! Taarey matlab mei aur vrinda.. The thought only made me smile ear to ear.. I started blushing.. Amar taani and rey are Taarey not you and vrinda..
I took my seat and found Vrinda's seat left..
Again so many thoughts!
Is she not coming? Why is she late? Caught in traffic?
I was thinking about her and she came.. And for a moment everything turned black! It seemed she appeared from the fog! Like an Angel! My angel? I started blushing again!
*Drrr*
i came out of my dreams and saw Vrinda saying hie amar and waving at me! But before i could reply it was too late!
'harr baar mere saath hi kyu karte ho ye bhagwan ji'
we started posing for our group pictures... I kept looking at her... She is looking so pretty today... Actually from day 1 of D3 sets i found her pretty.. But today i could see that childish innocence back on her face.. Aww she looks so perfect like this..
She came near me for a pic.. But i went away! Ofcourse i remember my promise to charlie..
I know what she might be feeling 'what a creep this fellow is' but i really cant help it!
The Party got over..
We were going back home..
I wanted to say her goodbye but too late she was already gone!
A week later..
I was busy reading tweets of my fans when i saw Vrinda is going to agra to anchor the Taj mahotsav! Wow Vrinda congratulations! Sorry i really cant convey my wishes to you! Maybe I'll hurt charlie again!
Everyday i opened up twitter but i didnt feel like tweeting anything! Because there was no vrinda now! I have a really bad habit of collecting all her pictures in a secret folder on my tab.. I wished to open it and browse through the pictures but couldnt do so! Charlie may get upset... I decided I'll not tweet anything till she comes back..
A week later..
Vrinda posted something! Yes she is back! So happy i am ! Hope her show worked well! She must have been the centre of attraction..
My thoughts kept pulling me more and more towards her!
3 days before Shaantanu's birthday...
Dolly wanted to interview me For my wishes for Shaan..
I was waiting for her call...
As the interview started it was all about Shaan and me! I made sure that i dont speak up about anything Related to taarey as ultimately it gets me back in those flashbacks..
But somehow the Topic shifted onto Taarey! And i had to tell the fans what they mean to me and even they are equally special.. It is me who cannot control his feelings and thats why i run from the reality...
The interview got over on a good note! Atleast my fans would be happy after listening to it! But Dolly's Request! To get a picture of Vrimar? Oh my god! How will i face her.. We havent talked since Taarey ended..
But then my attention shifted on something more important!
How will Charlie React? Will she agree? I dont want to dissappoint taarey/Vrimar fans..
I went home that night.. Charlie was waiting for me... As i came in she hugged me tightly and kissed me on my cheek..
Charlie- baby! Aa gaye tum! Go get freshen up!
Amar- Vo sab baad mei charlie i wanted to tell you something!
Charlie- haan bolo?
Amar- charlie Taarey fans have Requested for a Vrimar pic on shaan's Birthday! I really hope you dont mind naa? We cannot dissappoint our fans!
Charlie looked annoyed.. She didnt answer my question! God did i hurt her again? Nooo please noo god!
Amar- Charlie sirf ek pic and vo bhi door se khichvauga.. Okay?
Charlie- Okay amar!
She fakely smiled but its alright! After the party i can make up for it!
Shaan's Birthday
I was searching through the wardrobe and i found a black T-shirt which Vrinda gifted me on my last birthday.. Hopefully charlie didnt know that it was gifted by Vrinda else it wouldnt have been in my cupboard till now!
I looked towards the mirror to have a glance of myself!
''here comes the lover boy divajaani''
Realising what i just said, i decided to keep my mouth shut..
I was just on time and almost everyone had reached the place!
I could see shaan, Vrushika, Gowda .. But i couldnt find Vrinda..
Just then my eyes caught her...
She was standing with a couple of girls and laughing... My god her smile, that laugh... Anyone can just fall in love with her! She is so adorable.. Wait.. Anyone? Then why not me?
I didnt realise how deep my question back! I felt like talking to her! How to start? What to do? Then an idea came in my mind!
I straight away went to vrinda..
Amar- Vrinda?
Vrinda- haan amar!
A smile came on her beautiful face!
Amar- Vo actually vrinda dolly ne tumhe bataya tha naa ki our fans wanted a pic! So i thought why not now?
Her smile faded...
Vrinda- oh haan! Chalo I'll click one!
Just then her phone rang! I could see the name BOYFRIEND displayed.. I was utterly shocked! Moreover confused! Who could be her boyfriend? She never told me about this! I was so angry!
Vrinda- excuse me for a while amar!
Amar- Sure!
I started talking to myself! Why am i angry? Its completely her choice! Moreover ''I'' didnt contact her.. I shouldnt be angry like this...
She came back..
I fakely gave a big smile..
She must know naa i am happy without her!
My head was going to blast! Everybody started posing for group pictures and so me and vrinda went there...
The party was on but i couldnt think of anything else! That word boyfriend was stuck in my mind! I somehow managed not to ruin shaan's birthday... But when i saw her happy 'happy without me' i decided that i wont bother her anymore!
I wanted to go back home and cry! I hugged shaan and left for home!
That night...
Tears were flowing down my eyes! Maybe thats how Vrinda felt whenever she saw me and charlie together!
Have i lost her? Forever? Maybe she loves the guy! Who knows? The fact that i cannot hurt charlie made you go so far from me! Now its difficult to come even near to you!
I cried myself to sleep!
Few days later..
Charlie- Amar ka birthday aa rha hai! I wont let Vrinda or any D3 member be around him! It has to be just me and him! What to do ? Umm lemme book the tickets for goa! Yes that will be perfect! Vahan kaise aaogi tum Vrinda?
her smile was wicked...
When i came home that night..
Charlie- baby i planned something for your birthday!
Amar- batao?
Charlie- baby hum Goa jaa rhe! Maine toh tickets bhi book kar di!
Amar- but charlie ek baar pooch toh leti!
Charlie- ab kya itta bhi haq nhi hai mujhe?
Amar- ofcourse hai! Hum chalenge! now smile..
Charlie- hehe..
After the trip when Charlie and amar came back..
Amar- Chalo hum sabke birthdays ho gaye now only vrinda is left!
Charlie- harr baar vrinda Harr baar vrinda mei tang aa gai hoon tumse! Goa me bhi tum poore time last india fest aur Taarey ki baate karte rhe yahan aake tum vrinda vrinda kar rhe ho ! Kyu hai vo tumhare liye itte important? (shouting)
Amar- Mei thak gaya hoon charlie tumhe kush karte karte! Tumne jo bola maine vo kiya! Par nhi tumhe toh kisi cheez se fark nhi padta naa?( shouting)
Charlie- haan nhi padta! Bas ek cheez se fark padta hai ki mei tumhe kisi aur ke saath nhi dekh skti! Kyu hai Vrinda tumhari life ka itta impotant hissa? Kya koi apne co-star ke saath itti baar milta hai eventhough show me uska role khatam ho gaya ho? Kyu amar kyu? Kyu tumhare har taarey scene mei mujhe aisa lagta tha ki tum kahin kho jaate ho? Kyu ???
Amar- God dammit kyuki mei vrinda se pyaar karta hoon! Bahut pyaar karta hoon! Tumhare saath mei relationship me sirf isliye tha kyuki mei tumhara dil nhi tod skta!
Charlie- dil nhi tod skta? Oh right? Tumne dil nhi poora mujhe tod diya hai amar! I hate you! Bye forever!
Amar didnt answer! Charlie packed up her bags and was going out of amar's house... But then she stopped..
Charlie- Mujhe toh tumne kho diya! Apni vrinda ko mat kho dena!
She was almost out when she heard
Amar- maine usse kho diya charlie maine usse kho diya!
She threw her bag out...
Charlie- aisa kyu bol rhe ho tum?
Amar- She has a boyfriend! And i guess she loves him!
Charlie- tum dhakkan ho!
Amar- what?
Charlie- oviously! Didnt you know she calls Ritwhik her boyfriend! Masti masti me ! Ahhh amar how can you be so dumb? Making assumptions?
Amar- Really? Thank god charlie...
In excitement he hugged her and realised she might be hurt but still she is helping him
Amar- Sorry charlie..
Charlie- You know what? I am too good for you! Tum mujhe deserve hi nhi karte! Ab mera mooh kya dekh rhe ho? Go get your love!
I called up Vrinda...
Amar- aaahhh! Vrinda mera accident ho gaya hai! I am here near the city mansion jaldi aao!
Vrinda was horrified
Vrinda- kya hua aapko? Amar? Rukiye me shaan aur charlie ko leke aati hoon!
Amar- nhi Vrinda akele aana iss samay sirf tum he mere help kar skti ho !
Vrinda- haan haan mei aayi!
She drove to the place amar mentioned..
But no where she could find amar..
She thought of calling shaan but just then...
A voice came from behind '' Suno ek thi kaach ki gudiya suno ek thi pyaar di pudiya sadke uss pyaar ke''
she moved around to see who was there.. But sadly she couldnt find anybody!
The voice again came '' Suno ek tha pind da shera aaya kas ke baandh vo sehra sadke uss yaar de''
she was standing there! Still and numb! Ofcourse this song was special to her... It ended taarey... But i will make it as a beginning of Vrimar...
''Saji thi doli woh
chadha tha ghodi voh
khoya jaane kahan inna sona pyaar baliye''
I was right in front of her... She was crying.. Her tears didnt stop.. I went near her.. Wiped her tears.. And cupped her face..
''Vrinda Dawda... Tumhe itta ignore karke bhi.. Tumse itte door reh ke bhi i couldnt stay away from you! Ek baat statati thi.. Jab tere yaad aati thi.. Kyu mujhse rooth gaya... Jaane kyu door gaya.. Naa jaane kabse tumse ye kehna chahta tha...
I love you divajaani i really do... Jaise Taani loved rey and Rey loved taani.. Jaise aasman mei banke reh gaye vo taarey.. Vaise Vrinda and amar Vrimar forever..''
Vrinda was speechless she hugged me back.. I was so desperately waiting for her reply but her hug was warm enough to tell me what she wanted to say...
I hugged her tight with my arms around her..
Vrinda- I love you too rey! Naa jaane kabse ye baat sunna chahti thi aapse! Thak chuki thi apke ignorance se! But still maine aapko maaf kiya! Voh kehte hai naa ghar ka bhula jab shaam ko lautke ghar vapas aa jaaye toh usse bhula nhi kehte..
Amar (teasing)- accha toh tum mujhe bhula keh rhi ho?
Vrinda- nhi mei keh rhi hoon aap bhule nhi ho!
Amar- (confused)kya nhi bhula mei vrinda? I remember everything...
Vrinda- (laughing) aapka kuch nhi ho skta amar bade aaye KAS AJS.. Buddhu ho aap ek dum..
And the days and nights were gone but vrimar spoke on and on..
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