RANTARA-THIS IS NOT THE END (FF)EPILOGUE PAGE 47 - Page 2

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Taxi Stopped nd so the trail of Antara's Thoughts. She was so lost in her thoughts that she didn't realized wen her Home came until she realized d jerk of break. She takes a Deep Breath nd came out of d Taxi. She faught back her Tears during d whole journey. She didn't wanted to get noticed by anyone especially her Mom. She paid to the Driver nd headed towards her Home. Raghu Parks his Car at a distance away from Antara's Cab from where she could easily See Antara but Makes sure Antara didn't noticed him. Antara felt someone stalking but she knews who's it. She smirks nd moves towards her Home. She rings d Doorbell nd her Mother Opens d Door. She smiled, laughs, hugs her mom like she always did. Raghu notices antara's actions from a Distance nd was confused at her behaviour he really didn't understand y she's doing dis nd most importantly from where does she gets dis much strength. As Soon As Antara gets inside her house Raghu too Drove towards his own home.

Antara's Monologue:

Taxi Break Gives Break to my thoughts also. I know now m going to do the toughest job of my Life. M going to Fight wid my tears in front of my Mom. Because she can easily sense my pain. I take a deep breath nd gets outside d Taxi. As I was heading towards d Home I felt someone stalking me, someone is noticing me from Far. I smirked as I knew who it was. It was none other den Raghu. He always use to do dis wenever I return home alone after meeting him because most of d tym I didn't allow him to Drop me nd to make sure I reached home safely he use follow me till home making sure that I didn't noticed him but he don't know that I noticed him first tym only wen he followed me but never show it to him. But y is he doing dis today wen everything is over nw. isn't he wat he said that we r no more together den y is he showing dis care, dis concern. May be he's used to of it nd slowly will get rid from his Habbit very soon. I pressed d Door Bell nd as I expected My Mom opened d Door. I smiled nd laughed like everytym I does so dat she didn't sense wat all has happened today. I entered inside in d same cheerful Manner like I always did buit only I knw hw much Pain was dere behind my smile. My inside was burning on Fire but still I had to put dis Fake Smile on my Face to make my close one's Happy.

(Antara's Monologue Ends):

Raghu's Monologue:

I drove to her Following her making sure she didn't notice me. No matter hw hard I try to concentrate on my Driving but in my mind only her thoughts r going on. D way she came out from d Caf without saying anything was disturbing me. I didn't expect dis Reaction from her which makes me more concerned towards her. I parked my Car at a distance from her home like I always did so that she didn't noticed me. U can call it my Attitude that I didn't wanted to show hw much I care for her but dats d way I m. I saw her getting outside d Taxi nd heading towards her Home. My Heart was urging me to stop her, talk to her atleast hug her one last tym. I don't know wat kind of feeling is dis wen I was sure dat there's nothing like Love between us but I dnt want to tackle from it rite nw. May be I was habitual of her thatsy having dis Feeling. I saw her mother opened d Door nd she entered in d same Cheerful Manner like she always did. No cries, no tears. Just Smile on her face. Y is she so calm? Y is she's not showing her Pain not even in front of her Mom also who is her Best Friend. Wat kind of Girl is she? She's Definitely not a human. Afterall who has dis much Courage to smile wen u had recently Broke up. But she's still smiling. I was dere till he gets inside her home. As soon as she got inside I too drove towards my Home. Because I really need to find d Soln. of my Restlessness.

(Raghu's Monologue ends)

Mom: Antara, u have been so early Today? U said dat u'll be Late.

Antara: Ya Mom. The Lecture was really Boring today. If I was there for 10 more min den I would definitely drifted to sleep. So its better to Sleep in my Cozy Bed den to dat Bench. (She said Laughing)

Mom: Antara, wen will u grow-up beta.

Antara: C'mon Mom. U have seen our Professor na. he's so ugly as well. Ya if he would be Handsome like Ranbir Kapoor den I would even think of Attending his Boring Lecture. But he's more worse den Atal Bihari Bajpeyi. I wonder hw his Wife Tolerate him.

Mom: Antara, u r really impossible. Acha nw get urself Fresh I'll bring something for u to Eat.

Antara: No mom I m really not in d Mood. My Head is Paining nd I need to sleep so m going to my Room nd pls I dnt want any disturbance. My Cell will be switched Off so if any calls come for me at Landline den simply say m not at home nd ya make sure ur Fav. Daughter Misha don't disturb me while m sleeping or else u'll know wat will happen

Mom: ya I m very much aware of both of urs Cat-Fights nd m sure our Neighbours too. Dnt worry she'll nt disturb u.

Antara: Dat would be better for her. Anyways bye. Gud night

Mom: Gud Nite? Antara its day tym

Antara: Ya bt as nw m going to sleep so I'll say Gud nite only na

Mom: I really cant understand ur theories

Antara: Den dnt try. Bye

Mom: Bye!

She headed towards her Room nd closed d Door behind. Her Mom thinks dat she's Really Tired so she didn't disturbed her nd gets involved in her usual Routine. Antara closed d Door Behind nd rested herself at d door. She closed her eyes nd broke into Tears. Only she knows hw hard it was to control dem so far. She slowly sits at d Floor nd started Crying. Letting everything out of her heart. The Pain, the hurt caused by Raghu everything. She lets all d Barriers broke away nd let the tears found their way. May be like dis way only she can feel better

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On the other Hand Raghu too reaches his Home. His Aaji wonders wat makes him come Home so Early. He never Misses any of his classes den wats wrong Today. He didn't looked in good mood as well. She decided to ask him

Aaji: Raghu Beta, u ok na?

Raghu: yes Aaji y?

Aaji: nahi u r home Early Today. Which u never do

Raghu: Wo, Aaji m not feeling well

Aaji: Wat Happen? Apne Doctor ko Dikhaya? Rukiye Hum abhi Doctor ko Phone karte hai

Raghu: No Aaji I m seriously Fine. I think I should just go nd take some Sleep

Aaji: R u sure?

Raghu: ya Aaji.

He storms towards his Room nd closes d Door Behind leaving his Aaji Behind Confused.

(Antara's Monologue):

Only I knew hw hard it was to tell lie to Mom. To pretend dat everything is normal. If I would be there for 1 more minute wid Mom den I will definitely not able to control my tears so I decided to hget away from her as soon as Possible nd Make an excuse of Headache. As soon as I came inside my Room I broke into tears. Nw I couldn't control myself anymore. Nw I couldn't fight back wid my tears. I cried, I cried hard. I let every pain, every Sorrow Given by Raghu out of my heart. Endless Tears were cuming out from my eyes but m not wiping dem. I let dem Flow because after dis I don't want to cry again. Not atleast for Raghu but is dat so easy.

Y I cant Forget Him? Y Raghu Y? Y did u came into my lyf? I have never called u. u ureself came. Y did u walk into my life if u have intended to Leave me like dis? I wanted to Hate u but to my Luck I cant do that also because I love u From d Core of my heart. I cried nd cried. I don't know hw many seconds, hw many Minutes, Hw many Hours but I cried. Once again My Trust was Broken, once again My Heart was broken by the person whom I love A lot. U knw na Raghu dat I was a Heart broken Girl wen u came to my lyf den y did u do dis? y? I kept asking dese Questions to myself but got no answer. Its better to left some Questions unanswered. May be tats Lyf. For u may be I was just an another Passing Affair of ur Life but for me u r the Person whom I love d most but nw who left me.

(Antara's Monologue ends)

Raghu's Monologue:

I know My Aaji would be surprised to see me home early today nd I was mentally Prepared for it. I somehow convienced her that everything is fine. I m not Gud in enacting like Antara so I cutshort d discussion nd headed towards my Room. I know Aaji would be really confused wid my dis kind of behaviour but dis tym I really wanted some tym for myself.

As soon as I came inside d Room D first thing that came into my Mind is Antara. I still couldn't take my mind off from her. y is she still on my mind? C'mon Dude she's just another Passing Affair of ur lyf nothing else. U r not in Love wid her. Den y m I so much Concerned for her. y did I followed her to her Home to make sure that she reached Home Safely. Y d Pain in her Eyes were still torturing me. Y her uncomplaining Attitude is still Haunting me. Is dis Love? No ofcourse not. Its not Love. Because if it was love den y Should I break her Heart. No I'll Be fine in few Days.

C'mon Dude Antara is just another Girl of ur Lyf nothing else. But Is She? No she's Different. Wait! Wat m I thinking? Y m I having dis Feeling? Was it just because of Guilt? But I had offered her Friendship which I never do to any girl but she refused. But Y I feel Rejected if it was just another Passing Affair. O god! I really need to get out from all dis. May be Machmach will able to take me out from all dis. but he'll be returning Tomorrow morning So I had to wait till tomorrow.

(Raghu's Monologue Ends)

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It was night nd Antara was sitting near her Window Looking at Moon. She has stopped Crying nw. She felt much lighter but there was still Pain in her heart.

Antara(To herself): I still didn't got d Answer Raghu y did u do dis to me? But I'll not ask u any question because its my fate. I'll not blame u for anything. I had always learned something from the Peoples who has came to my Life. From Rahul I learned not to believe in Love den u came nd u make me Learned that Love can Happen Twice also unless u gets a Right Person nd today u also betrayed me nd I learned not to believe on anyone, especially a Stranger. From now on Antara Kaul will not believe on any one.

She was still thinking about Raghu wen her Sis Misha came to her. dey both Loves each other very much but never shows nd fight wid dem. Misha use to call her 'Wildy' because she always leaves her scratch marks on her face nd Hand wen dey Fight.

Misha: Hey Wildy wats up? Mom was saying dat ur Lecture was very boring today. Waise bhi jahan pet um aur tumhari friends jaise Boring log ho wo jagah apne Aap boring ho jati hai

Antara: Mish Pls m not in Mood of Fight today. So better shut up

Misha: OMG! I got scared. Waise Wat Happen? U had fight wid my Would be Jiju

Antara again felt pain inside her heart but she controlled herself

Antara: Mish, Stop it!

Misha: ok Fine. But seriously wat happened (she asked concerned)

Antara: nothing mish. I m perfectly fine

Misha: ok as u say. But seriously if U r upset Because of Raghu den only God will spare him from me

Antara: really?

Misha: Ya Ofcourse! I'll really break his Teeth if he hurts u. Trust me. So let him know dis dat he don't dare to hurt u

Antara: Mish. Its nothing like dat. Everything is fine between Me nd Raghu

Misha: hmmm Better be. Anyways Mom is calling u for Dinner cum soon ok

Antara: ok. I'll just be there

Misha Left from dere nd after sometym Antara too goes from dere

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On the Other Hand Raghu's Mind also not in Peace. He was still in thoughts of Antara. He still remembers d Day wen he First met Antara. He closes his eyes nd remembers d Day wen he first saw her.

**********~~~~~~~~~~~~Flashback~~~~~~~~~~~~~**********

It was Machmach nd Ruksana's First Anniversary Party. Its been 1 year wen Machmach Proposed her nd Ruksana accepts it so dey decided to celebrate it wid their close friends. Raghu was one of d Hottest Hunk of his College. Girls just die for him. He would Rather considered as Playboy who usually breaks Girl's Heart but only His Close one knows hw much Good is he from his heart. Machmach was his Childhood Friend nd he shared his every Joy nd Sorrows wid him. Machmach always teased him for his Playboy nature but he knew dis very well dat one day Raghu will get his kind of girl den he'll not go after any other girl.

Raghu was at the Drinking Bar wen he first Saw Antara. She was sitting wid Ruksana talking nd Smiling. Raghu has never seen such a beauty. Dere was many other Hot Girls around him but his eyes were only on Antara. She has Wore Dark Red Colour of Anarkali Suit wid no extra ordinary Make up nd just wore light Jewelleries. But still she's looking beautiful. Her simplicity catches Raghu's attention at once. He was staring at her wen Machmach came to him.

Machmach: Antara Kaul, Ruksana's best friend since School. Doing Architecture

Raghu: Hhmmm interesting

Machmach: Raghu, dnt try ur tricks wid her pls.

Raghu: Relax Dude! I wont. I'll ask her for friendship dats it

Machmach: I dnt think dat she accepts it because she stays away from d Playboys like u

Raghu: No one can stay away from d Charm of MSK

Machmach: Really?

Raghu: Just wait nd Watch

He said nd goes towards Antara who was standing alone. He confidently Goes to her. For some antara get conscious wen he Saw Raghu standing in front of her. No Doubt his charm works on her. Antara couldn't take away from his well toned Body nd Muscles. No doubt he was Looking Hot!!!!!!! But then she shrug off all her thoughts nd came into senses wen Raghu speaks to her

Raghu: Excuse me Pretty Lady! Can I get u a Drink?

"Oh so he's another Playboy Guy. Nothing unusual" She thought

Antara: Y? R u a Bartender?

Nw dis was d Last Thing dat Raghu was expecting from any girl. Girls Drool over him nd she so much Attitude

A Poem from Antara to Raghu:

I'll forgive,
It doesn't matter what you do,
You know this love and all I have,
Will always be here for you.
I'll forget,
Anything you ask me to,
If you don't like when I bring it up,
My words I'll think them through.
I'll love,
Even if you don't want me to,
Obsession, call it want you want,
But this is the one promise that I'll always keep for you,
I'll live,
You know my dreams are all I see,
Our life is what its for,
I'm going to be the best that I can ever truly be.
I'll trust,
Anything you ever say,
I put you higher then these fools,
And that is where you'll stay.

I'll Forget, I'll love, I'll live,
I'll trust and I'll forgive,
My love will never go away,
This is all I have to give.

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