Chapter 1
Kalpi got up from the bed wrapping the bed sheets properly... She then picks her clothes from the floor and rushed inside the bathroom... Raghav was still on the bed... He then looks at him and can see the lipstick marks all over her body and some bite marks near his chest... He clenched his fists and bangs it on the bed and says... "Shit what we have done... How can I... Now how will I face prem..."
Here kalpi entered the bathroom and locked the door... She started removing the sheet from her body... She keeps it aside and looks at herself... She can see the red marks on her body... She touches one of the mark which was on her left breast... She flinched it was still paining... She can guess how much wild they have been on the bed...
She then looks at her lips in the mirror... It was red and swollen...She closed her eyes and tears started rolling down from her eyes...
She walked inside the shower cabin and turns on the shower on and stands below the shower... Hot water started flowing all over her body and she started crying more... She sits on the floor and cried...
Kalpi: Why bappa why I did that with him... How can I betray prem... I lost my virginity to the man who is not my love... How will I face prem... What I have done...
She cried for an hour... Here raghav too was lost in the same thought... After sometime kalpi comes out of the shower wearing her saree... She covered herself properly as she didn't want her marks to be seen... She just walks towards the bed without looking at raghav... raghav too didn't say anything... He knows what she is going through... She was a girl with loads of cultural values and here she ended up sleeping with her brother in law... He got up and walked to the bathroom... He took shower and than he comes out wearing his clothes...
Raghav: Come kalpi lets go everyone will be waiting for us...
Kalpi just nods her head and they started walking towards the door... Raghav locked the door... It was his apartment
... They sat in his car and raghav started driving the car...
Kalpi was all the time looking out of the window as she was not able to meet raghav's eyes... She was not angry on him she was angry on her fate because she knew that they were not at fault... It was their fate...
Raghav too was driving looking straight... Finally they reached singhania mention... He stops the car and finally looks at kalpi... She was still not looking at him... He looks at her and says...
Raghav: kalpi we have reached...
Kalpi looks at him and nods her head... She started getting down but raghav holds her hand... This made kalpi looks at him...
Ragha : kalpi wipe your tears...
Kalpi looked at him and then wipes her tears and then raghav says..
Raghav: kalpi you ok...
Kalpi just nods but her eyes said the truth that she was not ok because tears again started flowing from her eyes...
Raghav: kalpi please don't cry... Everyone will be waiting for us inside and what they will think when they will see you like this...
Kalpi: raghav lets tell the truth to everyone... I can't hide this from prem...
Raghav: kalpi tell me one thing do you think that prem will accept you after knowing this... Will he believe that what we have done was not intentional... Will he believe that we don't have feelings for each other tell me kalpi.. Do you think... leave prem just think what if prem comes to you and tells you that he has slept with a girl just because he was drunk will you accept him...
Kalpi thinks and nods her head in a no..
Raghav: Right.. Even I will not like tha fact that the person I loves sleeps with some other person... But kalpi don't think this as your fault as we have not these intentionally that was all a mistake and we were drunk but we can never be able to make others believe so I think we should not tell this to anyone but then still this is all upto you...
Kalpi was only silant
He then leaves her hand and they got down from the car... kalpi wipes her tears and composes herself... They then started walking towards the main door... raghav rings the bell and ramu their servant opens the door...
Prem who was sitting with his mother comes running towards the door and hugs kalpi tight and says...
Prem: Ohh gosh kalpi where were you both... I was so scared...
Kalpu hugged him back... Tears again welled up in her eyes... She wanted to tell prem everything but again raghav words played in her mind and she stopped... She composed herself and said..
Kalpui: I am ok prem
Gauri too comes to them and hugs raghav and says..
Gauri: Are you ok... What happened.. Where were you and why your cell was switched off...
Raghav: maa actually wo battery was dead so it was switched off and actually we spend our night in the car...
Kalpi opens her eyes hearing the word night and again remembers what she has done...
Gauri: In the car..
Raghav: Yeah.. Actually...
Prem broke the hug but holds her tight from her waist and brings her inside the house...
They sat on the couch.. Prem pulled kalpi close to him and raghav sat opposite to them... prem then ask..
Prem: Bhai you were suppose to drop kalpi right..
Raghav: Yes prem actually after you left the party me and kalpi walked towards my car... We were on the middle of the road when my car broke down and nothing was near that place and our phone were also dead so we thought of waiting in the car as going out will not be safe... So while waiting we slept and then when we got up it was morning... We ask for help and got the mechanic and then we come to home...
Prem: Ohh ok.. You know I was so scared... But thank God bhai you was their with kalpi.. She was not alone...
Raghav felt a pain hearing this... prem trusts him so much and what they did.. They broke his trust...
Raghav then excused himself and walked to his room... He didn't want to be their for a long time...
Gauri then gave few things to kalpu which she will be needing for today's function and then told prem to leave kalpi to singhania chawl.. She will need rest before the Roka ceremony...
Prem nodded and then he left with kalpi... He started driving and kalpi was again all silent... Prem noticed this... He can sense that something is wrong with kalpi...
He stops the car and then looks at her and says..
Prem: Hey kalpi are you ok... Is something bothering you?
Kalpi looks at him... She thought of telling prem everything and said...
Kalpi: prem wo actually..
But before she could complete her sentence his cell rang...
He looks at cell and sees mom calling...
Prem: Just a minute kalpi...
Prem: Haan maa... Yeah I will be back soon... No maa I will not sit and talk with kalpi... Yeah maa coming... Now keep the call...
Prem keeps the call and turns to kalp and says..
Ohh we reached
But kalpi stop him to say
Kalpi- prem listen to me
Prem- what happen kalpi
Kalpi- prem vo
Kalpi lower her head
K- prem i want to tell u that
Kalpi gulps that i
Before she complete her sentence kamala come there
Kamala - kalpi where are u beta u know we are so much scared
Kalpi told them the same story raghav told prem& gauri and went to her room... She lays on the bed and closed her eyes to calm her mind... Suddenly she saw the image of raghav sucking her breast and she was fisting his hairs and was pressing him more into her...
She opened her eyes and sat on the bed breathing heavily... Tears again started flowing from her eyes...
Kalpi ( to herself)- how could i do this ??
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Hush finish i know i say that i hold this but it's become difficult for me to write ways of life as i don't understand how to express emotions in a succesful way but trying to write so enjoy
Sry if u find it boring or i dissapiont u .
Plz suggest some name for this ss