SS: Of Lemons & Limes #5 (Chapter 20 - 22) - Page 86

Originally posted by: Nehasupnfan

You are a master at writing Arnav's feelings! Its bang on!! EVerything that the Arnav on the show felt! Just bang on! I congratulate you for writing Arnav so well!!!

This chapter was probably your best :) I can't wait to see what Arnav does to get her back!!!! :) Please update soon! :)

Originally posted by: bs_deeps

My first step to stop you from going on strike...which would also mean..I am not going to let you get away with a reason for delaying the next & final update

My Dear Readers!

yes my dear writer!

You can lift my mood up anyday! 😊

Can I? 😉 You still have any doubt?? 🤢

She glared at him but his eyes were calm and determined.

why do you want to talk about his eyes? I am lost there.. are you talking about these eyes? Ohhh .. now I am lost.

"Come with me. We need to talk."

We need need to talk? who decided that? 😉 someone rightly called him Attitude Singh Raizada...he takes all the decisions and says "we" My ASR is ASR till the end! That was my resolution .. hehe .. master of his fate and others too! 😛

Some sympathized her, some mocked ' but everyone was sure she would be going home crying tonight.

What do they know about Khushi's laad governer..ask us..we will tell..hehe Only if they knew!! 😆

He merely turned to face her when she pounced on him, taking him by surprise.

"What do you think of yourself, Mr. Raizada?"

thats our Khushi, his Khushi, his lioness I love writing about a spunky Khushi .. only she can give him as much as she gets! On your face Mr. Raizada!

Arnav took a step back, a little flustered with the sudden attack.

His lemon. His tigress.

oops..tigress is it? I just said lioness..pardon me..😉 LOL .. given! 😉

"What's wrong? You are asking what's wrong? Everything is wrong. Everything starting from my working in this company is wrong. You. Me. Everything."

@bold, is she telling him that there is something between you and me? Oh come on! They both know it .. bas ghura firake kehte hain!

"Why of all, it had to happen to me!"

did it happen? or she let it happen? I am just being ignorant 😃 Confusion at its peak! 😆

"And .. you .. Mr. Raizada .."

is it just natural for her to address him like that when she is angry or that's her way of ensuring that he understands she is angry, upset? Ah! It feels so good to call him Mr. Raizada .. don't know about Khushi but I love calling that when I am mad at ASR! 😉

Arnav stared at her finger, half-amused and half-shocked, as she kept poking him in his chest. He stepped back with each poke and stopped only when his back hit the wall.

I would love to see his expression here...I can actually see it 😉 I always see what I write .. 😉😆

Why did she pick only that word? Did she not hear him tell her "beautiful" ' something that he had been longing to say her for a long time? Would he ever be able say that to her? Directly in words? What she did to him .. how she made his heartbeat go faster .. how she had turned his world upside down?

who is stopping him..why cant he say it dammit..is it as difficult as saying sorry or I love you..cant wait how you are going to make this guy confess...now if you read the comment before you finish the final update, I wonder what would be your reaction 😉 He can't say it because he has issues with his .. mmm .. vocabulary? 😛 Too much of balance sheet, profit and cashflow has spoiled him!

"You are beautiful, Khushi," his heart screamed but all he could voice was her name.

why? why this man always does this? D'oh! Because he is ASR?

"Yes! Saving your show at the expense of my honor."

is he going to lose his temper? may b not? lets see..

Did she understand what he did not mean? How could he make her understand..?

someones brain is actually working..👏for a change its working for a different reason First tell me this, how did he even expect she would understand?

"Khushi .. please try to understand."

please..? wow..a new word is added to someones dictionary...I am not very sure, but is this the first time he said that in this story? First time, yes! I am cautious with please and sorry, when it comes to ASR! 😉

Arnav heard her choke. He saw her eyes brimming up, slowly hiding the raw pain in her eyes that shook him to his core. And he could not control himself anymore.

He hugged her.

aaaw...with that one step, he made us fall for him again...this man is impossible, he takes all the wrong steps, or should I say all correct steps in wrong way and yet make us love him That's who ASR is! Does the most unimaginable thing at the right moment.. my sweetly unpredictably ASR!

"Khushi, please trust me," his voice was earnest.

trust? trust you for what ASR? with what?

Khushi fought to break free but she was not his match when it came to strength. His arms tightened around her - her hands trapped between their bodies. Their hearts got nearer. Their heartbeats merged again. And she let go. She rested her head on his chest; her body shuddered with pain as tears flowed from her eyes.

did we have some discussion around this scene dear? was it after I read the update or before, I can't recall.. Nah we did not! Want to tell me something? 😊

Arnav could feel his shirt dampening, her hands clutching his jacket tightly. That familiar feeling from a time long back choked his heart ' his eyes were dry but burning; it had been decades since he had cried. Perhaps he had unlearned how to cry. He could feel the movement of her body within his arms, as she cried her heart out. Her body shook, and his arms patted her.

"Shhh '," his voice came out in soft whispers, "It's alright, Khushi. Shhh .."

I was anticipating shhh...and you didnt disappoint me 😉 is it that he unlearnt how to cry or he didnt have anyone in life who touched his heart, whom he valued so much that its worth crying for them? tears are very valuble, and looks like ASR knows it .. Hmm .. tears are worth a thousand blood drop .. 😊

He let her cry. And she cried too. Until they felt, they were over with what happened a few minutes back. It was nothing, they both knew. That was just a facade to their true inner turmoil. They had other things to deal with.

I am waiting to understand what are those other things I hope you know it by now 😛

"Why don't you believe in marriage, Arnav Ji?"

damn..why does she always has to make it so difficult for him? did I read that line somewhere? one question that can send daggers thru his heart..Did you read it?

The question shook Arnav. He stared into her teary eyes ' full of questions & hope, fully aware of how many questions that one question held. He closed his eyes and his arms wrapped around her tighter. He did not know what to say. It was complicated.

is it really that complicated? only if he speaks If he could speak ..

"I .. just don't .."

Khushi stared deeper, as he opened his eyes - troubled & aching.

"Will you ever?"

Arnav wished he could say "yes". He wished he could promise her something ' something that would wipe the tears from her eyes forever. But he could not. He could not lie.

he couldn't lie..to whom? to her or to him? was he still not lying to himself? He had not figured it out yet ..

He wiped the tears off her face with his knuckles.

I am not able to imagine this..we know how "he" wipes his own tears with knuckles..but I am having difficulty in imagining him using his knuckles to wipe her tears..we will discuss I will show you when we meet for amirti at your house! 😉

"I don't think so."

They stood like that for how long they did not know, staring into each other's eyes, warming up into each other's embrace. It was not desire, it was not dancing blood cells, it was not butterflies in the stomach. It was sheer peace and pain.

peace and pain..can they stay together? probably they can...😊😊

Their conversation was over.

leaving us all the more confused..?

As Khushi stood a few feet apart and wiped the tearstains off her face, Arnav again felt the cold grapple of the now familiar feeling of fear. The way she was cautiously keeping the distance made him feel empty.

this guy is impossible..

Desperately, he extended his right hand towards her.

"Come with me."

come where? and what will you do with her if she comes with you ASR..leave her in between? Ah! He is one confused soul .. all he knows is he wants her with him .. not how! He will reach there .. just give him time 😊

"Thank you, Arnav Ji. But I can't. I have to go."

Arnav became wary.

"Go?"

LOL..what else do you expect, stand there in parking lot or in your office? 😆😆

"I am sure you did not do it willingly, did you?"

ok..what would he do if she spoilt it willingly? 😉

"Thanks, Arnav Ji but really there is no need. I have taken auto all my life. Don't spoil me."

Arnav's fist tightened. Damn he wanted to spoil her. In every way he could. Would she allow him? Would he allow him himself?

we discussed this already didnt we? LOL.. why is he bothering about whether she will allow or not? Arnav Singh Raizaga gets anything that he wants, isnt it? 😉 I knew what you reaction would be at this sentence ... and of course, I was not thinking any different! 😆😆

Arnav did not insist further. He knew her enough by now. She would not listen. Why could not she stay?

oh..yeah..since when he started giving up so easily? Since the unthinkable happened .. 😉

"You really have to go?"

sounds familiar...she has to go because you are letting her go..as simple as that.. 😊😊

Khushi stared into his eyes. It sounded more like a plea than a question. Her fists tightened.

"Yes. I have to."

😊

Arnav nodded almost invisibly. And Khushi 's lips curved into a smile that did not reach her eyes. As she turned, Arnav took a deep breath and smelled her in. He would have her within him; this would help him last the evening.

LOL..how many more evenings is he planning to survive like this? He knows, in the deepest corner of his heart, he will never let her go .. 😉

A woman always wants surety, certainty...

ok...this? I thought "dont screw up" hehe

"I cannot give you that, Khushi," he murmured.

we will see how much you are going to stand on your word.. I wish I could write a whole show around these two .. and bring all this in the story! 😆

He closed his eyes, not wanting to showcase his vulnerability for one second.

oh..man, not only your eyes, your shoulders, your hands, your lips, neck, everything can speak..so if someone notices, you will be caught anyway..😳 Oh! oh! You said it ... 😳

Devi Maiya sighed. Only if his heartrending murmurs reached Khushi's ears. He was a man who needed to be heard; he was a man who needed someone to understand his silence.

Devi maiya..tum bhi na..why are you watching movie...its all in your hands, let the breeze come and carry the words to Khushi..is it such a difficult task for you? LOL .. why will she do all the hard work? 😛

The whole Raizada family watched in awe as the most routine person of the family did not even sip his coffee and had hardly anything going past his throat. His dark circles were evident and he was looking old for his age. Unlike other morning, he was completely inattentive of his surroundings and even his monosyllable replies could not be heard.

monosyllables..I am just imagining his "huh?" and those doe eyes.. My most fav .. "hi" ... 😳

Anjali watched her brother freeze.

hehe..ofcourse he would..

He seemed intense, grave.. a bit brooding?

intense, brooding..these words became part of our regular vocab these days, all because of one man.. yeah! Especially intense .. 😉

"I just wanted to say, Chotey .. I mean .. be easy on her .. "

be ease on her..LOL..I am laphing here...Hahaha ... youuu!! 🤣

When he looked at her again, he was back to his regular self. Unreadable.

from Arnav to ASR... Both makes the man!

"It was an accident, Di. It was not her fault."

hehe...I can imagine Anji's reaction..reminded me of his famous not everything is about winning... What nehi what the ... 😆😆

"Haan Chotey. Go. Tum theek to hona?"

obviosuly not..you dumb woman.. Hehe .. 😆

There was definitely something not right in Chotey's world. She had a feeling.

something not right? or something just started getting right? She will figure!!

"Stop feeling and do something," Devi Maiya scowled, "Why do I have to do everything?"

oh..yeah? for your kind information Devi Maiya, you are also not doing anything 😡 Oh Please! Give her some rest, naa!!

Fear comes from many things .. and it also comes from love.

and what else can come out of love my dear? 😉 you tell me? 😉

As he drove towards the office, his fear started to deepen ' his fear of not having her there, at the crossroad, waiting for him.

why? the lemon fragrance that he inhaled on Saturday night lost its effect is it? 😛😆

And his eyes brightened instantly, his heart beat calmed down, his nerves hyper active again.

His lemon.

She was there.

After everything, she was still standing there.

For him.

For him? for her? How does he know its for him? He knows it! Someone wrote a poetry on this .. dil se pukaro and stuff? 😉😆

Waiting.

Originally posted by: bs_deeps

Here goes my second attempt...

500+ likes in the last chapter. 😳 I am overwhelmed.

congratulations for the your first 500 dear..your stories deserve much more than 500 likes..you are the one of the very few, who can keep the original characterstics intact at each and every point of the story... You know very well how I react to this kind of comment/ compliment .. you still had to write?? ☺️☺️☺️

This update came after long, I know. The next ones will come rather quicker and in 2-3 weeks, we will say adieu. I am keeping my FF on hold and will give back to back updates here.

I checked the calendar, 28th June is when you said 2-3 weeks, so you have five more deays to conclude including epilogue..so lets see..I will start count down as soon as I reply to chapter 22 as well.. LOL .. I finished .. almost!!

This one goes to all the stalkers, spammers and new readers and not to mention, the "fuel" adder!

as I said earlier..I dont know what you are talking about? 😆 Fire starter .. fuel adder .. all comes in one good package! 😉

Chapter 21

Arnav Singh Raizada had always looked forward to Monday. He was a workaholic and weekends were sometimes difficult for him to bear. He had always felt the best on Monday mornings. Today was no different, though Monday did no longer mean work only.

happens..happens..there was a time when we also looked forward for Monday for apparent reasons...sigh...I know its irrelavant..but cant stop thinking about good old days.. and this reminded me of mamijis famous "aisan bahut sare kaam rahe jo chote pehle karat hain, par ab nahi karat rahe" humre chote ki makeover huyi gawa.. And you reminded me of our Monday ..

Arnav could see her waiting for him at their usual spot. She was in a plum colored dress, the same kind she always wore. He did no longer question the thumping of his heart as he drove nearer to her. He had finally given up and accepted that she affected him in ways no one had ever done to him. He had accepted the fact that around her, his heart always took charge over his brains. He had accepted the fact that it was only her that he needed ' it was only her, his crazy hormones danced to. Last week especially, had helped him put things into perspective even more.

that was one lovely para. @bold thats what we needed to hear, thats what is needed for ASR to start taking the steps towards clearing the mess that he created... Let me write about Arnav .. I can write a big fat book! 😳

It had been a week since the fashion show. Khushi had completely taken him by surprise as she did not change their morning routine. She had waited for him everyday to pick her up and she was there even today. Well, other than that, things had not really been very easy between them. Khushi had suddenly turned quite taciturn around him. They had hardly exchanged any word in the last week. She had been tight-lipped, hardly smiling or even looking at him.

well..why she is doing that? probably we will get the answer only in last chapter..if she is angry with him or upset, she could have easily stopped going with him..rt? waiting for the secret to unfold.. She was just trying to give him a cold shoulder year .. kind of "silent treatment"? But she ended up doing more damage than she meant .. to her own good though! 😉

It had pricked Arnav's ego like anything. But more than that was the heartache and the restlessness. Then again, he thought, it was a wonder that she had not completely cut him off from her life. He still had her with him. His world was still full of lemons and limes.

he still thinks he has her with him? just because she is going with him? or may b he is right? may b..she is still with him, in every sense..😉

Arnav braked in front of her. As she got into the car and settled herself, he smiled at her but she hardly noticed, let alone reciprocated.

hayi...hayi..my sadistic and unpredictable heart is dancing at first and then feeling sad...Khushi makes Arnav crazy and they both together are making us crazy We are sadist! Big time! I don't know why ... why .. I love to see you cry! 😉 I once thought it was a funny song! 😆😆

"Will you ever?"

Arnav had not been able to answer her that day and he knew he could not answer her in positive even today. But he .. wanted to try .. for her. He wanted to see if he could change his views or if he could at least compromise.

aaw..now what else is needed..am I inclined towards Arnav again? looks like that..

Arnav sighed again as Khushi latched the seatbelt herself. He missed doing that.

this girl is impossible, just like her man...so when she wanted to lean, she learnt it so quickly..which means all this while, she is not learning bcoz she didnt want to..so is she also addicted to his smell? I mean..his perfume 🤪 D'oh!!! 😆😆

He missed getting so close to her, to breathe her.. her lemony scent, to touch her softly in the pretext of doing her seatbelt. But she would not give him the chance any longer.

we are going to have an offline discussion on that..dont forget it I am waiting for the discussion! 😉

But when she had stopped him from doing her seatbelt and had done it herself, Arnav had known things would no longer be the same. He still felt the same twitch in his heart as he watched her ' as if someone had mercilessly cut out a part of his heart. It ached and he felt deprived.

part of his heart..were we not told he is a stone hearted, how can we cut a stone? something very powerful? 😆 that apart, does he need any aid? 😉

His stony heart melted the day he smelled his lemon! 😉

"I have finally learnt it," Khushi had cared to explain that day reading the surprise in his eyes, "Happy-ji said I probably pulled the belt too fast. It gets locked that way. I am sure you know."

whats the point of adding that "I am sure you know"..should I read "why you didnt tell me? "...let me answer for him, you didnt want to know, he didnt want you to know.. Hehe .. this girl is smart! 😉

"Who is Happy-ji?" Arnav had managed to ask without giving away anything.

haha..what he would have done if she didnt answer that question, assume something worst? Haha .. I am sure he would have gone bonker already!

Arnav had hoped it had been just her initial reaction post their exhausting conversation, but Khushi had proved him wrong. Nothing changed. She kept ignoring him mostly. She did not even talk to herself.

he is impossible yaar..if she interrupts, he will say "Lemme finish" and if she keeps mum he says "why are you not talking dammit?" 😕 who is born first, the word confusion or Arnav Singh Raizada? Good question!

Arnav understood her. He acknowledged the fact that he had crossed his line with her, and then he had made it clear to her that he could not offer her what she deserved. What else could he really expect from her?

Is that what it is? is it because he crossed the line? did they really understand each other..all that is happening is misunderstanding 😡 MU MU MU .. no IPK without MU! Bas no Shyam! 🤢

But all this realization and reasoning were not helping him at all. He wanted her to be herself around him. He wanted to hear her meaningless banter. He wanted to latch her seatbelt. He wanted to hold her hand, to rub her cheeks, to brush away the loose tendrils of hair from her face. He wanted to hold her by her waist, to pull her close, to nuzzle across her neck, to taste those lips .. again. He wanted to do more. Much more.

I am speechless I am 😳😳

Her sudden change of behavior and the feeling of deprivation had finally made Arnav think about them on a different note. Running away was no longer a solution, he realized. How could he deny that he was truly, deeply, madly .. attracted to her? And had she not reciprocated the same? He liked her .. a lot. But was that enough to change his views of life? Marriage was not something he was very convinced of. He had his reasons, strong ones. Would he be able to overcome those, just because he liked her?

whats his problem? He likes her? attraction, like..thats all he could come up with after all the thinking? he is wasting so much time bcoz he likes her? he needs a stronger dose.. He will get there baba .. patience, patience! He is Arnav Singh Raizada! Dont forget!

He had fought with himself ' his beliefs, his views, his fears. He was still not convinced if he could go as far as marrying her. But he felt peaceful when he realized he was willing to try ' to see if things were right enough between them .. so right that he might be willing to compromise with his views, only for her, if not for himself.

oye...who needs lemon..its him rt? so why is he saying its for her? he is the who will be deprived of oxygen if he doesnt get lemon... Hehe... make him admit that!!

He wanted her ' there was nothing to question twice about that.

wanted her in car? from Monday to Friday and from 8:00 - 8:30 and then from 6:30 - 7:00..? 😆😆 Everyday .. bas!

Why marriage had to be so important to her? Why she couldn't just agree to be with him?

why his views are so important to him? why cant he just marry her? Again .. because he is Arnav Singh Raizada?

He still felt like ripping those little cotton balls off. Not because those irritated him; but because it was his secret little fantasy.

☺️ no comments on that .. same here .. ☺️

Arnav swallowed. He quickly shifted his gaze and focused on the road, not willing to let his thoughts travel down that road again. It had been a rather fascinating road he had been walking on for quite some time now, with her by his side, where he wanted to do things to her that he had never felt the urge before. He had no intention to frighten her away. His fantasies could wait. He had other things to focus on, starting with the conversation he was willing to have with her today.

one shouldnt plan everything dear ASR..this is no business to plan first and then follow the plan..you never know what surprises you may get.. Yes! Baba ne kaha hain .. Plan never works!

A boyish grin appeared on his face, unknowingly ' the kind of grin which no one had seen on his face for a long time. His one half was charged up with excitement and the other half was biting his nails in anticipation. Would she understand him this time? Would she let him try? Would she try herself?

okay? we are dying in anticipation too to understand what you are upto .. He was up to something somewhat sweet .. some talk .. but ...

Arnav relaxed a bit as he watched Khushi go all flustered. There she was. His lemon. His Khushi. He would bring her out.

oh..yeah..sounds like over confidence?

Arnav noticed the trace of smile on her face and his smile expanded.

"You on loan. Hmm. Aman said that?"

is he not supposed to get angry on Aman..?

"I don't know. But La-ji quoted him .."

"Hmm. Interesting."

Even though the idea of Khushi on loan did not please him much but somehow he did not miss the humor in it. Somehow the air turned better inside the car today. It was much less of silence and apprehension like it had been the previous week.

silence before the storm...? 😉😉

They hadn't broken even this routine in last week. They had not talked about it, but somehow he had always been there waiting when she had come out of the building. She had never questioned and he had never bothered to explain too.

this is what CEO of AR is doing..eh? Hehe .. thank God his business is not sinking! Thank Aman, actually! 😛

She did not want to believe he had waited for her and she did not want to make a fool of herself by telling him she would not need a lift today.

equally crazy..she didnt want to believe he waited for her? Trying not to give importance to self .. sounds familiar? 😉

"Woh .. actually, I have some other engagement today. I, in fact, would like to go on my own."

he should tell her..thats ok I can drop you wherever you want to go..I so want to hear that.. He kind of did?

If he had not been driving, Arnav would have halted in his track. But now his fingers just tightened on the steering wheel. If Khushi could see his eyes, she could easily read the irritation residing there. But more that that was the disappointment.

when one will be disappointed? When there was hope? 😊

"I can drop you .. at any other place too."

there you are.. told ya! 😉

And the first day he was trying to make an attempt was turning into a failure.

thats ok..failures are stepping stones for success 😉

Arnav could feel his frustration slowly rising. It was not going as he had expected. How difficult could it be to have her for an hour or so and just tell her he wanted to try? Just ask her if she would let him try?

wouldnt it be easy to kidnap her from the car instead of planning? 😆 Haha .. you never know .. he actually might have done that!!!

Did she really have a plan? Or was she just brushing him off?

isse kya farak padta hain?

His eyes stole a glance at her as she was unlatching the seatbelt and it was then he saw it.

ta-da...its the time to party..now all the plans will go out of window..now is the time for action .. Party? Why are you about to start crying then?? 😛

He suddenly could hear his world falling apart ' crashing, burning, shattering. It could not be.

😭 😛

The name did not sound like an address, rather a question .. hanging in the air. Khushi halted in her track as his voice reached her ' he sounded .. lost.

When she finally turned to face him and met his eyes, her whole body shuddered, not being able to take the intensity in those caffeinated eyes. His eyes seemed clueless, his face pale. This Arnav Singh Raizada she could never imagine and she did not like it.

Her voice was just enough to reach him and it did no good to his crumbling world. He could not breathe. He felt cold. He could not stop trembling.

His voice came out hoarse and he was unaware.

what can I say about the way you had written these paras dear..I am in love with it..caffeinated eyes? aah..so much had been said about those eyes..so I am not saying anything..

If you didnt like it Khushi, do something about it dammit She would but she had to understand na? MU MU MU! Hehe 😆

He closed his eyes, as the question felt like a whiplash on him. Don't be so cruel, Khushi. His pursed lips trembled as he tried hard to restrain the overflowing emotions. He opened his eyes and he knew she could see he was vulnerable. He did not care. Hell, he did not care a damn.

😭

He watched the rising surprise in her eyes, her mouth parted slightly and her lips trembled. Please, Khushi. Say there is no one. Say, please.

why she is surprised? bcoz he noticed the ring and understood the story or its bcoz he misunderstood her? One MU that will change their life .. tan tanaaa 😆

He had feared if she took a name, he would collapse. But nothing happened. He just went numb, feeling nothing, his whole being feeling hollow.. empty.

here...from your fav scene, my fav expressions..did it in hurry..in less than 2 mins..so dont scold me...😃 You know its my fav too! I wish I could incorporate the slipping ring .. beautiful my dear .. that perfect moment .. he breaks and we faint!

"Arnav-ji .. aap theek ho?"

Arnav-ji. Ah! Finally, she said it. He had been waiting to hear that for so long. But why now? What was the point? Why did she seem concerned?

hmm..why? humanity...😉

Why was she still here? Why was she not going? What did she want from him?

"Go, Khushi!"

His voice sounded hoarser as he yelled at her.

"I said GO!"

As she disappeared from his vision, Arnav suddenly felt his body giving up. The numbness was being replaced with an excruciating pain all through his body and his world spun. He stepped back instinctively looking for support and his back hit the car. His body bent in pain, his feet trembled.

I am crying again..with him...girl.I dont have any words... you had written the second part so beautifully.. 😳

It was over.

Devi Maiya sighed, her eyes welling up for the broken down man, as she watched him standing with his head bent.

ohho...DM is crying too..

"It is not over," she whispered, "Nothing is over till it is really over."

know what..the moment I read "It was over"..this is the exact line that came to my mind..nothing is over till it is really over..we are waiting .. No wonder we are friends .. for life! 🤗 Thank you Barun, thank you IPK!

Originally posted by: Omoraboti

@bold&blue: absolutely nothing else can make me feel better as an IPK fan .. 😊

I love ASR and I like to believe that I understand him. Thanks. 😳