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Ok...wel , i am leaving on Sunday ..so wont be ablle to update til next weekend . I wil be reading ol ur FF...But plz pardon me , i wont be able to leave my comment .
Thank u once again .
PART-10
I never in my life thought days to pass in a blink of time as now . 6 months ...6months ...not evn for 1/6th of a second Nupur left my mind . Staying away from everyone...it felt miserabe but at the same time , somewhere deep inside my heart felt some burden lessen from my shoulders . These six months ..i knew nothing about Nupur ..nothing about her condition...nothing !!..Mom never came to meet me , maybe she would break down to see me in such a condition ..but Samrat did . Never knew that one step of mine can bring me so many steps closer to Samrat .
Finally i was going back to my place ..Finally going to meet Mom ..meet Nupur . My thoughts were drifted to Nupur . Samrat didnt talk about Nupur during the entire journey but everything else possible . I was getting anxious to know about Nupur...but tried to calm myself . Maybe , he didnt trust me enough to tel me about Nupur .
Finally i reached home ...and saw Mom waiting at door for me . As soon as i went to her , she hugged me ..cried for sometime..but then calmed down herself
''I am happy that u took this decision Mayank '' she said with the faith for me back in her eyes .
I entered home and scanned th entire place but Nupur was hardly anywhere .
I looked back at Mom and Samrat ..
''Maa..'' but before i could complete
''Nupur left with her parents ''
It was no less than earth crashing on me ..I sat on couch ...i was not abl to register anything . Samrat came and sat next to me
''Mayank.'' this word made me look at him ''uncle-aunty came to meet Nupur and ..they took her ''
I silently walked back to my room ....Maybe these six months gave me the time to explore myself ..and it actually helped me . I understood everyone's condition better . Samrat -Mom can forgive me ..but Nupur .. i cant expect to forgive me ..I cant
''Mom..i am going to delhi'' i said
''But...'' samrat started to object
''I want to handle this...so let me ''
I looked at mom and she nodded ..
Banging on your front door
My pride's spilled on the floor
My hands and knees are bruised
And I'm crawling back to you
Begging for a second chance
Are you gonna let me in?
I was running from the truth
And now I'm crawling back to you
I knocked at the door..getting ready for everything possible . Mom-Dad's annoyance .. Nupur's anger .. everything possible .. But to my surprised .. Dia opened the door .
''Dia ??'' I was shocked and she smiled faintly , as if she was expecting me to be there
''Yeah...hmm..ummm.. ''she fumbled with words..and i was confused
''mom -dad ?'' i asked !
''Hmm..actually they went out ..'' Dia let me in ''Should i get some water ?..or tea ?'' she asked ..but i knew , she was just making up things now
''Where is nupur ?' i asked directly
''She is in her room . '' As soon she said that i took my steps to her room but was stopped by Dia
''Please dont meet her .. Dont !'' she said firmly
''But why ? '' I asked ol hyper
''I dont wnat her to break down again . She got composed after soo long ! i dont want u to come back to her life . She is happy being with her family , me , samrat and ...'' suddenly she was out of words .
''And... ?..what Dia ?..what are u trying to hide ?'' i asked
''Nothing...just go away mayank !!..just move out ! '' She screamed
''Dia ?'' someone spoke and we both looked up . Dia was regret and i with a shock
It was Nupur ..but ..
''Dia ask him to move out now !!! '' she screamed
''Mayank..please..go away !..please '' Dia pleaded but i was not able to take my eyes off her . But , i couldnt take any step back ..She was carrying my baby !!
Nupur looked at me and wrapped her arm around her stomach . She started to move to her room again , when i rushed to her
''Nupur..wait ..Nupur '' I said ..but she didnt. She slammed the door on my face .
''Mayank please go from here before uncle-aunty comes..please ' I looked at Dia . I was broken !!..I walked out from that place ..still trying to register the fact that Nupur was carrying my baby
Nupur's POV
I walked back to my bed . Tears flowing down my cheeks but i was still wiping them off . Why did he come back ?..Whenever i try to stand , he cums to make me fal down !!..Why cant he leave me alone .. !!
I remembered the tears my parents had to see in devastated condition . But i was glad taht they brought me back . But still i couldnt recover from the trauma . I just cant .. Samrat stil came to visit me ..almost every third day ..But every possible effort was in vain . Until the day ..when i got the news that i am pregnent . I could have taken he wrong path , if my parents were not with me .
I felt my baby and i wanted to be alive for him . Its not his fault that his mother was raped . It was not his fault ...then why should he suffer . I had no right to kill hi , just because i suffered so much .
My baby gave me the ray of hope ...I wanted to live .. I wanted to feel ...i wanted to make my baby get everything ...
I carrassed my bundle of joy .. i am living for u ..!! only for u ..
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Edited by ruchimayur - 15 years ago
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