So guyzz many of u read my ff..i tried my luck at writing a os..dis is my 1st tym so plzz bare wid me.. accha laga to jarur comment karna n I really dnt like silent reading so all who view dis hav 2 like n comment..atleast like plz'
If I get enough no of lyks n comments den il cont further..dis os vl consist of juzz 1 more part'.
'I owe dis 1 to poppy n meow'!!!!!..love u loads darling'dey r ma angels..
..I couldn't take it nymre'..slapping him dnt knw felt like I was slapping my ownself.. hw could he'..y' he always said he knew me so btr'..
(in frnt of d mirror in her room)
I juzz ran'ran til I found my ownself'n sum peace around' n I could finally find peace in my own room' m I really ar cheap'. Was he really ryt.. noo'. Hw could u' hw could u swayam'.y' I hate u I really hate u'coz ur harsh words r making me hate my self'
M I d 1 he feels I m.. hw could u Sharon' pehele rdx sir ki party u let swayam kiss u n den in shivam's party u did d same'.
N 2day'. Wat was dat Sharon ' u juzz closed ur eyes n allowed him 2 cum near u again'. Y d hell does his closeness affect me damned'y'.
"Coz u love me'."
She's shocked to hear his voice'
She luks up in d mirror' n is more shocked 2 find him in her room'.
She quickly turns around'. Bt finds no1 in d room except her' again luks bak in d mirror bt ders no1'
Wat d hell'nw m I hallucinating'.
Y m I seeing him here'
"Coz u wanna b wid me'"
Nw he is standing beside her'. She's juzz staring at him'
(luk luk hawa hawa bg playing..)
Moves her hand 2 touch his cheek..bt as soon as her hand reaches his cheek he's gone'.
Crying she takes her hand bak..
Aaj mujhe ye kya ho raha he'I was d 1 2 cl heep a desperate losser' bt did I wanted 2 say dat..
Bt'.bt'.. he always keeps doing dat'. He's d only 1 who cn c beyond me within me where no1 has reached yet..y??... his correct guesses regarding me juzz keep on killing me n make me fall fr him'y..???
W8'fall fr him..?? wat r u upto Sharon..?? u falling fr dat cheap creep..nvr..
"Ask ur heart Sharon'nt ur mind' dil k bich me dimag ko mat lao' y.. aaj kyu tumhe ye sab affect kar raha he' kyu khudko hi jhoot bol rahi ho Sharon' aur kitne din shaorn aur kitne din khudke dil se durr bhagogi..
S:- "nahi me durr nahi bhag rahi'aur mujhe'.mujhe..tumhari koi b baat affect nahi karti.. ur a losser swayam shekhawat nt me'm Sharon..sharon d diva.. I hate u.. hw could u swayam..hw could u say such things 2 me..y.. w8..watver u say I dnt care gt it'ur a losser n vl b a losser n y d hell I listen 2 a losser..go to hell dude.."
N turns bak'.bt his gone again'
Wat d hell'.aaj ho kya raha he mere sath.. kyu mujhe vo baar baar dikh raha he..no he cnt b right ohh god'kaha aake fhass gayi hu me'.
(she's facing d window nw)
She see's him again in d window..
S:- stop doing dis swayam plz' ur making me weak by ur presence' y.. y m I seeing u evrywer..y.. do I really care abt watevr u say.. does really ur presence affect me.. wats happening 2 me ohh god..
Nw she see's him cuming closer'.
See's still talking..
Aisi kya baat he tummeswayam jo humesha me khudko bhul jaati hu tumhe samne dekhate hi' kyu jab tum nahi hote to meri ankhe tumhe dhundti he..y.. kaise tum meri har baat bin bole smaj jaate ho' kyu tum mujhe itne acchese jaante ho'.y' y u idiot y do u love me' y dnt u understand swayam ur 2 gud fr me.. actually d fact is I dnt deserve ur love..
She's crying n crying'
Ab tum mere pass aa rahe ho jab me tumhe feel karna chahungi tum chale jaoge' mat karo mere sath aisa swayam'. Ur making me go weak in my knees' I cnt stop myself frm luking in ur beautiful eyes n stop admiring dem'
Nw she's feeling he has reachd near her'
Luking into his eyes she's nt able to hold bak ny further' she juzz hugs him'.
part 2:- pg 3
https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/post/56380950
part 3:- pg 5
https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/post/56389621
hmm so aageke part k liye keep on liking and commenting...
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dis is d link 2 my swaron ff i hate u bt y still i love u:-
https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/fan-fictions/2912415/i-hate-u-bt-y-still-i-love-u-a-swaron-ff
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