FF-REMORSE-~maaneet-~THREAD 2 - Page 4

Geet- yes mam. I will move within this week.
Marsia nodes & smiles.

Later on the evening Geet started to pack her cloths. The house was furnished. A good thing. There are no need of extra expense. Geet decided to do a joint account with her parents so she can provide them some money at the same time.

Maan have been round now & then. Geet have told him she will be moving also gave him the address... Knowing him he might look for her after all she is his sex toy. But maan didn't bother. He looked at the address and through it out of the window. He didn't want to know where she lives. It will help him not crave for her filthy body. If he doesn't know... He won't want to sleep with her. His body desire could be fulfilled by other girls.

Maan walks in when geet was about to leave. He wanted to be with her for the last time. Last time before he don't know where is she. Where she works. Geet stood at the door with her last bag.
Geet stood in her house while maan outside. Just the border if the door was creating a barrier. Geet looks at his light brown eyes. He wasn't angry... But his eyes was filled with desire. A uncontrolled desire. Craving for her. He slowly steps in while geet takes few step back. Maan wasn't sure why he was doing this. Why he wanted to have sex with her. He hated her to the core. He never loved her. He hated her. He hated her mere presence but yet her body... He wanted to explore over & over again. He hated a life with her. He could never imagine his life with this filth. He have dated one of the top models perfect in everyday! Yet this filth... He was craving for her body. Was it because she was his first one? Even after the announcement of his so called marriage he managed to force a night with Sammera! He hated his & geets first time... He wanted someone els in his body. Not Geet. But yet every time he comes back to her.
Geet looks at his eyes. Could see the disgust of touching her. Regret of him being with her... Then why he is here back? Why can't he leave her alone? Why he puts her through this pain. He knows well how much she love him.... She could never say no. How could she? After all it's her love. He is her husband. He is everything. Everything to her.
Maan closes the door behind. Geet was taking step back.
Geet- I am late. I need to go. She talks in hesitation. She knew exactly why he is here. What he wanted. Maan closes her mouth. He holds her hair & pushes it back. So he have more access to her neck. Geet closes her eyes In pain. He pushes her against the wall. Geet could already feel his hardening. Geet was shaking then for the first time he done something unusual. He picked Geet up and walked in to the bedroom. He wasn't drunk today. He simply came in to take pleasure... But not as much drunk.... Only tipsy....
His hand explored everywhere. Over her cloths. Geet didn't utter a word. She silently accepted. She cried. That was usual... He never heard. He never tried. He simply were glued to one aim... His pleasure. His body desire. It didn't take him long to penetrate her body. Holding the position. Geet closes her eyes. The movement was un describable. Geet didn't react. Only moaning & that to by reflex. The house had no AC... It was boiling. Both were exgusted. Even tho it was chill night... The windows were open... Bringing in the cool breeze... Both were hot.... He was crashing her. With his body with his hand. Maan held her hand on either side... She never touched him... But today he wanted to be in command... Showing her don't you dare touch me. He liked it when she never react. The motion of movements wasn't stopping in-fact it was increasing in great speed. The rush of there blood increased. Heartbeats was rapid but it was hidden by moans & it was only increasing. The pressure started to hurt Geet & her moan started to turn in to pleasurable wimp.

10 pm....
Geet laid there covered by a thin spread. Her heart beats was back to normal. The sweet dried way by the cool breeze. She rested on her back. One hand on her chin and another on her stomach. She completely relaxed... Except with immense pain in her heart. There was Mark on her wrist... Where maan have held her tight...
Maan- make sure you don't get pregnant. I didn't have any protection.
Geet- I am on pill.
Maan ignores. Relived. He puts the button back on. & slides his trouser back on... Geet still laid there hearing the door slam.

At 12 midnight Geet makes her way to her new flat. It was beautiful. Slender. 2 bedroom marble Designee flat. Only rich people can afford this. Geet smiles sadly.

4 months have passed. Geet haven't seen maan or she wanted to. As usual his magazine & news! She felt like the 16 years old girl again! Like back in collage days. Like she always used to. Watch him on the news & magazine. She sat on her bed. Crossed leg with a apple. Watching maan. With a new girl in a business party conference. His new business partner. She changed the channel without hearing the news. That's what she lately doing. Just a glimpse & that's it. He haven't came after that night. No call. No touch. Geet felt relived. He never loved her or will. So what's the point of thinking. He have forced me to be abandon. Showed the word how brutally I have been raped..........lair!. How cruly I have been killed...... Inside slowly..... the pain could never be healed. Geet laid there wondering... Will he ever understand this pain. The remorses. I have tried my best to be care... Loving wife. Geet rested on her stomach. One thing that hurt her the most was he never wanted there child. She holds her stomach with tears. Never... Wanted... My ... Child. Never. She cried. A silent cry. She wanted to scrim. Loud. Clear that how brutal this world is? The man who a girl look out for her protection her wishes.... Her husband. She laughs & cries. What type of luck have she brought along with her in this world? That her own husband showed the news of her photo... His own wife's photo. That to taken by him. His cruel world. His cruel eyes. His filthy look. His digesting touch. Geet cried louder.
She took a week off and went to visit HP. She wanted some day off. Way from media. Way from maan. Way from everything.


-Deli-

Maan somehow have forgotten Geet. It seems like she didn't exist for him. She is nothing. Even though he forces him self with his newly found GF Merra.
Maan have started few more new business. Already very susses-full.

It was early morning when maan woke annoyingly. It's been scheduled. He couldn't sleep. Or wanted to sleep. He looks at naked Merra. Half covered by spread. He slides some trousers on and walks towards the window. Drinking. It's been 4 month since he have touched Geet. He wanted her again. He have searched for the paper madly. Madly... He went back to the road he last drooped it off. Bad luck. He failed. The same day he found Merra. She is Indians top model. They have broke up few time but eventually back to gather again. He managed to find details of sam. She is in Australia now. Working for a USA model company. He wants her back.
Maan him self wasn't sure what exactly he wanted. Did he want filthy Geet or sam? Or this naked girl! There was some unwanted desire. He had everything but still he felt empty. Very empty. He wasn't sure what! But just ... Egh! Why he isn't happy? What exactly is there? Why he isn't happy? Why?

Maan walks in to the office. Pari runs in with files along with Shasha. They sighed. He just looked so handsome with angry face.
Maan- where is the file?
Pari- here sir!
Maan- have you found everything about Sammera.
Pari- yes sir.
Maan- appoint them. I wNt to buy the whole company. & make sure sam have 4 years contract with them. Show me the policy & also add some extra details. He smirks.

Geet is back at work. She feels good but still unhappy somewhere. Se knew exactly why... But of course maan had no clue.
Marisha- good morning.
Geet smiles- good morning.
Marisha- guess! I have a super surprise for you. A super! Super & a super surprise.
Geet smiles- let's here it.
Marisha- a USA company just hired your Designee. They love it. They absolutely adores it. They love your simple style.
Geet- that's very good. She smiles back. She was happy that at-least some forgone country is in love with her Designee. She had no clue where this life leading to but all she could say... Everything happens for a good reason. Allaha always wants everyones good. Maybe this new contract is something that will decide her future successes. Her determination. Her love... Her family love... She smiles.... But why her heart was still crying?

Geet decided to walk to her flat that night. She just wanted some fresh air.

next- maans restlessness😕 (what for firesafi wonders?)

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