Sharon SS...A JOURNEY FROM DENIAL TO ACCEPTANCE.. - Page 10

Originally posted by: Gaveshni

amazing writing...a new side sharon is showcased in here...pls update asap...pm me abt it😊

I love the way you described the dilemma that Sharon is in and that the fear of loosing Swayam after letting him come so close to her is what that is stopping her from being with him but at the same time, it's hard for her to let him think of her this way !!!

Originally posted by: chimpukli10

yaa i m marathi..hw cum u guessed it ? bcuz most of ppl thnk i m south indian going by my surname...

Originally posted by: ABBY92

I love the way you described the dilemma that Sharon is in and that the fear of loosing Swayam after letting him come so close to her is what that is stopping her from being with him but at the same time, it's hard for her to let him think of her this way !!!

Originally posted by: chimpukli10

kk..i hd also thought abut u d same way guessing ur name by d way..let it be.so lets be friends nw..

Originally posted by: chimpukli10

i really dnt mind dear..nd as of you i i think anku would suit you..what sae ?

Originally posted by: SwaRonArsha95

Nicely written especially the struggle between Sharon and her innerself 😊

After the bath tub meditation she got ready and was about to leave for college when she heard someone knocking her room's door. Thinking that it must be Ramu kaka she opened the door but was shocked to see the person standing in front of her.

"Tanni !!", she almost shrieked.

( TANNI is Swayam's cousin. Though she is his sister she is not at all like him. While he is pinnacle of maturity, she is pinnacle of immaturity. She is childish and duffer. Well according to Sharon Tanni's name should be registered in Guinness Book Of World Record for falling most number of times in a day or maybe in an hour. Well due her this disorder Dazzaler's even share a joke that Newton should be brought back to Earth and he must be shown Tanni falling. Maybe he could come up with another law like he came up with Law Of Gravity when he saw apple falling. And if her was not enough then she had one more habit she talks looking sideways in between with God knows whom. Well Nilesh even have a rap for her and it goes like

Tanni he swayam ki behen,

But she is so insane.

Girti reheti he woh yaha waha pe,

Because bolti reheti he who khuda se .

Well enough of Tanni now. Lets peep into Sharon's mind and let's see what she is thinking.)

Sharon was shocked to see Tanni at her door. Thoughts began racing in her mind .What is she doing here? Did Swayam send her? If yes then for what? Maybe to talk to me'.No..No he can't do that I know him well enough he won't send anybody to justify his behavior. But then what was she doing here???

She controlled her thoughts, composed herself and shot a questioning glance at Tanni with full attitude. One glance was enough for Tanni to babbled her reason for coming.

" Shaaron, I actually nahi woh me aapko ye shoes lotane aai thi." Saying this she took out box from her bag and opened it. It contained beautiful white shoes.

Sharon was shocked to see shoes. These shoes which Swayam gifted her or Rey gifted her but made Swayam purchase it for him whatever but these shoes are 50% responsible for the big drama that took place between Swayam and her She thought.She took the box from tanni and said, " yeh tumhare pass kaise?"

"Woh actually yeh mujhe classroom me mile so maine socha aapko lota du. Ok toh maine chalti hu.bye." Saying this Tanni went.

Sharon pulled a box from under her bed. This box contained all the gifts, letter's Swayam had given her when he pretended to be her Secret Admirer. She was about to open the box when an idea popped up in her head. She thought over it and finally making an decision she pushed the box back in it's place and walked out wearing those shoes.

She reached college n headed towards the stairs when she saw Swayam standing above the stairs. Seeing the irony of the situation she thought to herself this is what we are Swayam land and sky never meant for each other. She regained her diva attitude n started heading upwards.

Swayam was contemplating over what he was going to say to Sharon. Though he knew that she was not going to hear him out. He was moving impatiently when his heart started beating with high speed and he knew Sharon was in college. It always happens to him since the day he first time was her. It felt like his heart could sense, feel, hear only her heart.

She saw him coming towards her. He came and started saying, "Sharon just listen to me once'I am really very sorry'" But without paying any attention she kept moving on and he kept following her. She took a deep breathe and turned to look at him. Before he could say another word she showed her palm indicating to stop. She purposefully drop the keys of her car near her feet. Swayam bend down to pick the keys when she said, " This is what you really are ." and he knew what she meant because he had seen the shoes she was wearing. He looked at her and she saw the pain, the hurt and the guilt in his eyes and she knew that she was once again successful in breaking him.

She grabbed the keys and ran away from there because she knew that the damage was done and this damage was going to take time to repair and her plan of using shoes as weapon was successful.

Onlookers were enjoying this drama but there was one person who was really sad. He knew that it was time to interfere. The person was Rey best friend of Sharon and Swayam. He took out his phone and texted somebody.the message read ' Need to talk. It's urgent.'

The remaining day was not easy for Sharon. Her main task was to avoid Swayam. She sticked to the Dazzalers during the lectures and during the free time she stick to Simmi and Rinni in girls locker room where Swayam was prohibited. At the end of the day she just excused herself and went home.

At night in Rai Prakash Mansion Sharon was lying on bed thinking about the morning events. She was desperately trying to wash away face of Swayam which was coming in front of her eyes.

Everybody thought that it was easy for Sharon to insult Swayam. But only she knew what it felt like to insult him. Every time she was harsh on him She felt that someone was stabbing her heart with such a force that the knife went from one end of her heart to other. And when she sees the pain and hurt in those beautiful eyes then her heart would struggle to free itself from her clutches and go to him to meet his heart. For Sharon Rai Prakash most difficult thing in this world was to insult Swayam Shekhawat.

With face of Swayam still in front of her eyes she drifted to sleep. After sometime somebody came into her room without making any noise. He saw that Sharon was sleeping and went towards her. He looked at her face which clearly showed how much hurt and tired she was. He felt very sad seeing her like that.

He thought if only he could change her past, if only he could bring her mother back, if only he could make her give another chance to her life, if only he could make her hug happiness knocking her door instead of running away from them, if only he could do something for her.

He was about to leave when his mobile buzzed. He read the sms and a smile appeared on his face. He went to table beside her bed and set the alarm to ring at 7.00 am. He went to her writing table grabbed a note pad and scribbled something on it. Then he took gum from one of the drawer and pasted the note on her alarm clock. He kissed her forehead , switched off the night lamp and went out as slowly as he came.

Nxt chap- Sharon on a mission...(Well it's one of my favorite part...)

P.S- I knw guys it's lame. Frankly i tried being innovative with idea to insult swayam but my rusty brain didnt come up with any thing. I made Sharon slap Swayam but then that made Sharon go down in my eyes and i couldnt let that happen because she is protagonist of my story. I flirted with so many ideas in process making my finger go bald and eventually settled down for this.

Secondly abt the Tanni part I dnt knw wat made me write that but nyways i wrote it and if there are any Tanni fans reading my SS then i m sorry guys i never meant to hurt anybody.

And as always fell free to comment whatever u feel...