Okay i took almost two weeks to write this update, no idea why i took so long. I am not that satisfied with the update but couldn't anyways prolong it further. So do let me know about the same. Please ignore grammatical errors as well.
PART3
"There was never US and never going to be US...Swayam you are saying this...whom are you fooling Swayam...like seriously ...fooling yourself or me?" she said holding his collar and gave him a jerk, not able to understand why he was behaving like that.
"Sharon please don't make it more difficult for me...I should have never imposed myself on you ...I should not have kissed you yesterday and say all those nasty things to you...I am so sorry for that...please let's try to forget everything that ever happened between us...sorry between you and me...I will be out of your life very soon." He said loosening her grip on him.
"What!!! you are not the only one who was kissing, you kissed me cause I allowed you to do so...why you don't you get it Swayam...you said our first kiss will be special and it was special...it was our first kiss...and you are saying that you should not have kissed me...and it's a bloody mistake ... I guess you are regretting the fact now. And you will get out of my life very soon...you think it's that easy for you to do or will I ever allow you to do that."
"You proudly say na Swayam that I know you Sharon more than me...then you couldn't understand why I allowed you to kiss me...you think I am that stupid to allow any random boy to kiss me...or maybe you still think that I am a easy.."
She was stopped by Swayam "No you are not...I said na I didn't mean even a word of it."
"Then why are you running away from me Swayam...say something, don't stop talking to me...you were never like this...where is the old Swayam who used to face all situations and not just run away from them."
"Even I can't find him back Sharon...he is dead from yesterday"
"Swayam just stop it...why are you saying like that...what's got in you"? And I was thinking about sorting out matters but I guess it's of no use...you don't want me in your life na..."
"Sharon I am not able to understand you either...you want to sort out matters but why...you said na you are not interested in me...and I am a slimy stalker...I always imposed things on you...you gave me ample number of chances but Sharon each time I proved how worthless and disgusting I am. You don't deserve to be associated with a creep like me Sharon. I was a slimy stalker and would continue to remain so. And I deserve only insult. I don't deserve your love, how much ever I try to make you happy I end up hurting you Sharon." And he sat down closing his eyes accepting his defeat.
Sharon was numb on hearing this she always knew how Swayam was when it came down to her. She knew that her each and every action would affect him, just like his actions would affect her. They both were similar when it came down to feelings for each other, but the way of expressing themselves was different. To sum up both of had strong attraction towards each other.
He just said things which she told him back in the canteen yesterday. She sat down beside him and pulled him in her embrace and rubbed his back to calm him down. She never did that and would have never imagined doing the same, but it was not the moment to thing upon that, he needed her and so did she.
"Please stop it Swayam, please stop it. I didn't mean it, I don't know why I said that but it's not at all true...not even a word of it. I was upset because you broke your promise of keeping the book shut...I know that you are a man of your words, but why did you gift me those shoes even though Rey told you to do so."
"I knew it you won't like if I gift those shoes to you, but only because Rey wanted, I did that...and it was not suppose to taunt you or demean your motive...it was just a sign that you belong to dance and dance belongs to you" Swayam mumbled burying his face in her neck.
But in a split second he pulled himself away from her and said "Sharon I am sorry for bringing out Shivam's party issue in front of everyone...I know it was your private matter."
She could feel his hot breathe which was fidgeting on her neck...basking in its glory...feeling the warmth...and so she was about to move her hand in his hair...but yet again he moved away from her. Just when Sharon thought they were able to reduce the bridge of their problems, yet again this was unsolved. Before Swayam came to the rehearsal hall she was thinking about how she would bring out this topic and how she would explain it to him...and now the cat was out of the bag. She took a lump of fresh air and now was prepared to answer him. But he was still continuing.
"I know it was a private moment of you and...umm shivam...and that shouldn't have been disclosed."
Her heart sunk lower and she felt a small tug at her heart "A private moment...that's what he is thinking...I guess he didn't see what actually happened there."
"Swayam tell me what exactly you saw there, give me each and every detail" she said with a straight face.
He hesitated for a moment, he didn't want to know what happened after he left and so after a while he said "I saw...that...he pulled you towards him and... "
"And what Swayam?"
"He...kissed you" his face dropped on saying this.
"Where?"
He was shocked on hearing this...what does she mean by that...he was about to get up...but she pulled him at the right moment...
"I can't say that" he said sitting on his knees.
Before stretching it like an irritating chewing gum she said "On my cheeks and that's it."
"What! but I saw that he..."
He was cut bluntly by her "You didn't wait after that right, you didn't wait back to see how I pushed him hard, how low I felt, how I injured myself regretting that incident, how I wished that you didn't come to know about it, how I wish that could have never happened."
A tear made its way from her eyes to her cheek and to her neck, unable to wait back in its place.
"Swayam I thought you knew me...you think I enjoyed doing that...it was a private moment you say...how could you think like that Swayam?"
"How will I know that, the next day on new year's eve...when my car broke down you called him for help right...if you regretted that incident then why did you approach him. Obviously I will think na that you guys are together. He was the first one to wish you that night. If it hadn't been for his betrayal during footloose you would have ended up being together. You were really impressed with him na...I saw that during our dance fest. He had made an impact on you...and"
"Stop it, just stop it...I said it long back HE WAS NOTHING TO ME"she said gritting her teeth.
"A bloody loser like him can never be with me...and about asking him for help...I just wanted to get ourselves from that place...and I was waiting for you Swayam to wish me first. And forget about betraying my team he still didn't hold any place in my life. Because I was already pre-occupied with someone and it was hard to get that person out of my life and my head. Although I pushed that person away from me, insulted him, told him to stay away from me, he couldn't do it. You know why because I didn't let him to do so."
"But why did you behave with him like that...What are you expecting from him?"
"I did that because I was afraid that he would know me more than myself and Love me more than I deserve. But he didn't back out and with each passing day he got to know me and loved me more. But I knew that I would never be able to love him back equally."
"So you thought it better to question his love for you...say that things which will shatter him completely, make him behave like he has never imagined doing so, just because you didn't want to let him know better than you??? "
"No I did that because I believed I didn't deserve his love."
"So you think by doing so...he would stop loving you?"
"Maybe...but if I do that he won't keep his hopes high about getting together"
"So you mean it's okay if he keeps a distance from you and exit from your life completely"
"No, I don't want him to do that...and enough of addressing you as him"
"Okay then ...let me be straight why are you doing this Sharon and what do you want me to do...neither you want to open the book nor are you letting me to get out of your life... for the first time I am not understanding you Sharon."
"It's good that you don't know me more than myself."
He nodded in disagreement and clenching his fist and gritting his teeth he got up with a great force and marched towards the door and it was then when he heard her voice...
"Please don't go...I need you."
He turned around and said "And where do you think it will leave us?"
Now that was a question which she was not prepared for. Sharon as a person loved to accept challenges because she knew that wining them was in her blood. But she was skeptical about this particular challenge, forget about not wining, here she was sure of miserably failing in it. She closed her eyes and dispelled all the negative thoughts and opened her eyes once to see him facing her with the utmost confused expression but at the same time demanding an answer to his question. She got up from her place and walked towards him hurriedly.
On the other hand Swayam managed to maintain a straight face. She was now too close to him and pulling him by his collar placed her lips on his. He was shocked and that was the last thing he had expected her to do...he widened his eyes and froze at his place. She expected him to behave like that, but she didn't back out and started slowly kissing him, he tried to withdrew himself from her but in vain. Soon he responded enjoying the warmth of her lips, she smiled against his lips. His response gave her immense pleasure. He didn't realize this when his hands moved along her waistline and pulled her roughly towards him. Sharon then glided her hands over his long arms and back to his chest and neck and then finally one hand on his nape and the other in his hair. The kiss was definitely different from yesterday it was more intense and passionate. It was hard for both of them to pull away from each other. The fear of losing each other made them react this way. In the excitement her fingers were pulling his hair with force. With this his wound was paining and he pulled her away from him.
And breathing hard said "That was not the answer to my question."
"You are such a jerk Swayam...neither do you understand my words nor my actions" and with a heavy sigh and rolling her eyes said "You want me to sound cheesy then here I go...I am in love with you, I can't afford to let you get out of my life...I need you...you love me with all my faults...I can be myself when I am with you...you add color to my life... I am lost without you."
There was a lot she wanted to say but she heard him chuckling and then he was in fits of laughter. A smile crept on her lips at least he smiled she thought. But got irritated when he was chuckling...which reminded her of hyena's laughter and so she shouted "SWAYAM!!!"
"Sharon can't believe you are saying all those things...add color in my life...lost without you." He recited that and howled more with laughter.
"Argghhh Swayam you are acting ridiculous" she said pulling out her hair.
His laughter faded after a while and he continued "Sharon ours is the first weirdest story ever...even before getting committed we had our first kiss, our first hug, and our first cheesy lines exchange program."And started laughing.
"Yeah yeah weird toh hogi na you and me are live examples of antic pieces and I can never beat you in terms of saying cheesy lines you always win in that category."She said giggling.
"So" she continued
"So what"
"You idiot I said na I love you...now your turn"
"My turn...are we playing UNO game"
"Swayam JUST SAY IT RIGHT NOW" she said holding his collar.
"I LOVE YOU TOO" he said acting as if he got scared.
"Hmm that's better now"
"Uh Sharon see the file na WE need to submit it soon" Swayam said stressing on WE and acted as if nothing happened between them few minutes back.
"Oh so you are acting professional now, fine let's finish it off!" She said smirking and snatched the file from him and pulled him down handing over the laptop.
Rey was striding in the foyer vigorously in a hasty manner. Simmi and Rinni were keeping their eagle eye vision on the rehearsal hall's entrance. Swayam and Sharon were there in the hall for almost 7 hours. There was a stunning silence unable to control it more Vicky and Nil marched towards the rehearsal hall, but Bharat and Amar refrained them from doing so. "Arrey guys lets see na what they are doing, I am sure by now Sharon would have ripped out Swayam's head" Nil broke the silence. But immediately he was honored by a loud SHUT UP by everyone. Finally Rey decided to see what Swayam and Sharon were upto, he slowly inched towards the rehearsal hall door keenly listening to what Swayam and Sharon were talking about. Yeah he tried eavesdropping but failed. He then slowly opened the door only to see Sharon resting her head on Swayam's shoulder and he in turn rested on hers. Both of them had sort of snuggled into one another in their own cocoon and were sleeping peacefully. Unknowingly a smile appeared on Rey's face, he had this sudden urge to pull both of them in a tight hug with his beefy hands. Just when he was thinking about how to get both of them out of the situation, they did it on their own and that too this soon. But then his eyes saw the details in the background Sharon was holding the file in one hand and in the other one was holding pen, the papers from the file were scattered everywhere in the hall. Swayam on the other hand had laptop on his lap which was about to slip. Rey smacked his head really hard and mumbled "I thought they will talk about yesterday and sort out their issues and get themselves back on track but yaha toh''arghhh." He then saw their contented faces and thought maybe they did sort out their problems. In fact not only did clear out their misunderstanding but were also successful in mending the broken pieces of their hearts thus making them beat again synchronously.
THE END
PS: I was watching the 25th April scene specially Sharon's part...and if I am not mistaken...Sharon's bathroom and Swayam's bathroom (the one shown in monsoon special episode) is the same. Observe closely. What yaar CV's!!!😳
Correct me if I am wrong.
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