Part 29

After dropping Dev at airport…Pallavi decided to visit khanna house being a weekend she will be able to spend time with everyone.
She chatted with Massi, Rj & Kabir…also played with Ria, helped with dinner along with Prachi…after long time she had a nice time with everyone…😃😃 as they had various things to talk about…Massi walked behind her constantly with a plate piled with food….😆😆 occasionally Pallavi was whisked away by the family one by one to show her their new computer, saree, jewellery….etc…
Khushi mainly stayed silent ….didn't even commented anything neither initiated a conversation…
After dinner…before leaving for her apartment Pallavi decided to just relax a bit on her fav place …the white swing in the garden…😊 She sat there lost in thots …after a while she almost got scared when she felt someone sitting beside her…& heard voice asking
Rj--Missing some1 are we??😉😛
Pallavi (shocked)—Rj tummm??
Rj (coolly) –ofcourse Main!! ab apne ghar mein main hi hoonga 😆😆😆 (teased) par tum Kisi aur ko expect kar rahi thi 😉 ….waise jisse expect kar rahi thi…unhe thodi der pehle tum khud airport drop karke aayi ho…😛😆😆 .aur unhe wapis aane mein 3-4 din lag jayenge… 😆😆😆
Pallavi(sarcastically)—thanx for the information …mujhe toh pata hi nahi tha….😡
Rj(laughed)—My My!! Abhi se mood off hona shuru hogaya…how will u survive rest of days…😈 (Pallavi glared) is tarah ghoorne ki zarut nahi hai….I was just asking ….I mean…u will be fine na…(teasing more) I mean its really difficult when u are in love & u have to be apart….😛😛😛 (melodramatically) pyaar mein doori sahi na jaye 😈(cracked up) abhi se yeh halaat hai!! Toh…. By end of 4 days …I wonder what will happen to u….🤣tum kaho...toh shud i call him & ask him to comeback ...koi badi shidat se unhe miss kar raha hai 😆😆😆😆
Pallavi (smacking him)—stop it Rj!!! (though laughed along) & plzz meri tang khichna band karo…subah se koi nahi mila tumhe…
Rj(smiled)—mile toh Dev bhai bhi the…but unki tang khichne ka exclusive copyright tumhara hai 😈 (Pallavi smacked him again) aur waise bhi Bhai ki tang khichna thoda risky hota hai…😛😛 you never know when he turn the tables on you…😆😆 unki tang khichne ke chakkar mein kahi who meri bolti kar dete hai…😆😆😆 but thanx to you ab I can take risks of pulling his leg coz now he is not as angry young man he used to be…😃😃😃
Pallavi(laughed)—try getting on his wrong side he is still the same angry young man….
Rj—haan par ab unke gusse ka solution hai mere pass…😛😛 jisse unka gussa instantly gayab ho jata hai…😆😆
Pallavi—really!!!😲😲 In dat case tum pure office staff ko kyun nahi batate…poor them once in a while they have to bear Boss's temper…
Rj—u sure u want me to do that….😈
Pallavi—now don't tell me!! Tumhara solution koi secret scientific formula hai jisse tum kisi ko nahi bata sakte…😕
Rj—bata toh sakta hoon…par problem tumhe hi hogi…
Pallavi(confused)—matlab?? Ab tumhare solution se main kaha beech mein aagayi ?
Rj(teased)—ab solution hi tum ho toh tumhe toh beech mein aana hi padega….😛😛 & you know humara office staff kitna hai…😆😆 aur tum bechari akeli jaan kitno ki help karogi…. 😈
Pallavi (still confused)—Main kyun help karungi?? 😕😕
Rj—ab bhai ka gussa bhagane tum sabse easy solution ho toh 😈 tumhe toh help karni padegi...as jab bhi bhai gusse mein tumhe saamne khada kardo…😆😆😆 .& gussa gaayab hojata hai….😈 ...maine khud kai baar test kya hai...koi bhi galti ho...& I just say Pallavi ne mujhe nahi bataya tha...& Tumhara naam sunte hi he gets a silly smile & aage mujhse kuch nahi poochte (imitating Dev) "Its OK" kehkar chod dete hai 🤣
Pallavi (gaped at him…smacked him again)—ab samajh aaya tumne mujhe apne dream project mein involve kyun kiya (Rj kept laughing)…& I thot tumhe seriously mere help ki zarut padti hai…. 😕
Rj (rolling with laughter)—itni simple baat tumhe ab samajh aayi…😈 log sahi kehte, insaan ka dimaag bachpan se 365 days...24*7 bahut achi tarah chalta…until we fall in love ….😆😆😆
Pallavi(laughed along)—shut up Rj!!! You are too much 😳😳 & aisa kuch nahi u are just making it up all….😳😳 Mr.khanna mujhpar bhi naraaz hote hai… so see, your theory doesn't work… 😆
Rj—haan par, tumpar gussa kabhi kabhi hote…😛😛 .agar hote bhi honge toh tum bas smile kar deti hogi & he wud be flat…😉😈... Par hum masoom office staff par toh humesha gussa hote hai…😕😆
Pallavi—ab tum log kaam nahi karoge toh he has to be strict…😛😳 ... by the way…you said office mein Mr.khanna ke gusse main tumhe bachati hoon….just incase agar who yaha ghar pe naraaz hojaye toh?? 😛
Rj—tab toh unka gussa bhagana aur bhi asaan hai (pallavi gave a confused look)Ria ko unke saamne kar do & he forgets everything…(cracked up)😆😆😆
Pallavi (just shook her head)—tum bhi na Rj….You are limit 😆😆😆😆(laughing) ….
Rj (composing himself)—So, B'ful…now dat I brought your smile back…ab batao problem kya hai??? (Pallavi just gave confused look) Mere aane se pehle aisa kya soch rahi thi…ki mere aane ka pata bhi nahi chala…😕
Pallavi—problem?? I mean kaisi problem (she avoided looking at him) mujhe samajh nahi aa raha what u talking about…
Rj (seriously)—oh really!!! Tumhe samajh nahi aa raha…come on Pallavi…you know it yourself mujhse chupane ka koi faida nahi hai…So, its better u are out with it….
Pallavi—Seriously Rj, its nothing…bas main aise hi…😊
Rj—haan toh aise hi jo soch rahi thi who bata do!!! & u know me….I will not let u go till you tell me wats wrong?? 😕😕
Pallavi–Rj, tum bhi…(sighed) Dev ki tarah ek baat ke peeche pad jate ho…
Rj—obviously ab bhai hai toh kuch toh effect aaega….now don't change the topic …bolo, what you were thinking….
Pallavi –nothing, it was just…(paused) was a little confused, infact still confused ….I know mujhe nahi hona chaiye par phir bhi (paused)…ek ajeeb si uljhan hai…shayad ek darr hai… I don't know…it seems I am going nowhere….life is being too complicated…
Rj(confused)—matlab??😕😕
Pallavi(ignoring his question)—tumse ek baat poochu (Rj nodded) I want a frank opinion Rj….kya tumhe sach mein lagta hai maine sahi faisla liya tha...I mean liya hai…😕 I mean by accepting everything…maine, (sighed) I mean Dev aur maine ; kahin maine galti toh nahi ki….
Rj—tumne thodi der pehle khushi aur meri baat sunli na (Rj & khushi had been discussing abt Dev-Pallavi) Pallavi tum…
Pallavi (interrupted)—baat khushi ki nahi hai Rj, u are forgetting even u also thot I was wrong…infact you were the first one to stop me….Khushi se bhi pehle woh sirf tum the...who were against everything ...
Rj—Maanta hoon, I was against it & I stopped u…par aaj achanak yeh sawaal kyun??
Pallavi—yeh mere sawaal ka jawaab nahi hai Rj, you are avoiding my question …
Rj—yes, I am avoiding kyunki, I dont think this question is relevant now...😡😡 itne waqt se tum aur Dev bhai saath ho…aur khush ho…isliye mujhe nahi lagta itne waqt baad is sawaal ka tum dono ke liye, tum dono ki zindagiyon ke liye is sawaal ka koi matlab banta hai….until & unless you are (after a pause) you are having second thoughts abt this relation…😡😡 .is sawaal ki koi ehmiyat nahi hai jab tak tum Dev bhai ko chodna ke baare mein soch rahi ho…😡😡😡
Pallavi (angry)—RJJJ….😡
Rj—it hurts…doesn't it???😡😡😡 Just the thot itself hurts nahi!!! 😡 Agar yeh wajah nahi hai…toh problem kya hai pallavi?? Achanak yeh sawaal, yeh confusion kyun hai?? Itni confused toh tum tab bhi nahi thi jab tumhe Dev bhai ki feelings ke baare mein nahi pata tha… infact back then you were too confident ki tum Dev bhai se pyaar karti ho….aaj achanak tumhe sahi galat ki confusion kyun ho rahi hai?? As long as you two love each other…is sawaal ki koi jagah nahi hai… 😕😕😕
Pallavi (sighed)— jagah hai Rj…kyunki ab kisi ko apni galti ka ehsaas hai….(after a pause) & that someone is Mrs. Khanna…. She wants her husband back…
Rj(shocked)—Come again ?? 😕😕
Pallavi took a deep breath & narrated everything from beginning how Maya had blackmailed Dev with the photographs, all what she had said... how she came to know truth, apologized & her meeting with Maya later in the day.
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Back at the wedding
Dev(angry)—Tum yaha kya kar rahi ho Maya??😡😡 Why are you here Maya?? 😡😡
Dev wanted to ask this since he had seen Maya…. he had been dying to ask this…. He wanted to ask Maya there & then …. but he didn't got a chance as they got busy with meeting everyone catching up with friends ….Dev didn't got opportunity to talk with Maya alone ….& he didn't wanted to create a scene in front of everyone…After a while Sameer asked everyone to get freshen up & be ready for the engagement ceremony …Obviously Dev-Maya were given same suite being husband –wife.
Maya—Isn't it obvious Dev!! Tumhare liye…ofcourse for us!! 😊
Dev—oh… cut the crap Maya!!! 😡😡 There is no us …😡😡 yeh tum bhi achi tarah janti ho humare beech kabhi kuch nahi tha…you are just wasting your time & energy…& testing my patience..😡😡😡 . (he turned around) only if … Sameer ne mujhe pehle bataya hota toh😡😡😡 …(he was almost ready to leave the room)
Maya—toh what Dev!!! Kya kehte Sameer ko…ki uski shadi isliye attend nahi karna chahte ki tumhe mera saamna karna hoga… (almost blocking his way) ab aagaye ho toh you have no other choice….tumhe yahi rehna hoga….warna yaha sabko kya samjhaoge… (taunted) mere saath isliye nahi rehna chahte coz you want to show your loyalty to your mistress….😡😡😡
Dev (shouted)—Maya!!! 😡😡 (how he wished he cud just strangle her she was testing his patience) tumhe simple si baat kyun nahi samajh aati …why are u not getting bloody point Maya, 😡😡 that We are just married in name…its just a matter of time….4 months to be precise…(calming himself) Maya, just listen to me…(made her sit on the sofa & kneeled beside her) ek baar meri baat samajhne ki koshish karo…thande dimaag se meri baat suno...just listen out to me ... not as a husband but atleast as a friend….(took a deep breath) Maya, Why are you ruining your life aur meri bhi... yaad hai, kabhi bhi tumhe koi faisla lena hota tha, tumhe koi bhi problem hoti thi… toh tum humesha mere paas aati thi…& we used to sit down & discuss 😊😊 main tumhari har problem ka solution batata tha….i used to give u different options to solve a problem & then u used to choose the best option…(smiled as if remembering) & u being such a kanjoos, tumhari problem solve hone ke baad treat bhi mujhse hi leti thi… when it shud have been other way round… (sighed) & now also, the best solution is that you also move on…coz I have moved on in all aspects…hum ek shadi kamiyaab toh nahi bana paaye… atleast we can try our best to end it on good note rather than on a bitter one…dats the least we can do for each other….😊 ...hum puri zindagi apni shadi ko galti samjhenge...atleast lets sort it out peacefully..
Maya--Shadi …shadi hoti hai Dev…no matter what happens…I agree all along it had been my mistake… ab tak meri galti thi…aur…
Dev— Shaadi tab shaadi hoti hai jab do log usko dil se mane Maya… At first it was you who refused to do that & now its me!!! 😔 (with pain in his voice) Don't I have the right to do that?😒 ... Aur Baat galti accept karni nahi hai Maya…baat sach ko accept karne ki hai… aur tumhari problem yeh hai ki….ki jab waqt hota hai tum baat accept nahi karti…& later regret it…jab galti accept karne ka waqt tha tab tumne nahi ki….ab sach accept karne ka waqt hai toh you are not even doing that….
Maya (pleading)-- But Dev tum …tum nahi samajh rahe….
Dev—samajh tum nahi rahi Maya…. 😡😡😡 Accept this for once & for all that I love Pallavi …. agar tumhe yahi samajhna hai ki main tumhe apni zindagi mein wapis aane ka mauka isliye nahi de raha kyunki I love Pallavi…so, let it be aaj tak mujhe nahi samjhi...😔 ... toh ab bhi nahi samjhogi... ki meri zindagi mein Pallavi nahi bhi hoti, tab bhi mujhse tum ek mauka mangti toh bhi main tumhe dobara accept nahi kar pata … (sighed) so I don't care anymore tumhe jo samajhna hai you are free to think… but its better you face the truth now…. Isse zyada main tumse kuch nahi keh sakta…😔 (he turned to leave) & I know tum aaj Pallavi se mili thi…mujhe usne nahi bataya tumne usse kya kaha but I know it must not be something good…😡😡 .but make sure it doesn't happen again…& as I said don't make me end this relation on a bitter note…till now I have regretted the marriage…don't make me regret our friendship too…😡😡😡 Or you want me to forget the deal with u 😡😡😡 ... Don't make it difficult & complicated for both of us… 😡😡
Maya (taunted)-- Who are you including in that 'Both' Dev? … You and me… or you and her? 😡😡
Dev (was loosing his patience)—Tumhe jo samajhna hai…samajh lo…… its useless to talk with u in a civilized way…😡😡😡 so, just leave it….I don't want to argue with you….
He just took her bags to the other room in the suite….leaving Maya alone with her thoughts…
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By end of of Pallavi's narration Rj was edge of his temper…
Rj—I don't believe this Pallavi…itna sab hogaya…& you hid everything from me…😡😡😡 God!!! & how dare she say all that to you….😡😡 & I don't need to guess tumne yeh sab Bhai ko nahi bataya hoga… 😡😡
Pallavi—isme batane ka kuch nahi tha Rj…unhe jitna pata hona chaiye... he knows….he knows that Maya met me…(sighed) come to think of it, Maya ne jo kuch kaha…it was not wrong anywhere…I mean…
Rj(stood up)—Not wrong???😡😡😡 (he was almost shouting) Pallavi Stop being such a emotional fool….😡😡😡 . har cheez ki ek limit hoti hai Pallavi… you don't need be the oh-so sacrificing woman…no wonder you asked me the question of right & wrong…😡😡😡 (made her look towards him) tumhe mera jawaab janna tha na…😡😡😡 toh suno, tum kahi bhi galat nahi ho, yeh rishta kahi bhi galat nahi hai….na hi kabhi hoga…& you can call me selfish, kyunki main selfish hoon Palllavi….😡😡😡 I am selfish for my brother, I am selfish for my friend, I am selfish for both of u & ur love… I am selfish for my family…. 😡😡 Main selfish hoon, kyunki tum dono ke pyaar se I got my Bhai back, I got my family back…mujhe who parivaar wapis mila jo itne saalon se kahi kho gaya tha…Hum sab saath hote hue bhi ek dusre se door the…Mujhe humesha is baat ka afsos rehta tha…ki Dev bhai humare saath nahi rehte… I always dreamt of a family together, I have always wished for his happiness…. Unhone humesha humari khushiyon ke baare mein socha…apne se pehle humare baare mein socha…I always regretted ...ki he did so much for us aur badle mein hum unke liye kuch nahi kar paye... I know he beared Maya just for us….if it was for him, who maya ko kab ka chod dete, but he knew aisa karte hi Maya hume nuksaan pahunchati…& now when I know he is happy, who apni khushi tum mein paate hai, I care a damn for all those who think your relation as wrong… 😡😡 chahe who meri patni khushi hi kyun na ho… agar Ma, bhai ya Prachi bhabhi bhi galat samajhte toh main unke khilaaf bhi jata…😡😡 (sighed) agar apne liye khushiyan expect karna selfishness hai toh yes I am selfish coz dat makes me human, har insaan selfish hota hai, …aur main tumhe pratical ya logical answer nahi de sakta… kyunki main bhagwaan nahi ban sakta... 😡😡 nahi Dev Bhai ban sakte hai…& neither you have to be…yeh rishta, yeh pyaar tumne apni marzi se accept kiya tha…from beginning you knew the consequences…& dare you !!! 😡😡 ab tumne bhai ka saath chodne ke baare mein socha bhi…kyunki tab tum apna dost humesha ke liye kho dogi…😡😡 when it comes to Dev Bhai…I am too selfish…
Pallavi now regretted sharing with Rj…she didn't knew his anger will reach such a point…but atleast she got a relief that no matter what happens Dev & her will be supported by her friend if a situation comes to fight it out for the relation…
Pallavi (tried to lighten)—ab tak mujhe lagta no one loves Dev more than me…but u proved me wrong 😛😆 (Rj turned other way) ab tumhara gussa shant karne ke liye tumhare saamne kise laun?? (Rj just glared) You are so right…tumpar Dev ka kuch zyada hi asar hai…😛😆 zara si baat par fuse ud jata hai… (smiled) Tum bhi baat ko kaha se kaha legaye Rj…😕 I had just asked u a simple question but tum…
Rj(pissed off)—humesha meri hi galti nikalna…😡
Pallavi(holding her ears)—fine, its my fault happy…meri galti hai Mr.Rj…& I apologise…(teased) ab tum mujhe drop karne chaloge ya main akele jau 😛😛 …you see aaj Mr.khanna bhi nahi hai toh 😛
Rj( gave a smile) —Chalo!! (mumbled) Humesha main kehta hoon tab toh mere saath nahi chalti… Boyfriend se fursat mile tab na… 😛😛
Pallavi (laughed)— I don't mind You can droping me everytime …😛😛 par uske baad I wonder if your bhai wud leave you… 😈😆
Rj(laughed)—knowing how possessive he is abt you …mera band baja denge… 😛
Rj dropped her at her apartment… as she settled in her apartment she checked her cell for Dev's call he had said he wud call her later but she was disappointed not to find any call …he had messaged her earlier informing his flight has reached Pune…
She decided to call herself...Joking to herself—
Airport par kya kaha tha…"I will call you after reaching" but as usual bhool gaye honge…. lagta hai aapki PA ko yaad dilana padega to call your GF …😆😆😆
She was surprised when he didn't picked up the call… she tried some more before going to sleep…
Finally giving up trying she dozed off…
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As much as Dev wanted to avoid Maya for the rest of the evening …. He was now literally regretting attending Sameer's wedding … Throughout the engagement function Maya stayed by his side as much as she could….They were made to pose together for photos …..both were even almost pushed to dance floor for a dance… as all the couples joined the dance floor…
Everyone who looked at then thought they were the perfect couple, but only Dev knew how much he hated to put up this act…how he wished he cud just be far away from such a situation…They were not husband and wife, not now, not ever, but he could not create a scene in front of all the people that hovered around them all the time….He cudn't wait for the ceremony to end…infact for wedding to be over… Its been almost 2 in the night when the party ended &…Dev was first to leave for his room…Maya just stood there watching his retreating back…he isn't even talking to her…
Dev just slumped on his bed and tried tosleep…inspite of being too tired for some reason he cudn't fall asleep…on a instant he picked up his cell to call Pallavi…but looking at time he dropped the idea….
But still left a SMS for her… 😊😊
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It was 7:30 am Pallavi didn't realized she slept so late…she rushed to get ready in a hurry…she had woken up with Rj's call asking her to when she wud be at office he has to discuss abt his project's launch party… Though she had second thots abt going to office she was planning to bunk office…but she knew if she will sit home she will only miss Dev more…😛😛
She smiled remembering what Dev had commented… "Jab main office mein nahi hota tum kaam nahi karti" … 😆😆
Pallavi was walking down the street…. A smile appeared on her face as she saw the SMS , she received a text message late at night which she missed checking in hurry of getting ready…
Sorry for not calling yday …got busy with the engagement ceremony got free at 2am … didn't want to disturb your sleep while you are dreaming of me 😉 …will call u later as soon as I get free…as Sameer has sangeet ceremony lined up 😊
Have loads to tell u….
p.s. confused whether love you more or missing you more!!! 😛
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Pallavi just smiled to herself… before she could put down her mobile she felt herself being slammed down with a force….she fell down on her knees while her hands and arms tried to slow down her fall in vain…. She heard screeching tires before her eyes closed
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Hope part was OK...
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