Swaron OS : | |Second Beginning| | - Page 4

Next morning Sharon and Swayam both woke up early as they couldn't sleep much or even properly. Sharon's face was tears stained and her heart was aching a lot. Swayam was same like this on other hand. They both got call from Tina and veer informing that they all 4 are going to lunch today and they have to come too. Obviously they tried to dismay but in vain.

Sharon got ready with heavy heart and drove off to Veer's house. Whereas Swayam drove to Tina's. They both didn't know till now that where they all were going.

Tina with Swayam and Veer with Sharon reached at the restaurant at same time. It was one the memory of their died past. The Orchid Vase restaurant, Sharon's favorite always favorite because it was designed with orchids and lots of prints of it and in other words you say it was orchid vase when you enter in it. Swayam always took her here for their dates or coffee. Sharon looked at the restaurant, it was changed but one thing caught her attention the table, the table on very corner on which they only sat whenever they used to visit here as it was almost their daily routine and even one of the waiters became friend with them and he made sure to reserve this table for 2 for them. Swayam looked at her and even he was looking at the table, and by default it was the only table left empty in restaurant right now. They reached there..one the waiter placed 2 more chairs on the table and recognize Swayam and Sharon too.

W: You both here? After so many years? He asked them both.

Swayam smiled at him and gave him a side hug.

Sw: Yes, we are. Rohan you have changed a lot! He asked her.

R: Hi, Sharon! Yes, I am because I got married you know the girl I talked about. Finally we convinced our families. We are happy and I have 2 baby girls too. He said smiling.

Sh: Hi, Rohan! Congrats to you. She congratulate him but his words that he and his wife convinced their families broke her heart as what was her mistake.

R: So how many kids you both have? He asked.

Sharon loose it now.

Sh: Umm, We are not married Rohan! She said and Swayam looked her, he could see that how must she be saying this.

R: Swayam you won't find someone like her, but you both were suppose to marry 6 years back? Get married guys, being with the person and married to the person is the most beautiful phase of life. He said thinking that they both are together.

Sh: yes, It was for me too. She said and walked out of restaurant while her eyes got mistier and mistier with each passing step.

R: Did I say something wrong? I didn't mean to upset her. Is something wrong? He asked with concerned.

Sw: We broke apart 6 years back. She lost her whole family. We both just met some days back in someone's wedding. I think I should go and yes buddy I will soon coming to meet your kids. He said, tightly hugged Rohan and walked out too,leaving Tina and Veer there.

Sharon reached her home and fall on her bed, cried her heart out hugging Swayam's photo frame on her chest.

She tried all this 6 years to not think about him, to forget him but it was like she thought of him with every breath, he was her oxygen and how possibly she could stop breathing.

She used to cry non-stop hours every day hugging his photo, caressing his face with her fingers wishing to feel his warmth on her finger tips but she could never feel it again ever. Her days started with crying and craving for him and ended too like this in all 6 years.

Whenever something good or bad happened to her she wanted to share that with him but her mere absence crushed her hearts into thousand pieces every day whenever she needed him and didn't found him beside her looking into her eyes.

She used to rub her palm on empty side of bed thinking that he might could be here every night with her and then she would not have to sleep alone fighting with the pain herself all alone.

She used to re-call the memories when she used to saw the things related to the memories. She used to cry when she always saw small babies playing with their parents in park as he promised her that they will have a cute family with a little doll sort of daughter in it but all her wishes, her dreams, her trust, her happiness, her heart, her soul, herself got lost with him.

She never believed in love but he made her believe in love, in him. He promised to be with her till her last breath. She used to scream and asked herself that why..why he broke his every promise, her heart.. why he took her every dream of being with him, her soul with him. She loved him..she used to scream that he love her too and he will be back to her.. but in her heart a single sentence got place that "May be he loving me all 5 years from school days, we being in relationship for 3 years.. and she, never meant anything to him.. was it that easy for him to ask her to move on..he meant to move on to another guy..had I only this much important for him?"

She hated herself because somewhere she knew because of her there she has no family now. She broke the swear on his dad..his dad who was everything to her..whom she loved a lot.. her mom..who was her fairy.. her brother..her protector..her friend and everything.. she loved them, how could she do that to them but she only got one answer "Guess, I love you more Swayam..more than anything..more than anyone..I really need you"

She cried and cried but got same answer that " May be I don't deserve to be loved by you" and she became life less soul.

She was laying on her bed with his photo on her chest, her face was wet. Swayam marched in her room all of a sudden. That scared her and she jerked up from the bed, making the photo frame fall on the floor and scattered into pieces. She looked at the only mark she had of him and touched the pieces, it was risky but still she touched them and her finger got cut. Swayam bent down hold her finger and lightly suck it, she never looked at him. He grab his picture from the broken pieces and realized that what had he lost that time, the girl who madly love her still that now what has he done to her..only left her..scattered her heart into pieces just like this frame.

Now, her pain took a shape or anger and frustration. She snatched his photo from his hand and tore it into pieces and throw it on his face.

Sh: Guards! Guards, take him out right now. She shouted.

Sw: Sharon, look.. He started.

Sh: How dare you to even step in my house? Huh? Get out of here, leave me alone! She shouted on his face.

Sw: Sharon, I am not going unless you listen to me and that's final. He said calmly.

Sh: Go to hell, I don't want to talk to you! Just go! She shouted again and turned.

Sw:No,I am not going anywhere you have to listen to me by hook or crook. Call the guards and throw me out or call the cops but I will still come after that, I want to talk to you now. He yelled and turned her around, she banged on his chest and he pinned her arms on her back holding them.

Sh: Leave me Mr.Shekhawat and go get lost for forever out of my heart too! She shouted and tears started rolling down from her eyes.

Sw: Why? Why can't you just listen to me. I am sorry Sharon, I know what I lost, I lost the gilr who madly love me, who can do anything for me, I let go off my Sharon but not now I want you back in my live! He screamed.

Sh: Really? You think so I love you then why didn't you did anything at that time, why didn't you stop me when turned and left from your room, from your live? No, you never ever loved me, Never! She shouted with immense turmoil of pain in her voice.

Sw: Six years Sharon, I have missed you, loved you! I couldn't forget you, it was not easy for me to let you go. He said politely this time.

Sh: NO! It was indeed very easy for you, it was Swayam very very easy for you to ask me to move on? You didn't wanted to kill yourself there when you asked this to the girl with whom you said that you love her like crazy, who loved you like her life starts and end on you. Huh? She asked but he could see the helplessness in her voice, in her heart.

Sw:Sharon..He started.

Sh: No, I hasn't finished yet, let me finish first! What I meant for you? Oh, sorry did I even meant for you!? She asked while crying and asking like when a baby ask something when cries.

Sw:Sharon I.. He started again.

Sh: No, I am speaking! Want did me you mean, to move on? To go date some other guy? To marry someone else? To go and sleep with another guy and have his babies? Right? She asked again in helpless manner.

Sw: Sharon please what are you talking about? Stop this rubbish! He shouted.

Sh: No, Swayam you should have cleared me out that time that Sharon go to someone else and forget all the memories and every single second you spent with me, go and get hold on some other guy as I can't love you anymore,I am bored with you and your unconditional love, go and get married to some other guy because me the guy whom you dreamed to marry to have a beautiful family don't want to be with you, to marry you now, go and sleep with some other guy because me the guy whom you wished to sleep in her embrace every night doesn't wished the same! I am Done, and now you can go to one, two or many more guys. She shouted and cried more loudly.

Tears were rolling down from his eyes, he somewhere knew that he has hurt her but he has hurt her soul, her everything this much he never realizes it. He never thought that she could love him at this extant, he never thought that his mistake would make Sharon "The Diva" one lifeless, helpless and dead soul with broken heart.

Sw: Sharon you know I was stupid to do that! I am sorry Sharon. I still really loved you. How can I just let go off a girl whom I wished for 5 years! He said.

Sh: No, why would you say sorry. I still remember your words, let me remind you " Sharon sorry, I think this won't work now, I am moving on and I think you should move on too. You are beautiful girl and you can get any other guy. I am sorry Sharon, I hope you understand"..yes these were your words which haunted me in my dreams, they still rang in my ears and more over on my heart. I craved for you, I begged for you to be back, I wanted to hug you, I wanted to tell you that I love you and I am missing you and and and that I can't live with you, but you was never there.. never! Never swayam never! She shouted her last words aloud and fainted in his arms.

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3 more years passed.

It's been 2 years of Tina and Veer's wedding, she was almost 9 months pregnant as they decided to make their family as soon as possible.

She was in labor and Veer, Swayam and Sharon was outside of labor room waiting for her and the arrival of new member.

There doctor came and blasted a good news that it's a boy as Tina wished.

Sharon entered in Tina' ward and saw the little princes charming laying in a cot next to Tina's bed. Veer took place next to Tina and Swayam was standing there looking at 2 beautiful love birds. Sharon hesitated but in some time hold the baby in her arms and walked towards the bed and sat next to Tina on bed.

Swayam saw another blow on dream and pain in Sharon eyes, she always wished to hold her baby in her arm while he will be sitting next to her and looking at both of them but not all the dreams come true but for Sharon, her most beautiful dream even that didn't come true which was HIM.

T: Aw, Veer look it's a boy. Now you are in danger if you even think to mess with me. She warned him and they both laughed.

Tina kissed the baby and held her near her chest. Sharon smiled at her and gave her a light side hug.

T: You know what Sharon, you should marry too if you want to feel the happiness of carrying your angel in your arms. She said smiling to her little boy.

Swayam didn't wanted to see the expression he just saw on Sharon's face.

Sh: May be happiness are not for me! She said and sighed.

Tina looked at her, but just before she could say anything Sharon's phone rang and she walked out.

Swayam looked at Tina and Veer and congratulated them before going after Sharon.

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--Tanya--