RANTARA-THIS IS NOT THE END (FF)EPILOGUE PAGE 47 - Page 5

part 7

3 weeks has passed nd both Raghu nd Antara were trying their best to get to normal but it didn't seems so easy but still dey didn't stopped trying. Antara gets herself busy in studies nd if not studies den she listen to music, surf internet, read books in short she does everything which can keep her mind away from Raghu's thoughts but it fails everytym.

On d other hand Raghu too tries to follow his daily routine to keep himself away from d guilt which was increasing day by day in his heart but he too fails. It seems dat everything is meaningless without her. Its been 3 weeks nd he had not seen her. Forget about seeing he didn't even heard her voice. He decides to Login to his Facebook account may be he found her online nd if not online den atleast he can have idea wats going in her lyf. He quickly logged in to his Account. Sumwhere he knew dat Antara must have removed him from her Friend list but to his surprise he was still dere nd dat doesn't mean dat Antara has not came online after dat day, she has came online as d latest date shown in her status is after 4 days since dat incident nd eventually he looked at her status nd his heart broken into million pieces wen he reads dat. It shows:

"U said u don't want to see me in tears, so does that mean u had closed ur eyes wen I was crying!!!!!!!!!"

He saw numerous comments below dat status nd every1 are askingy dis status? Did something happened? But she replied "Nothing yaar aise hi apni Fav. Novel me Line padhi thi to wahi Daal di". Though sum of her friends were still not convienced specially a friend named Arman who was continuously asking her "Wats Wrong"? Den all of a sudden he remembers a incidence dere first argument regarding Facebook password

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Raghu nd Antara were both talking on call wen Raghu suddenly reminds of sumthing.

Raghu: Antara tell me sumthing?

Antara: ya ask

Raghu: who is dis Ashish in ur friend list

Antara: Ashish? Arey he is studying wid me in my class. Y?

Raghu: ok so is he a very gud friend of u?

Antara: no, just a normal friend. y?

Raghu: den y is he posting in ur Walls wid such a weird words

Antara: arey wat has he done nw?

Raghu: y is he addressing u everytym by calling Sweetheart, janu etc etc.

Antara: oh dat, dnt mind on his words. He's like dat only nd not only me he addresses like dis to every1 including Deeps, Pari, nd even Ruksana too

Raghu: hw does Ruksana knows him?

Antara: thru Facebook only

Raghu: ok, but didn't u guys feel weird wen he calls u all like dat

Antara: ya initially we all feel weird den we realize dat it was his habbit.

Raghu: whatever, I dnt want him to call u wid dat names. Just make dis thing clear in his mind.

Antara: but Raghu...

Raghu: no Antara, I cant see anyone calling u wid dese types of names except me. Only I can call u wid dese names. Got it

Antara could sense d anger in his voice for Ashish

Antara: ok ok Fine, I'll ask him not to call me wid dat names. U calm down. Ok.

Raghu: Antara, pls dnt take me wrong its not like dat I dnt trust u, I trust u but d fact is I cant bear anyone calling u wid d names which only I can call u.

Antara: I knw My Possessive Shona, dnt worry I'll make him understand.

Raghu: hhmmm Good

Antara: anything else?

Raghu: ya

Antara: wat?

Raghu: I need ur Facebook Password

Antara (shocked): Wat?

Raghu: ya

Antara: but y?

Raghu: just lyk dat. I should knw my Girlfriend's FB Password

Antara: Raghu, wat kind of condition is dis?

Raghu: y r u having so much Problem in giving d Password? Dnt u trust me?

Antara: Raghu its not lyk dat. But d fact is every1 has its own Privacy nd we should not interfere in dat. Had I ask u about ur FB Password for once

Raghu: no, but I wont mind giving u my password

Antara: Raghu, I dnt want u to give ur Password to me neither my Password to u

Raghu: but y r u creating so much issues Antara

Antara: m creating issues? U r making it a issue

Raghu: wat? Wat u think I'll misuse ur ID

Antara: wen I had said dat?

Raghu: no, but indirectly u mean dat only.

Antara: Raghu, nw u r going too far.

Raghu: Fine, den lets end dis Conversation over here only. Nw talk to me den only wen u had full trust on me. Bye

Antara: Fine bye.

Dey both cut d call. Both were hell angry wid each other infact wen it cumes to anger dey can give tough competition to each other. For next 1 hr. dey blabbers themselves taking dere anger out on each other.

Antara (to herself): wat does he think about himself? Arey aise kaise koi Password de deta hai? Har insaan ki privacy hoti hai. Aur kuch kaho to, "Tum mujhpe trust nahi karti" "Tumhe lagta hai main tumhari ID ka misuse karunga" etc etc. aisa thodi na hai dat I dnt trust him, I trust him but sharing Password, no way.

Raghu (to himself): I haven't asked for much. Just a password only, usme bhi problem. Wats d big deal in dat. D fact isd she don't trust me. Ya dats true becoz if she trusts me den she wouldnt do dis.

After 1 hr of blabbering dey both calms down nd realize dat dey hade made dis an issue nd d other person was rite

Antara (to herself): but dekha jaye to he was not wrong also, I mean we r in relationship for almost 1 yr. nd sharing d password is not a big deal. Afterall Ruksana too shared her password wid Machmach nd dat too in only 3 months of commitment nd if I trust Raghu den I should shre dis wid him. Hain na? haan

Raghu (to himself): I think I had really gone too far. I mean hw can I ask a girl to share her FB password no matter we luv each other but dat doesn't mean dat I should ask her about dis. Use to yahi lagega na dat I dnt trust her. Ok ab galti ki hai to Sorry bhi bolna padega I'll call her rite nw.

He said nd started dialing her no. Antara too was going to dial his no wen she saw his name flashing on cellphone. She quickly picks it up

Antara: Hello Raghu

Raghu: Antara!!

"I M SORRY" dey both said together nd den laughs

Antara: I m Sorry Raghu. I had really made dis an issue

Raghu: no Antara I m Sorry, I shouldn't have asked u about ur password

Antara: no Raghu, I m sorry main kuch zyada hi bol gayi

Raghu: Antara nw stop it. if we keep saying Sorry like dis only den we have to argue for rest of d nite about who is wrong.

Antara: ok. Nd ya I'll msg u my Password after d call nd dnt say a word about dis. I Trust u Raghu nd I knw u wont do anything wrong

Raghu: thanx Antara nd I'll also msg u my Password.

Antara: ok.

Raghu: nd Antara dat Ashish...

Antara: dnt worry I'll make him understand.

Raghu: hhmmm Good. Chalo nw go to sleep its really late.

Antara: ok gud nite. Bye nd tc. LOVE YOU.

Raghu: LOVE YOU TOO

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Antara smiles wen she remembered dis moment. Their first ever argument nd dat too on stupid Password. Nd Poor Ashish dnt even know dat hw much Raghu was in anger wen he saw him addressing wid dose weird names. Nd next day only she knew hw hard it was for her to make Ashish understand to not to call her wid dat weird names as her cousins are also at Facebook nd dey didn't liked anyone calling her wid dat name nd after a lot of effort he finally agreed.

Antara (To herself): Everything was going fine between us Raghu den where, where we made a mistake dat today we were living our lives lyk dis?

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On d other hand Raghu too smiles remembers dere first ever Argument. Den suddenly he reminds of sumthing. He quickly Sign out from his Profile nd signed in by Antara's ID. He was sure sumwhere dat Antara had definitely changed her Password wen she last came online but again to his surprise her Password was d same as it was before nd even she didn't changed her DP also as once he has said dat her dis DP is very nice so never change it nd she agreed. Nd even today also d DP is same. Dis was second surprise which he has got in d same evening. He quickly closed d Laptop nd leaned back against d Bed Post

Raghu (To himself): Antara still haven't changed her password not even d DP. She still trusts me. Y Antara? Y u still trust me dis much? Even I dnt know what Turmoil is going within me. I need to talk to u Antara, I really need to. But I knw u'll not take my call den hw can I talk to u?

Den suddenly he reminds of sumthing. He quickly opens d drawer of his side table nd finds sumthing. After finding for 10 minutes he founds a spare SIM CARD. It was his previous no. before he met Antara nd he changed it due to his ex-Girlfriends but today he needs to use it. He just wish dat it was still working but to his disappointment d number is not in use. Ofcourse which service Provider will keep d number Active for 3 yrs if it was not in use. He throws d SIM CARD away in frustration. Den he realizes dat only one person can help him. "Machmach". He quickly dialed his no.

Machmach: ya Dude! Tell me

Raghu: I need ur help

Machmach: Wat happen?

Raghu: I need a spare SIM CARD immediately

Machmach: wat? But y?

Raghu: I'll answer all ur questions but first arrange it.

Machmach: ok Give me 1 hr.

Raghu: cool.

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After 1 hr. Machmach came to his home wid a SIM CARD confused as Raghu has never asked him for such things

Machmach: wats wrong Raghu? Y had u asked me to arrange a Spare SIM CARD for u.

Raghu: I need to talk to Antara, nd if I call her wid my no. den she'll definitely not take my call.

Machmach: but y u need to talk to Antara?

Raghu: I don't know. But I want to knw dat if she's ok. Its been 3 weeks I haven't seen her not even heard her voice. I just wanted to talk her nw

Machmach smiles inwardly as he knew dat dis will happen very soon because he knows dat Raghu truly loves Antara nd he cant stay away from her for long but Rite nw he need to realize dis fact as soon as Possible

Machmach: So wat Raghu? Y u bother dis much? I mean u urself said na dat dere was nothing between u nd her den y r u so much concerned for her

Raghu: Machmach, whatever happened between us was different thing, but before dat she was my friend. As a friend I can talk to her

Machmach: ya dat makes Sense but if u r considering her as friend den dere would be no problem den if u call her wid ur No.

Raghu couldn't say anything as he got trapped in his own reasonings. But now he dnt have tym to sort out all dis

Raghu: Machmach, we'll discuss it later but first let me call her.

With dis he started dialing Antara's no.

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Antara was doing her project work wen she heard her cell phone ringing. She looked at d screen nd d number was unknown to her. Initially she didn't want to pick it up but later she decides to pick it as may be it was from any of her friend. After 5-6 rings Antara picks up d Call.

Antara: Hello!!!

Raghu got lost in her voice. After whole 3 weeks he was listening her voice but her voice is different today. It was not as cheerful as before wen he use to cakll her. D sadness can easily be sensed in her voice

Antara: Hello!! Who's dere?

Raghu closed his eyes nd cuts d call as he don't have courage to talk to her. Its not as easy as he thought. Machmach was watching all dis nd smirks because he can understand wats going in d heart of Raghu.

Machmach: wat Happen? U didn't talk to her? Network nahi laga?

Raghu: ummm. No she didn't picked it up

Machmach: really? Try once again

Raghu: I'll call her after sumtym.

Machmach: fine as u wish. M going den, tell me if u need any further help.

Raghu: hhmmm ok bye.

Machmach goes from dere nd as soon as Raghu sees Machmach going he quickly again dialed her no. nd dis tym puts a Handkerchief on d speaker so dat Antara couldn't recognize his Voice. She picked up d call in 2-3 rings only

Antara: Hello!

Raghu: May I speak to Antara Kaul?

Antara felt d voice familiar but couldn't able to recognize it

Antara: Whose it?

Raghu: u dnt knw me, but I knw u?

Antara: how?

Raghu: Actually, I saw u near ur college, nd I really like u nd want to be ur friend

Antara: Wat Rubbish? Nd anyways from where did u get my no.

Raghu: I get it after lots of hard work. Pls be my friend

Antara: Listen Mr. whoever u r first of all I dnt knw hw u got my no. nd secondly u r a stranger to me nd I dnt talk to strangers so u r approaching a wrong girl nd m telling u politely dnt ever call me again.

Raghu: but wats d Big Deal. Every1 s a stranger wen dey first meet each other. Just trust dis stranger once

Antara stood numb for sumtym, his words r somewhere reminding her of Raghu

Raghu: hello Miss u dere?

Antara: ya

Raghu: So... m waiting for ur answer

Antara: my answer is no. I had already Trusted a stranger once nd later on has paid a lot for dis trust nd nw I dnt want to trust any1, specially a stranger so dnt call me again.

She said nd cuts d call without giving him chance to speak.

Raghu stood dere lifeless. Every word of Antara's were ringing in his ears nd piercing his Heart. He closed his eyes in pain.

Raghu (To himself): she's still dere, she's still dere where I left her. She haven't moved on. Infact I haven't left her in d condition dat she can trust anyone else.

Machmach was standing near d Door listening to their Conversation. He has actually not gone from dere. He knows dat Raghu will not talk to Antara in front of him so he said dat he was going but quickly hides himself near d Door nd listened to dem. He smiles a bit nd a tear of happiness has escaped from his eyes. He knows his friend very well. He knows dat he Loves Antara a lot but due to his Immature behaviour he was not able to realize it but very soon he will realize his mistake.

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Later dat Evening Antara as usual sitting near her Window, watching outside. Everytym her Mind get diverted towards d Phone call. Her heart continuously says dat it was Raghu but her mind is not ready to accept it as she thought dat y would Raghu call to her. He must have moved on in his lyf. It was just her Illusion. She was lost in her thoughts wen Misha came to her. She looked at Antara nd got confused. From last 3 weeks she was founding her behaviour weird. She doesn't fight wid her neither do any kind of arguments nd she was really missing all dis. so today she decides to confront her.

Misha: Hey Wildy! Wats up?

Antara: nothing Mish! Koi Kaam tha?

Misha: kyun kya ab main apni hi sister se bina kisi kaam k nahi mil sakti? (den turn dramatic) kya itna hi samjha tumne mujhe

Antara: Mish, stop being Dramatic

Misha: O Really! M getting Dramatic. Wat about u? aren't u being Dramatic

Antara: Wat had I done nw?

Misha: o! nw I should tell u. yum Window k paas chupchap baithe rehna. Apne aap ko har waqt busy rakhna. Ye dramatic nahi hai to kya hai. 3 weeks se dekh rahi hoon tumhara yahi routine hai. Infact tum to ab mujhse ladti bhi nahi ho. Kya hua hai Wildy?

Antara: Nothing mish, jaisa tum soch rahi ho waisa kuch bhi nahi hai

Misha: o c'mon Wildy! Dnt try to Fool me. I mean just look at urself Man. Totally Devdas ho gayi ho bus haath me ek Bottle ki kami hai

Antara: Mish! Stop it

Misha: no first u tell me wats wrong wid u? tumhara Raghu se jhagda hua hai kya? 3 weeks se dekh rahi hoon na tum use call karti ho na uska Call aata hai.

Antara: Aisa kuch nahi hai

Misha: O really! Den y u guys not calling each other? I knw something has happened otherwise 3 weeks passed nd u guys dnt talk to each other dats next to impossible. Nw tell me wats wrong?

Antara: Bola na Mish. Kuch bhi nahi hua hai

Misha: fine dnt tell me I'll ask to Raghu myself only

She said nd picked up Antara's cell nd started dialing his no. wen Antara stopped her

Antara: Mish, stop it u wont call him.

Misha: I'll call him. I want to knw wats going wrong over here

Antara (tries to stop her): Misha give back my cell. Misha I m warning u. give it or it wont be good for u.

Misha: As if I Care

Nw Antara cant take dis anymore. She has to stop her

Antara: MISHA STOP IT! DERE'S NOTHING BETWEEN ME ND RAGHU ANYMORE NW.

Misha drops d cell phone instantly as she couldn't believe wat she heard. Antara sat on d floor on her knees crying

Misha: Wat r u saying? U joking right.

She nods her nead in no.

Misha: but y?

Antara told her everything nd misha felt her blood boiling

Misha: hw dare he to do dat wid u? I wont leave him. Just wait nd watch wat I do wid him

Antara: Misha u wont do anything.

Misha: no Wildy! He has to pay for dis

Antara: Misha, tujhe meri kasam

Misha: oh stop it Wildy, I dnt believe it in all dis Kasam-Vasam ok

Antara: Mish I really mean it. Pls

Misha: but y u want to save him?

Antara: I cant give answers to any of ur question nw. just dnt do anything pls.

Misha: Fine baithi raho Devdas banke. Tum Ladkiyom ki yahi problem hoti hai. Isiliye ye ladke tum logon ka Faayda uthate hai. Just do wat u want.

She said nd goes out from d room angrily but Antara knows dat very soon she'll return back

Antara (to herself): u cant understand Misha! Because u haven't been in love nd once u fall in love den only u'll understand y I stopped u today.

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It was 8 PM nd Raghu was sitting at d Bar of a Pub sipping his drink. No matter hw hard he tried but still his mind couldn't able to stop about thinking of Antara. He himself dnt know wats happening to him. He himself has came into conclusion dat dere was no love between dem den y he's feeling so lonely without her. It seems like he's empty from inside. He was lost in his thoughts wen sum Girl came near him

Girl: Hey Handsome!

Raghu looks at her but didn't respond which was unusual of him. he never ignores any girl approaching him but dat was before he met Antara but today wats wrong wid him wen Antara is not wid him anymore. Girl again tries to gain his attention

Girl: hey, u dere?

Raghu: ummm

Girl: seems u dnt have any partner would u mind if I join u

Raghu: sure

Girl: by d way my name is Simran but u can call me Sim.

Raghu: umm. Nice meeting u

Simran couldn't able to understand his behaviour but she cant let him go so easily so she tried once again

Sim: Wont u get me a Drink (she said in d sensous voice)

As soon as Raghu heard her unwillingly he thought of Antara nd their first meeting

"Excuse me Preety Lady can I get u Drink"

"y? r u a Bartender?"

As soon as he remembers dis a smile formed on his lips which makes Simran more confused. She waved her hand in front of him

Sim: hey, where u lost?

Raghu: umm nothing

Sim: so I was saying wont u ask me for a Drink?

Raghu (in cold voice): no.

Sim: Excuse me?

Raghu: I said no. as m not a Bartender nd if u need a drink den I think u should ask to a Bartender not me

He said nd moves out from dere. Leaving Simran behind baffled.

He came out nd stops near d Door of his car. He himself don't know y he behaved in dis way inside. He was not like dis. he had never ignored any girl den y he ignored her today. Y he found it difficult to stay dere for a minute more. He couldn't understand d Turmoil going within him. He gets inside d Car nd started Driving furiously he dnt where he was heading to but he needs to go to d place where he can find all his answers, where he can get d solution of all his restlessnes

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He came out nd stops near d Door of his car. He himself don't know y he behaved in dis way inside. He was not like dis. he had never ignored any girl den y he ignored her today. Y he found it difficult to stay dere for a minute more. He couldn't understand d Turmoil going within him. He gets inside d Car nd started Driving furiously he dnt where he was heading to but he needs to go to d place where he can find all his answers, where he can get d solution of all his restlessness. He drives for almost 1 hr nd finally stopped at a Deserted Road. He was still confused dat wats happening to him. His mind nd heart both r not in Peace. He closed his eyes nd leans back at d seat. Wen he reminds of sumthing

"Wenever u feel alone or gets frustrated on sumthing start Listening to music"

"O really wat will happen den?"

"Nothing but we'll get relax for sum moment"

Yes dis is wat Antara use to say Everytym wenever he says to her that he's feeling low. He opens his eyes, switched on d Radio nd gets outside d Car Leaning against d Door. He looked upwards nd saw Clouds forming over dere making it a weather of Rain nd within no tym it starts to rain also but Raghu didn't moved from dere because dis Rain is sumwhere soothing him. Getting him relieved from d Fire burning inside him. Hw could he ignore d Rains. He Remembers hw much Antara use to love d Rains. Dese Rains has always been d witness of dere special moments. Infact dere First Kiss has been also takes place in d Rain only. Hw could he forget dat day. It was their First Kiss ever

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Raghu nd Antara were returning from their Date. Weather was not Good so Raghu insisted dat he'll drop her home to which Antara Agreed. Antara loves dis kind of weather a lot nd she knows dat very soon it will going to be Rain which she luves a lot.

Antara: Raghu!

Raghu: hhmmm

Antara: I think it'll be going to Rain outside

Raghu: ya Antara I can sense dat datsy I want to Drop u home soon so dat u can reach home safely

Antara looks at him unbelievingly. Nd den again started looking outside. Raghu notices it nd smirks

Raghu: wat happen?

Antara: nothing. Just thinking hw boring u r

Raghu: Me Boring? U must be joking

Antara: Boring nahi ho to kya ho. I m saying dat it'll be going to rain outside nd u saying datsy u want to drop me home safely

Raghu: Antara, I know u love Rains but rite nw wats important for me is to drop u home safely nd on tym. So dnt think dat m nt excited after seeing u happy

Antara said nothing nd started looking outside d window nd soon she feels d drops of water hitting d window pane nd soon it starts to rain heavily.

Antara: Raghu! Raghu stop d car

He instantly stops it

Raghu: Wat Happen Antara? Is everything ok?

Antara: Ya Raghu. Everything is ok. Lets get out of d Car nd enjoy d Rains

Raghu: Wat? Antara r u mad? Here u r getting late for ur home nd u r asking me to enjoy d rain

Antara: Raghu, I can make any excuse to Mom nd moreover she'll understand dat I may be stuck up sumwhere but if we didn't enjoy d Rains now den we may be miss dis special moment nd den later on sumwhere in future we might Regret dat we couldn't able to enjoy dis moment. Come na Raghu. Lets get wet in d Rain. Sometimes we have to enjoy d beauty of nature

Raghu: Antara m not cuming anywhere nd waise bhi we r not kids dat we go outside nd gets wet in d rain.

Antara: Fine. Baithe raho ander I m going

By saying dis she goes outside d Car. Raghu looks her from inside d Car. She's really a kid, he thought nd smiles at her carefree nature. Soon he gets mesmerized by her beauty. Everything about her was just perfect. He saw her dancing like a Kid. She extended her Hands nd looks upwards letting raindrops fall on her face. He unknowingly gets outside d car nd started heading towards her. Antara was totally wet. He can observe her Dress sticks perfectly to her curves. It seems lyk another skin stuck to her. She looks even more beautiful wen she's wet. Antara didn't realize dat Raghu is standing just behind her until she felt his hand holding her wrist. He quickly twirls her around nd held her waist by his right hand. He looked deep into her big hazel eyes. Same eyes which has knocked straight to his heart right from d first tym he met her. Antara too couldn't manage without looking at his Deep eyes which shows immense love for her. They were lost in each others eyes. He scanned her from top to bottom. She's was just looking Divine in her wet attire. "Divine beauty" he thought. The raindrops were dripping from her face it seems like dewdrops on d leaf. He noticed d strands on her face due to d sudden pull. He slowly tucked dem behind her ears caressing her soft cheeks. She blushed nd closed her eyes feeling his soft touch. He lowered his head nd placed a soft kiss on her neck. She felt his warm breath on her neck nd unknowingly he coiled her hand around his neck. He slowly kissed her earlobes, den her eyes. Her breathing gets heavier nd she parted her lips. He couldn't hesitate d invitation nd finally he sealed his lips wid hers to which she responded at once. He gently sucked her lower lip drinking d rain drops fall on dem, gently nibbling dem nd soon his tongue gained entry in her mouth exploring each nd every corner nd dey both have a passionate kiss. Dey had no idea hw long dey were lyk dis. all dey know is dat dey were enjoying dat moment, enjoying each other in embrace.

They freed each other after so long to take breath. Antara looked down blushing, smiling while he looked at her lovingly. He lifts up her chin to meet her gaze wid his.

Raghu: Antara, Do u regret dis moment?

Antara nods her head in no nd hugs him tightly nd he too hugs her wid same passion.

Raghu: Thanx Antara, Thanx for making dis moment special for me. I'll never forget dis moment in my lyf.

Antara: Me Too.

She said slowly nd hugs him even more tight

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He opened his eyes only to find himself standing alone. He looked around nd it was still raining. Everything was same. D weather, D rains, D roads everything all wat has changed is today id d Tym. Today he was standing alone at d deserted Road wid no one but wid his Loneliness.

Raghu's Monologue:

I don't know wats happening to me? Y its happening to me? I had break her Heart den y m I missing her? Yes I m missing her no matter hw Everytym I use to tell my heart dat m not missing her but d fact is dat I m missing her. Even in d Pub also where I use to forget every surroundings of mine dere also I couldn't get peace nd wen dat girl came to me den I dnt want to look at her, I just wanted to ignore her. I was not like dat den y m I doing all dis? y my eyes searches only for Antara? Y I wanted to know dat if she's ok or not?

I drove furiously I dnt knw where but I drove I just wanted to get d answers of all my questions, of my restlessness. For almost 1 hr I drove to nowhere nd den finally came to a halt. I was frustrated on myself dat I m not able to understand d turmoil going in my own heart. I leaned at seat of my Car wen I remember her words dat she use to say wenever I feel low. I switched on d music as it was her logic dat listening music will make one's mind nd heart relax. I came out of d car nd looked at d weather it seems dat soon it going to rain nd in matter of seconds it started raining also but I didn't moved an inch as dis rain was soothing me, comforting me. I remember hw much Antara use to Love Rains she forgets every surrounding of hers wen it rains, no matter where she is, all dat matter dat tym is dat she just wanted to enjoy dat Moment. I remember our special moment, our first Kiss. It has taken place in dese rains only. She said dat tym dat if we would miss dat moment dat may be sumwhere in future we would regret for dat but I cant regret dat moment in my lyftym nd m sure nor did she.

But wen I open my Eyes I faced d Reality nd reality is dat today m all alone. Everything around me was same except me who was standing over here Lonely remembering d special moment of my lyftym.

(Raghu's Monologue ends)

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Antara was as usual sitting near her window wen it starts to Rain. She loves rain. She loves to watch d rain. She looks at her side nd Saw Misha lying on d Bed. She smiles as she knew dat she was angry dis tym nd wen she's angry she use to do dis only so she decided to not to disturb her nd again started to watch d rains. She always had a special connection wid rains. She forgets all her pain, all her worries wen she watches rains. Nd after d Moment she spend wid Raghu in d Rain she use to love d rains even more. Dere most special moment, their First kiss. She cant regret dat moment never in her lyf. That was d most special moment for her den hw can she regret dat. She slowly switched on d Radio to listen the songs while enjoying rains.

Antara's Monologue:

I was dere near my window as usual watching rains. I love Rains. I don't knw wat special connection I had wid dese rains but I always forgets all my pain, all my worries wen it rains. All dat matters to me at dat tym was dat I just wanted to enjoy dem. Nd after our First kiss dese rains has became more special to me. I looked at Misha who was just lying in d Bed. I knw dat she's mad on me otherwise she too couldn't resist herself from not enjoying d rains. I again started to look at d rains.

Hw can I forget d moment which is so close to my heart. I dnt knw about Raghu but as far as m concerned I can never regret dat moment as it was d first tym wen someone came so close to me nt even Rahul was never ever able to touched me. May be datsy he use to call me dumb. But It seems like Destiny wants me to remain pure for him only. I cant call dat moment as a weak one because if it I called it as a weak moment den it'll be a insult to my Love. it was a moment dat I would to cherish forever. No matter hw much it gives pain to me, no matter dat if remembering dat moment brings tears in my eyes but still I would cherish it forever.

(Antara's Monologue ends)

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He was still standing dere in d rains leaning against his car remembering Antara. Yes he was remembering her. For sumtym he wants to keep all his thoughts aside nd just wanted to lost in d memories of her wen he heard d voice of Radio nd realizes dat it was still on. He thought of switch it off nw as dese Rains r comforting him more den dese High beats songs wen he heard d voice of RJ nd sumthing inside his heart stops him from switching it off nd listen to him

"Good Evening my Lovely-Lovely Peoples. Dis is Radio Mirchi 98.3 FM nd u r listening to ur Fav Show apne dost PARTH k sath. Doston aaj Mausam bada rangeen hai aur agar aap apne pyar k saath hai to ye bearish aapke liye kafi romantic hai Par agar aap apne pyar k saath nahin hai ya kisi bhi wajah se wo aapse door hai to aapke liye ye Baarish aur bhi Khaas hai kyunki wo aapse door hoker bhi aapke Paas hai. Khayalon me hi sahi. Dooriyan to sirf raaston ki hai, dilon me to kabhi Dooriyan aati hi nahi. Aur fir ye Dooriyan hi to hai jo apko aapke pyar k aur kareeb le aati hai, inhi dooriyon ki wajah se to hum samajh paate hai ki jisse hum itna pyaar karte hai wo asal mein humare Dil k itna Kareeb hai k door rehkar bhi aisa lagta hai k wo humre saath hain. Haan ye baat alag hai uske bina hume kuch bhi acha nahi lagta, har waqt har lamha bus usi ki baatein yaad aati hai. We all feel empty without dem nd m sure har kisi k lyf me ek na ek din aisa zaroor aata hai jab wo apne pyar karne wale se door hota hai kabhi kisi jhagde k wajah se to kabhi misunderstandings ki wajah se but at d end of d day truth is Dat dey Love each other nd if d love is true den dey can never be away from each other for long. To yeh agla Song unhi pyaar karne walon ke liye jo is waqt ek doosre k paas nahi hai par ek doosre ko miss kar rahe hai. Here u go"

Music...

He increases d Volume of Radio nd once again leans against d door of Car

She closes her eyes feeling d depth of music

Ho Love of mine...

With a Song and whine...

You're harsh and Divine...

Like truths and a lie

He closes his eyes nd d face which comes in front of her at dat moment is only hers nd d moments he spend wid her started flashing in front of his eyes. He was living in a harsh reality that she's not wid him nd he had no idea y it was bothering him so much without her.

But d tale end is not here

I had nothing to fear

For my love is yell of Giving nd hold on..

As d lyrics of d song goes she remembers Raghu nd d moments spend wid him nd den the truth dat he told her dat day that there was no love between us, that was just Attraction, which aches her heart but yet her heart couldn't stop loving him.

In d Bright emptiness

In a room full of it

is the cruel mistress ho ho o...

No matter hw much brightness was dere in his surroundings yet he feels dat he was standing in d darkness where dere is no ray of sunshine nd he had to live wid d Darkness of dis Loneliness

I feel the sunrise..

that nest all hollowness..

for i have no way to go.. not come...

she had every single person wid her who can comfort her in dis situation, yet she is not in peace as for her whole world is at one side nd her love is at one side. Its been 3 weeks since dat incident yet it seems dat it was a incident of yesterday only. No matter hw hard she tried to not to think of him but Everytym every incident reminds her of him. She was just physically over dere but mentally she's still wid Raghu.

And i feel so lonely yea..

There's a better place then this emptiness..

He feels Lonely without her, yes he accepts d fact dat he feels lonely without her. He can only get peace wen she is around him. She has became his Habbit.

And i'm so lonely yea..

There's a better please then this emptiness.. yei yei yei ya'.

She too feels Lonely without him but he was not her Habbit, but her lyf nd hw can anyone live without their lyf.

(Music) Aa.. aa.. aa...

He saw at a distance a Couple is enjoying d Rain which reminds him of his nd Antara nd the tym dey spend in rains. A smile forms on his lips which soon vanish wen he faces d reality

She remembers d moment she spends wid him, wen he proposes her, wen she accepts it, their cute little fights, their first hug, their First kiss.

Tune mere jaana..

Kabhi nahi jana..

Ishq mera dard mera.. haaye...

Tune mere jaana..

Kabhi nahi jana..

Ishq mera dard mera ...

She leans back against d Window silently complaining To him dat he couldn't able to understand her love for him. Everytym it was only she who understands him but he couldn't able to understand anytym. Not even today. A drop of tear came out of her eyes

Aashiq teraaa..

Bheed mein khoya rehta hai..

Jaane jahaan a..

Puchho toh itna kehta hai..

He feels more lonely after seeing dat couple in rain. Yes he is lonely, he is lonely without her. It seems like dere is no one exists in dis world except him. D loneliness without her is killing him from inside. Every moment he spends wid her works as a Drug dat is curing him from dis loneliness. He wanted to tell her about his restlessness, about d storm going in his heart but is not sure hw to tell her.

That i feel so lonely yea..

There's a better place then this emptiness..

She looks at pic of him in her cellphone which she still haven't deleted nd wishes dat someday Raghu realizes her true love for him.

And i'm so lonely yea.

There's a better place then this emptiness..

He wipes away d tear dat has formed at d corner of his eyes. He know dat he's lonely without her yet couldn't able to get d fact day y is he feeling empty without her if d thing between dem is not love.

(Music) Aa.. aa.. aa...

He gets into d car nd drove towards his home. He knows dat d storm inside him was not going end soon not atleast until he meet her

She gets up from d window nd lays into her bed nd slowly drifted off to sleep thinking of him.

(P.S. Listen to d Song while reading dis sequence)

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Next day in d morning Antara had a off from her college as dere was a presentation in her college in next week nd she has to prepare well for it becoz her marks depend on dat presentation only nd its very difficult to impress her design teacher very easily so she dnt want to take d chance. Therefore she has taken leave for 1 week from her college. Dere was no one at home as Misha is at her college nd her Mom is in her office. She was working on her project wen someone rings d bell.

Antara(To herself): Ab kaun aa Gaya

She gets up from her chair nd opens d Door but found no one. She shrugs her shoulders nd closes d door. She was about to go back wen she again heard d bell, she turns nd opens d door but again dere was no one. Dis happens for 4-5 tymes again which irritates her. She was sure dat it must be a mischief of any kid from her colony derefore gets more angry.

Antara (To herself): Ye colony k bacche, aaj ye log bachenge nahi mujhse. Yahan mujhe Project ki tension ho rahi hai aur in logon ko Shararat soojh rahi hai, Abhi batati hoon in logon ko

She said nd again goes to open d door. In d meantym she again heard d bell. She opens d door nd without looking at d person she started shouting.

Antara: Kya problem hai tum logon ki, kabse pareshan kare ja rahe ho, shararat band karo warna...

Nd rest of d words left unsaid wen she saw d person standing in front of her. Her eyes widened in both shock nd surprise wen she saw him nd a smile formed on her face wen he spoke to him

Person: Hey Kiddo!

Antara (happily): ARMAN!!!!