Swaron OS : | |Second Beginning| |

Ok, now i know i am writing lots of OS or SS nowadays!
This One Shot will have 3 parts as i just could not cut it down into only 1 part, Enjoy! (:

Laying on their bed in their respective rooms they both were thinking the same, remembering their meet today. We met again after 6 years today. I waited for this day to just see her once, to know that she is fine and I know she waited too, but everything has changed as change is the only constant but why there is word "Change". I curse the day when that happened.

Sharon was busy chatting with her friends and it was her close friends wedding. Actually not her best friend but her best friend's sister and her friends was in Delhi who suppose will be here in any minute with his beau. Tina her friend ask her especially to attend her sister's marriage even her sister was quiet close to her and whole family too.

Sharon was talking with some friends when Veer her beau came and gave her sudden side hug. She looked at him and smiled but as always her smile didn't reach to her eyes again.

Veer knew everything about her and everything means everything. He was her elder brother's best friend and knew her from childhood. Sharon got a text from Tina that she has arrived here and a light smile crept on Sharon's face.

V: Sharon you are smiling? Shocking huh! What's the matter? Hey don't tell me you are getting married to Shahid kapoor and not me! He said while cheering her more.

Sh: Yes, I am. You have any problem? She said while giggling lightly.

V: Tell me na? He asked again.

Sh: Tina is here. She said and next moment she saw Tina running towards her.

Tia came and hugged like a nut case. Thank god she took a hold on nearby table otherwise they both would have laying on floor.

She was smiling in hug but next moment her smile faded. She saw someone which he wished to see all these years but that guy didn't see her and called Tina's name. He must be her beau.

T: Hey Swayam come here and meet my friend! She called him out.

Swayam came and saw her face and heart stop for some seconds looking at her. She was still pretty as always even moon can shy away itself in front of her but something was changed she was not her Siren now. May be she was not even Sharon now, her eyes were cold not reflecting the love he used to see in it but next second she looked in his eyes and he found missing love back in those green orbs.

T: Swayam this is Sharon my best friend and Sharon this is Swayam my beau, my love! She said happily.

Sharon looked at them and smiled.

Sh: Hi! She said and forwarded her hand to him.

He felt hurt seeing her reaction because he knows that she still loves him and she is faking it.

Sw: Hi! He said and shake his hand with her but she withdrew in an instant.

T: Hey Veer, right? She said happily.

V: Yeah. How do you know me? He asked in a curiosity.

T: Oh please who else would have told me other than Sharon, and beside you both are holding hands seems exact what I know. She said and winked at Sharon and smiled at Swayam.

Sharon immediately smiled back and looked at Veer who knew how much she feels uncomfortable when she hear comments about them and he instantly withdrew his hands not because only of comment but he could clearly see that he was the Swayam, Sharon told him about. He could clearly read her face.

Tina saw Swayam's once and then Sharon's and sighed lightly and smiled sarcasticly at her luck. It was obvious for her to know that she was the Sharon, Swayam talked about.

Whole the while in her journey she didn't tell Swayam her best friend's name thinking that he will be upset but secondly she was praying to God that Sharon is not his Sharon but may be her pray was not deep enough.

Sh: Umm, guys I need to go there as Tinaaa you are sister has almost made me her servant in past few weeks. I think I should check on her too. She said while trying to run away from there and left.

Tina and Swayam met Tina's family and greeted them. Swayam sat on the table on which Sharon and Veer was seated too. Most of talks were done by Veer and Tina. They both were trying to make Sharon and Swayam talk but they just sometimes smile on their talks and said nothing but true feeling from their eyes.

It was time when they four were eating food on same table. Sharon never liked Indian much. Swayam saw her weird expression and smiled. Tina and Veer saw his smile and got confused.

T: Swayam why are smiling? She asked him smiling.

Sw: Nopes, nothing I just remembered a joke all of a sudden. He exclaimed.

Sharon listened to his statement without even looking at him and knew why he smiled.

They ate their food and emerged in conversation again this time Sharon and Swayam took some part too, but their hearts were stomping loudly. Sharon was holding back her tears, tears of pain, tears of guilt, tears of love, tears of losing every person she loved at same day, tears of her empty..alone..dark..haunted live which will remain be the same and tears of separation from him.

She looked up trying that her tear won't fall down and bang it did. She wiped it but couldn't hide it from 3 sitting there and walked away from there in the room which was given her by her family from past 2 weeks.

She entered her room and sat on the chair in front of mirror. She looked herself while crying she so wanted to see her like this, to see that may be..may be her pain will get away from her tears and she wanted to see herself getting away her pain it was her daily routine in past 6 years, but daily wished to let go off her pain but after every crying her pain increased.

On other hand Swayam wanted to go and take her in his embrace but instead he looked at Veer asking him to go and see her but to his shock Veer asked him to go.

V: You should go Swayam. It as you she missed and loved whole 6 years not me. He said and smiled at smiling Tina.

Sw: What? How do you both.. They cut him off.

T: Swayam chuck it. We were never meant to be, go to her and ask her at least how is she? She said and pat on his shoulder.

Sw: Thanks Tina. You know what you are the most beautiful creature of God after Sharon! He said and ran to find Sharon.

Tina laughed at his statement and came back and sat next to Veer.

V: You love him right? He asked.

T: Uhaan, I like him! Love may be will never happen between us as it happens only once and he was already in love. She said and smiled which definitely reached her eyes.

V: I am glad that you not that bitchy vamps like fianc. He said and they both laughed.

T: So, you love her? She asked too.

V: Same as you. May be I never looked her at this sense even but she lost her family and I was her only family left may that was the reason I asked her to marry me 1 year back and she agreed. I am her brother's childhood best friend. They all died in an accident and after I was the only one she talk and trusted. He said happily.

T: I hope they sort their issues some day because that day is not today I know very well but atleast they can start talking so that day isn't far away much! She said and smiled.

V: I hope so too. I have seen Sharon crying and screaming in internal pain all these 6 years and want her happy now. He said and sighed in relieve though he knew they won't be together today but one day or other they will.

On other hand finally Swayam found Sharon sitting in front of mirror looking at herself. He entered in her room and shut the door only to prevent other's from hearing their conversation. Sharon jerk and looked at him who was starring at her with care and unconditional love with pain of getting away from her in his eyes, but she wanted to see this pain, this unconditional love, this care in his eyes that day they both separated or rather he broke her heart into zillions pieces and left her all alone to be haunted by every single thing around her.

She quickly wiped her tears and stood still. He walked towards her and hold her hand, she didn't tried to held it back again as she think she doesn't have any emotions for him so it won't matter to her but when he hold her hand all she wanted to do was cry more and more resting her face in his hands forever long till there would be no tear left in her orbs.

She quickly jerked her hand and turned around.

Sh: You want something? She asked as if nothing has happened and she didn't know why he is here.

Sw: Don't Sharon! He said pleading her.

Sh: What are you talking about Swayam? She said and closed her eyes and she didn't wanted to say his name. She never did accept when she told about him to Veer.

Swayam closed his eyes and took a deep breath and a lone tear flowed down from his eyes hearing his name from her lips after 2 many years. Only he knew how much he craved to hear his name once, only once from her lips. He always loved when she used to call him by his name and even tease him that he is so cheesy.

Sw: Take my name again Sharon! He said still with closed eyes and more tears rolled down.

Sharon smiled as she got her breaths back when she heard her name from his lips too. She wanted to hear him saying "Sharon don't cry, I can't see you cry please Sharon" and taking her name again and again but there was only one thing she heard was the voices of their memories they made together for leaving them in middle path, next second she could not control and started sobbing even she tried to not make sound with closing her mouth with her hands but the sound of her heart crushing into pieces was much much louder than any cry of this world.

Sh: Why are you here? Tina must be looking for you. She said while playing with her finger which she always did when she used to get very nervous or hurt.

Swayam closer to her and hugged her from behind. Sharon felt stiff, she tried to respond but all she could do to feel him so close to her again after so long years. She wanted him to be this close to her, to hug her when she cried 6 years but all she got to hug was her pillow, her knees or his pictures.

Sw: I am sorry Sharon, forgive me! He hugged while Sharon felt her shoulder getting wet and his salty yet sweet tears entered in her neck line giving her currents down her spines.

Sharon jerked away and took few steps back.

Sh: Why are you sorry Swayam? You don't have to be, I never was anything to you so you made your choice and you had right, so why being sorry!? She asked but only she knew how much it hurts saying that she was nothing to him, to the person she loved more than this entire world.

Sw: You always were everything to me and will be. I know I shouldn't have done that just like that. I know we thought to get married and believe me we were so young but I wanted to marry you but mom didn't like you. Our genes hatred for each other's family didn't let that happen. Mom give me her swear I was helpless. He said but he knew he was wrong.

Sharon didn't say anything and kept starring at him for few minutes.

Sw: Sharon say something at least? He begged her.

Sharon turned and walked towards the exit door of her room.

Sh: Even my dad gave me swear on my family, but may I your promise was more important for me that we will live and stand with each other no matter what. I broke the swear and God punished me, they died! All of them.. all of them whom I loved and you. She said and walked out of room without even turning to him.

Swayam stood still hearing she lost her whole family. When, how,what happened? But he didn't got any answer. He saw the pain in her eyes but even may be her yes couldn't reflect the total amount of pain which was sucking her from inside.

Swayam went to Veer and asked where is Sharon.

V: Give her time. She will be OK! He said and placed his hand on her shoulder.

Sw: When she lost her family? What happened? He asked suddenly.

V: Ummm.. It was 17^th October, yeah it was 17^th Oct. They died in a car accident at 17^th night! They all died. He said and sighed.

Sw: Can you drop Tina to her home? Tine I am sorry I never wanted to betray you or hurt you! He said to her.

Tina walked upto him and hugged him.

T: You was always her's only her's. OK? Go home and take some sleep. She said and smiled.

Swayam walked out of there like a lifeless soul. Only 1 think was roaming in his mind and heart that she lost her family right after when he left her, on same day she lost everything. She must have wanted him to be around her and hug her and support her and love her but all she got was pain and immense pain from him. He went to his room and laid on bed, his continuous crying and tears soothed him after some time and he fell to sleep on the bed of stamp pins.

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-Tanya-