Today first 15 mins were straight come from a poet's composition to the screen. It said action speaks louder than words...that has proven here. All 15 mins no words, only expressions...silence has this charm to mesmerize and enchant who thought?
Everything of today's episode, the music, the BG scores, dialogues, costumes and mostly the acting were out of the world,divinity redefined... Specially MRs and Raksanda ji did perfectly outstanding job. Shalini, Rishina and others are great too.
When episode started Madanika helplessly called for Sati...today she showed her motherly side for Sati openly...when she lost she was worried sick. Firstly she was Prasuti's and she had given her the responsibility to keep her safe. Secondly she too looked her like her own daughter... When she said "an main kahan dhundoon tujhe" her affection and care for her were pouring out from her voice.
This show started with "main disha bhatak gayi noon" a question came from a diverted soul. She was answered "disha bhatakna he disha ko pans h"...today those words were conceptualised beautifully. Sati had lost herself, was diverted from her path. All her waysare blocked..scared she ran for dear life.
And there was her saviour.. His trident stopped the death grip of the ravine demon,and then he appeared from the dusty smoke and fog. She walked to her, stared at her in a trance. As if the song and music of him from forest, from singing competition was playing into her mind...the spell hadn't faded at all.
But the spell had just begun..Shiva pulled her behind him. Through out he had his vision beyond her at the demon. His warrior alertness made him battle ready instance. He with his Trident countered the demon's attack. Then he took her in his arm and blocked the demon's blow from his side..after that he released her and pushed her back again to face Vritrasur's new attack.
He first touched her and pulled, she was stunned to she his uncouth manner... But seeing the raging Vritrasur attacked she hid behind him...like a scared child who hides behind pillow from ghosts. She clutched his shoulder with all her might.
Next when he took her in his arm...she already trusted her with her life. She felt secured and stared at her with admiration... When they parted she lost his embrace, his warmth. Then he touched her arm, holding her pushed back. She was like that moment lost herself to him. Meri adhuri kahani/kyun dastaan ban gayi/ tune chhupa aj aise/ main kya se kya ban gayi...truly the old, ignorant, proud on her father's ego Sati lost...had been defeated. She found her way... She finally realized her reason for existence.
It is said as Bhairava and Rudra, Shiva destroys ego. And Sati herself is Bhairavi and Rudrani---she hadn't discovered that by herself yet. But saving her Mahadev set her to the path of her self realization. All answers are within us...we need to find it from ourselves. Sati had to do the same.
When Sati herself caressed Shiva's shoulder to arm and back...he relaxed for a moment. As if after long time a lover yaksha met his yakshi... His face line softened and a hint of smile appeared. But vritrasur... Spoilt it:O . Seeing him showering arrow on them specially Sati he again got furious. He trusted his trident onto earth in the manner of enough. Attacking Sati at his presence... Finally demon had defeated. He looked at her. Sati was staring at her with awe, admiration and adoration... And he!! His ever mirthful eyes were smiling at her. They were windows of his soul expressing his happiness to his soul safe.
He may be sense Madanika's presence. So disappeared. But she this time didn't lose him. Told you she finally set her journey to know her. So she felt elated.. Her mother, sisters, Madanika all were transparent to her.
And the mesmerizing Sati tune...most enchanting, erotic yet divine tune. After silence its music...so easily expressed the mind of Sati. Even Shiva's song's first and second crescendos were used to express Sati's elated and Shiva's pained thoughts.
hree touches of Shiva become immortals with Sati's desire. She wished to meet him again without any hassles.. She wanted to know him more. He had her now...she has been defeated in love. She sensed him with her from the beginning now.
Shiva too has defeated... He meditated and thought about herd, looked at her...finally to transcend her he went to crematorium. Drank bhang to numb his senses to forget but...she is he..
When he asked Narad how could she live in Kailas without any luxary he was angry on him. Because he renounced the samasara... Sati...and now she again affected him. He wanted to withdraw himself. He wanted to reject this attachment.
Sati not only accepted to her that she loved Shiva she she dressed and made up for him..she expressed her feelings to Madanika. And her motherly warning and scolding had no effect...she was already affected and afflicted by Shiva. Her eyes had his images, ears his voice, breath his perfume, heart his rhythm and soul had submerged into his music. Just waiting to dance as couple...
The best liberation from attachment is to engage with the world and then withdrew with it in you. Shiva the liberation... Sati the world. And their love is the journey of engagement and withdrawal :-) when this will complete everything would reside in them, destroy in them and create in them.
Prem me aj talk kisne jita hai..San hare hai. Jo jit gaya usne pre kabhi kiya he nahin...soon this would be examplified by the Purusha and Prakriti, Shiva Sati themselves.
Dabi dabi sanson me sunna tha Maine,
Bole bina mera naam aya,
Palke jhuki aur uthne lagi to,
Haule se uska salaam aya.
Jab bole won jab bole,
Uski ankhon me ran bole,
Pass pass he rehna tum
Ankh ankh me kehna tum.
Dekho tumhe to aram aya ...
Dabi Dabi...aya...
roz yeh dil ki
Aag utha kar hath pe lekar chalna hai.
Tere bina ab teri boond boond par,
Raat raat bhar jagna hai.
Neend ki chhaon pe,
Tum dabi paon pe,
De gaye yun nishaan ki ab mitte nahin...
Tere bina sansein bhi chalti hai,
Tere bina dil bhi dhadakta hai...yaad nahin tha,
Yaad aya.