Hello People I don't really know what makes me write this one in first place, the reason I am saying this is because I have already thought to discontinue this writing business because I am not a writer and now a days I getting the realisations that I am really making people bore with my work. So I am in all kinds of dilemma what to do next and I don't have any answers to that. But then again I am writing this one I don't know why but my instinct wants me to write this one. Again it's a dilemma for me to send pm for this work or not, so going by safer side I have decided I am not going to send any pm's for this one. So whoever turns up and read this, I am really thankful to you that you provided your precious time to read this one.
Hidden Feelings
(The story is about SwaRon of course but it has my uncanny view of seeing things. The story is placed at a time where there was a big showdown between Sharon and Swayam regarding Taani being the sixth dancer. But it will start form 15 days after that showdown.)
A boy was going from corridor silently without disturbing anyone. He had earphones in his ears and was going in his own world. He was being called by someone from backside but he was not aware of that and was just going on and on.
The boy who was calling him increased his speed and ran towards that boy and tapped his back. The boy was shocked with all of sudden tap on his back so he looked back and found the guy standing right behind him and smiling at him.
(Now the first guy was Swayam who was just in his own world and separated himself from all other activities that he used to do. The second guy who was calling him was but obvious was Rey who wanted to talk to him)
Swayam: Hey Rey relax dude take breath properly and then speak up dude what is the matter that you are so excited about.
Rey: Dude you have no bloody idea what exciting news I have, I am dead sure you will light up hearing that.
Swayam: oh really what is it?
Rey: Dude the transfer of team weakling into team Louien's is successful and now we are ready to enter as 11 member team in footloose finale. And you know Sharon is the one who made this come true.
Swayam who was smiling and getting excited to know what the news was suddenly became pale and just was about turn his back but stayed to say one thing to Rey.
Swayam: Oh that's really very nice Rey but there is correction it will be a 10 member team.
Rey: but why a 10 member team? We are 11 members right?
Swayam: Because I am not going to be part of the team and you know I have said quit to everything that means everything the ACS post and dance are included in that.
Swayam just walked off from there leaving a sad Rey behind.
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Rey just started walking from there and got to his car and started to drive back to his home where in way he had this reminiscence...
The gang was scolding Swayam and swayam was just seeing them without even replying...
Vishakha: Swayam man we trusted you to the core and gave you the responsibility to lead this team which Kriya had made with her soul and what have you done partiality only. You took your sister as 6th dancer without even a proper audition and when Sharon opposed that you just shouted loud on her to prove that you were right but you were not get this straight into your head.
Bharat: Are saaley bhai se bhi zyada trust kiya tha tuj pe aur tune hi daga kiya...
Amar: Ale-ale tlust him VO hamine taga nahin tar sakta (Are are trust him VO humse daga nahin kar sakta)
Neha: Swayam ye tumne kya kiya main tumse ye kabhi nahi expecting ke tum aise karoge humare sath apni team ke sath sirf apni Behan KO chance giving ke liye...
Swayam: Guys it's really not like that please listen to me once please...
Sharon coming forward with clapping and smiling...
Sharon: what do you want to say now Mr. Swayam the fraud... ab sab kuch samne AA Gaya hi hai tumne kya kiya hai...
Look at this down market girl ise dance karna aayega humari tarah go get out of dream Swayam Shekhawat...
Ise to thik tarah se khada hona bhi nahin aata and tumne ise 6th dancer ke liye select kar liya hahahaha tum deserving hi nahin the kisi chiz ke liye Swayam.
Ab in me se koi bhi tumhari koi explanation sunne me interested nahin hai samje tum.
Rey: But Sharon and guys truth ye hai ki
Rey was about to say something when Swayam hold up his hand pulled him back and just conveyed him with expressions that keep silent don't speak anything.
Rey got back and stayed quite...
Swayam came forward and spoke...
Swayam: Guys can you please trust me and give me one chance to speak and clear my self...
Vishakha: No we are not giving you any chance Swayam please it's over we have trusted you enough now we cannot trust you we are with Sharon and She only will decide what to do next ok...
Swayam was just disappointed at all this...he was in shock that his own sister cheated on him for first and then the friends who were like lifeline to him just weren't ready to listen to him for once. It was huge shock that broke Swayam into pieces...he just went numb and finally spoke up.
Swayam: ok it seems like I am not required anymore now so it makes me conclude that I no longer can be part of a team that doesn't trust me. I am quitting guys from dance and from every other activity that I do including my ACS position.
Swayam just buzzed off from there. He was in no state to talk to anybody about anything.
Rey went back after him, ran towards him and stopped him to talk.
Rey: why did you stop me there? I could have explained to them that it was my fault, I had selected Taani.
Swayam was just not interested in anything at that time.
Swayam: It doesn't matter Rey they are just not ready to listen to anything and you know it's not the right time to clarify anything because first I need to talk to taani about why she did that.
And besides I am no longer interested in dance and team because I am not required there.
Rey: But you are an important part of that team and we cannot let you leave that team so easily.
Swayam: I was Rey... I was an important part of that team but now I am not things have changed...so accept that and go ahead we will remain friends as we were before... I know you were also cheated by the DVD so it's not your fault so never blame yourself for anything. It was just bound to happen so it happened ok...
Swayam just walked off...
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Suddenly all the sounds of the cars got back Rey into reality and he found that he was in the middle of the street and traffic had jammed because of that...he moved on in his car and reached home...
On the other hand Swayam to reach his home and was out of mood because Rey's news suddenly reminded him of all that he was trying to get over with.
Swayam too recall his conversation with Taani on that day...
Taani: Bhai can I talk to you for 5 minutes...
Swayam: ya taani what do you want to say...
Taani: Bhai I know I have disappointed you at big deal, but trust me I never intended to do that in first place. Yes it is right that I had prepared that CD out of an video to be a part of your team but then I had given up that but I forgot that CD at some place in college and Rey found that and rest you know how I became part of your team. I wanted to tell you at that time only but than your and Sharon's fight at that scared me that if I say anything it will not be good for you so I tried hard to practise and become a good dancer but as you know I have failed and you also lost everything due to me and beyond that Sharon insulted you in front of everyone the girl you love most is the one who is taking your friends away from you just because of my one silly mistake. I am really sorry bhai but now I cannot do anything to turn it back but I want to be there for you...
Swayam saw the truth in his sister's eye so he forgave her and they hugged each other swayam just pampered his little sister...
But except for Swayam and Rey nobody was ready to forgive taani and the college was filled with slogans of boycott Taani...
Swayam was really disappointed with that...
Rey could sense that swayam did not like his sister being like that so he just manipulated things to make Taani AGS of the college to avoid this boycott situation and Swayam was really happy that Rey handled the entire situation very well...
But then shocker came out that team weaklings were merged with dazzlers and Sharon was the captain of new team and it was decided to take part as one team in footloose finale.
Rey tried his best to convince everybody to include swayam but no one was ready to listen to him finally all agreed because Rey cleverly hooked up them as he convinced them that Swayam was a nice Hip Hop dancer and he was required to pull off the Hip Hop section because he was national champ in India fest for the same. So everybody got ready much to their dislike just for the wining gamble.
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Now Rey one side was lost in his world thinking what possible he can do so that everybody get back their trust on Swayam.
On the other side Swayam was sitting in his room holding Sharon's picture in his mobile and talking to himself...
Swayam: I don't know what destiny had in store for me when it made me meet you and in that first meeting I just lost my heart to you... but you knew that this swayam Shekhawat as always doesn't deserved to be loved by anyone. My own father doesn't love me than how could I just think or imagine that you could have loved me.
Because of your love I came out from the shield I had created around myself. Why you made me love you so much that after all this I still am not able to forget you or accept that you cannot be mine at any cost...
Then why still my heart feels that you will come back Sharon when I know how much you hate me...
Swayam was just crying at that time...
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Now here Sharon was also sitting in her room confused and was seeing the old group picture that included swayam...
Sharon thought to herself:
Why I am not happy today? I should be happy the most because my dream of performing in footloose finale will come true now and today I was able to do the most impossible thing that to register the old team as totally new team but I did it... I achieved something which is impossible today... Then why I am not feeling happy about that?
Why I am feeling that I am missing something? Why still I am thinking of swayam? He has just crossed all his boundaries when he scolded me in that computer lab... He deserved everything that I did to him than why I feel bad when I see him alone. He deserves to be alone only; nobody should stay with him because he has betrayed everybody. Even influenced Rey my best friend against me...thank god taani truth ravelled at the right time and I gained Rey's confidence back in me...
But there is one thing that still hurts me and it's that Swayam thinks I am a bitch and anybody can use me with money which is not true. He was and is always the special one whose attention I looked for every minute but he saw something that to incomplete which I never wanted him to see but he saw and what he did after that was even sick he used the partly seen scene to scold me in public and tried to show me as bitch or as any other cheep girl. Now he is back where he deserved to be from the beginning.
But still I don't know why I feel something for him? My heart wants to be with him? I don't know why I feel like that for him after knowing what you have done...
She was crying and was in confused state that why her heart still felt something for him.
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Rey who was confused still now had finally decided something and seemed very confident about something...
He was thinking that I have to unite Swayam and Sharon. If I do that once than everything will be alright and everybody will listen to Swayam and I can make clear things which are required...
So from tomorrow morning the mission Swayam and Sharon starts once again...
I have to take help of Taani in this because she is the one who can clear all by explaining why everything had happened...
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This is part 1 of this story there is still another part to this story but I will post it only if I get 50 likes and demand of another update... The parameter is just set because I want to be assured that people really look forward to read next part... I have the next part ready with me but I will post it only after I get assured that people really want to read the next part... and please don't mind anybody because I have not send any pm's for this os... pm's for next update will only be sent to those who want to read the next part...
Have a nice time...
Pratik...
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