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Well guys this is the first time i am writing an ss so plz ignore any mistakes.
INDEX-
Part 1- https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/fan-fictions/3000455/sharon-ss-a-journey-from-denial-to-acceptance
Part 5- https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/fan-fictions/3000455/sharon-ss-a-journey-from-denial-to-acceptance
Part 6- https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/fan-fictions/3000455/sharon-ss-a-journey-from-denial-to-acceptance
After the big fight between swaron where swayam calls her an easy girl so this is continuation of it.
She ran towards the gate of college barefoot.Everybody was looking at her with a shocked expression.Murmuring n gossiping began as soon as all the people in campus saw her in that state.But she was unaffected by that.Her mind , heart n soul was so hurt by his words that they unitedly had stop responding and reacting. She had gone so numb that she even didnt remember that she had brought car to college and waved to the rickshaw standing outside the college gate.
"Rai Prakash Mansion." she told the driver as she got inside the rickshaw.Everybody knew the Rai Prakash Mansion so the driver didnt care to ask her for exact location. She was glad that he didnt ask because she wouldnt have been able to tell him the direction because she herself didnt remember the way to her house.
The rickshaw came to halt in front of the big gate of her house.She got down n started walking towards the gate.
"Madam, mere paise??" she heard the driver shouting.And She came to halt because she realised that she didnt have money because she ran outside the college without caring to take her purse.but watchman of her house saw her n knew something was wrong.he went towards her and said,"baby ji , aap andar jaiye.me deta hu usko paise."
She nodded n began dragging her feets towards her house.Ramu kaka her servant saw her from window and realised that she is not in right state.He rn towards the door n opened it for her.
She entered her house like a soulless body and went to her room.As soon as she entered her room she went to the cupboard and open it.Her cupboard was filled with stack of clothes perfectly folded n arranged in a proper manner.She threw all the clothes outside in hast to find it.
She had almost thrown one or two stack of clothes when she saw it.It was there silently in the corner of her cupboard.She had kept it there 10 yrs back promising herself that she would never again look at it.
She took it in her hand.As soon as she did it fresh pool of tears started to flow from her eyes.She felt dizzy and sat down on the floor on the clothes she had thrown.She looked at it and shouted,"It's all because of you that I am not able to accept swayam in my life even when i knw tat i love him"
"You knw wat he is same like u.he loves me the way u used to do.he has the same affection in his eyes as you used to have.his eyes twinkle in the same way as your eyes used to do when u used to see me.And tats why i dnt want him in my life because i am afraid tat he would come in my life and after some time leave me all alone like you did."
"Why? Why did u do it to me??We were so happy together.but then all of sudden one day u left me alone.i cried all day all night...called u thousands of time but u didnt reply.I called ur cellphone just to realised tat u left it behind in my room..."
"It took time but i managed to live without u.I made myself strong and created a shield around myself so tat nobody would penetrate it.Si tat nobody would be able to affect me,break me the way u did ."
"I made myself arrogant, bitchy the diva so tat nobody wuld be able to see the real me.I was happy in my own created world until he came.he saw right through the shield.he saw the real me..."
The moment i saw selfless love in his eyes for me i realised that i need to stop him.I started insulting him,avoiding him but i failed miserably.He came more close to break the shield n before i culd do anything i fell for him..."
I love swayam but iam afraid bcoz his love is as pure as ours...swayam I LOVE U. Idnt knw if i wuld tell you tat"
She was exhausted n excessive crying overpowered her senses and she felt asleep on the pile of clothes with tat thing in her hnd. In sleep she kept murmuring,"I LOVE U SWAYAM...i dnt hate weaklings...i dnt hate kriya but i m jealous of her bcoz she has something which i wuld never have...i love u..."
Sunrays reflected back from her small figure.She opened her eyes.her head was about to brust with pain.She got up n saw it in her hand.A lone tear escaped n she clutched it close to her heart n said," I love u" n then she kissed it.
It waa the most precious thing of her life.it was a photo .photo of a beautiful woman.Photo of her mother who died ten yrs ago...
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