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Posted: 15 years ago
#21
Heyy
Welcome to Forum i see your new
Im Sonia
This Update was really really Good and Amazing!!!
Can u please pm(Message me) when u update next part 😊
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Posted: 15 years ago
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u hav written it beautifully.....do pm me wen u update it...
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Posted: 15 years ago
#23

Love- like a river will cut a new path when it meets an obstacle

-- Crystal Middlemas --
Part 2
I had forgotten I was Mayank, I was Varun for all practical purposes, my life had taken a different turn. Though Mayank did meet up with friends or even attended family events, since almost the entire time I spent was on the sets of my show.. I think I was Varun for so long that there were no distinctions. I had clearly blurred all distinctions. Things got worse as Varun got married to Isha in the show. Worse may not be the right word to describe it. I was feeling much better, way happier than I should. I took the marriage very seriously, I listened to the wows intendly, I applied the sindoor on her forehead with feeling and when I put the manglasutra, I felt she was actually mine. These are very scary thoughts to have as an actor in a show. Actors dont really live their characters for their own sanity, if ever they do, they get their feelings mixed up and end up feeling way more than they should. One fine day if the show ends or the tracks end, you find yourself in a deep spot, unable to dettach the feelings that have developed over the months. I wish I knew it then, I dint.

Nupur was my wife in my mind, not Isha for Varun but Nupur for Mayank. I should've known its madness but when heart has its say all sense and reason go for a walk. In my case it was a lovely long walk. Now when I say this, you must be wondering there is Nupur, she can always stop the inevitable..right? Wrong! Thats where every theory goes wrong. She, totally contrary to her practical nature, let her reason take a walk too (probably my sense and reason accompanied hers on that walk). If I played the part of the husband, she played the part of the wife offscreen too. We were playing with fire, we couldn't care less. I pulled her leg as if it were my right to do so, I ordered her around for fun and she would actually act like a good wife and yeah she did her bit too, giving me the angry looks when I did something naughty or even playing the role of a perfectly possessive wife. She hated it when I turned my attention to anyone else other than her and trust me when I say this, she wasnt the type of person to do that. I always was, so possessiveness in me was unavoidable, but possessiveness made it more real for me and had me living the role to perfection.

We actually stuck to each other, even among friends, we were together, I m sure they were not sure as to what exactly we were,,colleagues, friends or a couple? The whole point was even we dint know (Ok, here I m sure, even she dint know). So went our saga, as Varun and Isha went through emotional turmoils in the show and got closer, we got closer as well. Our comfort level had become uncharacteristically close. To think this was a girl who would discuss with me about every move of ours earlier, just went with the flow as I held her closer or emoted with all my heart. I actually dint realise it until much later, how much in love we looked. Though it was all very well as we were supposed to be playing a deeply in love married couple, the perfection in the scenes went unnoticed by us. I must say there were a few things I heard from here and there that seemed to indicate, people were reading more into it. According to them, our actions gave away a lot, sometimes it was the way I held her, sometimes it was the way she responded, sometimes it was the slight fondness that had crept into our voices, I ignored it when people told me I sounded like a love sick puppy when she was not around. I remember she had gone home for 4 days during holi and I felt so lost without her. I had to do scenes with a body double and honestly I just couldn't get my emotions right, leave alone give the right expressions like I used to.

I think that was the first time I realised how much I missed her when she was not around. I felt miserable, I felt like a husband whose wife had gone to her parent's home. I wish someone had smacked my head then and told me that she was not my wife, She was only my co-actor. I sorely missed my 'sense'( I am sure my sense was doing the waltz on a lonely road with her sense..). I remember taking her in a bear hug when she was back and also remember how she had also responded with equal enthusiasm. She found my antics silly at times, but instead of chidding me, she played along. Why do I get the feeling she was as lost as I was?

When everything seemed to be going right for me and my onscreen wife, things slowly started spiralling down. No, my work was going just fine. We were still happily living in our Neverland.. or like the fans liked calling it Varsha (Varun-Isha) dreamland!! Oblivious to us, things were changing around us, manipulations were happening, even though we overlooked a lot of it, things were getting out of hand and finally we realised that our careers were in the danger of getting ruined. Nupur was always a brave girl, but she was not the type to raise her voice against the team. This time though she was thoroughly disgusted by the second hand treatment being meted out to us. We were a popular couple, she wanted to know why we were being sidelined. Not that I dint want to know the answer to the same question, I was busy with other things just then. I had bought a new house, I had a foreign trip planned by a news channel. My priorities just then were different so she was the one who locked horns with the team. You have no idea how much I regret letting her do that and not being the one doing it. There have been times when I have wanted to leave the show and the only reason I had stayed on was for her, just for her. She loved her character, Isha was a part of Nupur and somehow I could not think of breaking her heart.

We had no idea what was happening, but the biggest shock of my life came on the day they announced that they are planning to kill the character of Isha...I looked up in shock as they told me on her final day on the show that Nupur would no more be my costar. Isha would no more be in Varun's life. My heart broke as I looked at a picture of Isha, no Nupur...how would I survive without her? I dint realise it, but I broke down as I acted . She was upset too, but I couldnt speak to her just then. I left the set unable to carry on..

Too late did I come to realise how much you meant to me..!

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Posted: 15 years ago
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God! I would just ask....Is this fiction? 😉

You're amazing! Really amazing!

Enjoyed the update!

Will be waiting for more!

-Akansha!
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Posted: 15 years ago
#25
i love this ff bt sumtin tells me this more than fiction .......u've changed the names but we all knw who ur pointing to...smart
update soon

pooja😉
Edited by koolwaters_poo - 15 years ago
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Posted: 15 years ago
#26
Awesome Blossom Part!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 😃 😃 😃
Its truely Amazing!!
Cont. Soon 😳 😉
Sonia
Edited by Luv.MayUrArTi - 15 years ago
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Posted: 15 years ago
#27
Oh ghosh!!

This is simply amazing...

like a reality check!!!

Continue soon..

thanks for the pm...
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Posted: 15 years ago
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it's just so beautiful ... lump forms in my throat!! it's amazing ...
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Posted: 15 years ago
#29
first thanks a ton for pm
n the update was awesum\
i think its reality in fiction form
Marium



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Posted: 15 years ago
#30
Oh God! Tell me was this even fiction? 😉
Coming to the chapter, Ahh, it was wonderful. Very well written. The emotions poured through. I am so waiting for more.
Please continue soon. And thanks for the PM
-Daania
Edited by -Daania- - 15 years ago

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