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Part 8

A month had passed by. Within that month Khushi tried her level best to

get rid of Arnav, hid his things, turned of the water supply when he was

taking a shower, put salt in his black coffee, even stuck him to the bed with

glue (the same way arnav had done to akash when they were kids!!)

But no he was being so ultra-patient it was starting to freak her out! He

gets all flustered and irritated in the beginning but the moment she expects

him to bursts he just smiles at her and keeps staring at her so intensely

that she blanks out! His eyes are like molten pools of chocolate which

seemed to pull her in a trance like state! If this continues for a few more

days she will definitely be a goner!

And his patience became the reason for her impatience! She was losing it!

Every trick in the book seems to fail when it came to him!

Arnav knew she would not keep quiet, after all she was his kitten who

thinks herself as a tigress!! But he bore each of her prank with a smile.

After all he deserved worse after what he did to her. Anyway these pranks

remind him of the person she was before he turned her world upside down!

And if seeing him all flustered makes her happy then he'll go through a

thousand such pranks for her! When he sees her peeking from behind the

curtains and coming up to him with a gleeful smile on her face he couldn't

help but get lost in her innocence! She is so innocent! How on earth did he

think that she was capable of such treachery as he blamed her! He is a

b*****d, he deserves to rot in the deepest pits of hell! Even if Khushi

forgives him, he'll never be able to forgive himself, his sins are too deep for

that! Even when Khushi risked her life to save his and was trying to prove

Shyam guilty in front of the entire family he didn't support her, not until

the last moment! He didn't know what made him do that but when she

turned to him and pleaded him to look her in the eye, he knew she was

right! He saw red after that! He would have killed that filthy slime bag

if not for his family members. After the entire mess was cleared up and

he thought he could finally have Khushi to himself she burst this bomb on

him! He had wronged her in many ways and even a thousand lifetimes

wont be enough for his repentance but he is willing to go through hell only

if he gets to keep Khushi! He loves her too much to let go! He is too

selfish for that!

She had to do something fast! If things continue to be the way they are she

can see herself giving up to him! No…..she can't let that happen! She

hasn't even healed properly from the last blow. She had forgiven him then,

had even decided that she wouldn't hold his previous actions against him,

but after the rescue when she was trying her best to prove that Shyam was

a lying scum bag, she took one look at his face when Shyam was spitting

lies against her, the shadow of doubt which passed his face decided her

fate. She understood that he still harbored doubts about her. When she

was losing everything she turned towards him as her last hope. Maybe

now he'll support her. She half-expected him to ditch her last moment but

he surprised her! She was so grateful to him at that moment she could

have kissed him! Anyways what's done is done! There is no point fretting

over the past! High time she had a chat with him!

Arnav was lounging on the couch tired after yet another day at the

matrimonial house. Man it was not as easy job! Here you were dealing

with lives of people, the responsibility of finding them a perfect match fell

on you and it was a hell of a task! Now he understood how Di and nani

must have felt while trying to set him up with numerous girls they thought

suitable. And the relief you feel when you have finally found the perfect

match…..aahh! More than that is the smile on Khushi's face when they

were finally able to match up two people after a week of hard work, it

just brightened his day! Well the job was demanding but as long as he is

with Khushi everything is fine!

Khushi marched into the hall with determination written all over her face.

"We need to talk"

"Iam listening"

"you need to stop all this"

"stop what?"

"you need to go back to your family, to your home back to your life. This

is not your life!"

"and who are you to decide that? You yourself said that you were no one

to me."

"Arnav please stop all this. I can't take this anymore."

"take what?"

"you…your patience…..you are so freaking patient that it freaks me out.

Nothing I do makes you budge. Earlier you used to bite my head off for

even thinking about such things and now you just calmly smile and stare

at me. What is wrong with you?"

"so you are saying that you are missing my anger? Or are you missing

my touch when I would pull you close in anger?' he replied mischief

sparkling from his eyes. He had to steer Khushi away from this

conversation, he was not ready yet. And the best way will be to distract

her. Apparently even she knew that.

"Arnav stop trying to distract me. It's not going to work this time"

"who said I was distracting you?"

"really? Then what the hell were you trying to do?"

"I..."

"wait let me speak first" she cut him off

"Look I forgive you ok. Forgive you for every mistake but I just can't

forget it. I can't come back with you. Not now not ever. You are just

guilty and that's why you are trying to make up for mistake. It's not

required. Go back go back home"

"Iam home"

"huh??'

"My home is where my heart is, and my heart is right here in front of me.

I love you; I love you so much that it hurts. It hurts when you are not

with me, it hurts when I think about losing you, hurts when your pearl

like tears roll down your eyes and hurts even more when I know that Iam

the reason behind them. Every time I hurt you, every time I see you cry I

die a thousand deaths. Sure Iam guilty extremely sorry for what you had

to go through because of me and Iam sure even a thousand lifetimes won't

be enough for forgiveness, but Iam ready, ready to go through a thousand

lifetimes of repentance only if you are with me. Without you Iam

nothing. Punish me in whatever way you feel right just don't leave me!"

"Then why did you hurt me so much?" she asked her voice cracking and

barely audible.

He pulled her into his arms holding her tight against himself.

"Because I was scared. Scared to feel love, scared to lose, scared to be

hurt again. Everyone whom I had loved had left me in the past, I didn't

want to feel that pain again. Di was the only one who stood beside me

through thick and thin and I had vowed never to let anyone hurt us ever

again. Our Dad had cheated mom and our uncle had cunningly taken over

our property. On Di's wedding day Dad came to know of uncle's

treachery and a fight broke out. In a fit of anger Dad pulled out a gun

but instead of uncle he shot mom. Dad was stunned for a moment but that

moment was enough for uncle to pull out the gun from his hands and he

shot Dad. Di's marriage was broken since the groom's family refused to

have relations with such a disgraced people. Our parents death was

pulled off as a suicide and uncle was left scott free. He kicked us out of

Sheesh Mahal. We had nowhere to go. Nani, mama and mamiji took care

of us. My belief over the goodness of human kind had vanished. I

changed from the playful carefree Arnav who believed in everything good

to the ruthless ASR people now see today. But then you came like a

hurricane in my perfectly balanced but bland life and filled it with colors.

I tried pushing you away tried fighting this overwhelming love which I

felt for you. I was not ready to accept that anyone could be so good and

unselfish. When I finally started to let go, finally allowed myself to fall

for you I saw you in Shyam's arms and yet again my beliefs were

broken. I could not see beyond the fact that you were a threat to my Di.

Sure I could have sent you far away, or do something worse but even then

somewhere deep inside I still loved you and could not afford to lose you.

Hence I decided to marry you so that you would be close to me every time

and I can keep an eye on you. I kept hurting you time and again because

I wanted you to feel the pain I felt at your betrayal but every time I hurt

you I got hurt a thousand times worse. Every time I thought that maybe

there is something more to the story Shyam did something which proved

otherwise. I didn't have the guts to ask you, I figured you would lie to me

about it or worse if you did turn out to be innocent I would never be able

to forgive myself. But despite my mistrust I couldn't help but fall in love

with you. I don't know what it is about you but Iam attracted to you like

a moth towards a flame. Iam sorry, sorry for every tear you shed because

of me, sorry for every dream of yours that was ruined, sorry for breaking

your heart over and over again, sorry for insulting you every minute you

spent with me but Iam definitely not sorry for not letting go of you. I

need you more than oxygen, love you so much that my entire lifetime will

not be enough to express it. And no matter what you do Iam not going to

let you go. Not now not ever."

He felt wetness on his shoulder. He tightened his hold on her burying his

face within her tresses.

Khushi was speechless. Arnav was a man of few words and she hadn't

heard him say more than a few sentences ever. And this sudden confession

from his side rendered her speechless. She understood him better now,

every word of his every action was a bitter reflection of his past. She felt a

painful ache within her chest. Damn what connection is this…… his pain

hurts her like hell. Now if she ditches him he'll revert back to the ASR he

was and he'll be lost forever. That is if he lets her go, and he made his

intentions pretty clear! But she still has her doubts. What to do…..what to

do???

His confession of love rendered her speechless and brought tears to her

eyes. Who knew that the man who was hell-bent on making her life a

living hell was actually fighting battles within himself all that time, that

he loved her to death and will follow her to her grave if required. But

unless she is completely sure that he is not going to hurt her again she

won't go with him. What if again a situation like this arises and again he

feels that she is a threat to Anjali……will he react in the same way? Will

he doubt her again? As much as she wanted to forget everything and stay

in his arms like this forever she is not able to. Maybe a little more time

would do…

"Arnav let me go"

"No"

"If you don't then we'll have to go hungry today. And Iam seriously

starving"

"huh" he pulled back to look at her face. Her face was streaked with tear

marks but there was a smile on her lips. She looked beautiful.

"I have to cook dinner for us."

"You won't leave me?"

"Will you leave if I ask you to?"

"No"

"How can I leave you if you won't let me go?"

"Have you forgiven me?"

"I don't know"

"Will you be able to forget everything?"

"I don't know"

"We will make new memories. I don't promise that I won't let your eyes

shed anymore tears because I know Iam a difficult person to live and

there will be times when we both will fight and hurt each other, but I

promise to be there beside you every time you cry, and kiss your tears

away. I will stand by your side forever and always. You can even make

me your punching bag I seriously won't mind."

This again brought a fresh batch of tears in her eyes.

"Why do you cry so much?" he asked with a serious expression.

"Because I fell in love with an idiot who makes me cry all the time,

sometimes with his words, sometimes with his actions. He loves me like

crazy but barely behaves like a mad lover. I have a coconut for a lover."

"What the.."

"Yes just like a coconut you are hard from outside but soft from inside."

"You are mad"

"I know that. Can I please go now?"

"No"

"I don't want to starve tonight."

"No we are going on a date"

"You didn't ask me out"

"I need to?"

"Yes"

"Mrs. Khushi Kumari Gupta Singh Raizada will you do the honour of being my date tonight?"

"Its Ms.Khushi Kumari Gupta since I signed the divorce papers

already. And yes Mr. Arnav Singh Raizada I'll go on a date with you.

But if you take me to some of your hi-fi restaurants, I'll pack your bags

and send you right back to RM."

"Deal. And by the way I didn't sign the papers so we are still married."

"Arnav I already explained to you that I don't consider our marriage

real! Let's not get me started on that."

"Ok fine. But no matter what Iam still going to consider you my wife."

"Iam going to pretend that I didn't hear that."

"Your wish"

"I'll go and get ready."

"Wear something red"

"Umm….I threw all my red clothes. I was very angry and frustrated

with you that's why….." she trailed off.

"And you say I don't think when Iam angry!"

He just smiled and said "Tomorrow right after work we are going

shopping"

"Ok"

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agreed!! hence da fact dat khushi is not ready to accept him yet!!