Khushi felt Arnav smiling against her neck as she clutched his back with her left hand,while her other hand was still holding on to the pearl necklace. She too smiled through her tears. Laad governor did all this for her! Laad governor gave her a string of pearls!! Not white gold, not platinum... Pearls. Did he know, those beads gathered together with a string wasn't a jewelry, but they were hope for her? Hope that someday, eventually, he would gather together all of her scattered broken dreams with the string of his love.
As Khushi's teardrops fell on Arnav's shoulder, wetting the blessed sherwani in the process, she felt him pull away from the embrace. As she started to look up to his eyes, she noticed some starnds of her hair stuck to his stubble. She felt laughter bubble in her throat, & before she could stop all of it, a small laugh escaped her lips. Her eyes twinkled with glee.
& precisely in that instant, Arnav Singh Raizada, again met with the prank-pulling child-woman that was his wife Khushi Kumari Gupta Singh Raizada. He smirked to himself. Look at the ridiculously large name she assigns to herself. Paagal. Then instantly sobering up, he noticed the twinkle in her eyes, the curve of her smile, her hands still lingering on his biceps. & he realized what a child she was in her heart still. He almost certainly knew any husbandly advances from him now, & she would turn into a nervous, shy woman. & while that woman only drove him to farther insanity, there was something endearingly familiar & soothing about this childish Khushi. Taking in a deep breath, Arnav made a painful decision. What's a couple more night to these excruciatingly painful last months?
He let go of Khushi's waist, & turned her towards the direction of the bathroom holding her shoulders. 'Go on. Change for the night. While you're in the wash room, I'll get out of these atrocities too.' he said flippantly.
Khushi blinked several times to clear her head & understand what was happening so quickly. But before she could turn around & search Arnav's eyes, he again gave her a nudge. Irritated slightly, she shrugged, took her nightdress from the cupboard & went inside the bathroom.
When Khushi emerged from the bathroom, changed in her pristine white night dress, she saw with amazement that Arnav had not only changed into his own night dress but he had also cleared the bed of his surprize gifts, which were now lying in a neat pile on the coffe table. Her white dupatta lying at the foot of her side of the bed. & he was lying sprawled on his side of the bed in a totally relaxed posture as if resting at the end of a very uneventful day! She stared at him bewilderingly for a few moments, then turned around disappointed & started removing her earrings in front of the dressing table after draping her hair over her right shoulder.
'Khushi?...' Arnav called her expectantly. Turning around to watch what he wanted, she did a double take to see he was propped up on his elbow on the bed, while his other hand was extended towards her in a magnetic invitation. Everything stood still for Khushi. Her whole world beacme centered on that inviting hand. She dropped the sole earring in her hand on the floor, the other already lying on the dresser. Before she could stop herself, she clutched at the hand like a drowning person would clutch at a straw. Arnav didn't pull her, he just held her hand firmly. Khushi swallowed a gulp of air. Then in a couple of hurried movements she jumped on the bed, lied down facing him, & hugged his waist tightly, burrowing her face in his chest. She prayed fervently to her Devi Maiyya that Arnav ji would hold her as tightly as he was doing before. Just hold her.
Arnav could feel her shaking like a sparrow, holding onto him for dear life. In that instant he felt such an overwhelming feeling of love for her, that he was sure that he would never in a hundred year would be able to express the full extent of it to her. Instead of holding her closer, to give his libido some time to calm down, he hooked his index finger under her delicate chin & tilted her face up, smiling a most sweet smile telling her what his vocal cords wouldn't. As Khushi saw that smile, she felt the breath constrict in her throat.
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